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[orchestral music playing]
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[epic music playing]
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Where's my primer?
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[Patricia] Vada, we're late!
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- Vada.
- Mmm.
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[man singing]
♪ Timing, timing, timing ♪
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- ♪ All about timing Timing, timing ♪
- [sighs] God...
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♪ Sit back in my chair
Relaxin' and reclinin' ♪
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♪ He has not A care in the world
No, I'm lyin' ♪
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[Nick singing along] ♪ Takin'
all these meds To the face ♪
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- [Nick] ♪ Got me flyin' ♪
- [Vada] ♪ Got me flyin' ♪
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[Nick] ♪ Takin' all these meds
To the face ♪
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♪ Got me dyin' ♪
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♪ Smoke 'til my mind fryin' ♪
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♪ Eyes red, high and cryin' ♪
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♪ Numb the pain
With Oxy and Dior ♪
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- ♪ Yeah, I'm pricey ♪
- ♪ Yeah, I'm pricey ♪
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♪ Juice like Tupac Shakur
No iced tea ♪
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[Nick] ♪ Givenchy, Louis V,
Double V, icy ♪
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[Vada] Dude,
we are so fucking late!
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Are the cake pops
different flavors
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or are they just
different colors?
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[drive-through employee]
Different flavors.
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What are
the flavor differences?
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[Nick and Vada]
♪ Timing, timing, timing ♪
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♪ All about timing
Timing, timing ♪
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♪ Sit back in my chair
I'm relaxin' ♪
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- ♪ And reclinin' ♪
- ♪ Reclinin' ♪
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♪ He has not a care
In the world, no, I'm lyin' ♪
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Honestly, it is a miracle
that we made it on time.
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Dude, we are killing it!
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Per ushe, yes.
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Also, is it just me
or does coffee
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immediately make you
have to shit?
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- Oh, immediately, yeah.
- Like I smell coffee and I'm shitting my pants.
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Pause the shit-talking
till Justin Dragonas passes.
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Oh, my God, I want him.
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We need to come up with a code
for shitting.
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You're right!
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Alright, let's think.
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- Okay, like...
- We can say like I need to talk to my boss.
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- What are you talking about?
- Are you picking what I'm putting down?
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It's like, "Okay, I need to
have a long call with my boss
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and he's mad."
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Oh my God,
my boss is so mad at me
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that I got a penis call
this morning.
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Oh, and then when you...
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It could be like you're texting
your boss.
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[Nick] You're texting
your boss. I love it.
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- We love that.
- You have to keep it fancy.
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[Nick] We love to keep it
fancy, that's what we do.
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Now that's also a concern because
most of that water is paleo water.
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Dating back to the most rec...
Yes, Vada?
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Does the kind of rock affect
how long the aquifer last
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or how quickly it recharges?
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[Mrs. Victor]
Oh, that's a great question,
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but that depends on
many factors.
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Anybody wanna guess
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what the next biggest
aquifer is?
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So we have to think about
what we know
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about the aquifers, right?
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So the Ogallala Aquifer is one
of the largest eight
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in the world,
not to... Yes?
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I'm sorry,
can I use the restroom?
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Yes.
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It dates back
to the recent ice age.
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So when we think about that
we have to say, "Wow,
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this is one of the largest
in the world."
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Are you okay?
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- No.
- [Vada] What happened?
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I don't want anyone to hear me.
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Dude, literally just tell me,
you're freaking me out.
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I got my...
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What? I can't hear you.
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I'll just text it to you.
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[phone buzzes]
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Jesus, Amelia!
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You don't text 911
when you get your period!
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[Vada] You scared the shit
out of me. Oh my God!
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I'm sorry.
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It's okay.
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Wait, haven't you been dyin' to
get your period for like a year?
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I thought you'd be stoked.
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It's different than I thought.
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Oh, you mean shitty as hell?
Yeah, I know.
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You're the worst.
I'm hanging up now.
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[Vada] I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
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Do you, um...
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have everything you need?
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Yeah, I stole it from your room
a few months ago.
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[Amelia] It's in my backpack.
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Just in case.
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[Vada] I was just gonna tell you
to stuff a bunch of toilet paper
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in your pants till
you get home,
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but that...
That's some pro-level shit.
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Nice move!
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Oh, my God. [chuckles]
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[Vada] How about this?
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Let's go to dinner tonight,
just you and I, okay?
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And I will fill you in
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on all the bloody, chunky,
gooey, goopy details.
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Ew, shut up.
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I love ya.
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Congratulations.
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Don't say congrats, you freak.
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I love you, too.
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Photo day.
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Better get my shit together.
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[chuckles]
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You don't even need
to wear makeup.
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Sorry, what?
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I just said, "You don't even
need to wear makeup."
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- I...
- [GUN FIRES]
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- What was that?
- [GIRL SCREAMING]
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- [gun fires]
- [Cambie] Come on, come on!
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- Was that a gun?
- [Cambie] Get down!
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[people clamoring]
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Take 'em off!
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[clamoring continues]
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No! Oh!
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- [gun firing]
- [people screaming]
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[whimpers softly]
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- [gun firing]
- [both whimper]
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We're gonna die.
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[Cambie] Go, go, go, go, go!
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- [gun firing]
- [people screaming]
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- [gun firing]
- [sobs]
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Oh my God. Oh my God.
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Is it over?
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Is it over?
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[door opens]
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[Quinton] Who's in there?
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I'm not the shooter.
It's Matt Corgan, I saw him.
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[gun firing]
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Do you know where he is now?
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I don't know, I don't know.
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My brother.
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Come, come under. Just...
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[gun firing]
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[people screaming]
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Oh, fuck, are you shot?
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[sobbing] My brother.
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[police sirens wailing]
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[all panting]
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[retches]
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[police officer]
You! Drop your weapon!
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Drop your weapon now!
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[hyperventilating]
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Down on the ground!
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[gun firing]
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[Amelia] Maybe we should
wake her up.
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[Carlos] She needs to rest.
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[Amelia] I just wanna
talk to her.
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Did you know him?
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He follows you on Instagram,
so he knew you.
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It's like on every channel.
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Like CNN was interviewing
your friend Melody.
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So crazy.
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Did you know anyone who died?
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- [Carlos] Amelia.
- What?
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Is there like a list
or something?
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Sometimes, I'm just like,
"What year are we living in?"
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I'm literally gonna Amazon
a bulletproof backpack.
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[Carlos] Amelia!
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What?
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Please don't cry, Mom.
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I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
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Do you need something?
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Was just gonna take a bath.
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Okay
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Okay.
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[somber music playing]
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Fuck.
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[gasps]
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[breathing heavily]
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[Patricia] I'm glad
you're going to see Nick.
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How's he holding up?
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I think okay.
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[Patricia] Good!
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Good.
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What about you?
How... How are you feeling?
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Better.
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[Patricia] That's good,
so good.
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I'm really so glad
to hear that.
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[Nick] I literally thought
it was a drill
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'cause Cambie had us locked in,
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shades over the window
in like two seconds,
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so I was like, "Okay, clearly,
this is a drill."
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- Right?
- Yeah.
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And Olivia Metis is
like talking,
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you know, being annoying,
and Cambie goes
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- "Olivia, be fucking quiet."
- No.
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And we're all like, "Oh shit.
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Like this is real deal,
no joke."
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It's just so...
It's so fucked.
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I can't stop hearing
the sound of it.
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So last night,
I was like, "Okay,
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why did I survive?
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Like out of everyone,
like why me?
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Is it so that
I can do something
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to like make this
never happen again?"
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Hmm.
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So, I set up this Zoom
with Everytown
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and we're gonna talk
about like
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how to be more reactive,
how to start a movement,
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how to get
a fuckin' bill passed.
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Like something.
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Why do you think he did it?
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I don't know,
is there like ever a reason?
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[pretzel crunching]
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After initial reports
of a shooter,
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officers surrounded
the campus,
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directing the evacuation
of hundreds
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of students from the scene.
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[Anderson Cooper]
This tragedy is.
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I think Anderson Cooper
is cute.
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[Cooper] We've been
on the scene.
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He is. Don't get too attached.
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[music playing]
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♪ Who should I be ♪
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♪ What is it you want
When you come for me ♪
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♪ Every time
You're another evil ♪
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♪ Waiting for an angel
that you bring to hell ♪
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♪ Oh, my God
Who should I be ♪
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♪ You're so regular
I am no short of spectacular ♪
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♪ Break it up, break it up
Break it up ♪
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♪ All of the cash
Stackin' up fast ♪
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♪ See me, I set it up
Set it up, set it up ♪
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♪ Look at my bag
Look at my hair ♪
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♪ One for Japan
One for your man ♪
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♪ I do what I want
With no conscience ♪
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♪ Name on my neck
And I'm ballin' ♪
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♪ Mindin' my business
As always ♪
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♪ People don't get it
I'm awesome ♪
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♪ Talkin', they want me
To fail ♪
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♪ I am too busy to care... ♪
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[female newscaster] Disturbing
videos from the students' cellphones
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In the video, gunshots can be
heard in the hall,
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answered by children screaming
in their classrooms...
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I'm gonna go to Nick's.
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Uh, okay.
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...during the escape,
children fled the building.
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[somber music playing]
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[knocking]
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Wanna come in?
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Thank you.
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Want some water or somethin'?
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Okay.
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You have a really nice house.
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Thanks.
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Really nice, it's a cool vibe,
with the wood and uh...
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00:20:01,825 --> 00:20:04,536
You have a lot
of cool art here, too.
256
00:20:04,619 --> 00:20:07,414
Yeah, uh, my dads
are artists, so...
257
00:20:07,497 --> 00:20:10,125
- Your parents are artists?
- Yeah.
258
00:20:11,751 --> 00:20:13,128
That is so cool.
259
00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:16,047
It all makes sense now.
260
00:20:16,131 --> 00:20:17,924
[Vada] Do you know
when they'll be back?
261
00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:21,261
I'm actually not really sure.
262
00:20:21,344 --> 00:20:23,346
Yeah, they're gone
like all the time.
263
00:20:27,434 --> 00:20:30,729
Uh, I have to be honest
with you,
264
00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:32,355
'cause if I'm not then
265
00:20:32,439 --> 00:20:34,482
I'll probably feel really bad
about it.
266
00:20:34,566 --> 00:20:36,818
But I watched some of...
Thank you.
267
00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:40,363
Some of your dance videos
on Instagram.
268
00:20:40,447 --> 00:20:43,867
In the videos, you come off
like, so like hard.
269
00:20:43,950 --> 00:20:45,660
[laughs nervously]
And whatever.
270
00:20:45,744 --> 00:20:47,787
What I'm tryin' to say is you're
a completely different person
271
00:20:47,871 --> 00:20:50,248
when you're dancing
and in real life,
272
00:20:50,332 --> 00:20:51,541
you're like so different.
273
00:20:51,625 --> 00:20:53,627
Yeah, I don't know why
I'm like that.
274
00:20:53,710 --> 00:20:55,754
It's like... Yeah.
[whispers indistinctly]
275
00:20:55,837 --> 00:20:59,174
It's cool though that you're
able to like just switch into
276
00:20:59,257 --> 00:21:00,509
a different mode.
277
00:21:00,592 --> 00:21:01,760
Like I could never
do something like that.
278
00:21:01,843 --> 00:21:03,011
It's dope.
279
00:21:06,598 --> 00:21:07,766
Thank you. [chuckles]
280
00:21:09,351 --> 00:21:10,685
Yeah.
281
00:21:14,397 --> 00:21:16,650
Is that...
Is that wine okay for you?
282
00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:18,276
Oh, yeah, no, it's so good.
283
00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:19,945
Are you sure?
I have like a couple of others...
284
00:21:20,028 --> 00:21:21,238
No, it's... Yeah...
285
00:21:21,321 --> 00:21:24,115
That's like the best one
I've ever had, so.
286
00:21:24,199 --> 00:21:25,242
Okay.
287
00:21:25,325 --> 00:21:26,368
[both chuckle]
288
00:21:27,535 --> 00:21:29,120
[phone buzzes]
289
00:21:31,331 --> 00:21:33,124
- I'm sorry, I'm gonna...
- Oh.
290
00:21:33,208 --> 00:21:35,585
I'll turn this off,
my mom keeps checking in on me.
291
00:21:36,461 --> 00:21:37,379
Okay.
292
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:40,632
Nick told me that
293
00:21:40,715 --> 00:21:43,760
Quinton's brother's service
is tomorrow.
294
00:21:43,843 --> 00:21:45,553
Already? That's...
295
00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,222
- Yeah, I...
- That's great.
296
00:21:47,305 --> 00:21:51,351
I guess some religions
do them fast.
297
00:21:51,434 --> 00:21:52,644
I was thinkin' about going.
298
00:21:52,727 --> 00:21:53,895
Do you think
that would be weird?
