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Did you know human beings
are almost 50% microbial?
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That means half the cells
that make up your body
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don't even belong to you.
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They belong to these tiny,
microscopic organisms
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crawling inside of you.
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So, if you think about it,
there is no you.
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You're not real.
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You're fictional.
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You're just a glorified
bacterial colony.
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I did know that.
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Because you've told me before.
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When was the last time
you had the urge
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to open the callus on your finger?
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- This morning.
- And did you?
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Yes.
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Maybe we try
exposure response therapy again.
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Oh, that... that wasn't for me.
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Okay.
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Have you been taking
your medication?
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Sometimes.
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You have to take your medication
every day, for it to work.
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You know that.
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What are you thinking?
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I was thinking it's not fair...
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that you and every other
normal person
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can know you're covered in bacteria
and not give a shit.
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I don't like the word "normal."
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And I don't like the words
that you write on your notepad
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to describe me, but...
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if the shoe fits.
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Sure, they acknowledge
you're struggling
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but they also reflect that you are
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so much more than your OCD.
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You're smart,
and creative, and thoughtful.
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Okay, thank you.
But, please, just stop.
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So, you wish you were more
like normal people?
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No.
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I'd kill to be like normal people.
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So, what do you think?
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Of what?
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Holmsey, my hair is the color
of an embarrassed flamingo.
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Yeah, it's not a good thing.
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I can't believe
you actually went through with it.
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It's bold.
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Daisy Ramirez breaks hearts,
not promises.
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Do you think
I should get that tattooed
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like, yea-big on my ankle?
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Still, no.
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Hey, check out my new piece.
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His new piece.
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Bam.
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He's hot. Who is he?
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He's Mychal 101.
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I used Photoshop to average the faces
of 100 people named Mychal
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but spelled with a "Y" like me.
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And the average
of their faces became him.
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The 101st Mychal.
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Hello, Mychal 101.
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Yeah, so, now that
I've got the technique down...
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That's your stomach
digesting your sandwich.
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Make a piece about the face
of White River High.
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All the bacteria chewing the slime
of the peanut butter and honey.
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You can feel them living,
and breeding
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and dying inside of you.
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Your body is nothing but a host
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to a massive collection
of parasitic organisms
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ready to cause infection...
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ready to cause infection...
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Holmsey, are you listening?
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I am listening to the cacophony
of my digestive tract.
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Aza?
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Yeah. Yeah?
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When was the last time
you saw Davis?
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I don't know.
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You know Davis Pickett?
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Yeah, when they were kids.
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- What?
- They went to camp.
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It's too loud.
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Why is it so loud?
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Excessive abdominal noise
is an uncommon
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but not unprecedented,
symptom of a C. diff infection.
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Even moderate C. diff infections
can quickly worsen.
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Damage to the intestinal lining
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causes bacteria to spill
into the abdominal cavity
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leading to
a life-threatening infection.
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You need to change the Band-Aid.
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You're probably infected.
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You need to drain the infection.
Drain it and clean it.
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Put on a new Band-Aid
before it gets any worse.
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I gotta go to my locker.
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Most C. diff cases
occur in hospitals.
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You haven't been to a hospital,
but you're sweating and you feel hot.
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You probably have a fever.
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A fever is also a symptom of C. diff.
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Stop it, you don't have a fever.
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You don't have a fever yet.
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How could you forget
to change the Band-Aid?
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I really don't think I did.
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You did, you forgot to change it,
and now it's too late.
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You have C. diff, and you're gonna...
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Thought spiral?
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Yeah.
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Well, tomorrow, we're gonna hang out
on my lunch break, right?
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And by "hang out,"
I mean, you're gonna...
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pick me up on my lunch break?
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- Sure.
- Thank God.
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I'll see you tomorrow. Love you.
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Bye.
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No phones in the hallway, Aza.
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No spying on your daughter
during school hours, Mom.
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You look tired.
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You feeling okay?
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Yeah.
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And you're taking your...
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Yes.
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Hey, do you wanna go to a movie
sometime tomorrow afternoon?
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I barely get to see you
during the week.
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I'm hanging out with Daisy.
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Maybe Sunday, then?
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Maybe.
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Hey, everybody.
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Schopenhauer once said
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"Man can do what he wills,
but he cannot will what he wills."
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Our motives may be predetermined
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but it's up to us
how we act on those motives.
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And consider this.
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If you alter a mouse's microbiome
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the colonies of bacteria
in its stomach
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the mouse will suddenly
seek out different foods...
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Horrible news.
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I drew the short straw
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which means
I have to get in the frickin'
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Kenny the chinchilla costume.
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And B.O. Brian was in it all morning.
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So, let's make
this lunch break count.
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Really?
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You know you're not allowed to drink
non-clear liquids in Harold.
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It's vanilla. It's clear-adjacent.
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Fine.
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Empty.
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Happy?
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Happy, Harold?
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Yes, he is.
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For what it's worth
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your dad is definitely smiling down
from the Great Beyond
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proud of how anal you're being
about his old car.
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Radio or the CD?
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CD, always.
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Just think, of all the CDs
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that could have
gotten stuck in here...
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it wound up being
the greatest album of all time.
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I'm sorry, Ms. Jackson
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I am for real
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Never meant
to make your daughter cry...
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- En español...
- Lo siento, Sra. Jackson
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Ooh, I am for real
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For real
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On the oak tree,
I hope we feel like this forever
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- Forever?
- Forever-ever?
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Forever-ever?
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Hi, Holly.
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We'll do a veggie burger for milady.
Hold everything but the bun.
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And a Blazin' Texan for me.
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Extra blazing, if that's possible.
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I'm having a day.
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Let me guess, you have a coupon?
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We do, in fact.
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Anything to drink?
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What are we, heiresses? Two waters.
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If you tip me in quarters again,
I swear to God.
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Why is Davis on the news?
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Because his dad is missing.
That's what I was talking about.
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You didn't hear me say that?
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Billionaire Russell Pickett,
seemingly...
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Do you hear me now?
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Pickett Engineering was working
on a massive construction project
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designed to clean sewage
from the White River
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by expanding existing tunnels
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and diverting the creek
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known as Pogue's Run.
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Pickett had likely been tipped off
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that he was being charged
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with fraud and bribery
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and that his arrest was imminent.
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- Yikes.
- Mr. Pickett is a widower
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with two sons, Davis and Noah.
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Detective Dwight Allen gave us
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more details on the search.
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The FBI is offering a $100,000 reward
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for anyone who has information
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that would lead
to the discovery of Mr. Pickett.
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Holy shit!
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Anyone with any pertinent information
about this investigation...
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Holy shit!
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Who do you think is taking care
of Davis and Noah?
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Probably one of their
bajillion servants.
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They're rich.
Rich people are always fine.
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I think you're missing
the takeaway here...
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which is $100,000.
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What about it?
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You and Davis used to be friends.
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Yeah, for one summer at sad camp.
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He might not even remember me.
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He'll remember you.
That shit bonds you for life.
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And you're memorable.
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Even if he does
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it doesn't mean I know
how to find his missing dad.
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Okay, but it gives us a leg up
on everyone else.
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We are not people
to turn our noses up
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at a hundred grand, Holmsey.
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I am currently washing
ball pit balls for 8.40 an hour.
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Do you know what
I'm washing off the balls?
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Do you?
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It's pee.
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It's pee, Aza. Pee-pee.
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Yeah, okay.
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And as much as I would love to think
that my Star Wars fanfic
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is gonna make me stupid rich
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just can't rely on that right now.
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Ergo, we owe it to ourselves,
to our families
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and to our futures
to try and get this 100 grand.
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That kinda money,
we could order sodas.
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I just don't get how Russell Pickett
disappeared without anyone knowing.
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I mean, don't rich people have
a bunch of security cameras
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in their manors?
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Like, to make sure that nobody
steals their jewels?
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Actually, they only have one camera.
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How do you know?
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After that summer at camp
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Davis invited me
to his 13th birthday.
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Some kid got him
this motion capture camera
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because he was really
into tracking animals
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and in front of everyone
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his dad just turned all cold
and said he couldn't keep it.
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Why?
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Because...
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"Privacy is the most important thing
you can have
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and if you don't have that,
you have nothing."
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It's a pretty crazy speech
to give a kid
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who's just trying
to enjoy his birthday
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and not be sad about his dead mom.
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Seriously.
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Anyway, Davis got upset
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and, finally, his dad caved
and let him keep it.
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No... no, don't...
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Don't lean.
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Sorry. Sorry.
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Okay. So...
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we've gotta get our hands
on that camera.
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Do you know where he installed it?
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Sort of.
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We all helped him put it up
in this huge tree near the river.
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Holmsey, we have a lead.
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- What are you doing?
- I'm on the phone.
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Eric, hi. It's Daisy.
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Yes, that's... that's actually
why I'm calling.
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I really, really need
the afternoon off.
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I'm pretty sure that I have...
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What's a highly contagious
stomach bug?
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Norovirus.
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Definitely norovirus.
One hundred percent it's norovirus.
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It feels like norovirus.
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Thank you. Okay.
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Bye.
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Do you still have that canoe?
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00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:57,360
This water has to be like, 50% urine.
267
00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:58,640
That's the good half.
268
00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:04,120
Kidding.
269
00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:06,160
This water is teeming with bacteria.
270
00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:09,640
What a day!
271
00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:14,280
The sun's a-shining,
the canoe's a-floating
272
00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:16,720
and we're about to live
the American dream.
273
00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:20,280
Benefiting from
someone else's misfortune.
274
00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:22,856
Could you please row a little gentler
275
00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:24,040
so I don't get splashed?
276
00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:25,240
Sorry.
277
00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:27,720
The water will get on you
278
00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:29,920
and then it's only
a matter of time before...
279
00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:32,080
Hey, did you know that
this river is the only reason
280
00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:33,760
that Indianapolis even exists?
281
00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:35,880
I know you're trying to distract me.
282
00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:38,760
Yep, but did you know my thing?
283
00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:41,080
Bacteria can lead to giardia.
284
00:15:41,160 --> 00:15:44,640
So, back when Indiana
first became a state
285
00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:47,760
there were all of these
heated debates
286
00:15:47,840 --> 00:15:49,200
about where the capital should be.
287
00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:50,760
And they noticed that there's a river
288
00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:52,720
right smack
in the center of the state.
289
00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:56,880
So, they're like, "Boom-shaka-laka,
perfect place for our capital."
290
00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,080
But then, after they made
the announcement
291
00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:02,320
they realized that the White River
is, like, six inches deep
292
00:16:02,400 --> 00:16:05,440
and there is no way in hell
you can float a steamship down it.
293
00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:09,480
For a long time, Indianapolis
was the largest city in the world
294
00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:11,120
not on a navigable waterway.
295
00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:13,560
That's actually really interesting.
296
00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:15,440
Yeah, I knew you'd like that.
297
00:16:16,920 --> 00:16:19,240
And look at that, we're here!
298
00:16:20,160 --> 00:16:21,760
Almost!
299
00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:28,120
Maybe this is a literal sign
we should go home now.
300
00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:29,960
Nah.
301
00:16:33,280 --> 00:16:34,600
It's plausible deniability.
302
00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:37,960
Now, which way
to that camera, Holmsey?
303
00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:40,600
I have no idea.
304
00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:45,160
Why can't you have that
super-observant kind of OCD
305
00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:46,720
that makes you an amazing detective
306
00:16:47,120 --> 00:16:49,920
in all those crime shows
that my dad watches?
307
00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:11,920
Does this look familiar at all?
308
00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:16,680
No? Just woods? Okay.
309
00:17:19,040 --> 00:17:21,040
What are you doing?
310
00:17:22,280 --> 00:17:23,280
Lightsaber.
311
00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:26,040
You try.
