1 00:01:02,466 --> 00:01:03,833 Your father, 2 00:01:05,066 --> 00:01:07,934 he was released on bail, pending trial. 3 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:10,700 His arraignment hearing had been set for Monday. 4 00:01:10,767 --> 00:01:12,368 He didn't show up. 5 00:01:14,232 --> 00:01:16,268 The troopers made every effort. 6 00:01:25,567 --> 00:01:27,368 Do you know what this is? 7 00:01:33,501 --> 00:01:34,735 This is very high quality. 8 00:01:35,667 --> 00:01:38,134 The ink color is perfect. 9 00:01:38,201 --> 00:01:40,534 The paper is good. 10 00:01:40,602 --> 00:01:43,201 The weight, watermark, plate work, 11 00:01:43,267 --> 00:01:44,668 it's all meticulous. 12 00:01:44,736 --> 00:01:47,636 There's even a metal strip embedded. 13 00:01:47,702 --> 00:01:51,735 In six months, he had passed almost $50,000. 14 00:01:53,536 --> 00:01:56,103 - He printed $50,000? - No, Ms. Vogel. 15 00:01:56,169 --> 00:02:00,668 He passed $50,000. He printed $22 million. 16 00:02:03,669 --> 00:02:06,569 He was facing a maximum of 75 years. 17 00:02:08,935 --> 00:02:11,103 Um, may I hold it? 18 00:02:43,070 --> 00:02:44,270 It's beautiful. 19 00:02:47,070 --> 00:02:48,770 My father... 20 00:02:51,003 --> 00:02:52,304 he died a hundred times 21 00:02:52,371 --> 00:02:54,937 poking holes in his veins, 22 00:02:55,004 --> 00:02:59,105 like so many rehearsals for our ultimate rejection. 23 00:03:02,503 --> 00:03:05,504 We get pretty good at it, don't we? 24 00:03:23,439 --> 00:03:25,939 It says, "Happy Highway Harry." 25 00:03:26,004 --> 00:03:29,439 It says, "Only three miles to make a meal outta life." 26 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:51,907 My father came and went from our lives. 27 00:03:51,973 --> 00:03:55,339 Showing up only when he hungered for affirmation. 28 00:03:56,373 --> 00:03:58,406 I adored his attention, 29 00:03:58,473 --> 00:04:00,807 and he accommodated that. 30 00:04:00,873 --> 00:04:04,275 As wholeheartedly as he abandoned it. 31 00:04:06,740 --> 00:04:11,007 Memory reckons itself in blurs and flashes. 32 00:04:11,073 --> 00:04:15,641 The special moments of childhood are like fairy tales. 33 00:04:15,708 --> 00:04:19,541 And in mine, my father was the prince. 34 00:06:05,515 --> 00:06:13,165 {\an7}Colored Italics by Sailor420 !!! Hope you enjoy the show !!! 35 00:06:23,012 --> 00:06:26,712 There are plenty of ways to kill oneself. 36 00:06:26,780 --> 00:06:30,014 The idea is that, given the range of options, 37 00:06:30,080 --> 00:06:33,413 each suicide reflects the life that preceded it. 38 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:35,047 If this was true, 39 00:06:35,113 --> 00:06:39,112 then Dad's end would be violent and spectacular. 40 00:06:45,346 --> 00:06:47,346 Everybody asleep around here? 41 00:06:54,213 --> 00:06:55,781 I'm awake. 42 00:06:57,380 --> 00:06:59,448 - You wanna come up here? - Yeah. 43 00:07:04,515 --> 00:07:07,182 Move right here. That's right. 44 00:07:08,747 --> 00:07:09,614 That's the gas, 45 00:07:09,681 --> 00:07:11,648 that's the brake, that's the shift. 46 00:07:11,715 --> 00:07:12,714 Those are the basics. 47 00:07:12,781 --> 00:07:14,881 I'll just be here if you need anything. 48 00:07:14,948 --> 00:07:17,148 - No! - What's up, honey? 49 00:07:17,215 --> 00:07:18,981 I can't... I can't reach the pedals! 50 00:07:19,047 --> 00:07:21,514 Sure you can. 51 00:07:21,580 --> 00:07:23,181 Look at how long those legs are. 52 00:07:23,249 --> 00:07:25,182 That's it, just keep it right there. 53 00:07:25,248 --> 00:07:26,981 No, Daddy, please don't leave me! 54 00:07:27,048 --> 00:07:28,982 Snicklefritz, you gotta learn how to drive. 55 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:31,283 It's the only way you're gonna see the world. 56 00:07:33,449 --> 00:07:35,983 Just take care because there's a bend up here 57 00:07:36,050 --> 00:07:37,416 in about an hour. 58 00:07:38,149 --> 00:07:39,582 An hour? 59 00:07:45,783 --> 00:07:49,116 My mother sometimes called Dad Peter Pan, 60 00:07:49,182 --> 00:07:50,949 for the kind of silly charm 61 00:07:51,016 --> 00:07:53,616 that allowed him to make reckless, impulsive decisions 62 00:07:53,684 --> 00:07:55,784 look like perfect plans of action. 63 00:07:57,849 --> 00:07:59,417 In those times, 64 00:07:59,484 --> 00:08:01,517 he always wanted to make things perfect for us. 65 00:08:02,517 --> 00:08:04,651 Replace the humdrum of everyday life 66 00:08:04,717 --> 00:08:07,784 with new places and unexpected moments. 67 00:08:10,318 --> 00:08:13,618 He purchased the farm on a payment plan he couldn't afford. 68 00:08:15,383 --> 00:08:17,484 It was a dilapidated old place, 69 00:08:17,551 --> 00:08:20,351 but he filled it with classical music 70 00:08:20,418 --> 00:08:23,052 and always kept things fun for Nick and me 71 00:08:23,118 --> 00:08:26,650 while he and Mom fixed it up like a permanent family home. 72 00:08:28,884 --> 00:08:32,386 But as more delivery trucks arrived, brimming with materials 73 00:08:32,451 --> 00:08:35,553 purchased on IOUs that would never be met, 74 00:08:36,684 --> 00:08:38,750 the light fluttering music of Dad 75 00:08:38,817 --> 00:08:41,351 seemed to fade into a darkness. 76 00:08:45,384 --> 00:08:47,685 And with each layer of darkness, 77 00:08:49,585 --> 00:08:51,519 a new reason to disappear. 78 00:08:54,652 --> 00:08:56,518 - Give me my record! - No! 79 00:08:56,584 --> 00:08:58,051 Give me my goddamn Chopin... 80 00:08:58,119 --> 00:08:59,586 I will fucking break it! 81 00:08:59,652 --> 00:09:02,654 I'll punch your whore face, you goddamn witch! 82 00:09:02,718 --> 00:09:04,852 Fuck you! You're a shitty-ass husband! 83 00:10:01,521 --> 00:10:03,288 Dad explained his absences 84 00:10:03,355 --> 00:10:04,754 by claiming to be working 85 00:10:04,821 --> 00:10:07,521 on some mysterious business endeavor, 86 00:10:07,587 --> 00:10:10,123 and left Mom to pick up the pieces. 87 00:10:11,289 --> 00:10:13,456 She tried to find regular work, 88 00:10:13,523 --> 00:10:15,189 but spent most of her time 89 00:10:15,256 --> 00:10:18,389 staring at walls and worrying about unpaid bills. 90 00:10:37,923 --> 00:10:40,357 First pioneers would be in the Blue Ridge Mountains 91 00:10:40,422 --> 00:10:42,656 and the Bluegrass region of Kentucky. 92 00:10:49,957 --> 00:10:51,390 To the emptiness. 93 00:11:30,026 --> 00:11:32,259 Dad always seemed to call Nick and me 94 00:11:32,325 --> 00:11:33,826 when Mom was sleeping. 95 00:11:35,692 --> 00:11:38,525 His voice made me feel like part of a bigger world. 96 00:11:39,725 --> 00:11:42,925 A bigger world I could only dream of. 97 00:12:01,560 --> 00:12:03,494 Fuck. 98 00:12:04,158 --> 00:12:05,693 Ugh. 99 00:12:14,226 --> 00:12:16,327 What? 100 00:12:18,193 --> 00:12:20,195 We're gonna go live with Dad. 101 00:12:24,626 --> 00:12:26,861 Okay. 102 00:12:28,226 --> 00:12:30,627 You kids are like his hunting dogs. 103 00:12:30,694 --> 00:12:34,361 He only runs you when he feels like it. 104 00:12:34,427 --> 00:12:36,728 It'll be better than living with you. 105 00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:43,162 Nick? 106 00:12:44,562 --> 00:12:45,729 You, too? 107 00:12:52,028 --> 00:12:54,195 There are things about your father that you don't know. 108 00:12:54,262 --> 00:12:55,563 Like what? 109 00:12:58,328 --> 00:13:00,794 - When you're older... - I am older! 110 00:13:00,862 --> 00:13:02,529 Nick, we're leaving. 111 00:13:06,862 --> 00:13:12,764 Fine, fine, fine! Go! Get outta here! 112 00:13:26,363 --> 00:13:29,297 Oh, there's gotta be some kind of mistake, Beck! 113 00:13:29,364 --> 00:13:31,597 My kids are much smaller than these two. 114 00:13:31,662 --> 00:13:33,929 Look at that little button nose. 115 00:13:33,996 --> 00:13:35,763 Look at you two. 116 00:13:35,829 --> 00:13:38,497 Now go and get your bags from Uncle Beck's truck. 117 00:13:40,064 --> 00:13:41,231 I got it. 118 00:13:43,563 --> 00:13:45,664 I really appreciate you bringing them down. 119 00:13:46,165 --> 00:13:47,597 How's their mama? 120 00:13:49,563 --> 00:13:51,331 How do you think she is, you bastard? 121 00:13:51,398 --> 00:13:53,265 You left her with two kids and no dough. 122 00:13:53,332 --> 00:13:55,364 That was bust, I had to make a move. 123 00:13:56,264 --> 00:13:58,131 I see your moves, John. 124 00:13:58,198 --> 00:13:59,764 Man, you had a good girl 125 00:13:59,830 --> 00:14:02,498 and you steel-toe kicked her heart all over the street. 126 00:14:03,064 --> 00:14:04,497 You know what? 127 00:14:04,565 --> 00:14:06,632 She'll get back on her feet. 128 00:14:06,699 --> 00:14:09,797 In the meantime, you just take good care of her babies, okay? 129 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:12,165 It's not like that. I mean, they are my babies, too. 130 00:14:12,233 --> 00:14:14,598 - Yeah, yeah. - See ya. 131 00:14:14,664 --> 00:14:16,198 I'd do anything for those kids. 132 00:14:16,264 --> 00:14:17,665 Yeah. Prove it. 133 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:29,266 Dad! Oh, my God! 134 00:14:29,331 --> 00:14:30,966 Oh, no! 135 00:14:31,033 --> 00:14:33,164 Oh, my God. Dad, way too much lighter fluid! 136 00:14:33,231 --> 00:14:34,600 He might light the tree on fire! 137 00:14:34,667 --> 00:14:35,565 Boom! 138 00:14:35,633 --> 00:14:37,266 Oh, my... 139 00:14:37,332 --> 00:14:39,366 - Good Lord! - Anybody? 