299
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:56,314
No. No, I don't...
I don't think so.
300
00:21:57,732 --> 00:21:59,776
Okay.
301
00:21:59,859 --> 00:22:03,363
I mean, I can, like,
come with you if you want.
302
00:22:03,446 --> 00:22:04,906
Yeah, no, I...
303
00:22:04,990 --> 00:22:07,659
- Yeah, I want... Yeah.
- Yeah, if you...
304
00:22:07,742 --> 00:22:10,537
Um, yeah.
If that's cool with you, so...
305
00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:14,291
- Yeah, let's do it.
- Cool. [sighs]
306
00:22:18,628 --> 00:22:20,213
Can I ask you a question?
307
00:22:20,297 --> 00:22:21,256
Mmm-hmm.
308
00:22:25,885 --> 00:22:27,679
Did you have like
309
00:22:27,762 --> 00:22:29,723
the craziest nightmares
last night?
310
00:22:31,808 --> 00:22:34,477
You have to be able to sleep
to have nightmares.
311
00:22:42,193 --> 00:22:48,074
[somber music playing]
312
00:22:54,414 --> 00:22:55,540
Hey.
313
00:22:55,623 --> 00:22:56,708
- Hey.
- Hey.
314
00:22:57,792 --> 00:22:59,461
Uh, thank you for coming.
315
00:23:00,712 --> 00:23:01,671
Of course.
316
00:23:06,801 --> 00:23:09,179
♪ Hold my hand ♪
317
00:23:10,180 --> 00:23:13,892
♪ 'Cause the thought of harm ♪
318
00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:17,437
♪ Brings a chill ♪
319
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,899
♪ Across my arms ♪
320
00:23:20,982 --> 00:23:24,444
♪ If I can run ♪
321
00:23:24,527 --> 00:23:27,906
♪ If I can hide ♪
322
00:23:27,989 --> 00:23:30,909
♪ I'm gone ♪
323
00:23:35,497 --> 00:23:39,167
♪ Burning down ♪
324
00:23:39,250 --> 00:23:42,629
♪ Feelin' fire ♪
325
00:23:42,712 --> 00:23:46,007
♪ Like where water ♪
326
00:23:46,091 --> 00:23:48,593
♪ Meets the water ♪
327
00:23:49,719 --> 00:23:53,223
♪ If I can breathe ♪
328
00:23:53,306 --> 00:23:56,518
♪ If I sit tight ♪
329
00:23:56,601 --> 00:24:01,773
♪ I'm gone ♪
330
00:24:21,835 --> 00:24:24,254
[people chattering indistinctly
on video]
331
00:24:46,985 --> 00:24:48,820
Do you wanna go to Starbucks?
332
00:24:48,903 --> 00:24:49,863
[Veda] No.
333
00:24:50,655 --> 00:24:52,323
Do you want a Starbucks?
334
00:24:53,032 --> 00:24:54,534
Mmm, no.
335
00:24:56,161 --> 00:24:57,078
Okay.
336
00:25:06,004 --> 00:25:09,174
I'm literally gonna make Mom get me
something with caffeine [chuckles].
337
00:25:27,775 --> 00:25:30,945
[woman 1 on TV] I only do that when
I play with my little dinosaur.
338
00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:32,363
[phone buzzes]
339
00:25:32,447 --> 00:25:34,532
Do the cat pitch.
[exclaims]
340
00:25:34,616 --> 00:25:36,659
Never again. [laughs]
341
00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:42,040
I only do that when I play
with my little dinosaur.
342
00:25:44,042 --> 00:25:45,543
Do the cat pitch.
[exclaims]
343
00:25:46,878 --> 00:25:48,046
Never again.
344
00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,469
Are you hungry?
345
00:26:00,725 --> 00:26:03,019
- That's really good.
- Mmm.
346
00:26:03,102 --> 00:26:04,729
I'm spilling it everywhere.
347
00:26:06,314 --> 00:26:07,607
It is really good.
348
00:26:10,318 --> 00:26:11,903
Are your dads really chill?
349
00:26:16,491 --> 00:26:18,368
They travel a lot though, huh?
350
00:26:18,451 --> 00:26:19,702
Mostly, Europe.
351
00:26:20,411 --> 00:26:21,663
For like fun?
352
00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:24,415
Work.
353
00:26:24,499 --> 00:26:26,042
Do they send people
to spy on you
354
00:26:26,125 --> 00:26:29,337
or they trust you just to not
throw a bunch of ragers.
355
00:26:31,172 --> 00:26:36,177
I mean, they know I'm not
like a rager person, so.
356
00:26:37,637 --> 00:26:39,055
Who do you hang out
with at school?
357
00:26:40,181 --> 00:26:41,140
Like...
358
00:26:42,517 --> 00:26:44,561
Like different people.
359
00:26:45,728 --> 00:26:47,438
Like a bunch
of different people, so.
360
00:26:49,482 --> 00:26:51,067
I'm gone a lot with dance.
361
00:26:51,901 --> 00:26:53,236
How often do you dance?
362
00:26:54,028 --> 00:26:55,738
Every day.
363
00:26:55,822 --> 00:26:57,073
Like classes?
364
00:26:57,156 --> 00:26:58,324
Mmm-hmm.
365
00:26:59,617 --> 00:27:02,579
But I haven't gone
366
00:27:02,662 --> 00:27:05,415
since the thing.
367
00:27:12,547 --> 00:27:14,090
Are your parents chill?
368
00:27:16,593 --> 00:27:19,304
My dad more than my mom,
for sure.
369
00:27:19,387 --> 00:27:22,724
- My mom's like very white and anxious.
- [chuckles]
370
00:27:24,475 --> 00:27:26,603
I don't really tell 'em
anything though, 'cause like
371
00:27:27,270 --> 00:27:28,354
they worry.
372
00:27:31,232 --> 00:27:34,068
I feel kinda bad for it.
They're actually really good parents.
373
00:27:39,407 --> 00:27:40,908
[Joe] I see you're packing
for a trip.
374
00:27:40,992 --> 00:27:42,243
What's your favorite
country to visit?
375
00:27:42,327 --> 00:27:43,536
Paris.
376
00:27:43,620 --> 00:27:45,330
[Joe] What's the last country
you visited?
377
00:27:45,413 --> 00:27:46,748
Europe.
378
00:27:46,831 --> 00:27:48,333
[Joe] What country
do you wish to visit?
379
00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:49,542
[John] Persia.
380
00:27:51,377 --> 00:27:53,838
[Joe] What's the weirdest word
in the English language?
381
00:27:53,921 --> 00:27:56,215
[John] Moist. Yuck.
382
00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:57,675
[Joe] When was
the last time you cried?
383
00:28:01,387 --> 00:28:02,680
Can you stay?
384
00:28:05,767 --> 00:28:06,976
It's late.
385
00:28:08,102 --> 00:28:09,604
Just till I fall asleep.
386
00:28:14,108 --> 00:28:15,109
Okay.
387
00:28:16,110 --> 00:28:17,195
Thanks.
388
00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:24,327
[Joe] What's your
favorite movie?
389
00:28:24,410 --> 00:28:25,370
[John] Mmm, Pizza.
390
00:28:25,453 --> 00:28:27,288
[Joe] Favorite TV show?
391
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:29,499
[John] Um, I would have to
say my pilot with Kate Berlant
392
00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,459
that was passed on by every major
network and streaming platform.
393
00:28:31,542 --> 00:28:33,628
Meanwhile, rapists everywhere
continue to freely make up 10.
394
00:28:33,711 --> 00:28:34,962
[Nick] What up, bitch?
395
00:28:35,046 --> 00:28:37,215
Dude, I'm so sorry I missed
the march.
396
00:28:37,298 --> 00:28:40,468
I mean, it's fine.
I was just, like, legit worried about you.
397
00:28:40,551 --> 00:28:42,345
It was cool, though.
They let me speak.
398
00:28:42,428 --> 00:28:45,223
I wish you'd been there,
but it's fine, I'll send you a link.
399
00:28:45,306 --> 00:28:47,850
I know, I'm sorry.
I just...
400
00:28:47,934 --> 00:28:50,561
It's a long story,
but I ended up goin' to Mia's house and...
401
00:28:50,645 --> 00:28:52,522
Wait, lol, Mia Reed?
402
00:28:53,064 --> 00:28:54,524
What?
403
00:28:54,607 --> 00:28:55,942
[Vada] Yeah.
404
00:28:56,025 --> 00:29:00,321
She... She's just been alone
and I feel bad.
405
00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:04,367
- So I just...
- No, no, no, I mean, it's fine. It's just like random.
406
00:29:04,450 --> 00:29:05,618
Is she okay?
407
00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:07,161
[Vada] I mean, she will be.
408
00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,373
Are you okay?
409
00:29:10,456 --> 00:29:11,416
Yeah.
410
00:29:12,208 --> 00:29:13,459
Just tired.
411
00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:19,173
[Nick on video] We wanna know
how a 16-year-old can have access
412
00:29:19,257 --> 00:29:22,593
to a military assault rifle
and that's considered okay?
413
00:29:22,677 --> 00:29:24,595
- It's not okay!
- [people cheering on video]
414
00:29:24,679 --> 00:29:26,472
We want change.
415
00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:29,642
We deserve to feel safe going
to our own school every day...
416
00:29:43,823 --> 00:29:45,241
[gasps]
417
00:29:45,324 --> 00:29:47,452
[panting]
418
00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:56,127
It feels like so soon.
It's been like two weeks.
419
00:29:56,210 --> 00:29:57,545
[Nick] No, I hear you.
420
00:29:57,628 --> 00:29:59,255
It's... It's intense,
but I just...
421
00:29:59,338 --> 00:30:02,008
I don't want us to be ruled
by fear, you know?
422
00:30:02,091 --> 00:30:03,926
I feel like it'll be less scary
if we were together.
423
00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:05,178
I gotta go.
424
00:30:05,261 --> 00:30:06,262
[Nick]
Okay, love you. Call me later.
425
00:30:06,345 --> 00:30:07,805
Hey! Honey, can I come in?
426
00:30:07,889 --> 00:30:10,099
You don't have to ask
to come in, Mom.
427
00:30:10,183 --> 00:30:12,643
Okay.
428
00:30:12,727 --> 00:30:16,731
So it sounds like Nick's going
back today, huh?
429
00:30:16,814 --> 00:30:19,984
Yup. He is.
430
00:30:20,067 --> 00:30:21,986
Well...
431
00:30:22,069 --> 00:30:23,946
Well, as long
as you wanna stay home,
432
00:30:24,030 --> 00:30:28,326
you know,
your dad and I support that.
433
00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:29,368
Thank you.
434
00:30:33,748 --> 00:30:36,000
There's just one thing.
435
00:30:42,548 --> 00:30:44,467
[Anna] Were you tired a lot
before the incident?
436
00:30:44,550 --> 00:30:47,261
[chuckles]
437
00:30:47,345 --> 00:30:48,846
LOL.
438
00:30:50,932 --> 00:30:52,600
You called it "the incident".
439
00:30:52,683 --> 00:30:54,936
Um...
440
00:30:55,019 --> 00:30:57,647
No, I guess I'm just
always tired.
441
00:30:57,730 --> 00:30:59,899
I mean, I guess, that's what
caffeine is for.
442
00:30:59,982 --> 00:31:01,192
Right?
443
00:31:02,443 --> 00:31:05,196
What do you do
when you get tired?
444
00:31:05,279 --> 00:31:07,740
Sleep for like
14 hours straight.
445
00:31:07,824 --> 00:31:10,117
Ooh, I really like watching
early seasons
446
00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:11,244
of the Kardashians.
447
00:31:11,327 --> 00:31:13,079
The OG Hidden Hills shit.
448
00:31:14,497 --> 00:31:16,207
That is my vibe!
449
00:31:23,464 --> 00:31:26,551
What's this, you're just
gonna fax that to my mom or...
450
00:31:26,634 --> 00:31:28,970
- Fax?
- [Vada] Yes. Fax.
451
00:31:29,053 --> 00:31:31,514
What are you, a time traveler
from the '80s?
452
00:31:31,597 --> 00:31:33,099
[laughs]
453
00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:36,644
I mean, I had my suspicions
when I saw those sneakers,
454
00:31:36,727 --> 00:31:39,230
but now I'm pretty convinced.
455
00:31:39,313 --> 00:31:41,107
Touche.
456
00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:43,150
Touche.
457
00:31:43,234 --> 00:31:46,821
Look, I know this whole
therapy thing is weird
458
00:31:46,904 --> 00:31:48,322
and can be uncomfortable.
459
00:31:48,406 --> 00:31:50,449
But everything that you say
in here is confidential.
460
00:31:50,533 --> 00:31:53,452
And, side note, I actually do
really like your shoes.