312
00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:29,600
You got it.
313
00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:36,160
Wingardium Leviosa.
314
00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:44,520
No. Wrong franchise.
And I know that you know that.
315
00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:48,320
Can we please just go home?
316
00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:52,480
This was an idiotic,
massive waste of...
317
00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,640
There's... there's the tree.
318
00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:00,280
And the camera.
319
00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:02,280
Yes!
320
00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:04,880
What is happening up there?
321
00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,840
I'm not exactly known
for my core strength.
322
00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:08,520
It won't sync with my phone.
323
00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:09,680
Well, is your Bluetooth on?
324
00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:11,440
Yes, my Bluetooth is on.
325
00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:14,800
- Oh.
- What?
326
00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:16,800
- It wasn't on.
- Aza!
327
00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:21,160
- Okay. It's working.
- Yeah?
328
00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:23,240
- Yeah, the photos are loading.
- Okay.
329
00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:25,240
I don't want to alarm you
330
00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:28,080
but there is definitely a golf cart
headed in our vague direction.
331
00:18:28,160 --> 00:18:29,760
Wait. What do you mean, vague?
332
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:31,576
All right, I think
it's just making the rounds.
333
00:18:31,600 --> 00:18:33,080
We're good. Relax.
334
00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:37,320
Nope, not good. Very bad.
It definitely saw us.
335
00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:38,640
- One sec...
- Come on, hurry!
336
00:18:38,720 --> 00:18:39,720
- Okay...
- Hurry! Good?
337
00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:41,520
- Yep. Mm-hmm.
- We're good? Okay.
338
00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,640
Okay. We're good. Okay.
339
00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,200
What do we do?
340
00:18:45,840 --> 00:18:47,440
We "damsel in distress."
341
00:18:47,520 --> 00:18:48,520
Yeah...
342
00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:53,080
Oh, no, I'm not doing that.
I'm not doing that.
343
00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:54,736
Okay, all right. That's fine.
That's fine, don't worry.
344
00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:55,880
God.
345
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,760
There.
346
00:18:58,560 --> 00:18:59,640
No!
347
00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,120
What are you two doing here?
348
00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:03,480
Other than trespassing?
349
00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:07,520
Hi. Thank God. We...
350
00:19:08,200 --> 00:19:11,320
we were canoeing
and we must have hit a rock.
351
00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:13,480
Multiple rocks.
352
00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:15,920
We started taking on water.
353
00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:19,680
Barely made it to shore.
354
00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,120
But Aza here
355
00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:25,280
she actually happens to be friends
with Davis Pickett.
356
00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:26,680
Maybe you could take us to him.
357
00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,560
It would be my pleasure.
358
00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:35,880
Thank you.
359
00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:38,040
Because if he doesn't
know your friend...
360
00:19:38,120 --> 00:19:39,520
I'm calling the police.
361
00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:41,640
Fun.
362
00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,240
Sad camp does bond you
for life, doesn't it?
363
00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:54,720
Bumpy.
364
00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:10,760
Davis, you have some visitors.
365
00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:14,760
Aza. What are you doing here?
366
00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:17,760
Hi, Davis.
367
00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:20,240
See, I told you they knew each other.
368
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:24,520
Sorry, we hit a rock
and washed ashore on your...
369
00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:26,720
mansion.
370
00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:28,600
Apologies for the intrusion.
371
00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,440
Well, I'm gonna...
I think I'm gonna...
372
00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:36,400
I'm gonna go make a phone call
373
00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:39,600
and make sure that
we have that canoe insurance
374
00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:41,600
that I was telling you about.
375
00:20:41,680 --> 00:20:43,080
State Farm?
376
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:47,760
Sorry about Daisy.
377
00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:50,040
She's a...
378
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:53,040
Leo.
379
00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:54,440
You know what's crazy?
380
00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:56,800
I was just thinking about you.
381
00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:58,440
You were?
382
00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:01,760
Yeah, everyone on the news
keeps using my dad's full name
383
00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:03,000
Russell Davis Pickett.
384
00:21:03,080 --> 00:21:05,840
And I keep thinking,
"That's my name."
385
00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:09,360
That made you think of me?
386
00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,216
I remember you said that
your dad wanted you to have
387
00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:12,720
your own unique name.
388
00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:14,280
A sound you could make your own.
389
00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:16,880
"A to Z and back again."
390
00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:18,920
My dad made me a junior.
391
00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:21,480
As I made juniority.
392
00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:25,640
Well, you're not your name.
393
00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:30,160
I'm really sorry about everything.
394
00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:34,640
I'm sure he'll turn up soon.
395
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,560
I mean, I hope so, for Noah's sake
396
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:46,680
but my dad's a shitbag.
397
00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:48,880
Maybe that's the wrong word.
398
00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:51,320
He's a coward and a criminal.
399
00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:53,840
He's probably holed up
in the Swiss Alps
400
00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:55,080
getting a massage right now.
401
00:21:57,120 --> 00:21:58,600
Hey, wanna play the next one with me?
402
00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:01,560
Sure, but first, say hi.
Remember my friend Aza?
403
00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:02,640
'Sup?
404
00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:05,320
Hey, nice to see you.
405
00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:09,920
Well, I should get going.
406
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:11,000
Do you need a ride home?
407
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,320
'Cause Lyle can take you.
It's no problem.
408
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,120
Sure. Thanks.
409
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:19,640
I hope it's not years
before I see you again, Aza.
410
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,760
- Raccoon.
- Raccoon.
411
00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:37,400
- Coyote.
- Coyote.
412
00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,680
Are you gonna keep repeating me or...
413
00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:41,640
I can stop if it doesn't help.
414
00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:44,440
- Raccoon.
- Raccoon.
415
00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:45,920
- Nothing.
- Nothing.
416
00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:49,360
I'll stop. I'm done.
417
00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:51,600
Nothing.
418
00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:54,600
Nothing.
419
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,280
It's taking too long.
420
00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:58,760
Coyote.
421
00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:00,920
Coyote eating a raccoon.
422
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,240
Look, there! That's him.
423
00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:06,080
That's literally him.
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
424
00:23:08,360 --> 00:23:10,320
He's escaping in Burberry
because, of course.
425
00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,360
Oh, my God. This is huge.
426
00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:15,240
Okay.
427
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:16,776
We know that he left
in the middle of the night
428
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:20,440
because of the time stamp,
and he brought a duffel bag.
429
00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:24,440
I'm not sure what this gets us.
430
00:23:25,120 --> 00:23:26,440
Yeah, me neither.
431
00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:28,400
But it's something!
432
00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,600
And lucky for us,
Davis is totally into you.
433
00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:31,976
So, we'll just
hang out with him again
434
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,560
and get inside
the belly of the beast.
435
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,200
The mansion is the belly.
Or is it the beast?
436
00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:40,000
I don't know. I don't...
I've never understood that saying.
437
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:41,160
Daisy...
438
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:44,600
you really think he's into me?
439
00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:49,240
Yes, and you're into him, too.
440
00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:52,120
- I'm... I'm not.
- You are, too.
441
00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,520
He's literally so hot.
Are you kidding me?
442
00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:56,640
Look at you, you're literally aglow.
443
00:23:56,720 --> 00:23:58,840
- You're aglow.
- No, even if I was, which I'm not...
444
00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:01,000
- I'm not saying I am.
- You are.
445
00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:02,560
It doesn't matter.
446
00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:03,760
I'm not...
447
00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:06,840
I can't date anyone, you know that.
448
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:10,080
No, I don't know that. Why can't you?
449
00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:12,040
Maybe because
the actual mechanics of it
450
00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:13,440
don't suit my talents?
451
00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:14,960
The...
452
00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:18,320
Like, swapping bodily fluids
is my idea of hell.
453
00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:21,600
And also, when you date people
454
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,416
they say stuff like,
"What are you thinking?"
455
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:26,840
And you're supposed to say,
"I'm thinking about you, darling."
456
00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,896
But you're actually thinking about
how cows literally could not survive
457
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,720
without the microbiota in their guts.
458
00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:35,160
Which means, cows sort of
don't exist as independent life forms
459
00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:36,936
but you can't say that
because it'll seem weird.
460
00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:40,000
So, you're forced to choose
between lying and seeming weird.
461
00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:43,960
I mean, I think
that's a great icebreaker
462
00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:46,160
for your future date with Davis.
463
00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:48,520
I'm...
464
00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:52,120
Look, it is definitely weird,
but in the best kind of way.
465
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:54,800
Like you, Holmsey.
466
00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:58,920
You know what? I bet that
if you guys actually kissed
467
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:00,336
you would not be thinking about...
468
00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:02,200
Eighty million microbes.
469
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,600
What if his microbes
are better than yours?
470
00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:08,960
Right?
471
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,520
Like, maybe if you guys made out,
you'd get healthier.
472
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:14,840
Maybe.
473
00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:18,040
What if you got superpowers
from his microbes?
474
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,160
Yes. Oh, my God.
475
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:23,480
"She was a normal girl
until she kissed a billionaire
476
00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:26,400
and then she became 'Micro Bianca...
477
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:28,280
- Queen of the Microbe!'"
- Stop!
478
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,360
"The greatest weapon against stress
479
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:11,640
is our ability to choose
one thought over another."
480
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:14,440
William James.
481
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,480
What superpower
did William James have?
482
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,760
I can't choose my thoughts
like I can't choose my name.
483
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,296
With everyone snooping around
my family's business
484
00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:35,080
I think it's time
to shut this account down.
485
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:38,680
So, this is goodbye, my friends.
486
00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:40,800
Then again...
487
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:46,720
no one ever says goodbye
unless they want to see you again.
488
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,880
- Hey, Aza, how's it goin'?
- Hey.
489
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,040
It's good. What's up?
490
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:13,840
Listen, I don't wanna mess up
our friend group
491
00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:16,960
because it's really great
and I don't wanna make anything weird
492
00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:19,840
but do you think...
493
00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:21,560
And you can totally tell me no
494
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,400
and I won't be offended
or anything. but...
495
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,400
I don't really think
I can date anyone right now.
496
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:29,240
This is awkward.
497
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:32,880
I was gonna ask
498
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,000
if you think Daisy would
wanna go out with me
499
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:37,200
or if that's crazy?
500
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,616
But I mean, you're great, too, Aza.
501
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:39,936
- You know...
- Yes, yes, that's...
502
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:40,960
That's a good idea.
503
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:42,840
I mean, you should
talk to her, not me
504
00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:44,560
but by all means, go for it.
505
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,760
This is embarrassing.
I'm embarrassed right now.
506
00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:50,800
No. I mean,
you're beautiful, too, Aza.
507
00:27:50,880 --> 00:27:51,976
It's just, you know,
I've known her since...
508
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,680
No. It's good. We're good.
509
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:56,040
I guess it makes sense.
510
00:27:56,120 --> 00:27:57,840
He's been pining over me for months.
511
00:27:57,920 --> 00:27:59,280
Really?
512
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,480
How do you know?
513
00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:10,080
Because I have eyes.
514
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,240
So, what are you gonna say?
515
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:16,680
I'm down.
516
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:18,440
Figure one date can't hurt.
517
00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:21,520
And now, me and Mychal
can go out with you and Davis.
518
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:23,640
We'll all wind up back at the castle
519
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,040
I'll sneak off and snoop around
while you and Davis...
520
00:28:27,360 --> 00:28:29,880
Boom-diddy-boom-boom.
521
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:30,960
Hey.
522
00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:32,040
What is...
523
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,000
It's porn music.
524
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:36,200
Okay.
525
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,760
Even if I agree to go along with this
526
00:28:39,840 --> 00:28:41,360
Davis didn't ask me out.
527
00:28:41,440 --> 00:28:44,480
Aza, you don't have to wait
for a boy to ask you out.