140 00:14:39,432 --> 00:14:41,267 - The "Nocturnes"! - What number? 141 00:14:41,334 --> 00:14:44,666 "Number 20"! 142 00:14:44,733 --> 00:14:47,667 See, how many kids you know know their Chopin? 143 00:14:47,732 --> 00:14:48,832 When can we eat? 144 00:14:48,899 --> 00:14:50,734 I told you ten times, it's gotta marinate. 145 00:14:50,801 --> 00:14:52,266 You asked for pepper steak, right? 146 00:14:52,333 --> 00:14:53,600 If it doesn't marinate, 147 00:14:53,667 --> 00:14:55,167 it's not pepper steak, it's just steak. 148 00:14:55,233 --> 00:14:56,666 I'll take just steak. 149 00:14:56,733 --> 00:14:58,834 Too late, it's marinating. 150 00:15:01,700 --> 00:15:02,834 Hold the thought. 151 00:15:05,201 --> 00:15:07,468 It's all right. 152 00:15:07,535 --> 00:15:09,435 Do you like music, Jennifer? 153 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:11,934 Um, yeah. I like ELO. 154 00:15:12,001 --> 00:15:14,235 English rock, huh? 155 00:15:15,100 --> 00:15:16,500 Have you heard Bob Seger? 156 00:15:16,568 --> 00:15:18,268 I don't think so, no. 157 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:20,801 What? You have to hear Bob Seger! 158 00:15:23,035 --> 00:15:25,267 Okay, fellas, I'll see you in a couple weeks. 159 00:15:27,568 --> 00:15:29,302 Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey! What are you doing? 160 00:15:29,369 --> 00:15:31,301 - I'm changing the mood! - The mood? 161 00:15:31,368 --> 00:15:32,468 We're in a classics mood. 162 00:15:32,536 --> 00:15:33,701 We're listening to the classics. 163 00:15:33,768 --> 00:15:35,735 But you can't dance to Chopin. 164 00:15:35,801 --> 00:15:37,603 Oh, come on, old bones! 165 00:15:37,670 --> 00:15:39,735 I wanna play Jennifer some rock 'n' roll. 166 00:15:39,803 --> 00:15:41,835 Are you seriously suggesting 167 00:15:41,902 --> 00:15:46,301 that Bob Seger beats out Frederic Chopin, seriously? 168 00:15:46,368 --> 00:15:47,802 I'm just changing the tempo. 169 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:50,002 Your music is for funerals. 170 00:15:50,068 --> 00:15:53,102 You know what? Okay. But they ain't gonna like it. 171 00:15:53,169 --> 00:15:54,336 These kids got class. 172 00:15:54,403 --> 00:15:55,770 Yeah. You wanna dance, baby? 173 00:15:55,835 --> 00:15:58,002 Come on, honey. Let's have a little groove. 174 00:16:00,935 --> 00:16:02,670 Ooh. 175 00:16:07,503 --> 00:16:08,871 Nick? 176 00:16:11,570 --> 00:16:14,870 You... You seriously like this stuff? 177 00:16:14,937 --> 00:16:15,804 Mm-hmm. 178 00:16:39,039 --> 00:16:40,638 Yeah. 179 00:17:22,573 --> 00:17:24,139 When I was young, 180 00:17:24,206 --> 00:17:25,740 I thought all the exciting things 181 00:17:25,807 --> 00:17:28,773 he made happen, he made happen for me. 182 00:17:40,740 --> 00:17:42,708 Hey, wait for me! 183 00:18:35,208 --> 00:18:36,442 Dad? 184 00:18:40,843 --> 00:18:42,244 Hello! Dad! 185 00:18:46,410 --> 00:18:48,843 Dad? 186 00:18:50,277 --> 00:18:52,643 Not enough time. Don't fuck around. 187 00:18:52,709 --> 00:18:54,177 I don't wanna hear that shit. 188 00:18:54,244 --> 00:18:55,244 - John, look at... - Hey. 189 00:18:58,043 --> 00:18:59,410 Hey, honey. 190 00:18:59,477 --> 00:19:03,610 Uh... This is my daughter Jennifer. 191 00:19:03,677 --> 00:19:05,610 Um, Jennifer, these are just some friends, 192 00:19:05,677 --> 00:19:08,810 some business colleagues from Brainerd. Everything's okay. 193 00:19:08,877 --> 00:19:10,743 Go on inside, I'll meet you inside. 194 00:19:12,010 --> 00:19:13,411 Honey, go inside. 195 00:19:24,378 --> 00:19:26,344 Oh, my God! Dad... Dad! Are you okay? 196 00:19:26,410 --> 00:19:27,844 I'm okay, honey. 197 00:19:27,912 --> 00:19:30,179 Daddy just bumped his face into the canoe. 198 00:19:35,446 --> 00:19:36,846 - Oh. Nick! - Nick! 199 00:19:44,579 --> 00:19:46,746 Hands up, who had a great summer? 200 00:19:47,679 --> 00:19:49,912 We don't want to go home. 201 00:19:49,980 --> 00:19:53,344 Yeah, well, something came up, Nick, you know. 202 00:19:53,411 --> 00:19:55,311 Well, anyway, you and I both had accidents 203 00:19:55,379 --> 00:19:57,512 on the same day, that's a karma thing. 204 00:19:58,445 --> 00:20:00,778 The next ones are always worse. 205 00:20:00,845 --> 00:20:04,045 Besides, you guys both got school coming up, 206 00:20:04,112 --> 00:20:05,146 and from what I understand, 207 00:20:05,213 --> 00:20:06,746 your mom is doing much better. 208 00:20:15,179 --> 00:20:17,313 I love you, baby. 209 00:20:17,379 --> 00:20:18,713 Don't you ever forget it. 210 00:20:19,547 --> 00:20:22,214 You and me, we got the same heart. 211 00:20:22,280 --> 00:20:24,847 Two peas in a pod. Come here. 212 00:20:28,747 --> 00:20:32,481 Hey. Hey. Would you look at that? 213 00:20:32,547 --> 00:20:34,715 - What is that? - You don't remember? 214 00:20:40,547 --> 00:20:42,849 I got a feeling I know what this is. 215 00:20:46,647 --> 00:20:50,115 "Happy Highway Harry." 216 00:20:50,182 --> 00:20:51,715 You still have that, you didn't lose it. 217 00:20:51,782 --> 00:20:52,949 - No, of course not. - All aboard! 218 00:20:53,015 --> 00:20:54,349 All right! 219 00:20:55,215 --> 00:20:56,381 All right, take this. 220 00:20:57,848 --> 00:20:59,382 Come on. 221 00:20:59,449 --> 00:21:00,850 They're coming, they're coming. 222 00:21:02,347 --> 00:21:04,582 - All right. - Thank you. 223 00:21:05,581 --> 00:21:08,249 - Well, this is it. - All right, Nick. 224 00:21:09,281 --> 00:21:11,182 You take care of your little sister. 225 00:21:11,249 --> 00:21:13,016 Big sister. I keep forgetting. 226 00:21:13,082 --> 00:21:14,649 Oh! Look at the moon. 227 00:21:14,715 --> 00:21:16,883 - Oh! - All right, go. Okay, go on. 228 00:21:56,884 --> 00:21:59,651 By the time that summer had come and gone, 229 00:21:59,718 --> 00:22:02,252 the bank had foreclosed on the farm. 230 00:22:03,451 --> 00:22:05,217 Like so many times before, 231 00:22:05,284 --> 00:22:06,618 all of our earthly belongings 232 00:22:06,685 --> 00:22:08,652 filled the old station wagon 233 00:22:08,718 --> 00:22:10,852 in pursuit of a fresh start. 234 00:22:13,651 --> 00:22:16,518 - Hi, Uncle Beck. - Hey there, guys. 235 00:22:17,217 --> 00:22:18,418 Mm. 236 00:22:19,417 --> 00:22:21,852 Come on in. 237 00:22:29,351 --> 00:22:32,185 Ugh! Oh, the couch stinks! 238 00:22:32,252 --> 00:22:33,852 You can lay on me if you want. 239 00:22:33,919 --> 00:22:35,952 I'm gonna leave the keys right there. 240 00:22:36,019 --> 00:22:39,519 Just come over here, gimme a hug goodbye. I gotta go. 241 00:22:39,586 --> 00:22:41,753 Give your Uncle Beck a hug goodbye, come on! 242 00:22:44,186 --> 00:22:45,687 - There we go. - Goodbye. 243 00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:48,520 - I love you guys. - I love you. 244 00:22:48,586 --> 00:22:50,120 - Thank you, Uncle Beck. - Mm-hmm. 245 00:22:50,186 --> 00:22:51,287 Thanks, Uncle Beck. 246 00:22:51,353 --> 00:22:53,687 Yep. Go lay down on the poop couch. 247 00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:03,453 I don't know between John and I who had the shittier father, 248 00:23:04,321 --> 00:23:05,888 but I do hope... 249 00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:10,421 that you pick better than my mother did on your next try. 250 00:23:18,253 --> 00:23:19,887 You hang in there, kid. 251 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:24,287 I'll track him down, all right? 252 00:23:31,520 --> 00:23:33,487 And at the very least, 253 00:23:33,554 --> 00:23:35,688 I'll get him to mail back those... 254 00:23:36,388 --> 00:23:37,856 plates for your car. 255 00:24:01,690 --> 00:24:05,189 He hadn't paid a single bill in months. 256 00:24:06,589 --> 00:24:10,190 My boy Johnny is a bad penny. 257 00:24:13,289 --> 00:24:15,889 You never trust a bastard born on Flag Day. 258 00:24:17,089 --> 00:24:18,590 Because they think 259 00:24:19,654 --> 00:24:21,457 all immigrants are putting them out of jobs. 260 00:24:21,522 --> 00:24:23,656 Yeah, he just thinks that way sometimes. 261 00:24:27,389 --> 00:24:29,056 He thinks that way sometimes? 262 00:24:29,124 --> 00:24:30,424 What's so funny? 263 00:24:30,490 --> 00:24:32,458 You're lucky he left. 264 00:24:32,525 --> 00:24:34,822 When he comes crawling back to you... 265 00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:37,591 I come to you to borrow a few hundred bucks. 266 00:24:38,691 --> 00:24:40,592 Not to judge my husband. 267 00:24:43,358 --> 00:24:45,491 The year you got hitched, 268 00:24:45,558 --> 00:24:47,424 John bought the cabin at Browns Lake. 269 00:24:47,491 --> 00:24:50,391 You spent all summer doing it up. 270 00:24:51,458 --> 00:24:54,125 The day he left, it burns to the ground. 271 00:24:54,191 --> 00:24:55,824 Then bought the burger joint. 272 00:24:55,891 --> 00:24:58,559 Spent weeks making pretty, pretty tablecloths. 273 00:24:58,625 --> 00:24:59,526 It was pretty. 274 00:24:59,591 --> 00:25:01,758 But spent nothing on the kitchen. 275 00:25:01,825 --> 00:25:04,492 And then a hardworking Black fella 276 00:25:04,557 --> 00:25:07,191 opens up a better burger joint across the street, 277 00:25:07,259 --> 00:25:09,424 and lo and behold, 278 00:25:09,491 --> 00:25:12,726 John's place burns to the ground. 