461
00:31:53,536 --> 00:31:55,371
They're very cool.
462
00:31:55,454 --> 00:31:58,040
No, I know. Thank you.
463
00:31:59,750 --> 00:32:01,627
Are there things that you don't
feel comfortable talking
464
00:32:01,711 --> 00:32:05,381
to your parents about that
maybe you wanna share with me?
465
00:32:11,178 --> 00:32:12,430
Yeah.
466
00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:16,434
My porn addiction.
467
00:32:16,517 --> 00:32:18,352
Okay.
468
00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:21,898
I'm so sorry. I'm...
469
00:32:21,981 --> 00:32:23,482
[laughs] When I get nervous,
470
00:32:23,566 --> 00:32:25,776
I make really inappropriate
jokes, so, my bad.
471
00:32:25,860 --> 00:32:27,904
You don't have to be sorry.
472
00:32:27,987 --> 00:32:29,655
And you don't
have to be nervous.
473
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:34,660
Well, I know that my parents
are worried about me
474
00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:36,996
and they think I need help.
475
00:32:37,079 --> 00:32:39,874
But I get it,
and that's fine,
476
00:32:39,957 --> 00:32:42,460
but I personally am fine.
477
00:32:42,543 --> 00:32:46,172
Like I feel like I'm really
good at managing my emotions.
478
00:32:46,255 --> 00:32:47,298
It's...
479
00:32:48,549 --> 00:32:50,092
What do you mean by that?
480
00:32:51,761 --> 00:32:53,971
I'm just very chill.
481
00:32:54,055 --> 00:32:56,140
Like a very low-key person.
482
00:32:56,223 --> 00:32:59,894
So when it comes to emotional
stuff or drama I'm like
483
00:32:59,977 --> 00:33:03,272
"Okay, is this
really productive?"
484
00:33:04,732 --> 00:33:06,859
Yeah. I get it.
485
00:33:06,943 --> 00:33:09,070
But you know, just because...
486
00:33:09,153 --> 00:33:12,573
It doesn't necessarily mean
that someone's being dramatic
487
00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:14,992
because they're emotional.
488
00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:16,452
You know, for a lot of people,
489
00:33:16,535 --> 00:33:18,037
they need to fully experience
their emotions,
490
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,373
in order to process
what they've been through,
491
00:33:20,456 --> 00:33:22,667
so that they can begin to heal.
492
00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:25,419
It's actually really healthy
to show your emotion.
493
00:33:33,678 --> 00:33:35,012
I know most people
come in here crying
494
00:33:35,096 --> 00:33:36,681
about their cheating husbands.
495
00:33:36,764 --> 00:33:38,724
Vada, I wanna talk about you.
496
00:33:40,267 --> 00:33:42,353
I wanna know how that
shooting at your school
497
00:33:42,436 --> 00:33:43,813
has made you feel.
498
00:33:48,192 --> 00:33:49,986
I feel...
499
00:33:52,655 --> 00:33:54,115
[sighs]
500
00:33:55,950 --> 00:33:58,035
It's okay.
501
00:33:58,119 --> 00:33:59,453
I mean, it makes sense.
502
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,334
I want you to track
how you're feeling
503
00:34:05,418 --> 00:34:07,628
using this worksheet.
504
00:34:07,712 --> 00:34:09,547
So there's questions on there
that'll guide you.
505
00:34:09,630 --> 00:34:11,048
You don't have to overthink it,
506
00:34:11,132 --> 00:34:12,925
it's just basically there to
hold space for you to...
507
00:34:13,009 --> 00:34:16,470
To understand whatever
emotions may come up.
508
00:34:17,638 --> 00:34:19,765
All you have to do
is try and feel.
509
00:34:19,849 --> 00:34:20,975
That's it.
510
00:34:21,058 --> 00:34:23,102
No matter what
those feelings are.
511
00:34:23,185 --> 00:34:26,439
Then you can bring it back next
session and we'll go through it.
512
00:34:26,522 --> 00:34:28,315
Or you know,
you can fax it to me!
513
00:34:28,399 --> 00:34:29,567
If that's easier for you.
514
00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:37,825
[Patricia] She said you were incredibly
bright, and smart, and funny.
515
00:34:37,908 --> 00:34:40,202
[Veda] Wait,
is she in love with me?
516
00:34:40,286 --> 00:34:42,079
Oh, what's the point of
goin' to therapy,
517
00:34:42,163 --> 00:34:44,248
if they're just gonna tell their
parents everything they said after?
518
00:34:44,331 --> 00:34:45,958
Honey, she didn't
tell me anything.
519
00:34:46,042 --> 00:34:48,252
She gave me a general assessment
of how the session went.
520
00:34:48,335 --> 00:34:50,296
- That's all.
- [Amelia] She thought you were doing really well,
521
00:34:50,379 --> 00:34:51,756
considering what you
went through.
522
00:34:51,839 --> 00:34:53,591
- Excuse me?
- [Patricia] Amelia!
523
00:34:53,674 --> 00:34:56,969
She was on speakerphone.
It's not like I was trying to listen.
524
00:34:57,053 --> 00:34:58,137
I'm sorry.
525
00:34:58,220 --> 00:35:00,014
Whatever. Do I need
to go again?
526
00:35:00,097 --> 00:35:02,183
Because it sounds like
she thinks everything is fine.
527
00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:03,893
[Patricia] Well,
I don't know, honey.
528
00:35:03,976 --> 00:35:06,562
I mean, do you think you're
ready to go back to school?
529
00:35:10,357 --> 00:35:11,817
- Aren't you coming with us?
- No.
530
00:35:11,901 --> 00:35:13,277
[Patricia] Well,
I don't know what you want.
531
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:15,112
- I don't know, turkey.
- Toasted?
532
00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:16,906
I don't care, Mom!
533
00:35:30,044 --> 00:35:31,545
♪ Tap, tap, tap in ♪
534
00:35:31,629 --> 00:35:33,547
♪ Wrist on glitter, aye
Waist on thinner, aye ♪
535
00:35:33,631 --> 00:35:35,800
♪ I'mma show you how to bag
A eight-figure nigga, hoo ♪
536
00:35:35,883 --> 00:35:38,135
♪ Face on zaddy, sheesh
Pockets on jigga, hoo ♪
537
00:35:38,219 --> 00:35:40,262
♪ You better get the card
And make it swipe like Tinder ♪
538
00:35:40,346 --> 00:35:41,514
♪ Phew ♪
539
00:35:43,057 --> 00:35:44,558
♪ Tap, tap, tap in ♪
540
00:35:44,642 --> 00:35:46,560
♪ Wrist on glitter, aye
Waist on thinner, aye ♪
541
00:35:46,644 --> 00:35:48,979
♪ I'mma show you how to bag
A eight-figure nigga, hoo ♪
542
00:35:54,777 --> 00:35:55,778
♪ Tap ♪
543
00:35:59,573 --> 00:36:01,075
♪ Tap, tap, tap in ♪
544
00:36:01,158 --> 00:36:03,077
♪ Wrist on glitter, aye
Waist on thinner, aye ♪
545
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:05,663
♪ I'mma show you how to bag
A eight-figure nigga, hoo ♪
546
00:36:05,746 --> 00:36:07,915
♪ Face on zaddy, sheesh
Pockets on jigga, hoo ♪
547
00:36:07,998 --> 00:36:10,417
♪ You better get the card
And make it swipe like Tinder ♪
548
00:36:12,586 --> 00:36:14,088
♪ Tap, tap, tap in ♪
549
00:36:14,171 --> 00:36:16,090
♪ Wrist on glitter, aye
Waist on thinner, aye ♪
550
00:36:16,173 --> 00:36:17,716
♪ I'mma show you how to bag
A eight-fig... ♪
551
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:19,176
[music turns off]
552
00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:25,808
[countdown beeping]
553
00:36:25,891 --> 00:36:27,518
[music starts]
554
00:36:27,601 --> 00:36:29,019
♪ Tap, tap, tap in ♪
555
00:36:29,103 --> 00:36:30,938
♪ Wrist on glitter, aye
Waist on thinner... ♪
556
00:36:31,021 --> 00:36:33,983
[people chattering
in background]
557
00:36:47,621 --> 00:36:54,003
[somber music playing]
558
00:37:10,603 --> 00:37:13,105
We won't live our lives scared
to go to school every day.
559
00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:15,566
We can't accept a world
in which the federal government
560
00:37:15,649 --> 00:37:17,776
thinks American high school
students getting gunned down
561
00:37:17,860 --> 00:37:20,154
in their classrooms
isn't a priority.
562
00:37:20,237 --> 00:37:23,407
We won't accept that our leaders
have NRA money in their pockets
563
00:37:23,490 --> 00:37:25,701
and our blood
on their hands.
564
00:37:25,784 --> 00:37:27,369
We want real change.
565
00:37:27,453 --> 00:37:29,538
We want real leadership,
honest politics that make
566
00:37:29,622 --> 00:37:33,209
our schools a safe place
for us to learn and grow.
567
00:37:33,292 --> 00:37:34,752
And we want it
before it's too late.
568
00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:36,086
Can I have some wine?
569
00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:37,630
[news presenter]
That was Nick Feinstein,
570
00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:39,006
one of the several
surviving students.
571
00:37:39,089 --> 00:37:45,554
[somber music playing]
572
00:38:00,819 --> 00:38:03,614
[Mia speaking indistinctly]
573
00:38:03,697 --> 00:38:05,324
[Vada] Does it get stuck
on your fingers?
574
00:38:06,283 --> 00:38:07,910
[Mia] Yeah.
575
00:38:07,993 --> 00:38:10,829
I don't know,
it's gonna be good, you know?
576
00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:15,876
- You just gotta get in it, you know?
- Yeah, like that?
577
00:38:19,505 --> 00:38:21,340
- It's the shoulders.
- It's all in the shoulders.
578
00:38:21,423 --> 00:38:23,592
- Like you can't do it without the shoulders.
- Okay, my bad.
579
00:38:26,345 --> 00:38:27,638
I feel like that felt right.
580
00:38:27,721 --> 00:38:29,556
- Yeah. Yeah, I think so.
- Like now it feels ready.
581
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:31,517
- I think if you did it anymore, it'd be overkill.
- Okay. Okay.
582
00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:40,401
Oh, where did it go?
583
00:38:41,944 --> 00:38:43,237
It wasn't enough.
584
00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:45,614
No, you definitely have to
grind it way more.
585
00:38:45,698 --> 00:38:47,074
I need more?
586
00:38:47,157 --> 00:38:49,201
Little more.
587
00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:52,746
Ooh, yeah.
Stoner vibes.
588
00:38:52,830 --> 00:38:53,998
It's gonna be good.
589
00:38:54,081 --> 00:38:55,416
- So good?
- So good.
590
00:38:55,499 --> 00:38:56,667
Can't wait?
591
00:38:56,750 --> 00:38:57,585
Can't wait.
Are you getting pumped?
592
00:38:57,668 --> 00:39:00,004
Go! Go! Go! Go!
593
00:39:00,087 --> 00:39:01,505
This is it.
594
00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:05,884
- Ooh.
- Look at us.
595
00:39:05,968 --> 00:39:08,137
- Who'd have thought?
- Who'd have thought?
596
00:39:08,220 --> 00:39:10,222
That is fat.
597
00:39:10,306 --> 00:39:12,057
Why do you trust me?
598
00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:15,227
'Cause you've smoked before.
599
00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:18,522
- Okay. Not like too much.
- [Vada] It's so thick.
600
00:39:20,316 --> 00:39:22,651
Is it ever too much?
601
00:39:22,735 --> 00:39:25,654
- We'll find out.
- Stoner thoughts.
602
00:39:25,738 --> 00:39:28,115
- Hey, did you just say "stoner thoughts"?
- Yes, I did!
603
00:39:32,244 --> 00:39:33,329
Oh!
604
00:39:35,164 --> 00:39:36,540
It's kinda thick.
605
00:39:36,623 --> 00:39:39,918
- Curvy queen. So beautiful!
- She has curves.
606
00:39:40,002 --> 00:39:41,337
- Holy, how do I?...
- Do the honors.
607
00:39:41,420 --> 00:39:43,213
- No, just... Just... No.
- Do I...
608
00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:44,923
Is this cigarette
or is it like this?
609
00:39:45,007 --> 00:39:46,383
- Cigarette? Weed?
- You choose.
610
00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,010
- Weed? Cigarette? Weed?
- You choose. You choose.
611
00:39:49,136 --> 00:39:51,221
Wait, other...
612
00:39:51,305 --> 00:39:53,182
Oh!
613
00:39:53,265 --> 00:39:54,933
[laughs]
614
00:39:55,017 --> 00:39:57,353
Okay. This is it.