528
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:45,880
What are you, a handmaiden?
529
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:46,960
Just text him.
530
00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:48,096
Tell him that some friends
are getting together
531
00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:49,240
for burgers this weekend.
532
00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:51,600
Trust me, he's going to say yes.
533
00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:53,960
We're texting him now.
534
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,640
- Seven? Seven work?
- Yeah, sure.
535
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:02,416
P.M.? Or do you think
he knows that it's...
536
00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:04,040
I mean, it's not like breakfast.
537
00:29:05,640 --> 00:29:06,840
Okay.
538
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:10,400
Breezy, very breezy.
539
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:27,880
- Did he answer really fast?
- Yeah.
540
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:31,280
- What do we wear?
- Evening gowns. Yeah.
541
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:42,440
Hey, have you ever gotten a dick pic?
542
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:51,080
I mean, I've seen one.
543
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:52,680
Of course you've seen one.
544
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:58,040
I'm asking if you've ever received
a dick pic, totally unsolicited.
545
00:29:58,120 --> 00:29:59,640
Like, as a form of introduction.
546
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:06,080
Like, "Hey, nice to meet you.
I'm a penis."
547
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:09,960
Yeah, no. I haven't.
548
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:15,520
A fan literally sent me one.
549
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:19,360
It's just like,
what is the thought process?
550
00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:20,440
You know?
551
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:22,160
"I really enjoyed
this story you wrote
552
00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,560
about Rey and Chewbacca's
romantic adventure
553
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:25,936
scavenging a Tul'kar's spaceship."
554
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,680
"So, as a thank you to the author
555
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:30,800
here's a photograph
of my disembodied, flaccid penis."
556
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:32,480
Hi, guys.
557
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:34,040
Hey.
558
00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:35,360
What are you lookin' at?
559
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:37,800
- Social media.
- We're just... Social media.
560
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,000
- Social media platforms.
- Social media.
561
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:47,160
Did they change
the dress code at Applebee's?
562
00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:48,240
Hilarious.
563
00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:50,920
- We're going on a double date.
- Daisy.
564
00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:53,360
What? It's not a secret.
565
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:54,760
Shit, was it a secret?
566
00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:56,280
With who?
567
00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,560
- Mychal and Davis.
- Davis Pickett?
568
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:02,920
Yep. Okay, bye, Mom.
569
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:04,720
Okay.
570
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:07,000
You look beautiful.
I love the lipstick.
571
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:12,360
Lose the lipstick.
572
00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,480
- Hi, guys.
- Hey, what's goin' on?
573
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,240
- Hi.
- How are you?
574
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:20,520
Hi.
575
00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:21,920
Not yet.
576
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,200
- You guys come here a lot?
- Bro, they're regulars.
577
00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:27,680
Where else can you get
a shrimp wonton, a chicken parm
578
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:29,520
and a quesadilla in one fell swoop?
579
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:33,760
Can we get a round
of Dr. Peppers, please?
580
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:34,920
Oh, Davis... Davis.
581
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,640
Soft drinks aren't covered
by the coupon.
582
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:37,800
I think we can splurge.
583
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:40,400
That's your favorite, right?
584
00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:42,000
You remember that?
585
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,920
So, Mychal just submitted
one of his portraits
586
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,696
to be in this big pop-up
art show they're doing
587
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:53,800
in these abandoned tunnels.
588
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,216
- Well, that's awesome.
- Yeah, I...
589
00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:56,536
I don't think
I'm gonna get selected, though.
590
00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,600
You definitely will.
591
00:31:58,680 --> 00:31:59,840
You're so talented...
592
00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:00,920
You're sweating
593
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:02,480
and everyone can tell
you're sweating.
594
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:04,920
They probably think
you're just a sweaty freak.
595
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,600
Aza, what's it like to be friends
with a literary icon?
596
00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,680
I don't think 80,000 readers
makes me an icon.
597
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:15,680
Besides,
Aza has never read my fanfic.
598
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:17,280
She's not a Star Wars girl.
599
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,520
Did you even
change the Band-Aid today?
600
00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,040
Yes, I did.
601
00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:23,880
Are you sure?
602
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:28,440
Right, Holmsey?
603
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:31,520
Say something. Anything.
604
00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:33,400
- Right.
- Yeah.
605
00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:35,600
Plus y'all both got
other similar interests, right?
606
00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:37,760
There's no reason
not to change the Band-Aid.
607
00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,800
Just go change it
and be done with it.
608
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:41,880
We also really like Applebee's.
609
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,320
Be right back.
610
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:50,160
Anyway...
611
00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:01,240
It's infected. You're infected.
612
00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:04,040
Bacteria are multiplying
inside of you right now.
613
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:06,080
Do something... Do something.
614
00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:15,640
Hey, I'm just checking on you.
615
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,680
Does this look infected to you?
616
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,080
It looks exactly the same
617
00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:27,200
as every other time
you've shown it to me.
618
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,680
- He must think I'm really crazy.
- No, he doesn't.
619
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:36,400
Aza, I swear to God, he's so smitten
620
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,680
you could literally start peeing
out of your ears
621
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:40,240
and he would still be into you.
622
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:46,000
Look, he invited us all over
to hang out
623
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:47,296
but if that's too much for you...
624
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:49,560
No. Let's go.
625
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,480
Okay. Good.
626
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:55,320
'Cause I'm gonna Nancy Drew
the shit outta that mansion.
627
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:06,640
- Okay. Welcome.
- Yo, what?
628
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,680
Oh, my God! Yo, bro,
is that a Keith Haring?
629
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:14,240
Then you got Picasso,
and then you got Basquiat!
630
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:16,000
Nah. Wait...
631
00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:17,360
Did I just echo?
632
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:22,000
Bro, that's crazy.
Wait, hold on, hold on. Basquiat.
633
00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:23,120
Basquiat.
634
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,120
Hey, yo, Basquiat. Oh, that's tough.
635
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,640
- Okay. Mychal, breathe.
- Ba... Sorry.
636
00:34:27,720 --> 00:34:29,160
Can we show ourselves around?
637
00:34:29,240 --> 00:34:30,480
Daisy!
638
00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:33,200
No, I mean... I...
639
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,680
Let's be honest, we're all dying
640
00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,760
to get some alone time
anyway, right?
641
00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:41,760
- Yeah, sure. Do whatever.
- Wait, like, for real?
642
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,480
- Like, we could...
- He said do whatever.
643
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:44,680
Bet.
644
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:50,760
And what's this one?
645
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,640
It's a Raymond Pettibon.
646
00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:01,136
He's most famous
for his paintings of surfers
647
00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:03,040
but I like his spirals.
648
00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:05,680
He was a musician
before he was an artist.
649
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,280
He was in Black Flag
before it was even Black Flag.
650
00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:11,640
I love it.
651
00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:17,560
You don't talk much, do you?
652
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:21,760
I can get a little stuck in my head.
653
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:23,640
Just say what you're thinking.
654
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:27,800
That's not something I normally do.
655
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,120
- Do you really wanna know?
- I do.
656
00:35:36,240 --> 00:35:39,840
I was thinking that, deep down
657
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:45,240
I'm just an organism
in this vastness.
658
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:49,880
It kind of terrifies me
that what I think of
659
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:55,080
as, like, my quote-unquote "self"
isn't really under my control.
660
00:35:56,160 --> 00:35:57,280
What do you mean?
661
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:00,400
There's this parasite.
662
00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:03,480
It only grows in the eyes of fish
663
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:07,720
but the only way it can reproduce,
is inside the stomach of a bird.
664
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:10,440
Once the parasite is ready to mate
665
00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:14,080
the infected fish suddenly starts
swimming to the surface of the water.
666
00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,360
The fish are literally trying
to get themselves eaten by a bird.
667
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:20,880
Eventually, they succeed.
668
00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:25,640
The parasite was in charge all along.
669
00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:31,480
Sometimes I feel like a fish.
670
00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:35,280
Not in control of my body.
671
00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:38,680
Not in control of my thoughts.
672
00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:42,440
I like the way your brain works.
673
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,040
It hums.
674
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:48,080
Where'd you learn that?
675
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,360
This philosophy professor,
Lucia Abbott.
676
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,840
I've watched her TED Talk,
like, a dozen times.
677
00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,000
She teaches at Northwestern.
678
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:05,080
I have this stupid dream
of going there and taking her class.
679
00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:06,480
Why is that a stupid dream?
680
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:12,200
I mean, it's insanely expensive.
681
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:16,120
And then there's the whole
living in Chicago part
682
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,440
which... would be new for me.
683
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,240
New things aren't exactly
my strong suit.
684
00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:25,960
Well, I'm sort of a new thing
685
00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:30,120
and you're doin' fine with me.
686
00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:32,840
You're old-new.
687
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:35,480
It's different.
688
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,320
"Old-new."
689
00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:41,320
I like that.
690
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:47,680
If you kiss him, you'll get
his bacteria in your mouth.
691
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:50,720
His bacteria will make you sick.
692
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:53,560
What are you thinking?
693
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,320
You really wanna know?
694
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,800
I do.
695
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:03,400
Okay.
696
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:05,640
I was thinking...
697
00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:08,960
"I hope she's not after the reward."
698
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,280
Davis, I'm not.
699
00:38:15,320 --> 00:38:16,960
- I swear.
- Aza.
700
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:19,680
I know why you guys
were in the woods the other day.
701
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:22,360
You were looking
for the camera, right?
702
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:25,240
I checked it, too.
703
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,640
Got a photo of him leaving
with a duffel bag.
704
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:34,200
I never actually
cared about the reward.
705
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:36,800
Daisy and I were just...
706
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:38,120
I just realized...
707
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:41,880
this is an entirely solvable problem.
708
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:51,440
What are you doing?
709
00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:53,080
One second.
710
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,120
Are you into lizards?
711
00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:58,320
Oh, no, my dad is.
712
00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:02,480
Although, that is not a lizard.
That's a tuatara.
713
00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,080
What is that?
714
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:08,440
I don't know, some leftover
from 200 million years ago
715
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:10,680
that my dad believes
holds the secret to longevity.
716
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:12,480
You can learn all about it
717
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:14,200
at the Pickett Center
for Tuatara Research
718
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:17,280
which is a real thing that
he's leaving most of his estate to.
719
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:20,040
- That is insane.
- Do you know what's worse?
720
00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:22,440
The money doesn't even go
to taking care of the damn thing.
721
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:23,800
It pays for studying its cells
722
00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:25,760
with all sorts
of horrible experiments.
723
00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:33,920
This is for you.
724
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:39,280
Thank you.
725
00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:41,200
Promise me you won't open it
till you get home.
726
00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:45,400
And if you still wanna see me,
give me a call.
727
00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:48,960
Or a text, or whatever people say
that sounds casual and smooth.
728
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:52,800
Okay.
729
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,720
I should probably go find Daisy.
730
00:39:58,600 --> 00:39:59,880
It's getting late.
731
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,480
Daisy?
732
00:40:12,680 --> 00:40:13,960
Daisy?
733
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:15,800
Mychal?
734
00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:21,960
Hey.
735
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:24,120
Hey, we were just...
736
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:26,320
We were...
737
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,040
we were looking for you!
738
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:29,280
Right.
739
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:30,400
You weren't in here.
740
00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:31,600
Found us.
741
00:40:33,240 --> 00:40:35,080
- You ready to go? Great.
- Yeah. Let me see...
742
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:57,240
Aza, you're home late.
743
00:40:57,320 --> 00:41:00,960
I know. Sorry. Traffic.
744
00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:31,360
- I want to hear about your date.
- I'm changing.
745
00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:34,600
Good night. Talk to you
in the morning. I love you.
746
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:48,280
I'm so glad you're here.
Holmsey, I have a lot to say.