279 00:25:13,593 --> 00:25:15,193 He'd burn down the world 280 00:25:15,259 --> 00:25:18,292 if he thought it would put him in white mansions. 281 00:29:16,202 --> 00:29:17,769 - Good morning. - Morning. 282 00:29:18,435 --> 00:29:20,301 You sleep well? 283 00:29:20,368 --> 00:29:21,869 Like a baby. 284 00:29:30,403 --> 00:29:31,903 Did you do your homework, honey? 285 00:29:33,335 --> 00:29:34,836 Of course. 286 00:29:34,902 --> 00:29:37,637 - Good girl. - Why don't you show him? 287 00:29:38,602 --> 00:29:40,603 Oh, I don't need to see it. 288 00:29:40,670 --> 00:29:43,270 I trust my little girl, don't I? Huh? 289 00:29:44,170 --> 00:29:45,736 Wanna tell him I trust you? 290 00:29:46,436 --> 00:29:47,736 We trust each other, yeah? 291 00:29:48,535 --> 00:29:49,836 - Mm-hmm? - Mm-hmm. 292 00:29:52,937 --> 00:29:53,837 Mwah. 293 00:30:03,604 --> 00:30:04,804 Patty. 294 00:30:06,469 --> 00:30:08,437 That guy's so fucking stupid. 295 00:30:11,770 --> 00:30:13,636 My name is Cheryl, and I'm an alcoholic. 296 00:30:13,703 --> 00:30:16,637 - Hi, Cheryl. - I came here and I had... 297 00:30:17,905 --> 00:30:19,439 lost everything. 298 00:30:20,405 --> 00:30:23,439 I lost my home and my career, 299 00:30:24,604 --> 00:30:27,638 and my darling husband. I say that now. 300 00:30:27,705 --> 00:30:29,571 A year ago, I thought he was a piece of shit 301 00:30:29,637 --> 00:30:31,370 who dropped me by the curb, but you know something, 302 00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:35,672 I was so angry, and I needed someone to blame, 303 00:30:35,738 --> 00:30:39,439 and I could not see that it was on me. 304 00:31:27,608 --> 00:31:28,773 What's going on? 305 00:31:36,940 --> 00:31:38,541 Come on, Doc, you're in the wrong room. 306 00:31:38,609 --> 00:31:39,575 Oh. 307 00:31:40,273 --> 00:31:42,641 Come on there. 308 00:31:42,709 --> 00:31:45,842 Tipsy fool! Let's get you to the right one. 309 00:31:50,009 --> 00:31:51,308 Mom... 310 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:24,876 Good morning, ladies. 311 00:32:32,610 --> 00:32:34,711 Now, that is the way you make coffee. 312 00:32:36,276 --> 00:32:37,342 All right, I'm out of here. 313 00:32:37,409 --> 00:32:38,443 If I'm not back for dinner, 314 00:32:38,510 --> 00:32:39,444 you guys start without me. 315 00:32:54,177 --> 00:32:56,578 What are you doing? What is that? 316 00:32:57,410 --> 00:32:59,944 It's resin. You want some? 317 00:33:00,011 --> 00:33:01,178 It's not bad. 318 00:33:02,411 --> 00:33:04,246 Don't push me, little lady. 319 00:33:05,744 --> 00:33:07,578 What are you trying to prove, Jennifer? 320 00:33:07,645 --> 00:33:09,778 Nothing. Hell, it's 8:55 in the morning, 321 00:33:09,845 --> 00:33:11,346 I'm just trying to take the edge off. 322 00:33:13,210 --> 00:33:14,813 You show some respect! 323 00:33:16,111 --> 00:33:17,812 - Why? - I'm still your mother. 324 00:33:19,111 --> 00:33:20,344 How long you been smoking that stuff? 325 00:33:20,412 --> 00:33:22,378 - Oh, please! - Answer me! 326 00:33:22,444 --> 00:33:23,945 Fuck you, you hypocrite! 327 00:33:24,013 --> 00:33:25,712 Answer me, you little slut! 328 00:33:25,778 --> 00:33:26,812 You big slut. 329 00:33:28,712 --> 00:33:33,146 Oh. You don't get to fucking hit me. 330 00:33:33,212 --> 00:33:34,613 Ever! 331 00:33:45,013 --> 00:33:46,447 I'm gonna miss you. 332 00:33:50,246 --> 00:33:51,846 I love you so much. 333 00:34:00,380 --> 00:34:01,714 Honey, we need to talk. 334 00:34:03,214 --> 00:34:04,881 I'm leaving. 335 00:34:04,946 --> 00:34:07,112 - Jennifer! - What? 336 00:34:07,179 --> 00:34:08,347 Don't think you're taking the car. 337 00:34:08,412 --> 00:34:09,881 Doc paid for that car. 338 00:34:09,947 --> 00:34:11,648 I don't want his fucking car. 339 00:34:11,715 --> 00:34:13,281 I never wanna see that sick fuck again. 340 00:34:13,347 --> 00:34:16,447 How dare you? After all he's done for you! 341 00:34:18,947 --> 00:34:20,481 And where are you gonna go, Jennifer? 342 00:34:20,547 --> 00:34:22,582 - You don't have anywhere - Yes, I do! 343 00:34:23,846 --> 00:34:24,914 Yes, I do, Mom. 344 00:34:24,981 --> 00:34:26,781 Oh, Jen. 345 00:34:26,847 --> 00:34:27,915 Jen, I may be dumb, 346 00:34:27,980 --> 00:34:30,280 but you're a smart girl. Don't kid yourself. 347 00:34:30,347 --> 00:34:32,014 Like I'm passing up a great gig here? 348 00:34:32,081 --> 00:34:34,047 There are things about your father that you don't know. 349 00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:35,248 Oh, God, here we go again, 350 00:34:35,315 --> 00:34:36,682 are you kidding me? Are you kidding? 351 00:34:36,749 --> 00:34:38,849 It's not that he's a con man 352 00:34:38,916 --> 00:34:41,615 - or a swindler. - Mom, this is your shit! 353 00:34:41,681 --> 00:34:43,682 It's nothing to do with my relationship with him! 354 00:34:43,749 --> 00:34:46,316 ...he believes his own lies! 355 00:34:46,383 --> 00:34:47,982 Okay, let's talk about believing your own lies, 356 00:34:48,048 --> 00:34:49,381 shall we? 357 00:34:49,449 --> 00:34:51,649 Let's talk about protecting your children! 358 00:34:51,715 --> 00:34:55,615 It's your one fucking job to protect me! 359 00:34:55,682 --> 00:34:58,516 Listen to me, your father is a liar. 360 00:34:58,583 --> 00:35:00,483 - He's a liar. - Shut up! Please, shut up! 361 00:35:00,550 --> 00:35:03,183 Look, I know what I am, he doesn't. 362 00:35:03,249 --> 00:35:04,349 And if you're gonna go with him, 363 00:35:04,416 --> 00:35:05,783 pretty soon, you won't either. 364 00:35:05,850 --> 00:35:08,351 - You won't. - I'm done. I'm done. 365 00:35:08,417 --> 00:35:11,116 I'm done! I'm done! 366 00:35:11,183 --> 00:35:13,149 Your father... Your father is a liar. 367 00:35:13,216 --> 00:35:15,284 Get off me! 368 00:35:15,350 --> 00:35:18,149 I can't do this anymore! 369 00:35:18,216 --> 00:35:20,316 Stop! Stop! 370 00:35:20,383 --> 00:35:21,985 - Don't touch me! - Listen to me, Jennifer! 371 00:35:22,049 --> 00:35:23,516 He looks you square in the eyes 372 00:35:23,583 --> 00:35:25,382 and he shows you his heart, 373 00:35:25,450 --> 00:35:28,118 - and it is a lie! - Get out of my way! 374 00:35:28,184 --> 00:35:31,150 Get the fuck out of my way! 375 00:35:31,217 --> 00:35:32,583 Jennifer! 376 00:39:21,393 --> 00:39:22,860 Who's there? 377 00:39:25,126 --> 00:39:27,460 Dad, it's Jennifer. 378 00:39:30,927 --> 00:39:32,293 Jennifer? 379 00:39:34,227 --> 00:39:36,727 Yeah. Can you... Can you open the door? 380 00:39:37,394 --> 00:39:38,793 Jennifer? 381 00:40:05,061 --> 00:40:06,428 So... 382 00:40:07,761 --> 00:40:10,261 - how's school? - It's okay. 383 00:40:29,429 --> 00:40:30,929 Any thoughts about college? 384 00:40:36,328 --> 00:40:38,129 I guess you got time. 385 00:40:38,197 --> 00:40:40,297 Actually, I want to study journalism. 386 00:40:41,497 --> 00:40:44,564 Journalism? What kind of journalism? 387 00:40:45,362 --> 00:40:46,963 Investigative, maybe. 388 00:40:47,030 --> 00:40:49,863 I like that. 389 00:40:49,931 --> 00:40:51,196 I can see my snicklefritz 390 00:40:51,263 --> 00:40:52,763 taking on the titans of industries, 391 00:40:52,830 --> 00:40:55,230 a fast-food chain, motherfuckers. 392 00:40:56,964 --> 00:40:59,532 Just a bunch of crumbs bound together by dough, right? 393 00:41:03,364 --> 00:41:05,229 Dad, what do you do? 394 00:41:05,296 --> 00:41:06,864 What do you mean, what do I do? 395 00:41:06,931 --> 00:41:08,330 I mean, for a living. What do you do for a living? 396 00:41:08,397 --> 00:41:10,030 You know what I do for living. 397 00:41:10,097 --> 00:41:11,798 I'm an entrepreneur. 398 00:41:13,199 --> 00:41:16,232 My skill is opportunities. 399 00:41:17,964 --> 00:41:19,064 Like what? 400 00:41:19,131 --> 00:41:20,664 For instance, 401 00:41:20,731 --> 00:41:23,198 right now, I got a whole raft of businesses. 402 00:41:23,265 --> 00:41:26,064 I'm working a very broad portfolio. 403 00:41:26,131 --> 00:41:27,632 And when you work it that way, 404 00:41:27,699 --> 00:41:29,365 you're not depending on one business 405 00:41:29,431 --> 00:41:30,898 to be your bread and butter, you know? 406 00:41:30,966 --> 00:41:32,365 Yield goes down on one, 407 00:41:32,432 --> 00:41:33,865 pops up on another. 408 00:41:33,932 --> 00:41:36,531 And the good news is, 409 00:41:36,598 --> 00:41:38,199 that I'm doing really great with that. 410 00:42:00,265 --> 00:42:01,533 What's that? 411 00:42:03,999 --> 00:42:05,733 I'm moving out of Mom's. 412 00:42:08,267 --> 00:42:10,434 I can't stand it there anymore. 413 00:42:14,934 --> 00:42:16,501 Sorry. 414 00:42:16,567 --> 00:42:18,734 It's okay, babe. It's okay. 415 00:42:34,369 --> 00:42:35,767 What's the problem, Jennifer? 416 00:42:38,033 --> 00:42:39,569 Are you mixed up in drugs? 417 00:42:40,967 --> 00:42:41,835 No? 418 00:42:42,669 --> 00:42:44,235 So, what's the problem? 419 00:42:44,935 --> 00:42:46,435 I just gotta get out. 420 00:42:49,002 --> 00:42:50,936 I thought maybe I could come live with you. 421 00:43:00,101 --> 00:43:01,868 That kind of comes out of the blue. 422 00:43:06,535 --> 00:43:08,802 Some things in life are about timing. 423 00:43:10,570 --> 00:43:13,670 Timing, you see. See, uh, right now, 424 00:43:13,735 --> 00:43:15,603 I'm growing the business. Businesses. 