615
00:40:00,981 --> 00:40:03,859
Yo, it has gotten so bad
though, like so bad,
616
00:40:03,942 --> 00:40:06,487
to the point where they're
cutting the elephant tusks off
617
00:40:06,570 --> 00:40:07,738
before they release them,
618
00:40:07,821 --> 00:40:09,198
so like the poachers
can't kill them.
619
00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:10,991
So, it's like,
"Okay, they don't have tusks,
620
00:40:11,075 --> 00:40:13,118
but like at least,
they're alive." You know?
621
00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:15,287
It's so messed up!
622
00:40:15,371 --> 00:40:17,706
No, and then it makes me think
about the uh, what's his name?
623
00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,583
The Jimmy John's founder?
624
00:40:19,666 --> 00:40:21,543
Apparently, he's like
some trophy hunter.
625
00:40:21,627 --> 00:40:23,379
But the thing about that one is
like I don't know
626
00:40:23,462 --> 00:40:25,172
if I have the right to be mad
about that,
627
00:40:25,255 --> 00:40:26,715
'cause I don't know
if it's true or not.
628
00:40:26,799 --> 00:40:29,385
So every time I see it,
I'm like, "Is this real?
629
00:40:29,468 --> 00:40:30,719
Or is it like this fake news?"
630
00:40:30,803 --> 00:40:35,474
Like, "Can I trust this meme?"
631
00:40:35,557 --> 00:40:38,685
Can you be honest with me
for like 2.5 seconds?
632
00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:41,939
- Am I being annoying?
- ♪ Salivatin' over me, sir ♪
633
00:40:42,022 --> 00:40:43,440
Because personally for me,
I feel like this weed
634
00:40:43,524 --> 00:40:45,192
is making me
a little bit chatty.
635
00:40:45,275 --> 00:40:48,404
Like I don't even feel sad
at this point, I'm just chatty.
636
00:40:48,487 --> 00:40:50,739
I don't know, is that bad?
What about you, what do you feel?
637
00:40:50,823 --> 00:40:52,324
♪ Cut him off, cedar ♪
638
00:40:52,408 --> 00:40:54,243
I feel chill.
639
00:40:55,911 --> 00:40:57,788
You always feel chill.
640
00:40:57,871 --> 00:40:59,790
♪ I go red hot like a demon ♪
641
00:40:59,873 --> 00:41:01,458
♪ I go ghost
For no damn reason ♪
642
00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:04,169
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
643
00:41:04,253 --> 00:41:06,130
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
644
00:41:06,213 --> 00:41:07,631
I feel nothing.
645
00:41:07,714 --> 00:41:09,800
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
646
00:41:09,883 --> 00:41:12,302
- Fuck!
- ♪ Stupid boy think That I need him ♪
647
00:41:12,386 --> 00:41:13,887
♪ I go red hot like a demon ♪
648
00:41:13,971 --> 00:41:15,514
♪ I go ghost
For no damn reason ♪
649
00:41:15,597 --> 00:41:17,182
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
650
00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:18,684
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
651
00:41:18,767 --> 00:41:20,310
♪ Stupid, stupid ♪
652
00:41:20,394 --> 00:41:22,438
♪ Stupid boy think
That I need him ♪
653
00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:25,023
- I hate weed.
- ♪ Stupid boy think That I need him ♪
654
00:41:25,107 --> 00:41:26,692
♪ I go red hot like a demon ♪
655
00:41:26,775 --> 00:41:29,736
♪ Stupid boy think that I... ♪
656
00:41:30,904 --> 00:41:32,030
[video playing indistinctly]
657
00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:33,699
I hope that's not your dinner.
658
00:41:33,782 --> 00:41:35,159
Yup.
659
00:41:35,242 --> 00:41:36,535
Ew, Vada.
660
00:41:37,619 --> 00:41:39,329
Where's your sister?
661
00:41:39,413 --> 00:41:43,333
Um, filming a nighttime routine
for her YouTube channel.
662
00:41:43,417 --> 00:41:44,835
Don't ask.
663
00:41:44,918 --> 00:41:47,212
Do you think we should take her
phone away?
664
00:41:47,296 --> 00:41:50,632
No, but you should probably get that app where
you can see everything she does online.
665
00:41:50,716 --> 00:41:52,759
[Patricia] That exists?
Who knew!
666
00:41:52,843 --> 00:41:56,013
Wow, where we'd be without you?
667
00:42:00,267 --> 00:42:05,022
So Vada, honey, I was um...
668
00:42:05,105 --> 00:42:06,732
I wanted to talk to you
about school.
669
00:42:10,652 --> 00:42:12,154
What's up?
670
00:42:12,237 --> 00:42:14,072
[Patricia] Well,
I don't want you to fall too far behind.
671
00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:15,365
I won't.
672
00:42:15,449 --> 00:42:16,867
[Patricia] Well,
you can't stay home forever.
673
00:42:16,950 --> 00:42:19,786
Why not?
674
00:42:19,870 --> 00:42:22,247
Sure, I just think that
the longer you stay home,
675
00:42:22,331 --> 00:42:26,460
the harder it's gonna be
for you to go back.
676
00:42:27,002 --> 00:42:28,962
All...
677
00:42:29,046 --> 00:42:31,757
All I want is what's best
for you.
678
00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:34,426
I wanna see that sparkle back.
679
00:42:39,806 --> 00:42:41,850
You know,
Amelia got her period.
680
00:42:42,559 --> 00:42:43,644
What?
681
00:42:45,479 --> 00:42:47,314
- When?
- Forever ago.
682
00:42:47,397 --> 00:42:49,608
Guess she just didn't
want you to know.
683
00:43:00,035 --> 00:43:02,579
My mom's tryin' to make me go
back to school.
684
00:43:03,664 --> 00:43:05,916
Fuck.
685
00:43:05,999 --> 00:43:07,334
When are you gonna go back?
686
00:43:09,294 --> 00:43:10,837
I don't know.
687
00:43:10,921 --> 00:43:12,881
My dads said I could do
homeschooling as long as I want.
688
00:43:15,008 --> 00:43:16,468
Lucky you.
689
00:43:20,514 --> 00:43:22,391
I'm gonna try
and get some sleep.
690
00:43:22,474 --> 00:43:23,684
Goodnight.
691
00:43:25,644 --> 00:43:26,603
Night!
692
00:43:35,070 --> 00:43:41,118
[somber music playing]
693
00:43:45,789 --> 00:43:49,084
[social worker] Get out of the building
and far away from it as you can.
694
00:43:49,167 --> 00:43:51,086
Next, you need to find...
695
00:43:53,755 --> 00:43:55,173
[continues indistinctly]
696
00:44:01,930 --> 00:44:03,724
Always remember
these three things.
697
00:44:34,922 --> 00:44:37,132
[teacher] That should
be enough for today.
698
00:44:37,215 --> 00:44:39,885
You can basically just review
your notes for the test.
699
00:44:39,968 --> 00:44:43,221
Again, if I've talked about it,
it'll be on the test.
700
00:44:43,305 --> 00:44:44,681
And guys, remember, I said,
701
00:44:44,765 --> 00:44:46,183
"No phones
during classes, please."
702
00:44:46,266 --> 00:44:49,311
[teacher continues
indistinctly]
703
00:45:02,491 --> 00:45:04,159
[crackles]
704
00:45:04,242 --> 00:45:07,245
[students chattering
indistinctly]
705
00:45:12,292 --> 00:45:13,377
Shit.
706
00:45:14,378 --> 00:45:17,339
Oh, you bitch.
707
00:45:18,882 --> 00:45:21,385
You dumb fucking bitch.
708
00:45:24,805 --> 00:45:26,515
It was a fucking soda can!
709
00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:31,186
Dumb fucking stupid...
710
00:45:31,269 --> 00:45:33,939
[Amelia] So today at PE,
Jack Booth was whopping the beanbag
711
00:45:34,022 --> 00:45:36,316
and one hit me in the forearm,
and the PE teacher saw it,
712
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:37,984
and didn't say one word.
713
00:45:38,068 --> 00:45:39,695
And I was like, "Okay, you're
terrible at about your job."
714
00:45:39,778 --> 00:45:42,072
I'm sure he's not terrible
at his job, Amelia.
715
00:45:42,155 --> 00:45:44,324
Dad, he's protected
by union and tenure.
716
00:45:44,408 --> 00:45:47,077
That's the only reason
he's still there.
717
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:48,578
How about you, Vada?
How was...
718
00:45:48,662 --> 00:45:49,871
How was your first day back?
719
00:45:53,458 --> 00:45:55,836
Just low-key.
720
00:45:55,919 --> 00:45:58,505
[Patricia] So, is everyone
settling in okay?
721
00:45:58,588 --> 00:46:02,134
I don't know, it's...
It's heavy, but I think everybody's
722
00:46:02,217 --> 00:46:03,969
just tryin' to move on.
723
00:46:04,052 --> 00:46:07,681
Good. That's good.
I'm so glad.
724
00:46:07,764 --> 00:46:10,434
Yeah, it's amazing.
725
00:46:10,517 --> 00:46:12,060
[Amelia] Ugh, I'm so full.
726
00:46:12,144 --> 00:46:13,103
[Carlos] Finish your salad.
727
00:46:14,479 --> 00:46:15,731
[Amelia] It's wilted.
728
00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:17,524
[Carlos] It's good for you.
Finish it.
729
00:46:17,607 --> 00:46:20,819
[Amelia] I just can't do arugula, Dad.
It's the texture!
730
00:46:21,945 --> 00:46:24,948
[people chattering
indistinctly]
731
00:46:32,581 --> 00:46:33,540
Hey.
732
00:46:35,459 --> 00:46:37,294
Uh, hey.
733
00:46:38,712 --> 00:46:40,464
[Vada] Do you have any E?
734
00:46:41,214 --> 00:46:43,467
[snickers] Uh, what?
735
00:46:43,550 --> 00:46:46,511
[people chattering
indistinctly]
736
00:46:46,595 --> 00:46:48,054
[music starts]
737
00:46:48,138 --> 00:46:49,514
How much do you want?
738
00:46:49,598 --> 00:46:51,975
♪ Love ♪
739
00:46:52,058 --> 00:46:54,686
♪ Love ♪
740
00:46:54,770 --> 00:46:59,149
♪ You're my Brooklyn love ♪
741
00:46:59,232 --> 00:47:03,653
♪ Love ♪
742
00:47:03,737 --> 00:47:07,282
♪ Walk me to the deli for ♪
743
00:47:07,365 --> 00:47:10,660
♪ Late-night candy runs ♪
744
00:47:10,744 --> 00:47:15,832
♪ What we have is good
So fun ♪
745
00:47:15,916 --> 00:47:17,667
♪ You're my Brooklyn love ♪
746
00:47:17,751 --> 00:47:19,336
♪ Love, love ♪
747
00:47:19,419 --> 00:47:21,213
- ♪ Love ♪
- ♪ Love ♪
748
00:47:21,296 --> 00:47:22,839
♪ Love, love ♪
749
00:47:22,923 --> 00:47:24,883
♪ You're my Brooklyn love ♪
750
00:47:24,966 --> 00:47:26,843
♪ Love, love ♪
751
00:47:26,927 --> 00:47:28,386
- ♪ Love ♪
- ♪ Love ♪
752
00:47:28,470 --> 00:47:30,847
♪ Love, love ♪
753
00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:32,349
♪ Love ♪
754
00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:34,935
♪ Ooh la la
Je suis chaude pour toi ♪
755
00:47:35,018 --> 00:47:36,520
♪ Chaude pour toi ♪
756
00:47:36,603 --> 00:47:38,230
♪ Oh my God
Pourquoi je suis comme ca ♪
757
00:47:38,313 --> 00:47:39,856
♪ Pourquoi je suis comme ca ♪
758
00:47:39,940 --> 00:47:42,067
♪ Ooh la la
Je suis chaude pour toi ♪
759
00:47:42,150 --> 00:47:43,235
♪ Chaude pour toi ♪
760
00:47:43,318 --> 00:47:46,029
♪ Oh my God, oh my God ♪
761
00:47:46,112 --> 00:47:49,491
♪ Walk me to the deli for ♪
762
00:47:49,574 --> 00:47:53,036
♪ Late-night candy runs ♪
763
00:47:53,119 --> 00:47:58,333
♪ What we have is good
So fun ♪
764
00:47:58,416 --> 00:48:00,252
♪ You're my Brooklyn love ♪
765
00:48:00,335 --> 00:48:02,504
♪ Love, love ♪
766
00:48:02,587 --> 00:48:05,215
- ♪ Love ♪
- ♪ Love ♪
767
00:48:05,298 --> 00:48:07,259
♪ You're my Brooklyn love ♪
768
00:48:07,342 --> 00:48:09,678
♪ Love, love ♪
769
00:48:09,761 --> 00:48:10,887
[music ends]
770
00:48:10,971 --> 00:48:12,472
There's gonna be
a quiz, okay? Um...