747
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:49,360
Shocker. Listen...
748
00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:51,040
First, I'm sorry
to ditch you last night.
749
00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,200
- Very uncool.
- That's totally fine. Daisy...
750
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:54,880
Second, I know.
751
00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:56,336
I convinced you to come
so that we could snoop
752
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,680
and then I didn't even snoop.
753
00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:00,320
But Mychal is kind of amazing.
754
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:01,920
And I want to hear
all about it, but...
755
00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:03,960
The first room that we wandered into
756
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,960
had a fireplace
with a remote control.
757
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:09,536
And then the next thing I know,
we were cuddled up on this couch
758
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,360
that was also, like,
a literal work of art.
759
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,000
And I don't...
One thing led to another
760
00:43:13,080 --> 00:43:14,720
and I just let him... I let him.
761
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:15,800
Daisy!
762
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:22,320
Look. Look inside.
763
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,520
Oh, I'm more of
a frosted blueberry kind of girl.
764
00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:26,280
Just look inside.
765
00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:39,160
What in the shit is this?
766
00:43:39,240 --> 00:43:40,880
Davis gave it to me.
767
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:42,800
I'm not sure if it really makes sense
768
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:43,880
or if it's ethical.
769
00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:45,720
- I don't...
- Oh, no... no.
770
00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:50,960
For once in your life,
Aza, do not overthink this.
771
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:54,400
Should I have not come here
to tell you you're rich?
772
00:43:54,480 --> 00:43:56,240
It's okay, I can just
hold on to your half.
773
00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:57,560
Wait!
774
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:00,080
Half of this is mine?
775
00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:03,080
There's 50 grand for each of us.
776
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,960
Do you actually think we can keep it?
777
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,680
Hell yes, we can keep it!
778
00:44:15,760 --> 00:44:18,680
Holmsey, I am so done with the idea
779
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:22,600
that there is, like, nobility
in turning down money.
780
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,400
This is gonna change our lives.
781
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,560
I'm actually gonna go to college.
Not at night.
782
00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:29,560
Well, it's not enough to pay
for all of college.
783
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:31,920
Yeah, I know that, Queen Buzzkill.
784
00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:34,720
But it'll make paying for college
a hell of a lot easier.
785
00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,040
Aza, you can put this
towards Northwestern.
786
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:41,840
My mom can't know about this money.
787
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,240
Duh, my parents would make me
split it with my sister.
788
00:44:44,320 --> 00:44:47,080
No... no!
789
00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:51,640
Now, I need you to just accept
790
00:44:51,720 --> 00:44:56,000
that the universe
is being awesome with us right now
791
00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,840
and lean the eff in.
792
00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:03,360
I'll try.
793
00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:07,280
Let's go get the finest meal
Indianapolis has to offer.
794
00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:12,360
Hi, Holly.
795
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,680
Two red wines, please.
We're celebrating.
796
00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:16,480
- Yeah, nice try.
- Okay.
797
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:20,280
Fine. What is your best steak?
798
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:23,560
The shrimp and parm sirloin
is our most popular.
799
00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:25,160
Woof. Okay.
800
00:45:25,240 --> 00:45:28,400
I will get
my usual Blazin' Texan burger
801
00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:30,720
but I would like to upgrade
my side to onion rings.
802
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:32,880
And, yes, I know that it's extra.
803
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,360
- And you?
- A veggie burger.
804
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:38,360
No tomatoes, cheese,
mayonnaise, onions...
805
00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:39,760
Yeah, I know your order.
806
00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:44,200
- Do you have a coupon?
- No.
807
00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:47,560
Not today, Holly. Not today.
808
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:06,440
What is that?
809
00:46:07,240 --> 00:46:08,400
Isn't he fabulous?
810
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:10,320
I'm naming him Liam.
811
00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:14,280
I thought we were saving
the money for college.
812
00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:17,480
We are. Most of it.
813
00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:20,520
But I talked the car salesman
down to 8,400 from 10,000
814
00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:22,240
so in a way, I made money.
815
00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:25,040
In no way did you make any money.
816
00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:26,880
But you already had a car.
817
00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:29,480
- I'm just saying.
- Okay.
818
00:46:32,880 --> 00:46:36,040
Mychal got into that art show.
It's in a couple weeks.
819
00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:38,680
I know that dirty tunnels
might be a lot for you
820
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:42,720
but is there any way
that you could come with me?
821
00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:45,640
Maybe.
822
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,560
Mychal wants to meet up
before homeroom.
823
00:46:56,720 --> 00:46:58,360
I love how into me he is.
824
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:12,736
Now, how I'mma capture the curve
of your face if you keep moving?
825
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,000
Girl, hold still.
826
00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:15,280
You hold still.
827
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:17,080
That doesn't even make any sense.
828
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:21,640
Holding still.
829
00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,080
Aza, can you at least
pretend to play?
830
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,080
Sorry, Mr. Adler.
831
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:03,840
All right, everybody,
let's get back at it.
832
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,400
Mom.
833
00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:15,920
Mom?
834
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:23,280
Stop it.
835
00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:25,480
- You're terrible!
- Hi.
836
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:27,960
Hey, honey.
837
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:32,320
This is Evan,
my friend Debbie's brother.
838
00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:34,720
You must be Aza.
839
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:36,480
I've heard such great things
about you.
840
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:37,960
Evan is a contractor.
841
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:39,040
He came by after work
842
00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:41,600
to see if we could turn the garage
into a bedroom.
843
00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:44,880
Why do we need a new bedroom?
We never have any guests.
844
00:48:45,320 --> 00:48:47,920
Actually, I was thinking
maybe you'd like it.
845
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:52,120
- For the future.
- Like, when I'm in college?
846
00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:56,040
I'll get out of you guys' way.
847
00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:58,960
It's nice to finally meet you, Aza.
848
00:48:59,880 --> 00:49:01,560
- I'll see you later.
- Thank you.
849
00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:04,920
Bye.
850
00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:10,760
- You want me to live in the garage?
- No.
851
00:49:10,840 --> 00:49:13,440
I mean, yes,
but it wouldn't be a garage.
852
00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,640
We'd make it into
more of your own apartment.
853
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:21,240
So, you think I'm too crazy
to live away from home?
854
00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:24,360
Aza, it was just an idea.
855
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:26,280
I was trying to get
a sense of the costs.
856
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:28,800
And IU is close by
and it's such a good school...
857
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:29,880
Got it.
858
00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:34,640
I'm going over to Davis' tonight.
He's picking me up.
859
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:46,040
I feel like we're back at camp,
sitting at the lake.
860
00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:54,720
You see that bright star up there?
861
00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:57,600
The one kind of by itself.
862
00:49:58,720 --> 00:50:00,680
Yeah, I think so.
863
00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:04,440
Well, that's Tau Ceti.
864
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:06,560
It's 12 light-years away
865
00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,920
and two of its planets
might actually be habitable.
866
00:50:09,480 --> 00:50:11,040
Well, probably not, but maybe.
867
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:14,800
It's my favorite star.
868
00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:17,880
Why is that?
869
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:22,376
I like to look at it and think
about how the sun's light looks
870
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:24,240
to someone
in Tau Ceti's solar system.
871
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,920
And right now, they're looking
at our light from 12 years ago.
872
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:34,440
In the light they see,
my mom has five years to live.
873
00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:38,960
In the light they see,
you and I are just kids.
874
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,840
In the light they see...
875
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,440
my dad just got me
my first tricycle.
876
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:53,800
We go to the park,
he watches me ride...
877
00:50:55,480 --> 00:50:58,280
and he tells me I'm going so fast,
he can barely see me.
878
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:05,960
In the light they see
879
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:11,120
we have the best
and worst of it in front of us.
880
00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:17,240
Hey, how come it's so easy
for me to talk to you?
881
00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:20,920
I don't know.
882
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:27,960
Maybe because our hearts
are broken in the same places.
883
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:41,520
You wanna go for a swim?
884
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:54,760
- Turn around.
- Okay.
885
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:16,960
Okay, you can look now.
886
00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:34,760
Hi.
887
00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:37,600
Hi.
888
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:40,840
Do you have any big exams
or anything Wednesday?
889
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:43,880
No.
890
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:45,960
Why?
891
00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:49,320
I was kind of hoping
I could convince you to skip school.
892
00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:52,080
I wanna take you somewhere.
893
00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:54,120
Where?
894
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:57,480
It's a surprise.
895
00:54:31,160 --> 00:54:33,520
He's cute and smart.
896
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:36,400
And not just because
he goes to a fancy prep school.
897
00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:40,000
He makes me feel
like I'm an acceptable girl
898
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:41,280
to have a crush on.
899
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,720
And you don't feel that way
about yourself?
900
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:48,120
I mean, I'm still crazy,
if that's what you're asking.
901
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:50,960
Nothing's changed on the crazy front.
902
00:54:51,720 --> 00:54:54,640
I would like to ask you
to frame your mental health
903
00:54:54,720 --> 00:54:56,560
around a word other than "crazy."
904
00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:58,960
Can we try "courageous"?
905
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,760
God, that's such
a psychiatrist move.
906
00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:05,040
Look, Aza, plenty of people
with anxiety disorders
907
00:55:05,120 --> 00:55:07,960
have fulfilling
romantic relationships.
908
00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:11,360
Yeah, but how can I have a boyfriend
if I hate the idea of kissing him?
909
00:55:12,080 --> 00:55:16,720
Being intimate with another person
is intimidating for everyone
910
00:55:16,800 --> 00:55:18,880
especially for someone
who has already lost
911
00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:20,480
someone she loves.
912
00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:25,840
What?
913
00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,720
You don't have to make this
about my dad dying.
914
00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:32,280
Not everything is about him.
915
00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:36,040
But you being afraid
to get close to this boy
916
00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:38,960
I think it may be
a little bit about him.
917
00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,200
He was better with me than my mom.
918
00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:48,680
He never made me feel broken.
919
00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:51,920
He'd just tell me
920
00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:55,920
"You're right to worry.
921
00:55:58,240 --> 00:55:59,680
Life is worrisome."
922
00:56:05,240 --> 00:56:08,440
Can we go back to talking
about the cute boy again, please?
923
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,200
Aza, I have to be honest with you.
924
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:15,920
I think your progress
is being slowed down
925
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:20,240
by your refusal to take
the medication on a regular basis.
926
00:56:20,320 --> 00:56:23,120
And I believe your chances
of having a relationship
927
00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:26,600
with this cute, smart boy
will be hurt, too.
928
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:29,080
I just think it's messed up.
929
00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:33,640
The idea of having to take a pill
to become your real self.
930
00:56:33,720 --> 00:56:35,656
And here I thought you said
you'd kill to have a mind
931
00:56:35,680 --> 00:56:36,760
that lets go of things.
932
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:40,680
And you said my mind
is what makes me, me.
933
00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:43,960
But it isn't my mind on the pills.
934
00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:50,480
It's a real catch-22, isn't it?
935
00:56:52,240 --> 00:56:53,840
Someone's at the door.
936
00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:01,640
Hey.
937
00:57:01,720 --> 00:57:04,480
I'm... here to hang out
with your brother.
938
00:57:04,560 --> 00:57:05,560
Oh, yeah, I know.
939
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:07,800
He's been trying on
different outfits all morning.
940
00:57:07,880 --> 00:57:10,080
Hey, Davis. Your girlfriend's here.
941
00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:12,600
- Oh, I'm... I'm not his girlfriend.
- Sure.
942
00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:15,840
Hey, can I show you something?
943
00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:20,200
Davis said you and your friend
were trying to find my dad.
944
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:22,680
Oh, no. Not really.
945
00:57:22,760 --> 00:57:25,600
- I mean, I...
- Just check this out.
946
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:32,840
- A permission slip?