425 00:43:16,770 --> 00:43:20,169 And it takes all the time God sends. 426 00:43:20,236 --> 00:43:21,437 I've just got a lot of... 427 00:43:21,503 --> 00:43:22,802 Yeah, I understand. It's... 428 00:43:22,869 --> 00:43:24,604 But I gotta keep the plates spinning. 429 00:43:24,671 --> 00:43:26,069 I gotta keep the balls in the air. 430 00:43:26,136 --> 00:43:28,603 It's okay, Dad. It's really... It's fine. 431 00:43:34,570 --> 00:43:36,838 I just want a fresh start, you know? 432 00:43:44,237 --> 00:43:45,437 Dad, I lied. 433 00:43:46,371 --> 00:43:48,304 In Sheboygan, I did a lot of drugs. 434 00:43:49,605 --> 00:43:51,739 I smoked weed, I did a lot of speed. 435 00:43:53,204 --> 00:43:55,272 Coke. 436 00:43:57,537 --> 00:43:59,637 I just did stupid things, you know? 437 00:43:59,704 --> 00:44:01,338 I'm angry at you. 438 00:44:01,403 --> 00:44:03,371 You're smarter than that. 439 00:44:03,437 --> 00:44:05,306 Don't think I couldn't tell. 440 00:44:05,372 --> 00:44:07,171 It's not my first rodeo. 441 00:44:07,238 --> 00:44:08,704 Have you done drugs? 442 00:44:08,771 --> 00:44:10,473 Never! Oh. 443 00:44:10,538 --> 00:44:12,371 Uh, in some medical circles, 444 00:44:12,438 --> 00:44:14,971 alcohol is classed a drug, 445 00:44:15,038 --> 00:44:16,238 so is tobacco. 446 00:44:17,872 --> 00:44:19,873 So, I'm not gonna sit here 447 00:44:19,940 --> 00:44:22,439 and tell you that I've never enjoyed a vodka gimlet 448 00:44:22,504 --> 00:44:24,439 on a Sunday afternoon. 449 00:44:25,271 --> 00:44:27,706 And, oh, what's this? 450 00:44:27,773 --> 00:44:29,473 Exhibit A, methinks. 451 00:44:33,573 --> 00:44:35,474 So, yes. 452 00:44:37,139 --> 00:44:39,707 But no, I've never done drugs. 453 00:44:39,773 --> 00:44:42,473 Narcotics... Are you kidding me? 454 00:44:42,539 --> 00:44:45,473 At the cabin, you had those plants in the cupboard. 455 00:44:46,405 --> 00:44:47,906 I used to sit up 8at night 456 00:44:47,973 --> 00:44:50,406 and see you and Debbie roll joint after joint. 457 00:44:51,572 --> 00:44:52,640 And I also saw you doing lines. 458 00:44:52,707 --> 00:44:54,307 I found coke in your drawer. 459 00:44:54,372 --> 00:44:55,574 Don't change the subject. 460 00:44:55,641 --> 00:44:57,275 I'm not changing the subject, I saw you. 461 00:44:57,341 --> 00:44:58,706 And how old were you? How could you possibly remember? 462 00:44:58,773 --> 00:45:00,441 I remember. I saw it, Dad. 463 00:45:00,506 --> 00:45:01,507 - You didn't. - Yes, I did. 464 00:45:01,574 --> 00:45:03,040 - You didn't. - I did. 465 00:45:03,106 --> 00:45:04,339 - You didn't. You didn't. - Yes, I did. I did. 466 00:45:04,406 --> 00:45:06,073 You didn't. You done? 467 00:45:06,140 --> 00:45:07,740 - Am I done? - With your food? 468 00:45:08,540 --> 00:45:09,841 - Yeah. - All right, let's go. 469 00:45:11,073 --> 00:45:12,473 Can I drive? 470 00:45:12,541 --> 00:45:14,141 Since when do you know how to drive? 471 00:45:14,206 --> 00:45:17,473 Since I was 11. Someone told me it was the only way 472 00:45:17,540 --> 00:45:19,141 to see the world. Remember? 473 00:45:19,209 --> 00:45:20,942 Must have been a pretty smart someone. 474 00:45:22,275 --> 00:45:23,475 Here. 475 00:45:26,707 --> 00:45:27,909 God damn it! 476 00:45:42,675 --> 00:45:44,743 Can we finish our conversation? 477 00:45:44,809 --> 00:45:47,410 Jennifer, whatever it was that you think you saw, 478 00:45:47,476 --> 00:45:49,508 or you saw, or you think you're alleging... 479 00:45:49,575 --> 00:45:52,643 Dad, I just think we should be straight with each other. 480 00:45:54,242 --> 00:45:55,909 We should tell each other the truth. 481 00:45:57,576 --> 00:45:58,944 I told you the truth. 482 00:46:11,244 --> 00:46:12,577 Okay. 483 00:46:14,076 --> 00:46:15,910 I've got some problems. 484 00:46:16,709 --> 00:46:19,142 Not drug problems. Not drugs. 485 00:46:19,209 --> 00:46:21,310 Um, business. 486 00:46:22,878 --> 00:46:25,344 And I owe some people some money, 487 00:46:25,410 --> 00:46:26,844 some big mistakes I made. 488 00:46:33,211 --> 00:46:34,912 Thank you for telling me. 489 00:46:38,378 --> 00:46:39,845 I don't want to be a burden. 490 00:46:43,244 --> 00:46:44,778 It's not a burden. 491 00:46:47,044 --> 00:46:49,878 Like I've been saying, it's a fresh start. 492 00:46:53,745 --> 00:46:55,779 Let's get you whipped into shape. 493 00:46:58,212 --> 00:47:00,246 No more darkness! 494 00:47:00,311 --> 00:47:02,644 - Whoa! Whoa, Jen! - No more hiding 495 00:47:02,711 --> 00:47:04,379 - from beautiful things. - Whoa, whoa! 496 00:47:04,445 --> 00:47:06,679 You know, Dad, these people you owe money to, Dad, 497 00:47:06,745 --> 00:47:09,045 you can just tell them you're getting a new job. 498 00:47:09,112 --> 00:47:10,580 A fresh start. 499 00:47:13,713 --> 00:47:16,179 "Age 39. Administration. Advertising." 500 00:47:16,245 --> 00:47:17,345 "Appraising. 501 00:47:17,412 --> 00:47:18,613 Apartment Building. Architect. 502 00:47:18,679 --> 00:47:20,847 Artist. Art Supply salesman. 503 00:47:20,913 --> 00:47:24,212 Antique trader. Applicator." Those are just the As. 504 00:47:24,279 --> 00:47:26,312 You're not 39, Dad. 505 00:47:26,379 --> 00:47:28,312 Well, I shaved a couple years off. 506 00:47:28,379 --> 00:47:30,679 I thought we were being honest. 507 00:47:30,745 --> 00:47:33,713 Also, you're listing way too many areas of expertise. 508 00:47:33,781 --> 00:47:35,414 It's a resume, Jennifer. 509 00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:37,580 They expect you to lie on a resume. 510 00:47:37,647 --> 00:47:39,880 Everybody lies on a resume, they factor it in. 511 00:47:41,380 --> 00:47:43,347 Oh, don't go too short on the top, 512 00:47:43,414 --> 00:47:45,248 it makes me look beak-ish. 513 00:47:58,781 --> 00:48:00,480 All right now, the pay is okay slash not great. 514 00:48:00,547 --> 00:48:01,981 It's $2.50 an hour, 515 00:48:02,047 --> 00:48:04,081 raise up to $3.50 after the first six months. 516 00:48:04,148 --> 00:48:05,715 That's great. It works for me. 517 00:48:05,781 --> 00:48:08,948 Sir, hi. Can I have a moment of your time? Okay. 518 00:48:10,347 --> 00:48:13,581 Hello. Hi. My name's Jennifer. Okay. 519 00:48:14,515 --> 00:48:16,915 - Great. - Yeah, absolutely. 520 00:48:16,982 --> 00:48:19,282 Thank you for supporting such a great cause, that's awesome. 521 00:48:21,047 --> 00:48:22,315 Excuse me. 522 00:48:23,616 --> 00:48:24,616 Excuse me. 523 00:48:49,348 --> 00:48:50,382 I got a job. 524 00:48:50,450 --> 00:48:53,018 - You did? - Yeah. 525 00:48:53,083 --> 00:48:55,349 You're looking at the new executive manager 526 00:48:55,416 --> 00:48:57,183 for Sailfeather Floatplanes. 527 00:48:57,249 --> 00:48:59,582 - Dad, that's fantastic. - Yeah. 528 00:48:59,649 --> 00:49:01,682 Well, it's a long way out of town. 529 00:49:01,749 --> 00:49:03,950 A managerial position, sure. 530 00:49:04,017 --> 00:49:06,484 And they made me lay out for a fancy new briefcase. 531 00:49:08,749 --> 00:49:09,951 But it's a job. 532 00:49:11,050 --> 00:49:12,217 We should celebrate. 533 00:49:13,084 --> 00:49:14,483 Yeah. 534 00:49:14,550 --> 00:49:16,384 There's a sensitive topic I've got to raise. 535 00:49:17,083 --> 00:49:18,416 I come home from work 536 00:49:18,483 --> 00:49:19,784 and I have a little stress. 537 00:49:21,451 --> 00:49:23,617 And I wind down... We've covered this. 538 00:49:23,684 --> 00:49:24,850 I keep a little Thai stick 539 00:49:24,917 --> 00:49:28,485 in that carved canoe on my dresser. 540 00:49:28,551 --> 00:49:31,252 And I went to my little carved canoe... 541 00:49:34,651 --> 00:49:36,552 Jennifer, have you touched my stash? 542 00:49:37,984 --> 00:49:39,686 - Yes. - Yes? 543 00:49:39,751 --> 00:49:41,618 I'm sorry, I didn't think you would notice. 544 00:49:41,685 --> 00:49:43,886 Okay, calling a house meeting. 545 00:49:43,952 --> 00:49:48,418 Rule number one, you stay away from my stash. Agreed? 546 00:49:48,485 --> 00:49:49,719 - Agreed. - Rule number two, 547 00:49:49,786 --> 00:49:52,086 you can smoke, but do it behind my back. 548 00:49:52,152 --> 00:49:53,719 Or we could smoke together? 549 00:49:53,786 --> 00:49:57,152 Don't you understand the concept of boundaries? 550 00:49:57,219 --> 00:49:59,386 Look, Jennifer, don't disappoint me. 551 00:49:59,453 --> 00:50:02,486 I'm off having to be the boss of many men 552 00:50:02,553 --> 00:50:04,720 in the bureaucratic world all day. 553 00:50:04,785 --> 00:50:08,685 I get home, I wanna know I've got my weed. 554 00:50:08,752 --> 00:50:09,986 Agreed? 555 00:50:10,053 --> 00:50:11,452 Agreed. 556 00:50:11,519 --> 00:50:12,987 Okay, this one's not a rule, 557 00:50:13,052 --> 00:50:17,518 but just consider changing your hair color back. 558 00:50:17,585 --> 00:50:19,220 Goodnight, darling, I'm going to bed. 559 00:50:57,388 --> 00:50:58,822 Nick wrote me. 560 00:51:00,887 --> 00:51:01,755 You're drawing? 561 00:51:02,756 --> 00:51:04,390 You bought yourself a car? 562 00:51:05,954 --> 00:51:07,323 Something like that, 563 00:51:07,388 --> 00:51:09,422 I dropped 400 bucks to see how long it'll last. 564 00:51:11,156 --> 00:51:12,256 How was work? 565 00:51:13,054 --> 00:51:14,555 You're home kinda early. 566 00:51:14,622 --> 00:51:17,622 You know, I wanna show you something. 