771
00:48:14,683 --> 00:48:17,185
May I go to the restroom?
772
00:48:17,269 --> 00:48:18,311
Sure.
773
00:48:20,522 --> 00:48:22,482
[Mrs. Victor] Okay,
so make sure that you are studying.
774
00:48:22,566 --> 00:48:24,067
You have to know the difference
775
00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:26,903
I'm not gonna help you on this
when you have a pop...
776
00:48:26,987 --> 00:48:30,156
quiz for this on Friday.
777
00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:33,201
[whimsical music playing]
778
00:48:46,298 --> 00:48:47,799
♪ Come winter, we shop, shop ♪
779
00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,926
♪ In the light
Now the block hot ♪
780
00:48:50,010 --> 00:48:53,305
♪ Get it, don't get got
Switched on like a hotspot ♪
781
00:48:53,388 --> 00:48:55,015
- ♪ Low in the low ride ♪
- Nick.
782
00:48:55,098 --> 00:48:56,558
♪ Low ride ♪
783
00:48:56,641 --> 00:48:57,767
♪ Why else
Would they call it that ♪
784
00:48:57,851 --> 00:48:59,102
♪ High in the daytime ♪
785
00:48:59,185 --> 00:49:00,812
♪ High in the daytime ♪
786
00:49:00,896 --> 00:49:02,147
♪ How else could you laugh
in times like these ♪
787
00:49:02,230 --> 00:49:03,773
♪ Current bet, bayonet ♪
788
00:49:03,857 --> 00:49:05,817
♪ Last breath
Really stunk of treason ♪
789
00:49:05,901 --> 00:49:07,611
♪ Off with his head quickly ♪
790
00:49:07,694 --> 00:49:09,613
♪ Get this pussy hole
From 'round me ♪
791
00:49:09,696 --> 00:49:11,531
♪ First flight back to LA ♪
792
00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:13,533
♪ World shown too many ways ♪
793
00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:15,535
♪ Sunshine
where grandmama stay ♪
794
00:49:15,619 --> 00:49:17,370
♪ Sunshine where my dad died ♪
795
00:49:17,454 --> 00:49:19,289
♪ Sunshine
and that summer wind ♪
796
00:49:19,372 --> 00:49:21,291
♪ Sunshine without
Showing rays ♪
797
00:49:21,374 --> 00:49:23,209
♪ Shine bright
Over shallow graves ♪
798
00:49:23,293 --> 00:49:25,211
♪ Pray my body
Don't float away ♪
799
00:49:25,295 --> 00:49:27,172
♪ Pray move swift
When you down ♪
800
00:49:27,255 --> 00:49:29,049
♪ Buy some land
And grow trees on it ♪
801
00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:31,051
♪ Purify what
You breathe on it ♪
802
00:49:31,134 --> 00:49:32,636
♪ See me hidin' in the leaves ♪
803
00:49:42,270 --> 00:49:43,855
[Nick] Vada, Vada!
804
00:49:43,939 --> 00:49:45,148
Oh my God, Vada! Hey!
805
00:49:45,231 --> 00:49:47,150
Hey, hey, hey!
Vada, what'd you take?
806
00:49:47,233 --> 00:49:49,319
I hate it here.
807
00:49:49,402 --> 00:49:51,905
Vada, what're you doing?
Hey, what'd you take?
808
00:49:51,988 --> 00:49:53,531
Hey, what's on your face?
Vada, come on!
809
00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:54,783
Spaghetti.
810
00:49:54,866 --> 00:49:55,992
No.
811
00:49:56,076 --> 00:49:57,160
Hey, you need
to get your shit together
812
00:49:57,243 --> 00:49:58,411
before someone sees you.
Come on!
813
00:49:58,495 --> 00:50:00,789
Ready? We're going.
We're going!
814
00:50:00,872 --> 00:50:02,999
We're going, okay.
815
00:50:05,919 --> 00:50:07,796
Is it at least a good high?
816
00:50:11,633 --> 00:50:14,010
Is that an elbow?
817
00:50:14,094 --> 00:50:15,929
[water running]
818
00:50:18,765 --> 00:50:20,433
[Amelia] Why's your mouth
all blue?
819
00:50:20,517 --> 00:50:22,894
Jesus, Millie,
what do you want?
820
00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:26,398
A pen exploded in my mouth.
821
00:50:26,481 --> 00:50:28,066
Oh, that happened
to me once, too,
822
00:50:28,149 --> 00:50:29,234
but like it was a marker.
823
00:50:29,317 --> 00:50:30,527
Good story, what do you want?
824
00:50:31,945 --> 00:50:33,446
Nothing.
825
00:50:51,131 --> 00:50:52,924
[phone ringing]
826
00:50:53,008 --> 00:50:54,384
Mmm.
827
00:51:00,098 --> 00:51:02,100
Ugh.
828
00:51:02,183 --> 00:51:04,644
[phone continues ringing]
829
00:51:10,025 --> 00:51:11,818
Motherfucker.
830
00:51:13,111 --> 00:51:14,237
Shit.
831
00:51:19,117 --> 00:51:22,537
[Quinton] Oh, okay,
so I guess you weren't playing.
832
00:51:22,620 --> 00:51:24,039
What does that mean?
833
00:51:24,122 --> 00:51:26,041
Let me read you this text.
834
00:51:26,124 --> 00:51:29,419
"Uh, Q, I did drugs,"
with a Z, by the way.
835
00:51:29,502 --> 00:51:31,796
That was the Z
on the drugs.
836
00:51:31,880 --> 00:51:34,966
Uh, "And I'm YOLOing hard.
Hit me up, honey.
837
00:51:35,050 --> 00:51:36,593
Let's party."
838
00:51:36,676 --> 00:51:40,930
And then you did this emoji,
and then this emoji,
839
00:51:41,014 --> 00:51:42,515
and then a hockey stick.
840
00:51:42,599 --> 00:51:44,976
You just spammed, uh,
spammed emojis.
841
00:51:45,060 --> 00:51:46,519
No, I did not.
842
00:51:46,603 --> 00:51:48,438
[Quinton] Yeah,
yeah, you did.
843
00:51:48,521 --> 00:51:50,732
But uh, now why'd you do the
drugs, uh, with the Z?
844
00:51:50,815 --> 00:51:56,071
Dude, I literally don't know,
so what had happened was...
845
00:51:56,154 --> 00:51:58,281
Is, um...
846
00:51:58,364 --> 00:52:02,911
I was walking past Dan
Bonavure, and I was like, "Okay,
847
00:52:02,994 --> 00:52:05,914
I know he's a dealer.
I know he has E.
848
00:52:05,997 --> 00:52:07,791
I'm gonna take some like
right now."
849
00:52:07,874 --> 00:52:09,667
Oh shit, okay.
Uh, and how're...
850
00:52:09,751 --> 00:52:11,836
How're you feelin' now?
851
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:13,588
To be determined.
852
00:52:13,671 --> 00:52:16,341
Well, I'm here if you need me.
853
00:52:16,424 --> 00:52:17,592
Um...
854
00:52:19,135 --> 00:52:21,429
What are you doing later?
855
00:52:21,513 --> 00:52:23,765
'Cause I was just
gonna be low-key
856
00:52:23,848 --> 00:52:24,849
and like watch a movie
or something.
857
00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:26,017
You should come by.
858
00:52:26,101 --> 00:52:28,394
Okay. And I'll
bring the acid.
859
00:52:28,478 --> 00:52:29,354
Goodbye.
860
00:52:35,068 --> 00:52:37,028
[Amelia] So is he
your boyfriend?
861
00:52:37,112 --> 00:52:38,363
What are you making?
862
00:52:38,446 --> 00:52:40,907
Slime. And don't
avoid the question.
863
00:52:40,990 --> 00:52:42,450
This is way too juicy.
864
00:52:42,534 --> 00:52:44,244
You've literally never
had a boy over
865
00:52:44,327 --> 00:52:45,703
that was straight before.
866
00:52:45,787 --> 00:52:47,205
Oh, sorry, sorry.
867
00:52:47,288 --> 00:52:48,915
I shouldn't assume
his sexual orientation.
868
00:52:48,998 --> 00:52:50,667
So like how does he identify?
869
00:52:50,750 --> 00:52:52,544
You're asking
way too many questions.
870
00:52:52,627 --> 00:52:55,672
Vada, you are gonna stay
in the living room, right?
871
00:52:55,755 --> 00:52:58,007
No, I was thinking we're gonna
snuggle in the dark in my room.
872
00:52:58,091 --> 00:52:59,175
Yes, Mom!
873
00:52:59,259 --> 00:53:01,010
I was just asking.
874
00:53:01,094 --> 00:53:02,595
[doorbell rings]
875
00:53:02,679 --> 00:53:04,514
Please don't embarrass me.
876
00:53:04,597 --> 00:53:07,642
I'm serious, Amelia.
Oh my God.
877
00:53:10,186 --> 00:53:12,063
[Vada] No!
No, no, no, don't go in the river!
878
00:53:12,147 --> 00:53:13,898
- Why is he going in the river?
- [Quinton] I don't know.
879
00:53:13,982 --> 00:53:16,442
[Vada] This is the saddest shit
I have ever seen in my life.
880
00:53:16,526 --> 00:53:18,027
This is terrible!
881
00:53:18,111 --> 00:53:20,697
This is so bad!
Why would they let kids watch this?
882
00:53:20,780 --> 00:53:22,448
Yeah, you said
you wanted to watch this.
883
00:53:22,532 --> 00:53:24,033
- I cannot... You picked this.
- You said this was your fa...
884
00:53:24,117 --> 00:53:25,910
I gave you options.
I gave you options...
885
00:53:25,994 --> 00:53:27,287
- Come on.
- And you chose this one.
886
00:53:27,370 --> 00:53:27,996
[Amelia] What are you guys
laughing at?
887
00:53:31,124 --> 00:53:31,916
Amelia!
888
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:33,751
[Amelia] Sorry, sorry!
889
00:53:33,835 --> 00:53:36,045
I just wanted to let you guys know
that the slime is almost ready.
890
00:53:36,129 --> 00:53:37,547
If you wanna try it,
I'll allow it.
891
00:53:37,630 --> 00:53:39,090
I love slime. I wanna try.
892
00:53:39,174 --> 00:53:40,675
Okay! Do you want blue or red?
893
00:53:40,758 --> 00:53:41,885
Blue, please.
894
00:53:41,968 --> 00:53:43,553
Vada?
895
00:53:43,636 --> 00:53:46,431
I don't...
Red. I don't care.
896
00:53:46,514 --> 00:53:47,849
Coming right up!
897
00:53:50,351 --> 00:53:51,769
I am so sorry.
898
00:53:51,853 --> 00:53:53,605
She's so cute.
899
00:53:53,688 --> 00:53:55,315
Do you wanna watch
The Staircase?
900
00:53:55,398 --> 00:53:57,066
- Do you know what that is?
- No, what's The Staircase?
901
00:53:57,150 --> 00:53:59,027
It's this white guy,
who murders his second wife,
902
00:53:59,110 --> 00:54:01,654
and probably his first wife,
and gets away with both.
903
00:54:01,738 --> 00:54:03,740
Oh, a tale as old as time.
904
00:54:03,823 --> 00:54:05,074
Tale as old as time, really?
905
00:54:05,158 --> 00:54:06,576
Yeah.
906
00:54:06,659 --> 00:54:08,411
Wait, no, have you seen
the memes of like you know,
907
00:54:08,494 --> 00:54:10,330
all these women are obsessed
with these murder docs,
908
00:54:10,413 --> 00:54:12,707
people have like taken these
photos of the Stepford Wives
909
00:54:12,790 --> 00:54:14,417
you know, with the smile,
with the knife?
910
00:54:14,500 --> 00:54:15,835
- It's like...
- Nah, I haven't seen...
911
00:54:15,919 --> 00:54:17,879
Uh, and it says,
"Murder me, Daddy."
912
00:54:17,962 --> 00:54:18,963
Nah, I haven't seen that.
913
00:54:19,047 --> 00:54:20,340
You've never seen that?
914
00:54:20,423 --> 00:54:23,176
It's everywhere.
Check your timeline, dude.
915
00:54:25,053 --> 00:54:26,512
It's really funny.
916
00:54:31,226 --> 00:54:32,518
Everything okay?
917
00:54:34,979 --> 00:54:36,481
Is everything alright?
918
00:54:36,564 --> 00:54:38,691
Yeah, uh, I'm sorry.
919
00:54:38,775 --> 00:54:40,693
I just have to go home
right now.
920
00:54:42,362 --> 00:54:44,572
I'm sorry, but you know, uh,
family stuff.
921
00:54:44,656 --> 00:54:48,076
Yeah, don't even apologize.
That's totally fine.