- Look at the back.
947
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,720
That's his handwriting.
948
00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:39,880
"Maldives, Kosovo, Cambodia.
949
00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:41,880
The Joggers' Mouth"?
950
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:45,680
So, Davis says those first three
are countries where people hide out
951
00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:47,400
when they're wanted in America.
952
00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,880
But I can't figure out
The Joggers' Mouth.
953
00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:52,880
Does it mean anything to you?
954
00:57:55,000 --> 00:57:56,120
No.
955
00:57:57,240 --> 00:57:58,960
I'm really sorry, Noah.
956
00:58:02,080 --> 00:58:03,240
Okay.
957
00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,200
Hi. Sorry to keep you waiting.
958
00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:07,600
I was thinking really hard
959
00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:09,560
about whether I can pull
this sweater off or not.
960
00:58:09,600 --> 00:58:11,040
- I like it.
- No, you can't.
961
00:58:12,360 --> 00:58:13,520
You ready to go?
962
00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:21,640
- You have your own airplane?
- No, my father does.
963
00:58:21,720 --> 00:58:23,760
But my father's not here, so...
964
00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:26,440
And you have a full-time pilot, too?
965
00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:27,960
You're looking at him.
966
00:58:28,520 --> 00:58:30,600
You can get your
pilot's license at 16, so...
967
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:32,680
voilà.
968
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:37,080
Aza, I'm kidding. Meet Richard.
969
00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:38,520
He's a trained professional.
970
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:41,640
- Hi.
- Hi.
971
00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:49,080
Howdy, Richard.
972
00:58:53,080 --> 00:58:55,240
You coming? Come on.
973
00:58:59,280 --> 00:59:00,360
What!
974
00:59:24,800 --> 00:59:25,960
Lady and gentleman
975
00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:28,120
we will be touching down
in Chicago shortly.
976
00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:29,520
Chicago?
977
00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:32,400
Richard, it was supposed
to be a surprise.
978
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:34,600
What are we doing in Chicago?
979
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:36,880
It's still a surprise.
980
00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:45,440
You said you dreamed of going
to Northwestern
981
00:59:45,520 --> 00:59:47,800
but that new things
aren't really your strong suit.
982
00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:50,520
So, I thought if you saw the school
983
00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,080
it wouldn't be new anymore.
984
00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:53,560
It'd be old-new.
985
00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:57,720
Are we going on a campus tour?
986
01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:01,280
Not exactly.
987
01:00:12,680 --> 01:00:13,680
Come on.
988
01:00:21,600 --> 01:00:24,240
I can't believe
Professor Abbott is right there.
989
01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:25,400
Okay.
990
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:29,960
We have 90 minutes.
Let's crack free will, shall we?
991
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:33,960
You, eating Doritos.
992
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:35,640
Why?
993
01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:37,920
Why?
994
01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:39,760
Is it because you were hungry
995
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:41,400
and you made that choice?
996
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:44,160
Is it because advertising works?
997
01:00:46,400 --> 01:00:49,200
Is it because there was only
ever going to be one world
998
01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:51,200
and everything was predetermined
from the start
999
01:00:51,280 --> 01:00:53,280
and you were always gonna
take this class?
1000
01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:56,080
Well, in our reading,
there was that part where Kant said
1001
01:00:56,160 --> 01:00:57,800
"Freedom of the will
must be presupposed."
1002
01:00:57,840 --> 01:01:00,840
So, I suppose
I could've chosen any food
1003
01:01:00,920 --> 01:01:02,160
but I chose Doritos.
1004
01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:03,800
You did the reading. Wonderful news.
1005
01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:08,040
And if we just assume
that Kant was right
1006
01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:10,400
maybe we don't need
the full 90 minutes.
1007
01:01:10,480 --> 01:01:13,480
But Kant was writing about this
in the 18th century, right?
1008
01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:16,680
And now we have all these
fancy brain contraptions.
1009
01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:21,320
In 2008, volunteers were asked
to choose to push a button
1010
01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:23,560
with either their right hand
or their left hand.
1011
01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:26,640
And the researchers
found that they could predict
1012
01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:28,760
with 100% accuracy
1013
01:01:28,840 --> 01:01:30,560
which choice the people would make
1014
01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:32,840
seven seconds before the person
believed they'd made it.
1015
01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:36,360
So, I ask you again.
1016
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:39,240
When did you decide to eat Doritos?
1017
01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:41,560
And who made that choice?
1018
01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:44,000
I have no idea.
1019
01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:47,336
It's difficult to define these terms.
1020
01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:48,480
I need to take this class.
1021
01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:49,920
What constitutes freedom of choice
1022
01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:52,480
in a world where our choices
are endlessly limited
1023
01:01:52,560 --> 01:01:54,280
and shaped by cultural forces?
1024
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:55,600
I mean, she has a way
1025
01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:58,120
of taking these old,
dusty philosophical questions
1026
01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,600
and making them feel
so insanely relevant.
1027
01:02:00,680 --> 01:02:02,040
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
1028
01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:06,240
Okay.
1029
01:02:09,080 --> 01:02:10,360
Why are we hiding?
1030
01:02:12,840 --> 01:02:14,720
Because she's right there.
1031
01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:17,120
You should go talk to her.
1032
01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:18,960
- What would I even say?
- Aza.
1033
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:21,040
You got this.
1034
01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:32,400
Hi, Professor Abbott.
1035
01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:35,440
I wanted to introduce myself.
1036
01:02:36,040 --> 01:02:38,400
I'm Aza Holmes, and I'm...
1037
01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:41,640
a fan.
1038
01:02:41,720 --> 01:02:43,560
Are you a fan of being my student?
1039
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:47,320
No, I'm still in high school.
I'm just visiting today.
1040
01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:49,960
But you're the reason
I wanna go here.
1041
01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:54,960
I just think you're the most
brilliant person in the world.
1042
01:02:55,720 --> 01:02:57,200
Oh, well.
1043
01:02:57,280 --> 01:03:01,080
Thank you so much,
but I assure you that's not the case.
1044
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:06,080
It was nice to meet you.
1045
01:03:09,200 --> 01:03:10,320
Professor Abbott?
1046
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:12,120
Yes?
1047
01:03:16,440 --> 01:03:18,560
I'm worried that I'm not real.
1048
01:03:23,200 --> 01:03:24,240
Why is that?
1049
01:03:24,840 --> 01:03:26,240
It's like what you said.
1050
01:03:26,920 --> 01:03:30,760
A lot of my thoughts and behaviors
don't even feel like they're mine.
1051
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:35,400
Like, they're not things
I want to think or do.
1052
01:03:36,720 --> 01:03:39,120
And then when I look
for the originator of my thoughts
1053
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:40,280
the real me
1054
01:03:41,040 --> 01:03:42,480
I never find it.
1055
01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:45,440
You know those nesting dolls?
1056
01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:47,960
The ones that are hollow
and when you open them up
1057
01:03:48,040 --> 01:03:49,400
there's a smaller one inside?
1058
01:03:49,480 --> 01:03:50,760
And you keep opening them
1059
01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:52,680
until eventually,
you get to the smallest one
1060
01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:54,400
and it's solid all the way through?
1061
01:03:55,640 --> 01:03:58,040
But with me, I don't think
there's one that's solid.
1062
01:03:58,720 --> 01:04:02,240
I just keep getting
smaller and smaller.
1063
01:04:07,360 --> 01:04:09,360
That reminds me of an old story.
1064
01:04:13,760 --> 01:04:15,360
There's this very famous scientist
1065
01:04:15,440 --> 01:04:19,520
and he's giving a lecture
on astronomy to a large audience.
1066
01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:22,800
And he's describing
how the Earth orbits the Sun
1067
01:04:22,880 --> 01:04:25,760
and the Sun orbits the galaxy,
et cetera, et cetera.
1068
01:04:25,840 --> 01:04:27,360
And when he's finally done
1069
01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:29,920
a little old lady in the back
raises her hand and says
1070
01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:33,360
"Professor, with all due respect,
what you've just told us is bullshit.
1071
01:04:33,440 --> 01:04:36,840
The truth is, the Earth is resting
on the back of a giant turtle."
1072
01:04:38,080 --> 01:04:41,240
So, the very famous scientist
gives a smug smile and says
1073
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:43,160
"So, what is the turtle resting on?"
1074
01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:45,440
And the woman replies
1075
01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:48,920
"It's resting on the shell
of another giant turtle, of course."
1076
01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:51,920
And the scientist says,
"And that turtle?"
1077
01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:55,200
And the woman exclaims,
"Don't you understand?
1078
01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:57,840
It's turtles, all the way down."
1079
01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:02,920
You're imagining the true self
1080
01:05:03,000 --> 01:05:06,800
the self that exists
independent of circumstance
1081
01:05:06,880 --> 01:05:09,320
as that turtle
on the very bottom of the pile.
1082
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:14,800
But maybe it's turtles,
all the way down.
1083
01:05:16,520 --> 01:05:17,840
Maybe you're infinite.
1084
01:05:19,680 --> 01:05:25,360
And I think your doubts
make you more real, not less.
1085
01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:31,360
I think you'd do just fine here, Aza.
1086
01:05:44,880 --> 01:05:45,920
So, how'd it go?
1087
01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:05,160
His bacteria are joining
your bacteria right now.
1088
01:06:05,880 --> 01:06:07,160
It doesn't matter.
1089
01:06:07,680 --> 01:06:09,440
People kiss all the time.
1090
01:06:14,680 --> 01:06:18,640
Millions of his organisms
are entering your body right now.
1091
01:06:20,320 --> 01:06:21,320
Hey.
1092
01:06:22,120 --> 01:06:23,360
Is everything okay?
1093
01:06:25,640 --> 01:06:26,800
Yeah, I'm just...
1094
01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:30,560
Just a little nauseous.
1095
01:06:30,640 --> 01:06:31,880
Be right back.
1096
01:06:38,600 --> 01:06:40,080
What were you thinking?
1097
01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:42,136
Everything was going perfectly
and you had to ruin it
1098
01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:44,040
by letting his tongue
into your mouth.
1099
01:06:45,360 --> 01:06:46,640
Why isn't it working?
1100
01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:52,520
You're infected.
1101
01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:57,840
You need to kill the bacteria now.
1102
01:06:57,920 --> 01:06:59,600
Oh, shut up!
1103
01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:03,120
Kill it. Kill every last germ.
1104
01:07:03,200 --> 01:07:04,600
Kill his saliva.
1105
01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:09,720
You know what you need to do,
so do it. Just do it.
1106
01:07:35,240 --> 01:07:36,600
Aza, what's goin' on?
1107
01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:49,840
When I get stuck in my thoughts
1108
01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:55,080
it's not just the interesting
fish stuff I told you about.
1109
01:07:57,160 --> 01:07:58,200
Okay.
1110
01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:06,600
Bacteria scares me
more than anything.
1111
01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:10,240
I'm always worried
about getting infections
1112
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:12,520
and once I start worrying,
I can't stop.
1113
01:08:15,840 --> 01:08:18,640
That's why I liked
your painting so much.
1114
01:08:19,400 --> 01:08:21,440
Because my thoughts are like that.
1115
01:08:22,600 --> 01:08:26,520
They're all, like, spirally.
1116
01:08:27,280 --> 01:08:30,200
So, right now you're thinking about
whether you have an infection?
1117
01:08:30,840 --> 01:08:32,200
Kind of.
1118
01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:38,800
From kissing you.
1119
01:08:45,200 --> 01:08:48,160
We don't have to kiss.
We can just take things really slow.
1120
01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:49,720
You don't understand.
1121
01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:52,040
It's not logical.
1122
01:08:53,920 --> 01:08:55,920
It's like I'm living with a demon.