567 00:51:18,188 --> 00:51:19,590 Sit yourself down. 568 00:51:29,989 --> 00:51:30,789 What's that? 569 00:51:32,157 --> 00:51:33,390 Uh... 570 00:51:33,455 --> 00:51:35,089 It's a jean stretcher. 571 00:51:35,156 --> 00:51:37,090 It makes jeans longer. 572 00:51:37,156 --> 00:51:38,556 - Really? - Yeah. 573 00:51:38,624 --> 00:51:40,424 Well, you know how my jeans are always too short, 574 00:51:40,490 --> 00:51:41,990 but they're fine when I buy them. 575 00:51:42,057 --> 00:51:43,657 It's just when I put them in the wash, they shrink, 576 00:51:43,724 --> 00:51:45,891 and millions of people have that problem. 577 00:51:46,290 --> 00:51:47,591 Observe. 578 00:51:51,791 --> 00:51:52,925 See how that works? 579 00:51:55,123 --> 00:51:58,057 See? $12.95 for one 580 00:51:58,125 --> 00:52:00,691 and $25 for two. 581 00:52:00,756 --> 00:52:03,224 - That sound fair to you? - Sure. 582 00:52:03,290 --> 00:52:05,892 Let me show you the art. It's for the ad. 583 00:52:05,958 --> 00:52:08,224 I've already paid for it to run in the paper next week, 584 00:52:08,291 --> 00:52:10,191 but I've gotta check my pennies in the piggy. 585 00:52:10,256 --> 00:52:11,724 It's great. 586 00:52:11,790 --> 00:52:13,058 It's a great thing to have alongside the day job. 587 00:52:13,124 --> 00:52:15,524 Exactly, snicklefritz. 588 00:52:15,590 --> 00:52:17,924 It just, it goes along with the whole big raft. 589 00:52:17,992 --> 00:52:19,524 Now, don't go anywhere, 590 00:52:19,590 --> 00:52:21,225 there's a lot more I wanna tell ya. 591 00:52:26,658 --> 00:52:28,925 I had a couple of other opportunities. 592 00:52:30,391 --> 00:52:31,959 I got offered a couple other jobs, 593 00:52:32,025 --> 00:52:33,960 even better money, but they're all labor. 594 00:52:37,558 --> 00:52:38,927 I could never do that. 595 00:52:40,425 --> 00:52:42,259 In the workplace, 596 00:52:43,559 --> 00:52:45,927 I'm strictly a suit-and-tie man. 597 00:53:20,193 --> 00:53:23,527 My father's misguided sense of pride 598 00:53:23,594 --> 00:53:25,360 seemed so endlessly wed 599 00:53:25,427 --> 00:53:27,762 to his own shame and disappointment. 600 00:53:41,729 --> 00:53:44,695 For Dad, Flag Day was all of America 601 00:53:44,762 --> 00:53:46,763 celebrating his birthday. 602 00:53:48,896 --> 00:53:52,061 He believed he was owed that much, 603 00:53:52,128 --> 00:53:54,930 that it was the least his country should do for him. 604 00:54:28,030 --> 00:54:30,598 We've done our cost benefit analysis. 605 00:54:30,664 --> 00:54:32,765 We've decided to cancel the ad. 606 00:54:33,364 --> 00:54:34,964 What? 607 00:54:35,030 --> 00:54:36,564 No, that's bullshit! 608 00:54:36,631 --> 00:54:39,631 Are you trying to bilk me out of 16 fucking dollars? 609 00:54:39,698 --> 00:54:41,430 I'm gonna have the president of Vogel Products 610 00:54:41,497 --> 00:54:42,932 call you right back! 611 00:55:07,865 --> 00:55:09,566 You dog-fuckers. 612 00:55:10,531 --> 00:55:13,698 May you all die screaming 613 00:55:13,765 --> 00:55:15,632 in fucking cancer! 614 00:55:15,698 --> 00:55:18,365 You motherfucking bastards! 615 00:56:28,700 --> 00:56:30,967 "Through the years, long and wearing, 616 00:56:31,835 --> 00:56:34,735 with you my dreams I will be sharing. 617 00:56:37,067 --> 00:56:38,702 I understand your pain 618 00:56:38,769 --> 00:56:40,870 and know in my heart that we're the same. 619 00:56:42,568 --> 00:56:45,368 In whatever you choose to endeavor, 620 00:56:45,436 --> 00:56:47,836 I will support you forever and ever. 621 00:56:50,302 --> 00:56:51,735 Love, Jennifer." 622 00:56:57,870 --> 00:56:59,736 Where are my goddamn cigarettes? 623 00:57:01,370 --> 00:57:02,938 Oh, there. 624 00:57:05,537 --> 00:57:08,004 God. Look what you've done to me. 625 00:57:17,138 --> 00:57:18,771 You gonna make a wish? 626 00:57:34,371 --> 00:57:35,904 Don't move. I'll be right back. 627 00:57:39,571 --> 00:57:41,772 I drove by your work today, Dad. 628 00:57:46,773 --> 00:57:49,005 You should be proud. 629 00:57:49,071 --> 00:57:50,773 You're doing honest work. 630 00:57:53,039 --> 00:57:54,305 Open it. 631 00:58:00,438 --> 00:58:02,272 Oh, God. Damn it. 632 00:58:02,340 --> 00:58:04,739 You idiot. 633 00:58:07,806 --> 00:58:10,574 - Do you remember that? - Yeah. 634 00:58:15,372 --> 00:58:16,839 You told me to describe the cowboy 635 00:58:16,905 --> 00:58:19,272 while you sketched with your back to him. 636 00:58:19,940 --> 00:58:21,373 You said that 637 00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:23,472 if you describe something well enough, 638 00:58:23,540 --> 00:58:25,241 anyone can see it. 639 00:58:26,772 --> 00:58:28,739 Sorry about... 640 00:58:30,608 --> 00:58:33,708 - It's okay, Dad. - No, it's not okay. 641 00:58:33,772 --> 00:58:36,740 It's not okay. It's not okay. 642 00:58:39,072 --> 00:58:40,607 I appreciate... 643 00:58:41,941 --> 00:58:43,274 so much. 644 00:58:44,407 --> 00:58:46,474 What you did, I mean, 645 00:58:46,541 --> 00:58:49,307 all of this that you did for me. 646 00:58:49,374 --> 00:58:50,575 It's... 647 00:58:53,875 --> 00:58:56,942 And I just so want you to know... 648 00:59:03,675 --> 00:59:05,708 ...for you, baby, I'd climb any mountain. 649 00:59:06,908 --> 00:59:10,841 And no matter what happens, I'm gonna be there. 650 00:59:10,908 --> 00:59:12,375 No matter. 651 00:59:12,442 --> 00:59:15,175 The whole fucking world could explode 652 00:59:15,242 --> 00:59:16,908 and I will be here for you. 653 00:59:16,974 --> 00:59:18,909 I know. 654 00:59:21,741 --> 00:59:22,742 Do ya? 655 00:59:23,909 --> 00:59:25,209 Yes, Dad. 656 00:59:25,276 --> 00:59:26,742 Thank God. 657 00:59:29,074 --> 00:59:31,743 Oh, my darling baby girl. 658 00:59:40,010 --> 00:59:42,610 Things are really good here, Nick. 659 00:59:42,677 --> 00:59:45,477 Dad seems to actually be changing. 660 00:59:47,944 --> 00:59:49,678 He's been more honest with me 661 00:59:49,744 --> 00:59:51,410 and is finally even willing to work 662 00:59:51,477 --> 00:59:53,743 a regular boring job for a living. 663 00:59:57,542 --> 00:59:59,643 Please, please, write me back. 664 01:00:00,243 --> 01:00:01,543 Love, Jen. 665 01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:58,180 You... You colored your hair. 666 01:00:58,247 --> 01:00:59,746 I colored my hair? 667 01:01:02,879 --> 01:01:05,113 I haven't changed my clothes in three fucking days 668 01:01:05,180 --> 01:01:07,314 because the cops wouldn't let me back in the house. 669 01:01:09,580 --> 01:01:12,613 Can I... Can I get a cigarette, man? 670 01:01:16,246 --> 01:01:17,580 Here you go. 671 01:01:25,047 --> 01:01:26,248 Thank you. 672 01:01:28,912 --> 01:01:32,380 I was reading recently in Reader's Digest... 673 01:01:33,747 --> 01:01:38,546 about the power of the subconscious mind 674 01:01:38,613 --> 01:01:41,949 and how our actions are not consciously willed, 675 01:01:43,614 --> 01:01:48,714 but are what our inner beings secretly divine for us. 676 01:01:48,781 --> 01:01:50,481 Some people think it's the gods. 677 01:01:50,548 --> 01:01:53,215 I think you make your bed, 678 01:01:53,282 --> 01:01:54,382 or your mind makes your bed. 679 01:01:54,448 --> 01:01:55,583 What's that on your forehead? 680 01:01:56,582 --> 01:01:57,916 - What is that? - Nothing. Nothing. 681 01:01:59,448 --> 01:02:01,083 What do you mean it's nothing? 682 01:02:01,150 --> 01:02:02,315 I see it, it's right there. 683 01:02:02,382 --> 01:02:04,349 Well, I cut myself. 684 01:02:04,416 --> 01:02:05,649 What are you talking about? 685 01:02:05,716 --> 01:02:07,216 - It's not even a cut. - Yeah. 686 01:02:07,282 --> 01:02:08,614 What is it? 687 01:02:08,682 --> 01:02:10,483 What happened? 688 01:02:10,549 --> 01:02:12,682 - Jennifer... - It's red raw, 689 01:02:12,749 --> 01:02:13,782 it's a huge welt! 690 01:02:14,948 --> 01:02:17,515 Dad, this is important. 691 01:02:17,582 --> 01:02:19,315 When did you decide to do this? 692 01:02:19,382 --> 01:02:21,817 Jen, I... Listen. I've been asked 693 01:02:21,884 --> 01:02:23,816 a lot of questions lately and I'm a little... 694 01:02:23,882 --> 01:02:26,249 - Shut up! - I've been getting asked 695 01:02:26,316 --> 01:02:28,150 a lot of questions lately, Jen! 696 01:02:28,217 --> 01:02:29,483 Then answer mine! 697 01:02:29,548 --> 01:02:30,882 - Hey, cool it! - It's okay. 698 01:02:31,716 --> 01:02:33,817 I'm a little tired. 699 01:02:37,083 --> 01:02:38,451 Oh. 700 01:02:39,284 --> 01:02:41,050 You're tired? 701 01:02:41,117 --> 01:02:44,416 You're tired? Are you fucking kidding me? 702 01:02:44,483 --> 01:02:46,017 Okay, okay. Come on. It's okay, it's okay! 703 01:02:46,083 --> 01:02:48,316 - Are you fucking kidding me? - No, no, no, no! 704 01:02:48,383 --> 01:02:49,516 - Come on, baby! - That's it. 705 01:02:49,583 --> 01:02:51,451 Just one more second, I promise. 706 01:02:53,251 --> 01:02:54,984 Answer the fucking question, 707 01:02:55,051 --> 01:02:56,618 just tell me the truth! 708 01:02:56,685 --> 01:03:00,352 You're only interested in what the cops' story is. 709 01:03:00,418 --> 01:03:02,484 You don't even wanna hear mine. 710 01:03:02,550 --> 01:03:04,150 - Dad... - I'm guilty until proven innocent. 