922
00:54:50,078 --> 00:54:52,956
Yeah, um, honestly,
I just can't believe that
923
00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:56,459
you're gonna leave alone to watch this
cat flow down the river all by myself.
924
00:54:56,542 --> 00:54:57,877
Oh, you're actually
gonna finish it?
925
00:54:57,961 --> 00:54:59,504
I have to!
I have to see what happens!
926
00:54:59,587 --> 00:55:03,883
Okay, well, uh, text me
and let me know,
927
00:55:03,967 --> 00:55:04,884
you know, what happens.
928
00:55:08,304 --> 00:55:10,682
I hope everything's okay
at home.
929
00:55:10,765 --> 00:55:12,433
You know how it is.
930
00:55:12,976 --> 00:55:14,185
Yeah.
931
00:55:15,186 --> 00:55:16,980
I'll see you.
932
00:55:35,456 --> 00:55:37,834
[Patricia] No, no, no, no, no
933
00:55:37,917 --> 00:55:39,460
- You don't trust me?
- [Amelia] No!
934
00:55:39,544 --> 00:55:41,170
- [Patricia] You don't trust me?
- [Amelia] No, mom!
935
00:55:41,254 --> 00:55:42,880
- [Patricia] You don't trust me?
- [Amelia] Oh my God.
936
00:55:42,964 --> 00:55:44,340
- [Patricia] You don't trust me?
- [Amelia] Stop! Stop!
937
00:55:44,424 --> 00:55:45,591
No, now let me see
which one you have.
938
00:55:45,675 --> 00:55:46,801
- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- Stop!
939
00:55:47,427 --> 00:55:49,345
Stop.
940
00:55:49,429 --> 00:55:50,638
- But this one, I heard this would be better.
- That smells like strawberries.
941
00:55:50,722 --> 00:55:52,098
No, that's too...
942
00:55:52,181 --> 00:55:53,683
[Patricia] No, smell, smell.
Smell, smell. Smell.
943
00:55:53,766 --> 00:55:55,393
[Amelia] Oh! Ew!
944
00:55:55,476 --> 00:55:57,854
- [Patricia] Disgusting, I know. Oh God!
- You're so bad.
945
00:56:00,773 --> 00:56:01,983
This one does
smell good, though.
946
00:56:02,066 --> 00:56:04,777
Just take a little sniff.
Come on.
947
00:56:04,861 --> 00:56:05,820
[both laughing]
948
00:56:09,282 --> 00:56:12,869
- [thudding]
- [Amelia] Ow, Jesus!
949
00:56:13,786 --> 00:56:15,246
- V!
- What?
950
00:56:15,330 --> 00:56:17,415
- [Amelia] Let me in!
- No.
951
00:56:17,498 --> 00:56:19,459
[Amelia] You never lock the door.
What are you doing in there?
952
00:56:19,542 --> 00:56:20,752
None of your business!
953
00:56:46,444 --> 00:56:48,529
Are you wearing my lipstick?
954
00:56:48,613 --> 00:56:50,239
What? No.
955
00:56:50,323 --> 00:56:52,533
Can you tell Mom I don't need a ride?
Nick's gonna take me.
956
00:56:52,617 --> 00:56:55,161
Only if you tell me why you're
wearing my lipstick.
957
00:56:55,244 --> 00:56:58,664
I think those fake glasses are
messing with your vision, dude.
958
00:56:58,748 --> 00:57:01,000
Well, you know, everyone wears
fake glasses now.
959
00:57:01,084 --> 00:57:02,668
It's socially acceptable!
960
00:57:04,379 --> 00:57:06,339
[Vada] Okay, wait,
serious question.
961
00:57:06,422 --> 00:57:07,590
[Mia] Okay.
962
00:57:07,673 --> 00:57:10,843
Now Drake?
Degrassi Drake? Choose.
963
00:57:11,761 --> 00:57:12,678
I like wheelchair Drake.
964
00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:14,972
Wheelchair Jimmy!
965
00:57:15,056 --> 00:57:17,100
- Jimmy!
- [Vada] Jimmy!
966
00:57:18,309 --> 00:57:19,227
Jimmy!
967
00:57:19,310 --> 00:57:20,603
[laughs]
968
00:57:20,686 --> 00:57:24,065
[singing] ♪ Jimmy ♪
969
00:57:24,148 --> 00:57:25,441
[both laugh]
970
00:57:25,525 --> 00:57:27,360
You're, like, yodeling.
971
00:57:27,443 --> 00:57:29,153
You probably
didn't know this about me,
972
00:57:29,237 --> 00:57:30,947
but I'm the best yodeler
in my family.
973
00:57:31,030 --> 00:57:32,156
[Mia] Prove it!
974
00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:34,617
You can't put me
on the spot like that,
975
00:57:34,700 --> 00:57:35,952
'cause then that's just like,
you know...
976
00:57:36,035 --> 00:57:37,412
[Mia] This is like
a little preview.
977
00:57:37,495 --> 00:57:39,205
- Yeah, this is like warm-up.
- [Mia] Okay.
978
00:57:39,288 --> 00:57:41,582
You know, but I'm gonna get you
when you're not even ready.
979
00:57:41,666 --> 00:57:44,377
[Vada] And you're gonna
be like... [gasps loudly]
980
00:57:46,504 --> 00:57:49,006
Hey, you know,
this might sound weird,
981
00:57:49,090 --> 00:57:52,343
'cause like I haven't known you
for that long,
982
00:57:52,427 --> 00:57:54,262
but, like, I feel
so comfortable with you.
983
00:57:54,345 --> 00:57:56,097
Like we're bonded
or something.
984
00:57:59,016 --> 00:58:00,017
Same.
985
00:58:05,481 --> 00:58:07,275
When'd you lose your virginity?
986
00:58:09,485 --> 00:58:10,862
[chuckles] I haven't.
987
00:58:10,945 --> 00:58:12,071
You haven't had sex?
988
00:58:12,155 --> 00:58:13,239
No.
989
00:58:13,322 --> 00:58:14,907
Do you mean
you haven't had today?
990
00:58:14,991 --> 00:58:18,494
- What?
- You dance like such a fuck princess!
991
00:58:18,578 --> 00:58:19,912
What? No, I do not!
992
00:58:19,996 --> 00:58:21,581
- [Vada] Yes, you do!
- What does that even mean?
993
00:58:21,664 --> 00:58:23,499
It means exactly what it sounds
like it means!
994
00:58:23,583 --> 00:58:24,667
You know, th...
The fuck princess!
995
00:58:24,750 --> 00:58:26,377
- Nah. no.
- Okay, I get...
996
00:58:26,461 --> 00:58:27,628
Okay, that's on me.
997
00:58:27,712 --> 00:58:29,547
- Never assume.
- [Mia] You never...
998
00:58:29,630 --> 00:58:31,466
Wait, like, have you?
999
00:58:34,927 --> 00:58:36,095
What?
1000
00:58:36,179 --> 00:58:37,972
Obviously not!
1001
00:58:38,681 --> 00:58:43,019
I am so awkward
1002
00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:44,729
and like embarra...
Like, no!
1003
00:58:45,438 --> 00:58:47,607
Like, oh my God!
1004
00:58:47,690 --> 00:58:48,941
I will say this.
1005
00:58:49,025 --> 00:58:51,486
I feel like high school sex
is very '90s.
1006
00:58:51,569 --> 00:58:52,695
[Mia] Okay.
1007
00:58:52,778 --> 00:58:57,158
And waiting until college
is more now.
1008
00:58:57,241 --> 00:59:00,203
I mean, I feel like I'm probably
gonna wait until I'm like in love.
1009
00:59:02,747 --> 00:59:04,207
Oh.
1010
00:59:05,208 --> 00:59:08,211
Oh, that's really sweet.
1011
00:59:08,294 --> 00:59:12,089
Or when you go on tour with
Drake one day.
1012
00:59:13,549 --> 00:59:14,592
You just let him have it.
1013
00:59:14,675 --> 00:59:16,761
[laughs]
1014
00:59:16,844 --> 00:59:18,846
What's wheelchair Jimmy
like in bed?
1015
00:59:18,930 --> 00:59:21,891
[music playing]
1016
00:59:27,897 --> 00:59:29,857
♪ I broke in ♪
1017
00:59:32,818 --> 00:59:35,738
♪ To our home ♪
1018
00:59:38,366 --> 00:59:41,244
♪ Had we even been ♪
1019
00:59:41,327 --> 00:59:45,081
♪ Living here all along ♪
1020
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:52,838
♪ And your face ♪
1021
00:59:55,258 --> 00:59:56,842
♪ That I know ♪
1022
00:59:57,843 --> 01:00:01,889
♪ And your face ♪
1023
01:00:05,351 --> 01:00:07,311
♪ That I know ♪
1024
01:00:08,271 --> 01:00:14,652
♪ Says night falls ♪
1025
01:00:14,735 --> 01:00:21,826
[dance music playing]
1026
01:00:26,038 --> 01:00:27,999
[Vada] What are you
thinkin' about?
1027
01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:30,126
Hmm?
1028
01:00:42,221 --> 01:00:44,557
[both laugh]
1029
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:47,893
Okay, I know you're a
woman of very little words,
1030
01:00:49,395 --> 01:00:52,898
but I know you got
some deep shit happening
1031
01:00:52,982 --> 01:00:56,402
- in this nice little head of yours.
- [chuckles]
1032
01:00:57,737 --> 01:00:59,947
Beep.
1033
01:01:00,656 --> 01:01:03,117
God.
1034
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:04,535
Anything?
1035
01:01:06,370 --> 01:01:08,748
Okay.
1036
01:01:08,831 --> 01:01:13,336
Let's say this.
Let's say you die tomorrow.
1037
01:01:13,419 --> 01:01:15,296
Okay?
1038
01:01:15,379 --> 01:01:18,674
And what if you die sad, 'cause you
regret not saying what you wanted to say?
1039
01:01:21,093 --> 01:01:22,345
Then what?
1040
01:01:31,687 --> 01:01:33,314
I can't say it.
1041
01:01:33,397 --> 01:01:34,857
Why?
1042
01:02:09,183 --> 01:02:11,268
Is this okay?
1043
01:02:16,482 --> 01:02:23,280
[somber music playing]
1044
01:03:12,538 --> 01:03:14,165
[coughing]
1045
01:03:35,728 --> 01:03:36,979
[Carlos] Where have you been?
1046
01:03:37,062 --> 01:03:38,939
We've been freaking out!
1047
01:03:39,023 --> 01:03:40,483
I was at Nick's.
1048
01:03:40,566 --> 01:03:43,527
Nick's been calling all morning
wondering where you are.
1049
01:03:46,489 --> 01:03:48,157
Vada, your phone was dead.
1050
01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:49,575
We didn't know if something
terrible had happened to you or...
1051
01:03:49,658 --> 01:03:53,204
I'm sorry. I'm fine.
1052
01:03:53,287 --> 01:03:55,539
The perfect child
tells a fat one.
1053
01:03:55,623 --> 01:03:57,500
She better lose screen time
for that one, Dad.
1054
01:03:57,583 --> 01:03:59,251
[Carlos] Vada, come back here!
1055
01:04:00,169 --> 01:04:01,420
Vada!
1056
01:04:03,172 --> 01:04:04,965
I told you,
you don't have to know!
1057
01:04:05,049 --> 01:04:06,759
- Vada
- Vada, don't be rude.
1058
01:04:06,842 --> 01:04:09,011
Vada, what were you doing
last night?
1059
01:04:09,094 --> 01:04:11,472
Nothing, Jesus!
1060
01:04:11,555 --> 01:04:13,182
Are you...
Are you seeing someone?
1061
01:04:13,265 --> 01:04:15,643
LOL, seeing someone. No!
1062
01:04:15,726 --> 01:04:17,853
Uh, I'll do it...
I'll do it.
1063
01:04:22,066 --> 01:04:23,943
If you're gonna be
spending the night
1064
01:04:24,026 --> 01:04:25,152
at someone's house, Vada...
1065
01:04:25,236 --> 01:04:28,322
[squeals] I'm not
having sex, Mom!
1066
01:04:28,405 --> 01:04:30,574
- Okay.
- Oh, my God!
1067
01:04:30,658 --> 01:04:32,117
What are you doing?
1068
01:04:38,290 --> 01:04:40,709
Last night, I slept over
at my friend Mia's house
1069
01:04:40,793 --> 01:04:42,920
- and I got drunk.
- You got drunk?
1070
01:04:43,003 --> 01:04:45,589
Yeah, Mom, I got drunk.
1071
01:04:45,673 --> 01:04:48,509
I am 16 years old
and I drink alcohol,
1072
01:04:48,592 --> 01:04:50,928
and here's the thing,
I don't even like drinking.
1073
01:04:51,011 --> 01:04:53,222
I was just tryin' to live
in the moment,
1074
01:04:53,305 --> 01:04:56,517
and feel shit, and YOLO
or something, okay?