1123
01:08:56,760 --> 01:08:58,120
And maybe you don't care right now
1124
01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,160
but you won't feel that way forever.
1125
01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:03,200
But it's not forever.
1126
01:09:03,960 --> 01:09:05,240
It's now.
1127
01:09:15,840 --> 01:09:17,160
Oh, thank God.
1128
01:09:17,720 --> 01:09:19,040
Where have you been?
1129
01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:21,960
Why haven't you been answering
your phone?
1130
01:09:24,880 --> 01:09:26,280
I was with Davis.
1131
01:09:28,840 --> 01:09:31,800
I see you at school at the same time
every single day, Aza.
1132
01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:33,960
Did you seriously think
I wasn't gonna find out?
1133
01:09:34,040 --> 01:09:36,720
I don't know. I guess I didn't care.
1134
01:09:37,160 --> 01:09:40,240
- Well, where'd you guys go?
- We went to Chicago.
1135
01:09:40,320 --> 01:09:41,600
To Chicago?
1136
01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:44,240
What the hell
were you doing in Chicago?
1137
01:09:44,320 --> 01:09:45,576
He didn't kidnap me. I wanted to go.
1138
01:09:45,600 --> 01:09:47,360
I don't care if you wanted to go.
1139
01:09:47,960 --> 01:09:49,560
What if something happened to you
1140
01:09:49,640 --> 01:09:51,320
and I didn't even know
where you were?
1141
01:09:51,400 --> 01:09:52,960
Or what if you got in your head
1142
01:09:53,040 --> 01:09:54,440
and you needed me
to calm you down?
1143
01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:56,120
You think you calm me down?
1144
01:09:56,800 --> 01:09:58,080
How, Mom?
1145
01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:01,920
Do you know why Davis took me
to Chicago today?
1146
01:10:03,040 --> 01:10:04,240
To see Northwestern.
1147
01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:07,800
Because he actually thinks
that I can go to school on my own
1148
01:10:07,880 --> 01:10:09,320
in another state.
1149
01:10:09,400 --> 01:10:11,440
He thinks that I can study
what I wanna study
1150
01:10:11,520 --> 01:10:13,200
and live in a dorm
with the other kids.
1151
01:10:13,280 --> 01:10:16,240
And maybe he's wrong.
Maybe I can't.
1152
01:10:16,840 --> 01:10:18,600
But do you know how good it feels
1153
01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:21,680
to finally have someone in my life
who thinks I can?
1154
01:10:22,960 --> 01:10:23,960
Aza!
1155
01:11:05,200 --> 01:11:07,200
"Chewie and I were on Tatooine
1156
01:11:07,280 --> 01:11:09,720
where we'd stopped
to pick up some cargo.
1157
01:11:09,800 --> 01:11:11,680
Of course, Ayala was with me.
1158
01:11:11,760 --> 01:11:16,200
My best friend
and my greatest burden."
1159
01:11:23,920 --> 01:11:26,120
"Ayala reached into
her mane of blue hair
1160
01:11:26,200 --> 01:11:27,440
and plucked out a strand.
1161
01:11:27,520 --> 01:11:31,360
A nervous habit, but then,
all her habits were nervous."
1162
01:11:36,440 --> 01:11:38,880
"Ayala never got anything right.
1163
01:11:38,960 --> 01:11:41,960
The more Ayala worried,
the worse she made everything."
1164
01:11:45,120 --> 01:11:47,800
"Ayala sneered
at my new Speeder Bike.
1165
01:11:47,880 --> 01:11:49,960
'I thought you were
saving your money.'
1166
01:11:50,040 --> 01:11:52,720
Ayala had a Landspeeder
from her parents.
1167
01:11:52,800 --> 01:11:53,960
What did she know?
1168
01:11:55,240 --> 01:11:58,560
Ayala wasn't a bad person.
Just a useless one."
1169
01:12:50,960 --> 01:12:52,280
Holmsey!
1170
01:12:52,360 --> 01:12:53,720
Where have you been all day?
1171
01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:55,096
Can I ride with you
to Mychal's later?
1172
01:12:55,120 --> 01:12:56,400
My mom had to borrow my car.
1173
01:12:56,480 --> 01:12:57,880
And I need the deets on your date.
1174
01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:01,360
I just don't get it.
1175
01:13:01,440 --> 01:13:03,040
He whisks you away to Chicago.
1176
01:13:03,120 --> 01:13:05,880
You have the most romantic day
in the history of ever.
1177
01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:07,520
Now you don't want
to see him anymore?
1178
01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:09,960
Something else must've happened.
1179
01:13:12,240 --> 01:13:13,280
Did you guys do it?
1180
01:13:13,360 --> 01:13:15,760
No. I told you, nothing happened.
1181
01:13:15,840 --> 01:13:17,896
Yeah, but that doesn't make
any sense. I'm sure that...
1182
01:13:17,920 --> 01:13:19,200
That I screwed it up?
1183
01:13:19,760 --> 01:13:20,840
What?
1184
01:13:21,760 --> 01:13:22,760
No.
1185
01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:26,560
You barely even changed my name.
1186
01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:32,200
You read my fanfic?
1187
01:13:32,280 --> 01:13:34,680
Yes, I read your fanfic!
1188
01:13:34,760 --> 01:13:37,360
You're my best friend.
You didn't think maybe I'd read it?
1189
01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,440
No, I didn't.
1190
01:13:42,760 --> 01:13:44,520
Because I've been writing them
since I was 11
1191
01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:46,000
and you've never read a single one.
1192
01:13:46,080 --> 01:13:48,520
What? You never asked.
1193
01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:50,560
I shouldn't have to ask.
1194
01:13:50,640 --> 01:13:52,240
Other people's best friends
would just...
1195
01:13:53,160 --> 01:13:55,200
take a little break
from endlessly contemplating
1196
01:13:55,280 --> 01:13:56,696
the inner workings of their own mind
1197
01:13:56,720 --> 01:13:58,720
to think about
other people's interests.
1198
01:13:59,680 --> 01:14:01,680
I came up with Ayala
in seventh grade.
1199
01:14:01,760 --> 01:14:03,920
And, yeah, it was a dick move, but...
1200
01:14:05,560 --> 01:14:08,240
maybe it was my way of coping
with having a best friend who's...
1201
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:15,440
Look, Mychal says
that you're like mustard, right?
1202
01:14:15,520 --> 01:14:18,200
Like, you're awesome
in small quantities
1203
01:14:18,280 --> 01:14:20,440
but a lot of you is a lot.
1204
01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:22,280
Got it.
1205
01:14:22,960 --> 01:14:25,640
I mean, have you ever stopped
to think about what it's like for me?
1206
01:14:26,040 --> 01:14:28,600
I constantly have your back
and you never have mine.
1207
01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:30,920
You're right. All our friendship
has gotten you lately
1208
01:14:31,000 --> 01:14:32,920
is 50 grand and a boyfriend.
1209
01:14:33,000 --> 01:14:35,120
But you won't even come with me
to his art show.
1210
01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:36,640
Other people's best friends would...
1211
01:14:38,680 --> 01:14:41,040
I mean, I know that you have
mental problems and whatever
1212
01:14:41,120 --> 01:14:43,000
but they make you
extremely self-centered.
1213
01:14:43,080 --> 01:14:44,560
I am not self-centered!
1214
01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:45,840
What are my parents' names?
1215
01:14:48,440 --> 01:14:49,800
What are their jobs?
1216
01:14:51,000 --> 01:14:52,240
What's my middle name?
1217
01:14:52,320 --> 01:14:53,560
Do I have any pets?
1218
01:14:56,760 --> 01:15:01,440
You're just so
pathologically uncurious
1219
01:15:01,520 --> 01:15:03,440
that you don't even know
what you don't know.
1220
01:15:04,760 --> 01:15:06,840
- You have a cat.
- Yes.
1221
01:15:06,920 --> 01:15:08,720
Congratulations, Aza, I have a cat.
1222
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,840
I've had her since I was five.
What's her name?
1223
01:15:13,520 --> 01:15:15,560
- I don't know.
- No, you have no clue.
1224
01:15:15,640 --> 01:15:17,096
You have no idea
what it's like for me
1225
01:15:17,120 --> 01:15:18,400
because you never ask.
1226
01:15:19,680 --> 01:15:21,840
I mean, you think you and your mom
are poor or whatever
1227
01:15:21,920 --> 01:15:25,640
but you got braces, and a car,
and an iPad, and all that shit.
1228
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:26,776
Do you think that it's just normal
1229
01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:28,296
to have a house
with your own room in it?
1230
01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:29,736
And a mom who helps you
with your homework?
1231
01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:32,800
I mean, your privileges
are like oxygen to you, Aza.
1232
01:15:33,360 --> 01:15:35,440
And then you judge me
for buying a car
1233
01:15:35,520 --> 01:15:36,816
instead of saving it all for college.
1234
01:15:36,840 --> 01:15:38,800
And I try not to care
1235
01:15:38,880 --> 01:15:40,480
and I try to be understanding
because...
1236
01:15:40,560 --> 01:15:41,800
Stop talking!
1237
01:15:41,880 --> 01:15:44,520
Jesus Christ,
you haven't shut up in ten years!
1238
01:15:44,600 --> 01:15:46,640
I'm sorry if it's hard
hanging out with me
1239
01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:48,360
but imagine actually being me!
1240
01:15:48,440 --> 01:15:50,120
Imagine being stuck in my head
all the time
1241
01:15:50,200 --> 01:15:51,760
with no break, no way out!
1242
01:15:51,840 --> 01:15:52,840
I'm sorry that...
1243
01:15:52,920 --> 01:15:54,640
And to use Mychal's
clever little analogy
1244
01:15:54,720 --> 01:15:56,800
imagine eating nothing but mustard!
1245
01:15:56,880 --> 01:15:58,800
Being stuck
with mustard all the time!
1246
01:15:58,880 --> 01:15:59,936
Okay, I shouldn't have said that.
1247
01:15:59,960 --> 01:16:01,000
And if you hate me so much
1248
01:16:01,040 --> 01:16:02,296
then why don't you
just stop asking me...
1249
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:03,320
Watch out!
1250
01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:34,400
Are you okay?
1251
01:16:35,600 --> 01:16:36,880
I think so.
1252
01:16:39,560 --> 01:16:40,920
Are you?
1253
01:16:41,600 --> 01:16:42,920
You're hurt.
1254
01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:46,800
Aza, stop.
1255
01:16:48,240 --> 01:16:49,680
Stay still.
1256
01:16:50,320 --> 01:16:51,720
Aza!
1257
01:16:55,640 --> 01:16:58,080
No... no.
1258
01:16:58,160 --> 01:17:00,320
No... no.
1259
01:17:12,840 --> 01:17:14,960
Hey. Are you all right?
1260
01:17:15,040 --> 01:17:16,480
It's ruined.
1261
01:17:16,960 --> 01:17:18,800
My dad's car.
1262
01:17:18,880 --> 01:17:21,280
Honey, I've been
doing this for a long time
1263
01:17:21,360 --> 01:17:24,040
and I can promise,
your dad's not gonna be mad at you.
1264
01:17:30,200 --> 01:17:31,480
I need help!
1265
01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:47,800
Hey, kiddo.
1266
01:17:49,480 --> 01:17:52,200
You're in the hospital,
but everything's gonna be okay.
1267
01:17:53,800 --> 01:17:55,680
I love you so much.
1268
01:17:58,400 --> 01:18:00,000
Is Daisy okay?
1269
01:18:00,080 --> 01:18:02,320
They gave her some stitches
on her forehead
1270
01:18:02,400 --> 01:18:03,920
but she's gonna be fine.
1271
01:18:07,840 --> 01:18:09,480
I ruined Harold.
1272
01:18:10,040 --> 01:18:11,440
I know, baby.