711 01:03:04,218 --> 01:03:06,484 I don't have any rights, do I? 712 01:03:06,551 --> 01:03:09,117 Do I? Do I? I've got a cop standing right here. 713 01:03:09,184 --> 01:03:10,884 - I've been in a fucking... - They caught you 714 01:03:10,951 --> 01:03:12,718 - with the money in the car. - Huh? 715 01:03:12,784 --> 01:03:15,318 You had a gun, you have a fucking huge welt 716 01:03:15,385 --> 01:03:16,818 - where you glued on a wig! - I... 717 01:03:16,885 --> 01:03:19,252 Look, you know, I'm at a disadvantage. 718 01:03:19,318 --> 01:03:21,253 I can't see what you're talking about. 719 01:03:22,885 --> 01:03:23,886 My God. 720 01:03:35,418 --> 01:03:37,886 I need to know when you decided to do this. 721 01:03:41,852 --> 01:03:43,986 I'm not lying to you, Jennifer. 722 01:03:44,053 --> 01:03:47,387 It... It just is more complicated 723 01:03:47,454 --> 01:03:49,653 - than that, come on. - So, you're innocent? 724 01:03:51,153 --> 01:03:53,320 You don't... 725 01:03:53,385 --> 01:03:54,985 You don't get it yet, 726 01:03:55,053 --> 01:03:57,819 you're gonna get it when you walk a mile in my shoes. 727 01:03:57,886 --> 01:03:59,886 You're gonna understand, trust me. 728 01:03:59,953 --> 01:04:02,419 You're gonna understand one day when you walk a mile... 729 01:04:02,486 --> 01:04:05,353 You will never fucking change! 730 01:04:05,420 --> 01:04:07,020 - Jen! Jen! - Come on, that's enough. 731 01:04:07,087 --> 01:04:10,387 - Up. Come on, let's go. - Okay, wait, okay. Fuck, man! 732 01:04:10,454 --> 01:04:13,387 God, fuck, man. 733 01:04:51,756 --> 01:04:53,957 Come on! 734 01:04:55,090 --> 01:04:56,355 Fuck. 735 01:04:56,989 --> 01:04:59,257 Come on, come on, come on. 736 01:04:59,322 --> 01:05:01,922 God fucking damn it! 737 01:05:02,988 --> 01:05:04,889 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! 738 01:05:34,056 --> 01:05:37,290 Dad was originally sentenced to 15 years. 739 01:05:38,624 --> 01:05:40,691 He wrote letters I didn't receive. 740 01:05:40,758 --> 01:05:43,657 I was never in one place long enough, 741 01:05:43,724 --> 01:05:46,557 and left no forwarding addresses. 742 01:05:51,391 --> 01:05:54,492 He wanted so badly to make his mark, 743 01:05:54,557 --> 01:05:56,758 and in his way, he did. 744 01:05:58,325 --> 01:06:00,725 He left a trail of failed schemes, 745 01:06:00,792 --> 01:06:04,026 squandered money, and broken hearts. 746 01:06:04,092 --> 01:06:08,758 Now, my abiding concern was who I would become 747 01:06:08,825 --> 01:06:12,992 and whether I myself wanted to matter at all. 748 01:10:20,536 --> 01:10:22,668 I used to tell myself, 749 01:10:24,236 --> 01:10:25,469 "Patty, 750 01:10:26,468 --> 01:10:28,335 you never saw a three-story building 751 01:10:28,403 --> 01:10:30,237 before you met John Vogel. 752 01:10:31,703 --> 01:10:35,770 You were young and he was a tidal wave." 753 01:10:42,902 --> 01:10:44,404 But the truth is... 754 01:10:47,304 --> 01:10:48,837 I wasn't that young. 755 01:10:51,738 --> 01:10:54,905 And there is no justifying any of it. 756 01:10:58,738 --> 01:11:00,904 You and Nick deserved more from me. 757 01:11:02,237 --> 01:11:03,805 - Mom. - Don't. 758 01:11:11,104 --> 01:11:12,703 How are you for money? 759 01:11:12,770 --> 01:11:15,438 It's kind of tight, but I'm gonna look 760 01:11:15,505 --> 01:11:17,238 for something in Minneapolis. 761 01:11:17,305 --> 01:11:19,270 Mom? 762 01:11:19,337 --> 01:11:20,771 I got your juice. 763 01:11:20,838 --> 01:11:21,772 Mom? 764 01:11:26,338 --> 01:11:27,872 Hey, baby brother. 765 01:11:32,904 --> 01:11:35,272 You got me my favorite cookies. 766 01:11:35,939 --> 01:11:36,938 Yes! 767 01:11:38,706 --> 01:11:40,506 God, I can't believe you. 768 01:11:40,573 --> 01:11:45,705 Oh! It's so beautiful! Look at that! 769 01:11:45,772 --> 01:11:47,740 Oh, babe, I gotta get off the phone, though, 770 01:11:47,807 --> 01:11:50,472 'cause my sister's cab is about to be here. 771 01:11:52,139 --> 01:11:53,239 Okay. 772 01:11:53,307 --> 01:11:54,640 All right, I love you, too. 773 01:11:56,341 --> 01:11:58,073 Just... Just take it, baby. 774 01:11:58,740 --> 01:12:00,407 It's what I can afford. 775 01:12:00,474 --> 01:12:01,573 It should help get you started. 776 01:12:01,639 --> 01:12:02,772 Mom, this is too much. 777 01:12:02,839 --> 01:12:04,474 It's... Take it. 778 01:12:07,339 --> 01:12:08,908 Thank you. 779 01:12:10,407 --> 01:12:12,441 Really, thank you so much. 780 01:12:41,675 --> 01:12:42,908 Why do you want to be a journalist? 781 01:12:44,974 --> 01:12:47,675 Well, I think this country has a fine tradition 782 01:12:47,742 --> 01:12:50,276 in journalism, and I truly believe 783 01:12:50,342 --> 01:12:51,740 I have something to offer in the field. 784 01:12:53,308 --> 01:12:55,542 Personally, I think this country has a need 785 01:12:55,609 --> 01:12:57,209 for a deeper understanding 786 01:12:57,276 --> 01:12:59,575 on a wide variety of issues, 787 01:12:59,642 --> 01:13:02,776 both on a local and global scale. 788 01:13:04,109 --> 01:13:07,909 You submitted three excellent sample articles. 789 01:13:07,976 --> 01:13:10,509 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 790 01:13:12,909 --> 01:13:14,810 So, why did you lie on your application? 791 01:13:15,774 --> 01:13:18,444 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 792 01:13:18,509 --> 01:13:20,844 Your references don't pan out. 793 01:13:20,909 --> 01:13:23,877 We contacted your high school in Sheboygan. 794 01:13:23,944 --> 01:13:26,343 You dropped out with Fs and Ds. 795 01:13:26,410 --> 01:13:29,077 Sorry, there's... There's been a mistake. 796 01:13:29,144 --> 01:13:30,410 Miss Vogel, there is no one 797 01:13:30,476 --> 01:13:31,910 by the name of John Vogel 798 01:13:31,977 --> 01:13:35,577 working for JK Lowe Insurance in Seattle. 799 01:13:35,643 --> 01:13:38,476 - I'm not lying! - You can't BS your way 800 01:13:38,543 --> 01:13:40,910 into the University of Minnesota. 801 01:13:42,144 --> 01:13:43,345 Who's that? 802 01:13:48,243 --> 01:13:49,745 You're right. 803 01:13:50,777 --> 01:13:52,711 My dad's a bank robber. He's spending 15 years 804 01:13:52,778 --> 01:13:54,644 in an Arizona federal penitentiary, 805 01:13:54,710 --> 01:13:55,712 and I flunked out of school. 806 01:13:55,778 --> 01:13:56,944 Sorry for wasting your time. 807 01:13:57,011 --> 01:13:58,510 Hold it, Jennifer. 808 01:14:00,111 --> 01:14:03,579 Your sample articles, you did write those. 809 01:14:08,111 --> 01:14:09,546 Seems to me that a person 810 01:14:09,611 --> 01:14:11,977 who really wants to be a journalist 811 01:14:12,045 --> 01:14:14,546 has to have an awfully strong motivation 812 01:14:14,611 --> 01:14:16,446 to find the truth in things. 813 01:14:18,479 --> 01:14:20,613 Why do you want to be a journalist? 814 01:14:38,913 --> 01:14:40,313 I want to matter. 815 01:14:50,513 --> 01:14:53,879 Dear Jennifer, wow! 816 01:14:53,946 --> 01:14:55,914 Nick tells me you really impressed somebody 817 01:14:55,980 --> 01:14:59,046 over there at the University of Minnesota. 818 01:14:59,112 --> 01:15:00,780 Hmm. My snicklefritz. 819 01:15:02,113 --> 01:15:03,713 I always knew 820 01:15:03,781 --> 01:15:05,647 you were gonna be something very special. 821 01:15:16,015 --> 01:15:17,282 Hi, Jen. 822 01:15:18,147 --> 01:15:20,047 In places like this, 823 01:15:20,114 --> 01:15:22,848 the world seems to forget we ever existed. 824 01:15:22,914 --> 01:15:25,582 It's as if we're all just ghosts 825 01:15:25,649 --> 01:15:27,515 evaporating from the Earth. 826 01:15:36,848 --> 01:15:39,747 Hi, me again. 827 01:15:39,814 --> 01:15:42,615 I'm told congratulations are in order. 828 01:15:42,681 --> 01:15:44,515 Seems your temp job has led your editor 829 01:15:44,582 --> 01:15:47,181 to give you a shot at writing. 830 01:15:47,248 --> 01:15:50,249 Well, I'm super proud of you, my little girl. 831 01:16:02,582 --> 01:16:04,683 Hi, number one. 832 01:16:04,749 --> 01:16:06,583 I guess you're either not receiving 833 01:16:06,649 --> 01:16:08,850 or just not reading my letters. 834 01:16:09,783 --> 01:16:12,050 I sure wish you'd write me back. 835 01:16:12,117 --> 01:16:13,751 Excuse me. What's the time? 836 01:16:18,416 --> 01:16:19,749 Between writing you letters 837 01:16:19,816 --> 01:16:21,549 and working in the prison print shop, 838 01:16:21,617 --> 01:16:23,984 I keep myself busy. 839 01:16:24,051 --> 01:16:26,983 I think because I sketch pretty well, I'm good at it. 840 01:16:27,050 --> 01:16:30,917 Maybe I can add graphic designer to my resume. Ha-ha. 841 01:16:40,684 --> 01:16:42,017 It's cold here, 842 01:16:42,085 --> 01:16:44,685 so it must be freezing where you are. 843 01:16:45,285 --> 01:16:46,852 Boy, once I get out, 844 01:16:46,919 --> 01:16:48,752 I'm never ever coming back to prison again. 845 01:17:01,718 --> 01:17:04,318 Jennifer Vogel. 846 01:17:04,385 --> 01:17:06,084 University graduate. 847 01:17:07,118 --> 01:17:09,485 I'm sure sorry I missed it, honey. 848 01:17:10,418 --> 01:17:12,286 If I could have broken out of here, 849 01:17:13,220 --> 01:17:14,553 I'd have been there. 850 01:17:54,421 --> 01:17:56,922 I wanna thank all of you for being here today, 851 01:17:58,421 --> 01:18:00,720 all of you who spoke, 852 01:18:00,787 --> 01:18:02,620 all of you who have been friends of mine 853 01:18:02,686 --> 01:18:04,720 for so many years. 854 01:18:04,787 --> 01:18:07,455 All of you who have given me your support... 855 01:18:23,988 --> 01:18:26,588 Wow! Do me a favor. 