1075
01:05:04,191 --> 01:05:08,112
[burps] Now if you excuse me,
I am hungover as shit
1076
01:05:08,195 --> 01:05:10,072
and I'm gonna go barf
in the shower.
1077
01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:14,660
Who's Mia?
1078
01:05:14,743 --> 01:05:16,203
Who's Mia?
1079
01:05:29,842 --> 01:05:31,385
I'm not even tryin' to be rude,
I'm just...
1080
01:05:31,468 --> 01:05:33,387
I'm super busy
and I don't have the time.
1081
01:05:33,470 --> 01:05:34,847
So.
1082
01:05:35,848 --> 01:05:37,182
Okay.
1083
01:05:41,145 --> 01:05:42,605
I'm sorry
I never called you back,
1084
01:05:42,688 --> 01:05:45,316
but you didn't have
to get me in trouble, dude.
1085
01:05:45,399 --> 01:05:47,318
Vada, I was just
worried about you.
1086
01:05:47,401 --> 01:05:48,569
When I didn't hear back
from you,
1087
01:05:48,652 --> 01:05:49,987
I felt like I had to call
your mom,
1088
01:05:50,070 --> 01:05:51,405
'cause the last time
I had seen you,
1089
01:05:51,488 --> 01:05:53,866
you had literally done drugs
at school.
1090
01:05:53,949 --> 01:05:55,409
So I was like, "Okay, cool.
1091
01:05:55,492 --> 01:05:58,454
Maybe she's like having
a serotonin drop from hell
1092
01:05:58,537 --> 01:06:02,708
and she's like suicidal
on a bridge somewhere and...
1093
01:06:02,791 --> 01:06:04,960
Then to hear like how freaked
your family was all night,
1094
01:06:05,044 --> 01:06:06,420
I just...
1095
01:06:06,503 --> 01:06:08,297
I don't know, I hoped that
1096
01:06:08,380 --> 01:06:10,466
whatever you went and did was worth
everything you put them through.
1097
01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:12,301
But, you know what?
1098
01:06:12,384 --> 01:06:14,136
I'm guessing uh, it's more likely
you were with Mia Reed somewhere,
1099
01:06:14,219 --> 01:06:16,138
acting like nothing happened.
1100
01:06:16,221 --> 01:06:19,141
Why're you being like this?
1101
01:06:19,224 --> 01:06:21,769
Because I've
waited for you, Vada.
1102
01:06:21,852 --> 01:06:26,690
For a month,
I've given you space and love to heal.
1103
01:06:26,774 --> 01:06:28,651
But I've been dealing with this
my own way!
1104
01:06:28,734 --> 01:06:31,820
You haven't dealt with
anything, that's the problem!
1105
01:06:31,904 --> 01:06:34,073
All I wanna do is try
my hardest to stop this
1106
01:06:34,156 --> 01:06:35,491
from ever happening again.
1107
01:06:35,574 --> 01:06:39,703
Like why is that so hard
for you to understand?
1108
01:06:39,787 --> 01:06:41,997
That's not fucking fair, Nick.
1109
01:06:42,081 --> 01:06:44,333
None of this is fair, Vada.
1110
01:06:48,087 --> 01:06:50,714
Yeah, yeah.
Mmm-hmm, go be with Mia.
1111
01:06:50,798 --> 01:06:53,133
She's gonna save the world
with her hot ass.
1112
01:06:53,217 --> 01:06:54,510
Fuck you, Nick.
1113
01:06:54,593 --> 01:06:55,511
Wow.
1114
01:06:57,096 --> 01:06:58,347
Nice.
1115
01:07:02,518 --> 01:07:04,520
He's just hurtin',
I think we all are.
1116
01:07:04,603 --> 01:07:08,816
He was so cruel about it!
1117
01:07:08,899 --> 01:07:11,694
Yeah, but you know,
he's under a lot of pressure.
1118
01:07:11,777 --> 01:07:13,153
He has to be the face of this,
1119
01:07:13,237 --> 01:07:17,700
just act brave, but, well,
he's scared, too.
1120
01:07:17,783 --> 01:07:19,535
You know,
fear makes people act crazy.
1121
01:07:21,954 --> 01:07:23,831
Okay, I...
1122
01:07:23,914 --> 01:07:25,791
Like I'm sorry for like
1123
01:07:25,874 --> 01:07:28,252
calling you and dumping
all of this on you,
1124
01:07:28,335 --> 01:07:32,297
especially, because it's
been the hardest on you.
1125
01:07:32,381 --> 01:07:33,924
It's hard on everyone.
1126
01:07:37,594 --> 01:07:40,639
I think for me, you know,
when it hurts too much,
1127
01:07:40,723 --> 01:07:44,810
I think about
how this can't be for nothing.
1128
01:07:44,893 --> 01:07:46,937
Like, oh, we won't even let
this be for not... Like, it...
1129
01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:48,647
It can't be for nothing,
you know?
1130
01:07:48,731 --> 01:07:50,941
Fuck. Yeah.
1131
01:07:57,156 --> 01:07:58,532
Tell me about your brother.
1132
01:08:03,537 --> 01:08:05,247
I just wanna know
more about him.
1133
01:08:09,752 --> 01:08:13,130
He was, uh, real quiet
1134
01:08:13,213 --> 01:08:14,548
when you first met him.
1135
01:08:16,008 --> 01:08:18,635
He watched everything now,
you know.
1136
01:08:18,719 --> 01:08:20,095
Like, he'd be like,
1137
01:08:20,179 --> 01:08:21,764
"Oh, that girl is gonna go home
with that guy
1138
01:08:21,847 --> 01:08:23,891
and that guy is gonna go home
with that girl and..."
1139
01:08:23,974 --> 01:08:26,977
Like, he was always right.
1140
01:08:27,061 --> 01:08:29,063
He was funny.
1141
01:08:29,146 --> 01:08:31,899
Like always making me laugh.
1142
01:08:36,528 --> 01:08:37,821
He, uh...
1143
01:08:39,948 --> 01:08:41,575
He sounds dope.
1144
01:08:47,664 --> 01:08:49,958
I feel him.
1145
01:08:50,042 --> 01:08:53,962
Now I know this sounds crazy
to say like...
1146
01:08:54,046 --> 01:08:57,382
I just...
I know he's still with me.
1147
01:08:57,466 --> 01:08:59,468
He's not gonna let me
go back and be sad,
1148
01:08:59,551 --> 01:09:02,805
he's not gonna let me go
forward and freak out.
1149
01:09:02,888 --> 01:09:05,724
He keeps me here.
1150
01:09:05,808 --> 01:09:07,726
He keeps me calm.
1151
01:09:10,604 --> 01:09:12,898
I think he's definitely
still here.
1152
01:09:14,691 --> 01:09:16,860
Lot of people
don't ask me about him.
1153
01:09:16,944 --> 01:09:21,031
They think I'mma like
cry or somethin'.
1154
01:09:21,115 --> 01:09:24,493
Um, well, thank you.
1155
01:09:29,623 --> 01:09:32,292
You can always talk
about him around me.
1156
01:09:33,836 --> 01:09:40,634
[somber music playing]
1157
01:09:49,434 --> 01:09:51,687
Wait, wait.
I'm sorry, I...
1158
01:09:51,770 --> 01:09:54,022
What's wrong?
1159
01:09:54,106 --> 01:09:57,276
I'm just going through a lot
right now, it's just...
1160
01:09:57,359 --> 01:10:00,028
I just don't know if I'm in
the right headspace right now.
1161
01:10:02,531 --> 01:10:04,575
- I'm sorry.
- Oh, my God.
1162
01:10:04,658 --> 01:10:06,618
- I am so sorry!
- No, you're okay.
1163
01:10:06,702 --> 01:10:08,412
I'm... No, of course, you are.
I'm so sorry.
1164
01:10:08,495 --> 01:10:10,289
You're perfect, I like you,
it's just...
1165
01:10:10,372 --> 01:10:11,623
- I'm so sorry.
- V, I swear, you didn't do anything wrong.
1166
01:10:11,707 --> 01:10:13,125
I am so sorry, okay?
1167
01:10:13,208 --> 01:10:14,877
No, don't be sorry, it's...
It's not like that.
1168
01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:16,170
I am so sorry. I am so sorry.
1169
01:10:19,756 --> 01:10:20,841
[sobbing]
1170
01:10:48,952 --> 01:10:50,454
I can't sleep.
1171
01:11:01,882 --> 01:11:05,052
You know, I can always see
where you are on Find A Friend
1172
01:11:05,135 --> 01:11:07,054
when your phone isn't dead.
1173
01:11:07,137 --> 01:11:09,473
You better delete me
off of that.
1174
01:11:09,556 --> 01:11:10,849
Like tomorrow,
1175
01:11:10,933 --> 01:11:12,768
so I don't tell Mom
about your Finsta.
1176
01:11:12,851 --> 01:11:14,061
Fine!
1177
01:11:15,854 --> 01:11:17,439
Why do you care where I am?
1178
01:11:17,523 --> 01:11:18,690
I don't.
1179
01:11:21,735 --> 01:11:24,488
You're always at a house
in North Bay.
1180
01:11:24,571 --> 01:11:25,656
Why?
1181
01:11:25,739 --> 01:11:27,908
It's where my friend Mia lives.
1182
01:11:27,991 --> 01:11:29,159
Hmm.
1183
01:11:37,501 --> 01:11:40,963
V, I'm scared.
1184
01:11:41,046 --> 01:11:42,589
Of what?
1185
01:11:45,300 --> 01:11:47,928
What if...
1186
01:11:53,392 --> 01:11:56,728
What if a shooter comes
to my school next?
1187
01:11:58,355 --> 01:12:00,148
It won't happen.
1188
01:12:00,232 --> 01:12:01,733
How do you know?
1189
01:12:11,618 --> 01:12:14,037
Sorry, I almost got you
killed in a shooting.
1190
01:12:20,502 --> 01:12:22,212
What're you talking about?
1191
01:12:22,296 --> 01:12:24,631
If I hadn't texted you
about my stupid period,
1192
01:12:24,715 --> 01:12:26,925
you wouldn't have
left the classroom.
1193
01:12:27,009 --> 01:12:29,553
You would've been safe.
1194
01:12:29,636 --> 01:12:32,055
- You could've died.
- That's not true.
1195
01:12:32,139 --> 01:12:33,473
Yes, it is!
1196
01:12:33,557 --> 01:12:34,725
Quinton's brother died,
'cause he was walking
1197
01:12:34,808 --> 01:12:36,476
in the same hallway.
1198
01:12:40,063 --> 01:12:42,524
It wasn't safe anywhere
1199
01:12:42,607 --> 01:12:44,359
Definitely wasn't your fault.
1200
01:12:44,443 --> 01:12:48,780
Then why have you been
so mad at me?
1201
01:12:48,864 --> 01:12:51,450
I haven't been mad at you.
1202
01:12:51,533 --> 01:12:53,118
Why do you keep thinking that?
1203
01:12:53,201 --> 01:12:55,037
Because...
1204
01:12:56,121 --> 01:12:58,749
You're never home anymore.
1205
01:12:58,832 --> 01:13:00,667
You never talk to me.
1206
01:13:02,085 --> 01:13:05,422
We never went to dinner
to talk about...
1207
01:13:05,964 --> 01:13:07,341
periods.
1208
01:13:12,512 --> 01:13:14,556
I'm sorry, but I'm definitely
not mad at you.
1209
01:13:20,437 --> 01:13:23,315
Can I tell you something that
I've not told anybody before?
1210
01:13:29,154 --> 01:13:31,031
We were in the bathroom.
1211
01:13:32,491 --> 01:13:34,284
And the stall where we hid,
1212
01:13:36,119 --> 01:13:38,163
there was a moment where I...
1213
01:13:38,246 --> 01:13:39,915
really thought
I was gonna die.
1214
01:13:42,084 --> 01:13:44,294
And it was
the scariest moment of my life.
1215
01:13:47,339 --> 01:13:52,302
And the only person
I could think of was you.
1216
01:13:52,386 --> 01:13:55,013
Do you remember when I sent you
that "I love you, too"?
1217
01:13:56,681 --> 01:13:58,642
I thought I only had time
to text one person,
1218
01:13:58,725 --> 01:13:59,810
so I texted you.
1219
01:14:01,269 --> 01:14:02,688
[sobs]
1220
01:14:02,771 --> 01:14:04,439
I didn't know that.
1221
01:14:07,984 --> 01:14:10,779
You're my favorite person
on Earth, Millie.
1222
01:14:15,701 --> 01:14:17,327
Even if you get married
one day?
1223
01:14:17,411 --> 01:14:19,413
No, fuck a husband.
1224
01:14:21,289 --> 01:14:22,874
You're my number one.