1273
01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:13,960
Dad loved that car.
1274
01:18:15,320 --> 01:18:16,800
Dad loved you.
1275
01:18:17,840 --> 01:18:19,240
Am I okay?
1276
01:18:19,960 --> 01:18:21,720
You have a lacerated liver
1277
01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:23,960
but the internal bleeding is mild.
1278
01:18:24,040 --> 01:18:25,960
- I'm bleeding inside?
- Just a little.
1279
01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:28,840
The good news
is you don't need surgery.
1280
01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:31,000
They just wanna monitor you
for a few days.
1281
01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:32,200
What?
1282
01:18:32,960 --> 01:18:33,960
No.
1283
01:18:34,920 --> 01:18:37,280
- No, I can't stay here, Mom.
- Aza.
1284
01:18:37,360 --> 01:18:40,600
Please, please just do something.
I can't stay here.
1285
01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:43,280
I have to go home.
1286
01:18:43,720 --> 01:18:46,120
I'm gonna get C. diff if I stay.
1287
01:18:46,200 --> 01:18:48,800
- You don't have C. diff.
- I probably already have C. diff.
1288
01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:50,920
No, you don't have C. diff.
1289
01:18:51,000 --> 01:18:53,160
Hospitals are where
people get it, okay?
1290
01:18:53,240 --> 01:18:54,880
I can't stay here, Mom.
1291
01:18:54,960 --> 01:18:57,080
- I can't stay here!
- Aza!
1292
01:18:57,160 --> 01:18:58,440
Your liver is bleeding!
1293
01:18:58,520 --> 01:18:59,776
- We can't go home.
- I have to...
1294
01:18:59,800 --> 01:19:01,720
But I'll be with you the whole time.
1295
01:19:01,800 --> 01:19:04,240
- I promise.
- I have to go. I have to go, Mom.
1296
01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:15,920
C. diff is invading your body
right now.
1297
01:19:16,000 --> 01:19:17,760
It's all around you.
1298
01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:19,280
You're infected.
1299
01:19:19,360 --> 01:19:22,000
You're full of bacteria
colonizing you.
1300
01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:24,800
It's all colonizing you,
and you can't stop it.
1301
01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:25,920
You can't.
1302
01:19:26,000 --> 01:19:28,800
You can't have a boyfriend.
You can't go to college.
1303
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:30,080
You can't have a job.
1304
01:19:30,160 --> 01:19:32,040
You can't even control
your own brain.
1305
01:19:32,120 --> 01:19:34,080
You can't... You can't.
1306
01:19:45,040 --> 01:19:46,520
You know how to deal with this.
1307
01:19:46,600 --> 01:19:48,640
It's the only way.
1308
01:19:59,600 --> 01:20:01,240
Come on, kill it. Kill the infection.
1309
01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:03,120
You have to... You have to.
1310
01:20:03,200 --> 01:20:06,520
Please, please think
about something else.
1311
01:20:06,600 --> 01:20:08,960
I hate being stuck inside you!
1312
01:20:09,040 --> 01:20:11,200
You wanna feel better?
You know how to feel better.
1313
01:20:11,280 --> 01:20:12,880
It'll just make me sick.
1314
01:20:12,960 --> 01:20:14,600
Do you wanna die of C. diff?
1315
01:20:14,680 --> 01:20:16,760
This is not rational.
Your now is not your forever.
1316
01:20:16,840 --> 01:20:18,840
This is not rational.
Your now is not your forever.
1317
01:20:18,920 --> 01:20:21,440
Kill the infection!
Kill it! Kill it now!
1318
01:20:28,440 --> 01:20:30,440
Please, let me go.
Please, I'll do anything.
1319
01:20:30,640 --> 01:20:33,040
You can have this body.
I don't want it anymore!
1320
01:20:33,120 --> 01:20:36,080
I am my way, I am not my will.
I am my way, not my will.
1321
01:20:36,160 --> 01:20:38,880
You'll never be free of this.
You're possessed by a demon!
1322
01:20:39,800 --> 01:20:41,520
Do you want to die
of fucking C. diff?
1323
01:20:41,600 --> 01:20:43,000
No! Because you will.
1324
01:20:43,080 --> 01:20:44,800
I will. You will.
1325
01:20:44,880 --> 01:20:46,880
I will. You will.
1326
01:20:48,840 --> 01:20:50,560
Aza! No, no, what are you doing?
1327
01:20:50,640 --> 01:20:51,640
No, stop that.
1328
01:20:51,720 --> 01:20:54,280
- Stop it. Aza, stop that!
- You're disgusting.
1329
01:20:54,360 --> 01:20:57,280
- You make me sick.
- Help! Nurse!
1330
01:20:57,360 --> 01:20:59,640
- Stop it.
- You're not possessed by a demon.
1331
01:21:04,440 --> 01:21:06,680
You are the demon.
1332
01:21:29,680 --> 01:21:31,360
You want some breakfast?
1333
01:21:36,280 --> 01:21:38,280
My stomach hurts.
1334
01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:43,400
They had to pump it.
1335
01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:50,680
You can probably guess
1336
01:21:50,760 --> 01:21:51,760
who that's from.
1337
01:21:55,320 --> 01:21:56,920
I called Dr. Singh.
1338
01:21:58,880 --> 01:22:00,640
Please don't be mad at me.
1339
01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:04,760
I just didn't know what to do.
1340
01:22:04,840 --> 01:22:06,360
I'm not mad.
1341
01:22:09,840 --> 01:22:11,520
Thank you, Mom.
1342
01:22:15,680 --> 01:22:17,040
How are you feeling?
1343
01:22:19,200 --> 01:22:20,600
Well...
1344
01:22:22,120 --> 01:22:23,560
not great.
1345
01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:28,040
I think it would be good for you
1346
01:22:28,120 --> 01:22:30,280
to start seeing me more regularly.
1347
01:22:31,920 --> 01:22:35,280
I don't want you left alone
with your thoughts for too long.
1348
01:22:38,360 --> 01:22:40,760
- Okay.
- Good.
1349
01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:45,680
I also think we should give
exposure response therapy another try
1350
01:22:45,760 --> 01:22:47,920
and we can take it slow.
1351
01:22:50,160 --> 01:22:53,400
But, Aza, you have to take
your medication.
1352
01:22:55,360 --> 01:22:57,640
Or we find another medication
that works better for you
1353
01:22:57,720 --> 01:23:00,080
that you are willing to take,
as prescribed.
1354
01:23:00,160 --> 01:23:04,200
- None of them have worked.
- None of them have worked yet.
1355
01:24:50,040 --> 01:24:52,480
- Hi.
- Hi.
1356
01:24:56,800 --> 01:25:00,200
I'm sorry it took so long
for me to reach out.
1357
01:25:01,240 --> 01:25:02,400
It's okay.
1358
01:25:03,080 --> 01:25:05,160
I just... I needed some time.
1359
01:25:08,480 --> 01:25:09,760
I missed you.
1360
01:25:11,720 --> 01:25:13,400
I missed you, too.
1361
01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:15,880
I talked to your mom a few times.
1362
01:25:16,520 --> 01:25:18,960
And she was actually really nice
about keeping me updated...
1363
01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:23,120
Maybe you could kiss him.
1364
01:25:24,520 --> 01:25:26,000
It'll be different.
1365
01:25:27,080 --> 01:25:29,960
No... no. Don't kiss him.
1366
01:25:30,040 --> 01:25:31,040
You'll get sick.
1367
01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:32,176
You'll have to go back
to the hospital.
1368
01:25:32,200 --> 01:25:33,256
Then you'll get C. diff.
You'll have to go back
1369
01:25:33,280 --> 01:25:34,656
to the hospital.
Then you'll get C. diff...
1370
01:25:34,680 --> 01:25:35,920
How are you feeling?
1371
01:25:39,000 --> 01:25:40,280
Are you there?
1372
01:25:42,960 --> 01:25:44,000
Yeah.
1373
01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:48,080
- Sorry.
- I asked how you were feeling.
1374
01:25:49,040 --> 01:25:50,320
Good.
1375
01:25:51,400 --> 01:25:52,680
Generally.
1376
01:25:58,000 --> 01:25:59,960
Not so good right now, though.
1377
01:26:00,680 --> 01:26:04,320
Could you... maybe
sit across from me instead?
1378
01:26:21,440 --> 01:26:23,320
I was hoping I'd be better.
1379
01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:28,880
I've been taking my meds
and working with Dr. Singh.
1380
01:26:30,200 --> 01:26:31,480
I thought...
1381
01:26:33,040 --> 01:26:35,520
maybe... I could even kiss you.
1382
01:26:38,520 --> 01:26:40,560
I think I am better.
1383
01:26:42,640 --> 01:26:44,680
But I guess I'm just not...
1384
01:26:46,720 --> 01:26:47,960
better enough.
1385
01:26:56,520 --> 01:26:57,960
Maybe we could text?
1386
01:27:00,640 --> 01:27:01,800
I just...
1387
01:27:05,360 --> 01:27:06,840
I need to be liked up close.
1388
01:27:18,680 --> 01:27:21,080
Hey, how was Davis?
1389
01:27:22,520 --> 01:27:23,560
Fine.
1390
01:27:24,240 --> 01:27:25,560
Come here.
1391
01:27:27,640 --> 01:27:30,920
You know, when you first started
having thought spirals
1392
01:27:31,000 --> 01:27:32,720
I was so confused.
1393
01:27:33,880 --> 01:27:35,360
You'd been such a happy little girl
1394
01:27:35,440 --> 01:27:37,720
and, suddenly, you were
so scared of everything.
1395
01:27:38,400 --> 01:27:40,840
And I couldn't make you feel better.
1396
01:27:41,440 --> 01:27:44,120
But your dad got me through it.
1397
01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:46,240
This sounds crazy
1398
01:27:46,320 --> 01:27:48,440
but he'd make me stare
at my reflection in the mirror
1399
01:27:48,520 --> 01:27:52,160
and tell myself all the things
I did right that day, out loud.
1400
01:27:52,760 --> 01:27:53,800
And it worked.
1401
01:27:54,360 --> 01:27:56,200
For those few minutes before bed
1402
01:27:58,480 --> 01:28:00,400
I actually felt okay.
1403
01:28:01,200 --> 01:28:04,480
He was the one person
1404
01:28:05,600 --> 01:28:07,800
that made me feel good
at being your mom.
1405
01:28:09,520 --> 01:28:10,840
And now, he's gone
1406
01:28:11,440 --> 01:28:13,360
and I can't calm myself down.
1407
01:28:13,440 --> 01:28:15,560
So, I just go about my day
1408
01:28:15,640 --> 01:28:17,920
terrified that something bad's
gonna happen.
1409
01:28:19,240 --> 01:28:21,640
Terrified that I'm failing you.
1410
01:28:23,840 --> 01:28:25,440
But you're not.
1411
01:28:25,520 --> 01:28:26,920
Okay.
1412
01:28:27,000 --> 01:28:28,960
I can do it if you want.
1413
01:28:30,040 --> 01:28:31,440
The mirror thing.
1414
01:28:33,360 --> 01:28:34,720
We can do that together.
1415
01:28:35,400 --> 01:28:37,080
No, that's okay.
1416
01:28:37,480 --> 01:28:38,800
Oh, thank God.
1417
01:28:39,320 --> 01:28:41,480
Us doing that sounded really weird.
1418
01:28:44,600 --> 01:28:46,880
Aza, when the garage is redone
1419
01:28:48,840 --> 01:28:51,600
we'll rent it out
to help pay for your tuition.
1420
01:28:51,680 --> 01:28:53,120
Really?
1421
01:28:53,200 --> 01:28:55,280
You will go to college
wherever you want.
1422
01:28:56,880 --> 01:28:58,120
You know why?