856 01:18:26,655 --> 01:18:28,455 Wanna read back that last part for me? 857 01:18:29,489 --> 01:18:30,722 "It's risky and sensationalist, 858 01:18:30,788 --> 01:18:32,055 it's also true." 859 01:18:32,122 --> 01:18:33,222 "We back up the court files 860 01:18:33,289 --> 01:18:34,389 with interviews from lawyers, 861 01:18:34,455 --> 01:18:35,855 investigators, and scientists. 862 01:18:35,922 --> 01:18:37,423 More importantly, they're poisoning the water." 863 01:18:37,490 --> 01:18:38,923 "Poisoning the water." Yes. Yes. 864 01:18:40,422 --> 01:18:41,522 But all these things are true, 865 01:18:41,589 --> 01:18:43,322 and it's our job to write about it. 866 01:18:44,556 --> 01:18:45,856 So, take "yes" for an answer. 867 01:18:47,090 --> 01:18:49,124 You're not worried about backlash from Brentax? 868 01:18:49,190 --> 01:18:51,523 No! If there's backlash, I'll blame the whole thing on who? 869 01:18:51,589 --> 01:18:53,923 - Fucking Vogel. - Fucking Vogel. 870 01:18:53,990 --> 01:18:56,558 I survived this business pretty well playing good cop. 871 01:18:56,624 --> 01:18:58,890 Well, I'll be twirling my moustache. 872 01:19:23,390 --> 01:19:24,591 Hi. 873 01:19:28,491 --> 01:19:29,925 Is that you, number one? 874 01:19:31,124 --> 01:19:33,392 You're... You're all grown up. 875 01:19:34,325 --> 01:19:35,592 You look terrific. 876 01:19:37,625 --> 01:19:39,459 You look just terrific. 877 01:19:42,358 --> 01:19:43,792 When did you get out? 878 01:19:43,859 --> 01:19:45,891 I was just wondering if... 879 01:19:45,958 --> 01:19:49,025 maybe you could pull away for an hour, 880 01:19:49,092 --> 01:19:50,292 come have lunch with me? 881 01:19:51,158 --> 01:19:51,959 Um... 882 01:19:53,459 --> 01:19:54,858 I mean, not if it's bad timing. 883 01:19:54,926 --> 01:19:57,893 No, it's fine, I can get an early lunch. 884 01:20:00,127 --> 01:20:01,593 Let me just grab my purse. 885 01:20:01,659 --> 01:20:04,393 Oh, I've got money. I'm okay, I'm okay. 886 01:20:04,458 --> 01:20:07,326 - I mean, I just... - Okay. Oh, sure. 887 01:20:07,392 --> 01:20:09,226 Sure, I'll wait here. 888 01:20:09,293 --> 01:20:10,759 - I'll be right back. - Okay. 889 01:20:17,092 --> 01:20:18,661 Dad... 890 01:20:18,728 --> 01:20:20,460 I didn't know you were getting out. 891 01:20:22,392 --> 01:20:23,894 Did you tell anyone? 892 01:20:24,626 --> 01:20:26,426 Did anybody pick you up? 893 01:20:28,893 --> 01:20:31,960 The truth is, I've actually been out for a while. 894 01:20:33,295 --> 01:20:34,628 How long? 895 01:20:35,994 --> 01:20:37,395 A year and a bit. 896 01:20:38,627 --> 01:20:40,628 A year and a bit? What the hell? 897 01:20:41,295 --> 01:20:42,461 You don't call or write 898 01:20:42,528 --> 01:20:43,661 and you've been out a year and a bit? 899 01:20:43,728 --> 01:20:45,128 I wrote you a hundred times 900 01:20:45,194 --> 01:20:47,260 from prison. I didn't hear anything back. 901 01:20:47,326 --> 01:20:48,794 No response, nothing. 902 01:20:49,794 --> 01:20:51,162 Why would I think anything would change 903 01:20:51,229 --> 01:20:52,662 when I got out here? 904 01:20:54,427 --> 01:20:56,562 Did you even read any of my letters? 905 01:20:57,827 --> 01:20:59,761 I was kind of on the road for a while. 906 01:21:01,562 --> 01:21:02,727 I got 'em when I got back, 907 01:21:02,794 --> 01:21:04,894 and I read some of them. I just... 908 01:21:08,729 --> 01:21:10,895 What have you been doing for over a year? 909 01:21:12,161 --> 01:21:14,696 Well, I got a... I got a business. 910 01:21:14,763 --> 01:21:15,929 A little, uh, 911 01:21:17,462 --> 01:21:19,895 print and copy business down at Center City. 912 01:21:22,729 --> 01:21:25,296 It's called Center City Print & Copy. Catchy, huh? 913 01:21:25,363 --> 01:21:26,930 - A print shop? - Yep. 914 01:21:28,395 --> 01:21:29,796 How did you afford that? 915 01:21:30,729 --> 01:21:32,163 I wouldn't go too far there. 916 01:21:32,230 --> 01:21:34,664 I mean, it was only a couple thousand down. 917 01:21:34,731 --> 01:21:38,462 Previous owner had bad business sense and terminal cancer. 918 01:21:38,529 --> 01:21:40,430 It's a tiny business, 919 01:21:40,497 --> 01:21:42,063 but I do have one account. 920 01:21:42,130 --> 01:21:45,629 One client that's, you know, a pretty big deal, 921 01:21:45,695 --> 01:21:47,398 that covers me all right. 922 01:21:48,596 --> 01:21:50,530 In fact, I was able, recently, 923 01:21:50,597 --> 01:21:52,896 to do something I've been dreaming about for... 924 01:21:54,097 --> 01:21:55,030 a long time. 925 01:21:55,896 --> 01:21:56,930 What? 926 01:21:59,431 --> 01:22:00,932 I took a one-month rental... 927 01:22:02,263 --> 01:22:04,131 of a cabin 928 01:22:04,199 --> 01:22:06,564 up at the lake where we spent that summer. 929 01:22:07,198 --> 01:22:08,197 Mm-hmm. 930 01:22:08,264 --> 01:22:10,466 And matter of fact, 931 01:22:11,598 --> 01:22:14,832 I was thinking of going out there 932 01:22:14,898 --> 01:22:16,698 this weekend, just for a day. 933 01:22:16,764 --> 01:22:18,330 I don't have a lot of time, 934 01:22:18,397 --> 01:22:19,532 parole and all that, 935 01:22:19,599 --> 01:22:21,398 so I'd like to make the time special 936 01:22:21,465 --> 01:22:22,899 if I'm gonna spend time there. 937 01:22:22,966 --> 01:22:25,566 I thought maybe you and I'd go open her up. 938 01:22:25,633 --> 01:22:27,332 Barbecue, 939 01:22:27,399 --> 01:22:29,033 take the boat out on the lake. 940 01:22:33,465 --> 01:22:36,032 Um, I don't think I can. 941 01:22:38,500 --> 01:22:39,866 Well, hey, let's see... 942 01:22:41,832 --> 01:22:44,198 How about this following weekend, what's that, uh... 943 01:22:45,865 --> 01:22:48,799 - That's the, uh... - I have to work next weekend. 944 01:22:50,632 --> 01:22:52,365 Hey, how about the weekend after that? 945 01:22:52,433 --> 01:22:54,034 That'd be the 30th. 946 01:22:56,167 --> 01:22:57,566 I don't know, I have to check. 947 01:22:57,633 --> 01:22:59,267 Okay, well, why don't you check, 948 01:22:59,334 --> 01:23:00,999 and if you can't make it, 949 01:23:01,066 --> 01:23:03,468 we can do it the weekend after that. I'm pretty flexible. 950 01:23:21,167 --> 01:23:22,302 Here. 951 01:23:23,101 --> 01:23:25,835 This is it. Chez moi. 952 01:23:27,235 --> 01:23:29,302 It's not that bad. 953 01:23:30,368 --> 01:23:31,935 I'll be getting out in a few weeks. 954 01:23:39,969 --> 01:23:42,736 I just don't know if I'm ready for any of this, Dad. 955 01:23:45,202 --> 01:23:46,735 It's a lot. 956 01:23:54,568 --> 01:23:56,636 So, you have my number. 957 01:23:57,735 --> 01:23:59,769 I do. I do. 958 01:24:01,069 --> 01:24:03,970 So, you'll let me know if you change your mind. 959 01:24:04,669 --> 01:24:06,104 Come by. 960 01:24:06,169 --> 01:24:07,969 - Yeah. - And I'm flexible. 961 01:24:08,036 --> 01:24:10,902 You know, I could do pretty much any time you want. 962 01:24:12,004 --> 01:24:12,803 Um... 963 01:24:14,137 --> 01:24:16,203 Well, I, uh... 964 01:24:16,269 --> 01:24:18,036 I'm just so proud of you, 965 01:24:18,102 --> 01:24:22,169 it felt... it was so great to see you. 966 01:24:22,236 --> 01:24:24,337 I mean, all that you've achieved. 967 01:24:27,803 --> 01:24:30,803 I guess what remains to be said, 968 01:24:31,637 --> 01:24:33,803 and I hope you believe this... 969 01:24:36,536 --> 01:24:40,404 is that... people do change. 970 01:25:35,806 --> 01:25:38,539 ...Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, 971 01:25:38,606 --> 01:25:40,839 South Dakota, Tennessee... 972 01:25:55,740 --> 01:25:57,374 Jennifer, call me when you get a chance, 973 01:25:57,440 --> 01:25:58,741 will you, please, honey? 974 01:26:02,640 --> 01:26:04,807 Hi, it's me. Please call. 975 01:26:08,573 --> 01:26:10,307 Jen, please call. 976 01:26:11,341 --> 01:26:13,908 Jennifer, it's dad. 977 01:26:14,807 --> 01:26:16,041 Please pick up. 978 01:26:22,241 --> 01:26:24,075 Hi, kid, it's Dad. Can you please pick up? 979 01:26:26,809 --> 01:26:28,576 Hey, Jen. I know you're busy. 980 01:26:28,642 --> 01:26:30,042 Just wanted to remind you that 981 01:26:30,108 --> 01:26:32,943 there's a beautiful lake one phone call away. 982 01:26:39,809 --> 01:26:43,076 Texas, Utah, 983 01:26:43,142 --> 01:26:45,908 Vermont, Virginia, 984 01:26:45,975 --> 01:26:48,543 Washington, West Virginia, 985 01:26:48,610 --> 01:26:51,043 Wisconsin, Wyoming. 986 01:26:54,443 --> 01:26:55,677 Look at that. 987 01:26:58,943 --> 01:27:02,311 You've got a, a delicate kind of beauty. 988 01:27:03,310 --> 01:27:05,110 You got delicate features, 989 01:27:05,177 --> 01:27:07,311 like I did when I was your age. 990 01:27:08,409 --> 01:27:10,743 Your nose, your eyes, 991 01:27:11,543 --> 01:27:13,544 and I see that little gap closed 992 01:27:13,609 --> 01:27:15,343 twixt your teeth. 993 01:27:16,177 --> 01:27:17,645 When you're older, 994 01:27:18,743 --> 01:27:21,877 you'll have a more unusual beauty. 995 01:27:21,944 --> 01:27:24,644 People gotta look real hard to see it, but if they look, 996 01:27:25,610 --> 01:27:27,910 they'll see it, 'cause it's there. 997 01:27:32,876 --> 01:27:34,843 I think the greatest hope a man can have 998 01:27:34,910 --> 01:27:37,746 is to leave something beautiful behind. 999 01:27:41,010 --> 01:27:42,678 Something that he made. 1000 01:28:39,613 --> 01:28:42,180 I am so damn happy you came out here. 1001 01:28:45,980 --> 01:28:46,781 Jennifer... 1002 01:28:49,413 --> 01:28:50,913 I want to apologize. 1003 01:28:56,715 --> 01:28:58,582 I had a long time to... 1004 01:28:59,814 --> 01:29:02,281 to reflect on my mistakes. 1005 01:29:03,281 --> 01:29:04,748 I've mulled it... 1006 01:29:06,514 --> 01:29:08,849 and weighed my responsibilities, 1007 01:29:08,914 --> 01:29:13,915 and I want to apologize... for what happened. 1008 01:29:13,982 --> 01:29:15,949 You know, all of it. 1009 01:29:16,981 --> 01:29:18,081 The other day, 1010 01:29:18,149 --> 01:29:19,715 when you dropped me at the halfway house, 1011 01:29:19,782 --> 01:29:22,116 I was watching you drive away 1012 01:29:22,181 --> 01:29:23,683 and I thought to myself, 1013 01:29:24,549 --> 01:29:26,283 "What can I do to help? 1014 01:29:27,314 --> 01:29:30,283 What can you do, John, 1015 01:29:31,748 --> 01:29:33,382 to give her something real, 1016 01:29:33,448 --> 01:29:35,882 something practical?" 1017 01:29:38,515 --> 01:29:41,283 So, last Tuesday, right after we met, 1018 01:29:41,350 --> 01:29:43,250 I called a dealer I know 1019 01:29:43,316 --> 01:29:45,684 and I put a $5,000 deposit down 1020 01:29:45,751 --> 01:29:49,683 on a 1989 XJS Jaguar, flamenco red, 1021 01:29:49,749 --> 01:29:52,050 biscuit leather interior and top. 1022 01:29:52,117 --> 01:29:55,482 I mean, it's a stunner and drives like new. 1023 01:29:55,550 --> 01:29:57,584 What are you talking about, Dad? 1024 01:29:58,383 --> 01:29:59,517 You've had all this time 1025 01:29:59,584 --> 01:30:00,951 and this is how you're talking? 1026 01:30:02,150 --> 01:30:04,618 - It's a fantasy. - Oh, is that so? 1027 01:30:04,685 --> 01:30:06,617 - Says who? - I don't want a Jaguar. 1028 01:30:06,683 --> 01:30:08,251 - You don't want a Jaguar? - It's a fantasy. 1029 01:30:08,318 --> 01:30:09,818 It's a fucked-up fantasy. 1030 01:30:09,885 --> 01:30:12,752 Does a $5,000 deposit sound like a fantasy to you? 1031 01:30:12,817 --> 01:30:14,850 - I just wanna go back in. - Jen. 1032 01:30:14,917 --> 01:30:16,750 - Just take me back in. - I... I need... 1033 01:30:16,817 --> 01:30:18,751 - I need you to believe in me. - Dad! 1034 01:30:18,818 --> 01:30:20,319 We got so far to go, Jen! 1035 01:30:20,385 --> 01:30:21,484 I just wanna go back. I'm cold. 1036 01:30:21,551 --> 01:30:22,617 What did I say? What happened? 1037 01:30:22,684 --> 01:30:24,284 I'm cold, just take me back in. 1038 01:30:24,352 --> 01:30:25,750 Here. Here. Take my jacket. 1039 01:30:25,817 --> 01:30:27,584 - I don't want your jacket. - Just take my jacket. 1040 01:30:27,651 --> 01:30:28,684 I just wanna go back in. 1041 01:30:28,752 --> 01:30:29,885 - I don't want it. - Take my jacket. 1042 01:30:29,951 --> 01:30:31,652 I don't want your fucking jacket! 1043 01:30:37,418 --> 01:30:39,053 Ah, Mr. Sullivan. 1044 01:30:39,118 --> 01:30:41,918 Yes. This is John Vogel. 1045 01:30:43,785 --> 01:30:45,519 I'm the one that put down the deposit 1046 01:30:45,586 --> 01:30:48,885 on the flamenco red 1989 Jaguar XJS, 1047 01:30:48,951 --> 01:30:50,952 biscuit leather interior and top. 1048 01:30:52,019 --> 01:30:52,919 Exactly. 1049 01:30:53,918 --> 01:30:56,385 Due to some unforeseen circumstances, 1050 01:30:56,452 --> 01:30:57,786 we're not gonna be able to proceed. 1051 01:30:59,419 --> 01:31:01,620 Uh-huh. No, I'm aware. 1052 01:31:01,687 --> 01:31:05,253 See, the thing is, it's that the car was for my daughter, 1053 01:31:05,319 --> 01:31:07,585 and, uh, she changed her mind. 1054 01:31:07,652 --> 01:31:08,886 She doesn't like the car. 1055 01:31:09,753 --> 01:31:10,719 Yeah. 1056 01:31:11,053 --> 01:31:12,387 No. 1057 01:31:12,454 --> 01:31:15,087 Anyway, yeah, well, it's a long story, 1058 01:31:15,153 --> 01:31:18,788 but I think we need to talk about the $5,000 deposit. 1059 01:31:20,720 --> 01:31:22,721 I understand your policy, sir, 1060 01:31:22,786 --> 01:31:24,888 but you gotta have some flexibility here. 1061 01:31:26,520 --> 01:31:28,720 Well, for instance, how about, um, 1062 01:31:28,787 --> 01:31:31,888 you know, 50% back on the deposit. 1063 01:31:31,954 --> 01:31:33,121 Dad. 1064 01:31:33,188 --> 01:31:35,021 Okay, how about 40%? 1065 01:31:35,088 --> 01:31:37,122 40%. You keep $3,000. 1066 01:31:37,187 --> 01:31:38,720 Dad! Fuck! 1067 01:31:38,787 --> 01:31:40,355 I have to put you on hold for a second. 1068 01:31:49,789 --> 01:31:51,789 - I'll call you straight back. - Oh, my God. 1069 01:31:54,188 --> 01:31:55,321 Jennifer! 1070 01:31:57,156 --> 01:31:58,356 Jennifer! 1071 01:32:05,655 --> 01:32:07,989 Hi, Jen, it's Dad. Can you please pick up? 1072 01:32:13,923 --> 01:32:15,856 Jen, I gotta catch up on a load of work at the shop, 1073 01:32:15,922 --> 01:32:17,522 and then I gotta leave town for a little bit, 1074 01:32:17,588 --> 01:32:18,956 so please call me. 1075 01:34:24,595 --> 01:34:26,328 Two years ago, a group of school kids 1076 01:34:26,394 --> 01:34:28,693 from Minnesota Country School went on a field trip 1077 01:34:28,761 --> 01:34:31,629 to study pond life on a farm in Le Sueur County, 1078 01:34:31,693 --> 01:34:34,060 a farm that backs on to the Lyle-Hasco plant. 1079 01:34:34,727 --> 01:34:35,995 This is what they found. 1080 01:34:44,394 --> 01:34:46,527 Miss Vogel, 1081 01:34:46,594 --> 01:34:49,761 how much do you know about pesticides? 1082 01:34:49,828 --> 01:34:51,796 How much study have you devoted to the field? 1083 01:34:52,828 --> 01:34:54,929 One, two nights up drinking coffee? 1084 01:34:56,361 --> 01:34:57,828 Perhaps you even went to a library. 1085 01:34:59,063 --> 01:35:01,530 The building I work in, Lyle-Hasco HQ, 1086 01:35:01,597 --> 01:35:05,229 is a two-story, big, flat building. 1087 01:35:05,295 --> 01:35:09,228 And on one of those floors is guys in white coats, 1088 01:35:09,295 --> 01:35:10,629 and the other is lawyers. 1089 01:35:11,762 --> 01:35:13,664 Can you guess which one I'm on? 1090 01:35:16,163 --> 01:35:17,531 A school field trip? 1091 01:35:19,263 --> 01:35:20,762 And you let me be clear, 1092 01:35:21,530 --> 01:35:23,464 if Hippie Papers prints one more 1093 01:35:23,531 --> 01:35:26,631 of this unsubstantiated garbage, 1094 01:35:26,698 --> 01:35:29,598 we will sue you all the way back to Haight-Ashbury. 1095 01:35:30,930 --> 01:35:32,530 I'm not a lawyer, 1096 01:35:32,597 --> 01:35:35,064 and I'm not a scientist, 1097 01:35:35,131 --> 01:35:38,197 but Dr. Lee Nobles from Minnesota State University is, 1098 01:35:38,263 --> 01:35:39,596 and is the leading proponent 1099 01:35:39,663 --> 01:35:42,063 of amphibian research in the United States. 1100 01:35:42,130 --> 01:35:45,130 He's also a part of the team investigating Brentax. 1101 01:35:45,197 --> 01:35:46,531 It's a two-year study, 1102 01:35:46,598 --> 01:35:48,565 and he's publishing his findings this week. 1103 01:35:49,331 --> 01:35:50,599 If Brentax is in the water, 1104 01:35:50,665 --> 01:35:52,832 then that's the water Minnesotans drink, 1105 01:35:52,899 --> 01:35:55,130 give to their children, take baths in, 1106 01:35:55,197 --> 01:35:56,531 make coffee with. 1107 01:35:58,899 --> 01:36:00,965 I just wondered if you cared to comment. 1108 01:36:11,031 --> 01:36:11,899 Excuse me. 1109 01:36:25,066 --> 01:36:26,300 We interrupt the broadcast 1110 01:36:26,366 --> 01:36:27,367 with breaking news. 1111 01:36:27,433 --> 01:36:28,700 We join now in progress 1112 01:36:28,766 --> 01:36:30,400 Team Three's eye-in-the-sky reporter, 1113 01:36:30,466 --> 01:36:32,033 Margaret Deneb, 1114 01:36:32,099 --> 01:36:33,665 who is above a high-speed police pursuit 1115 01:36:33,732 --> 01:36:36,199 in the Corrigan Lake Community. 1116 01:36:36,266 --> 01:36:37,532 We go to you, Margaret. 1117 01:36:37,599 --> 01:36:38,932 This morning, 1118 01:36:38,999 --> 01:36:40,833 the U.S. Marshals executed a warrant 1119 01:36:40,899 --> 01:36:42,566 at a print and copy business in Center City 1120 01:36:42,634 --> 01:36:44,301 just outside of Minneapolis. 1121 01:36:45,666 --> 01:36:47,366 Convicted felon, John Vogel, 1122 01:36:47,433 --> 01:36:49,600 is alleged to have been using the storefront 1123 01:36:49,667 --> 01:36:51,534 for a major counterfeiting operation... 1124 01:36:53,466 --> 01:36:54,667 Dad. 1125 01:38:30,071 --> 01:38:31,471 Dad. 1126 01:40:06,640 --> 01:40:08,641 I am sorry for your loss. 1127 01:41:54,647 --> 01:41:56,280 The death of a father 1128 01:41:56,346 --> 01:41:58,579 drags you to a secret place. 1129 01:42:00,480 --> 01:42:03,479 It trivializes everyday matters. 1130 01:42:04,847 --> 01:42:06,480 Displaces. 1131 01:42:08,545 --> 01:42:10,980 You feel abandoned by the living. 1132 01:42:12,513 --> 01:42:14,913 And a kinship with the dead. 1133 01:42:19,346 --> 01:42:20,981 Dad had been so skilled 1134 01:42:21,046 --> 01:42:23,647 at sounding those finely tuned notes of sorrow 1135 01:42:23,714 --> 01:42:26,113 and releasing them at the perfect moment 1136 01:42:26,179 --> 01:42:27,781 to achieve impact. 1137 01:42:29,613 --> 01:42:32,914 My father lusted after freedom. 1138 01:42:32,981 --> 01:42:36,316 The kind of freedom most free people never experience. 1139 01:42:38,514 --> 01:42:40,848 In the end, he got that freedom 1140 01:42:42,414 --> 01:42:44,814 and gave me mine in return.