1423
01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:01,240
Because you never give up.
1424
01:29:01,320 --> 01:29:03,120
That's one of the things
I love about you.
1425
01:29:03,200 --> 01:29:06,200
No matter how scared you are,
you never stop trying.
1426
01:29:13,200 --> 01:29:15,480
Mom, I need to borrow your car.
1427
01:29:16,960 --> 01:29:19,120
Davis said he needs
to be liked up close
1428
01:29:19,200 --> 01:29:20,960
and I can't do that right now
1429
01:29:21,440 --> 01:29:23,160
but I'm gonna like
my best friend up close
1430
01:29:23,240 --> 01:29:24,840
even if it kills me.
1431
01:29:27,560 --> 01:29:30,320
Hey, while we're telling
each other things
1432
01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:31,816
when Davis and I
first started hanging out
1433
01:29:31,840 --> 01:29:33,520
he gave me $50,000.
1434
01:29:33,600 --> 01:29:35,200
It either goes to me or a tuatara
1435
01:29:35,280 --> 01:29:37,040
so I'm putting it
towards Northwestern, okay?
1436
01:29:37,080 --> 01:29:39,080
- Great. Bye. Te quiero mucho.
- Wha...
1437
01:30:04,960 --> 01:30:06,960
You need to be here for Daisy.
1438
01:30:07,960 --> 01:30:10,360
You need to be here...
You need to be here.
1439
01:30:41,680 --> 01:30:43,720
- Hey, Aza.
- Hi.
1440
01:30:43,800 --> 01:30:46,120
I guess I assumed
you weren't coming.
1441
01:30:47,160 --> 01:30:48,240
Oh, and I...
1442
01:30:48,320 --> 01:30:50,840
I'm so sorry about the accident
and your liver.
1443
01:30:50,920 --> 01:30:52,200
Oh, I'm fine.
1444
01:30:54,480 --> 01:30:55,760
This is awesome.
1445
01:30:56,400 --> 01:30:57,800
I mean, I don't understand art
1446
01:30:57,880 --> 01:31:00,240
but even I can tell
that it's awesome.
1447
01:31:00,960 --> 01:31:04,520
I don't know about that,
but thank you. Really.
1448
01:31:04,600 --> 01:31:07,560
- For coming.
- I wanna be a supportive friend.
1449
01:31:08,920 --> 01:31:11,040
It's this new thing I'm trying.
1450
01:31:34,600 --> 01:31:35,880
How's the liver?
1451
01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:38,680
De-lacerated.
1452
01:31:39,920 --> 01:31:41,440
How are you?
1453
01:31:42,480 --> 01:31:43,840
Oh, I got off easy.
1454
01:31:44,960 --> 01:31:47,480
Although, you'd never know it
by how Mychal is acting.
1455
01:31:48,360 --> 01:31:50,560
He named all six of my stitches
1456
01:31:50,640 --> 01:31:53,880
and wrote them each
individual love poems.
1457
01:31:56,640 --> 01:31:58,360
I'm really sorry, Daisy.
1458
01:31:59,600 --> 01:32:01,280
You deserve the most amazing
1459
01:32:01,360 --> 01:32:03,720
supportive, attentive friend
in the world.
1460
01:32:04,760 --> 01:32:07,000
Not one who almost killed you
in a car crash.
1461
01:32:07,720 --> 01:32:09,480
Jesus, Holmsey.
1462
01:32:11,080 --> 01:32:13,080
You can sure hold a grudge
against yourself.
1463
01:32:15,000 --> 01:32:18,920
If you can't tell,
I've already forgiven you.
1464
01:32:20,920 --> 01:32:23,480
And I'm sorry about Ayala.
1465
01:32:24,160 --> 01:32:25,800
You don't have to be.
1466
01:32:25,880 --> 01:32:27,040
Yeah.
1467
01:32:28,400 --> 01:32:29,680
I do.
1468
01:32:31,640 --> 01:32:37,200
Yes, you can be exhausting,
but you are not like mustard.
1469
01:32:37,720 --> 01:32:41,040
You're the most fascinating person
I've ever known.
1470
01:32:43,520 --> 01:32:45,800
I love you.
1471
01:32:46,840 --> 01:32:49,320
I want to be buried next to you.
1472
01:32:50,200 --> 01:32:51,840
We'll have a shared tombstone.
1473
01:32:51,920 --> 01:32:56,800
It'll read, "Holmsey and Daisy.
They did everything together.
1474
01:32:58,160 --> 01:32:59,440
Except the nasty."
1475
01:33:07,960 --> 01:33:11,280
I'm not like mustard,
but maybe I'm like Indianapolis.
1476
01:33:12,720 --> 01:33:14,080
They had this shit river
1477
01:33:14,160 --> 01:33:16,600
but they worked with what they had.
1478
01:33:17,680 --> 01:33:19,800
And they managed to build
an okay city around it.
1479
01:33:21,040 --> 01:33:24,040
Not a great city, but not bad.
1480
01:33:24,120 --> 01:33:25,440
A B-minus.
1481
01:33:26,800 --> 01:33:29,520
Well, I think
you're at least a B-plus.
1482
01:33:29,600 --> 01:33:31,080
You and this city.
1483
01:33:31,840 --> 01:33:33,280
This skyline.
1484
01:33:35,000 --> 01:33:36,240
These tunnels.
1485
01:33:37,320 --> 01:33:38,560
This bridge.
1486
01:33:40,000 --> 01:33:41,800
This sewage.
1487
01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:47,800
This tire, this cinder block, this...
1488
01:33:49,360 --> 01:33:51,760
- I don't know, what are those?
- Wait, Daisy.
1489
01:33:51,840 --> 01:33:53,640
- Go back... go back!
- What?
1490
01:33:54,320 --> 01:33:55,600
Isn't that...
1491
01:34:21,920 --> 01:34:23,480
Pogue's Run.
1492
01:34:25,720 --> 01:34:28,040
Daisy, the spot where a river ends
1493
01:34:28,120 --> 01:34:30,000
- isn't it called...
- A mouth?
1494
01:34:33,360 --> 01:34:35,720
This is The Joggers' Mouth.
1495
01:34:35,800 --> 01:34:36,960
What?
1496
01:34:38,440 --> 01:34:39,776
It was something
Pickett scribbled down
1497
01:34:39,800 --> 01:34:41,280
right before escaping.
1498
01:34:46,600 --> 01:34:47,800
What's that?
1499
01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:53,400
A note to Davis and Noah.
1500
01:34:55,720 --> 01:34:57,280
The worst kind of note.
1501
01:35:03,480 --> 01:35:04,800
Do you think he jumped?
1502
01:35:08,640 --> 01:35:10,280
Should we call the cops?
1503
01:35:12,400 --> 01:35:14,960
I don't want him to find out
from some random detective.
1504
01:36:30,840 --> 01:36:33,640
So, how do I look?
1505
01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:37,040
Like you're trying to get lucky.
1506
01:36:37,120 --> 01:36:39,120
What? Is it too much?
Should I change?
1507
01:36:39,200 --> 01:36:40,480
Mom, no. You look amazing.
1508
01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:42,280
And by "amazing" she means hot.
1509
01:36:44,600 --> 01:36:45,720
Get it!
1510
01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:47,560
Tell Evan if he doesn't get you
home by 11:00
1511
01:36:47,600 --> 01:36:48,960
you're in big trouble.
1512
01:36:49,640 --> 01:36:50,800
Big trouble.
1513
01:36:54,160 --> 01:36:56,520
Well, you are far too young
to be my date.
1514
01:36:57,280 --> 01:36:58,440
Hi, Mrs. Holmes.
1515
01:36:59,320 --> 01:37:00,680
Is Aza here?
1516
01:37:11,720 --> 01:37:13,200
Davis.
1517
01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:18,120
I stole it from a lizard for you.
1518
01:37:23,280 --> 01:37:24,400
Thank you.
1519
01:37:26,920 --> 01:37:28,360
Aza, Noah and I are moving.
1520
01:37:31,480 --> 01:37:32,840
Where?
1521
01:37:33,520 --> 01:37:34,760
Colorado.
1522
01:37:36,440 --> 01:37:38,360
Noah got into a special school
out there.
1523
01:37:40,360 --> 01:37:43,920
We just need a fresh start
1524
01:37:45,000 --> 01:37:46,600
after everything.
1525
01:37:48,200 --> 01:37:49,840
When are you leaving?
1526
01:37:52,320 --> 01:37:53,480
Tomorrow.
1527
01:38:06,000 --> 01:38:07,440
You're a good brother.
1528
01:38:14,800 --> 01:38:16,640
It's a funny phrase, isn't it?
1529
01:38:19,480 --> 01:38:20,800
"In love."
1530
01:38:23,600 --> 01:38:26,200
You don't get to be in anything else.
1531
01:38:29,400 --> 01:38:33,280
In friendship, or in hope.
1532
01:38:36,560 --> 01:38:38,680
All you can be in, is love.
1533
01:38:59,920 --> 01:39:01,800
I think if I don't go now,
I'll never leave.
1534
01:39:07,760 --> 01:39:08,880
Okay.
1535
01:39:16,080 --> 01:39:17,400
Goodbye, Aza.
1536
01:39:42,280 --> 01:39:43,640
Maybe he'll be back.
1537
01:39:52,040 --> 01:39:53,120
Yeah.
1538
01:39:55,880 --> 01:39:57,080
Maybe.
1539
01:40:00,800 --> 01:40:04,200
"No one ever says goodbye
unless they wanna see you again."
1540
01:40:13,120 --> 01:40:14,360
Daisy?
1541
01:40:15,520 --> 01:40:16,600
Yeah.
1542
01:40:18,440 --> 01:40:21,320
Do you think I'll ever be able
to actually be with someone?
1543
01:40:24,040 --> 01:40:25,080
Yes.
1544
01:40:27,040 --> 01:40:28,320
I think you will.
1545
01:40:30,920 --> 01:40:34,520
I think you, Aza Holmes
1546
01:40:35,760 --> 01:40:38,080
will have a very full life.
1547
01:40:41,400 --> 01:40:46,040
I think you'll go to college
and study whatever you want.
1548
01:40:47,560 --> 01:40:49,240
And you'll have a career.
1549
01:40:51,400 --> 01:40:52,920
One that you're proud of.
1550
01:40:57,000 --> 01:40:59,240
And I think you will be with someone.
1551
01:41:00,760 --> 01:41:02,160
Someone great.
1552
01:41:05,960 --> 01:41:07,840
I think you, Holmsey
1553
01:41:07,920 --> 01:41:10,080
will have an incredible love story.
1554
01:41:18,920 --> 01:41:21,480
I even think you'll have
a family of your own one day.
1555
01:41:29,160 --> 01:41:31,840
You're gonna make
a whole damn life for yourself.
1556
01:41:32,480 --> 01:41:33,520
I know it.
1557
01:41:35,640 --> 01:41:37,120
But I don't want to lie to you.
1558
01:41:38,400 --> 01:41:40,480
I think it'll be hard sometimes.
1559
01:41:43,480 --> 01:41:46,560
I think, sometimes,
you'll see that life unbuilt.
1560
01:41:59,480 --> 01:42:01,640
But you'll always rebuild it.
1561
01:42:04,040 --> 01:42:05,720
And you will never be alone.
1562
01:42:07,680 --> 01:42:09,040
I promise.
1563
01:42:10,720 --> 01:42:14,800
Because you will always love
and be loved.
1564
01:42:17,560 --> 01:42:19,160
And love is both
1565
01:42:20,120 --> 01:42:23,040
how you become a person and why.
1566
01:42:25,600 --> 01:42:28,080
Love, Holmsey...
1567
01:42:29,680 --> 01:42:31,320
is how you become real.