1225
01:14:30,006 --> 01:14:32,092
Don't let go.
1226
01:15:26,104 --> 01:15:27,856
I don't know
what's wrong with me.
1227
01:15:28,940 --> 01:15:30,817
Nothing is wrong with you.
1228
01:15:30,901 --> 01:15:33,737
Oh, Dad, I...
1229
01:15:33,820 --> 01:15:35,322
I feel so...
1230
01:15:36,948 --> 01:15:38,283
empty.
1231
01:15:38,366 --> 01:15:41,870
Vada, you went
through something
1232
01:15:41,953 --> 01:15:44,498
no one should ever have
to go through.
1233
01:15:47,667 --> 01:15:49,711
I can't imagine
how scared you feel.
1234
01:15:56,801 --> 01:15:58,720
Life's fuckin' hard.
1235
01:15:58,804 --> 01:16:01,765
I'm sorry
for saying "fucking".
1236
01:16:01,848 --> 01:16:04,142
No, you're right.
1237
01:16:04,226 --> 01:16:06,353
Life's fucking hard!
1238
01:16:06,436 --> 01:16:07,562
Dad.
1239
01:16:07,646 --> 01:16:09,439
What? No one's around.
1240
01:16:09,523 --> 01:16:12,359
Try it, it feels good.
1241
01:16:12,442 --> 01:16:15,070
Life is fucking crazy!
1242
01:16:18,949 --> 01:16:20,367
Yeah!
1243
01:16:21,284 --> 01:16:22,410
Fuck!
1244
01:16:24,287 --> 01:16:26,957
Life's fucking confusing!
1245
01:16:28,416 --> 01:16:34,464
[uplifting music playing]
1246
01:16:36,174 --> 01:16:38,593
I can't fucking feel anything!
1247
01:16:38,677 --> 01:16:39,636
Good one.
1248
01:16:40,929 --> 01:16:42,889
Fuck you, Matt Corgan!
1249
01:16:42,973 --> 01:16:45,433
Yeah, fuck you!
1250
01:16:47,060 --> 01:16:50,730
I'm scared to go to school
every day!
1251
01:16:50,814 --> 01:16:54,109
I'm scared to take my children
to school!
1252
01:16:55,402 --> 01:16:56,862
I'm scared to sleep!
1253
01:16:58,154 --> 01:17:00,532
I'm scared of...
1254
01:17:00,615 --> 01:17:02,367
time!
1255
01:17:03,577 --> 01:17:05,620
We're not even
swearing anymore, Dad.
1256
01:17:05,704 --> 01:17:07,038
Still feels good.
1257
01:17:09,958 --> 01:17:12,544
I'm incredibly proud
1258
01:17:12,627 --> 01:17:15,964
of how smart and amazing
1259
01:17:16,047 --> 01:17:17,299
my daughter is!
1260
01:17:17,382 --> 01:17:20,802
Dad, don't be fucking cheesy!
1261
01:17:20,885 --> 01:17:22,887
- [laughs]
- Please!
1262
01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:26,308
Never again.
1263
01:17:28,685 --> 01:17:30,270
Ah!
1264
01:17:57,255 --> 01:17:59,007
[knocking]
1265
01:18:17,400 --> 01:18:18,485
Mia?
1266
01:18:37,087 --> 01:18:38,588
Mia?
1267
01:18:47,972 --> 01:18:50,100
♪ Just hit the belly
Poppin' up at the party ♪
1268
01:18:50,183 --> 01:18:51,601
♪ When I'm ready, I'm ready ♪
1269
01:18:51,685 --> 01:18:53,311
[Vada] Oh, my god!
1270
01:18:53,395 --> 01:18:54,270
♪ Big bowl of spaghetti
Puffin' on somethin' smelly ♪
1271
01:18:54,354 --> 01:18:55,939
[Vada] Mia?
1272
01:18:56,022 --> 01:18:57,649
♪ She only got the vision
When she saw me on the telly ♪
1273
01:18:57,732 --> 01:18:59,359
- [Vada] Mia?
- ♪ Realest to the core ♪
1274
01:18:59,442 --> 01:19:00,902
♪ Strong drink
Said she feel it in her jaw ♪
1275
01:19:00,985 --> 01:19:02,445
My God.
1276
01:19:02,529 --> 01:19:03,780
♪ Rock bottom we were sittin'
On the floor ♪
1277
01:19:03,863 --> 01:19:05,365
I'm just sweating out.
1278
01:19:05,448 --> 01:19:06,991
I thought you were
fucking dead, dude.
1279
01:19:07,075 --> 01:19:08,660
Don't scare me like that.
1280
01:19:08,743 --> 01:19:09,994
Ah...
1281
01:19:10,078 --> 01:19:11,162
Come on.
1282
01:19:11,246 --> 01:19:12,539
Come on.
1283
01:19:25,009 --> 01:19:26,469
Do you hate me?
1284
01:19:28,763 --> 01:19:31,975
No. Why would I hate you?
1285
01:19:36,688 --> 01:19:38,440
Just scared the shit out of me.
1286
01:19:45,613 --> 01:19:47,157
And I don't regret it.
1287
01:19:50,201 --> 01:19:53,371
Just scared it was gonna like
ruin our friendship or something.
1288
01:19:57,792 --> 01:20:00,170
Yeah, I was scared
of that, too.
1289
01:20:06,384 --> 01:20:08,636
Then let's not ruin anything?
1290
01:20:11,347 --> 01:20:12,891
Okay.
1291
01:20:34,120 --> 01:20:37,624
I think I'm gonna go back to
dance tomorrow.
1292
01:20:37,707 --> 01:20:40,585
Even though, I'm like literally
scared to leave my house,
1293
01:20:40,668 --> 01:20:42,462
I know I need to do it.
1294
01:20:42,545 --> 01:20:44,506
That's amazing.
You totally should.
1295
01:20:49,469 --> 01:20:50,637
Well, what are you gonna do?
1296
01:20:50,720 --> 01:20:52,806
I'm gonna go with you.
1297
01:20:52,889 --> 01:20:54,724
No, you're not.
We never discussed this.
1298
01:20:54,808 --> 01:20:57,602
Stop trying to get rid of me!
1299
01:20:59,854 --> 01:21:01,773
I am Postmate-ing us
frozen yogurt.
1300
01:21:05,985 --> 01:21:07,487
I think I actually want some.
1301
01:21:07,570 --> 01:21:09,405
Okay, then push.
1302
01:21:12,659 --> 01:21:14,536
I like the doodles.
1303
01:21:14,619 --> 01:21:17,413
Who's that guy?
Is that Harry Potter?
1304
01:21:17,497 --> 01:21:18,873
That's Paul Dano.
1305
01:21:18,957 --> 01:21:20,333
He's my celebrity crush.
1306
01:21:25,338 --> 01:21:26,714
How was this?
1307
01:21:26,798 --> 01:21:29,634
Processing through
all these emotions?
1308
01:21:29,717 --> 01:21:30,718
Good.
1309
01:21:32,554 --> 01:21:36,266
I had a lot of ups and downs,
1310
01:21:36,349 --> 01:21:39,978
but I feel like
I felt everything.
1311
01:21:40,061 --> 01:21:41,896
So that's...
1312
01:21:41,980 --> 01:21:43,690
It's good, I guess.
1313
01:21:43,773 --> 01:21:47,402
I noticed that you used
the word "scared" a few times.
1314
01:21:47,485 --> 01:21:48,987
When did you feel
the most scared?
1315
01:21:53,950 --> 01:21:55,535
Being at school.
1316
01:21:57,996 --> 01:22:00,582
I don't feel comfortable
being back there.
1317
01:22:00,665 --> 01:22:04,460
Can you tell me more
about that?
1318
01:22:04,544 --> 01:22:05,920
You know,
all these kids from my school,
1319
01:22:06,004 --> 01:22:09,591
specifically one of
my closest friends, Nick,
1320
01:22:09,674 --> 01:22:12,635
who I love so much, um...
1321
01:22:13,845 --> 01:22:16,514
they've been able to take
1322
01:22:16,598 --> 01:22:18,641
what happened, and...
1323
01:22:20,643 --> 01:22:25,773
are literally using it
to change the world.
1324
01:22:25,857 --> 01:22:28,651
Like, they're doing so much
amazing stuff and...
1325
01:22:33,156 --> 01:22:36,492
For some reason, I feel like
I'm unable to do that.
1326
01:22:40,455 --> 01:22:44,334
I feel like it has kind
of ended our friendship.
1327
01:22:48,630 --> 01:22:50,131
Sucks.
1328
01:22:51,799 --> 01:22:53,718
'Cause I really,
really miss him.
1329
01:22:55,595 --> 01:22:57,263
What are you feeling right now?
1330
01:23:00,433 --> 01:23:02,268
I don't know.
1331
01:23:02,352 --> 01:23:03,686
Yes, you do.
1332
01:23:13,571 --> 01:23:15,156
I feel...
1333
01:23:19,285 --> 01:23:20,912
mad.
1334
01:23:23,539 --> 01:23:24,707
[Anna] Mad about what?
1335
01:23:24,791 --> 01:23:28,378
I feel mad,
because I had no idea
1336
01:23:28,461 --> 01:23:29,587
one guy with a gun
1337
01:23:29,671 --> 01:23:32,173
could fuck up my life so hard
1338
01:23:32,256 --> 01:23:34,592
in six minutes.
1339
01:23:34,676 --> 01:23:37,345
Fuck up so many lives!
1340
01:23:37,428 --> 01:23:40,515
Then I think I should be
grateful to be alive.
1341
01:23:42,308 --> 01:23:44,519
I feel like, I don't know,
maybe there's some
1342
01:23:44,602 --> 01:23:46,562
weird fucked up reason why
1343
01:23:46,646 --> 01:23:50,274
I made it
and other people didn't.
1344
01:23:50,358 --> 01:23:53,778
Um, but then when you sit back
1345
01:23:53,861 --> 01:23:58,491
and you think about it,
you realize, "No!
1346
01:23:58,574 --> 01:23:59,951
There isn't.
1347
01:24:02,578 --> 01:24:03,871
There's no fucking reason."
1348
01:24:05,623 --> 01:24:07,625
None of us should've died.
1349
01:24:18,636 --> 01:24:20,138
[sighs]
1350
01:24:26,978 --> 01:24:29,939
I'm having a really hard time
moving on.
1351
01:24:51,586 --> 01:24:53,963
Oh, hi.
1352
01:24:54,047 --> 01:24:55,590
I'm sorry.
1353
01:24:57,633 --> 01:24:59,719
I love you.
1354
01:24:59,802 --> 01:25:02,972
Sweetheart, I love you, too.
1355
01:25:03,056 --> 01:25:06,267
I'm gonna try to be more honest
with you about my life.
1356
01:25:07,602 --> 01:25:08,644
You know what?
1357
01:25:08,728 --> 01:25:13,024
I would really,
really like that.
1358
01:25:17,362 --> 01:25:19,280
I've been really struggling.
1359
01:25:19,363 --> 01:25:20,782
Mmm-hmm.
1360
01:25:20,865 --> 01:25:22,950
And I don't know why it's been
so hard to tell you like,
1361
01:25:23,034 --> 01:25:24,744
'cause I just didn't
want you to worry.
1362
01:25:24,827 --> 01:25:28,331
And you're right, I was acting
funny that time I was drunk,
1363
01:25:28,414 --> 01:25:31,501
because I did have sex
with someone.
1364
01:25:31,584 --> 01:25:34,170
And I was a little bit stoned,
but not as stoned
1365
01:25:34,253 --> 01:25:36,714
as I was when I was on E.
1366
01:25:36,798 --> 01:25:38,299
Jesus, that was rough.
1367
01:25:38,382 --> 01:25:40,468
And the person I was having sex
with wasn't the person
1368
01:25:40,551 --> 01:25:42,595
that I thought I was maybe
gonna be having sex with,
1369
01:25:42,678 --> 01:25:44,597
but I'm...
I'm telling you all of this,
1370
01:25:44,680 --> 01:25:47,308
because I want you to know
that I'm...
1371
01:25:47,391 --> 01:25:50,520
I'm never gonna do any of that
stuff ever again.
1372
01:25:50,603 --> 01:25:52,563
You know, the bad...
The bad stuff.
1373
01:25:54,232 --> 01:25:55,983
Mmm-hmm.
1374
01:25:57,402 --> 01:25:58,736
Mmm-hmm.
1375
01:26:00,947 --> 01:26:04,200
Okay. Well,
thank you for uh...
1376
01:26:05,576 --> 01:26:06,786
For trusting me.
1377
01:26:07,578 --> 01:26:08,955
With this information.
1378
01:26:15,378 --> 01:26:16,546
Was that too much?
1379
01:26:16,629 --> 01:26:18,673
No! I am...
1380
01:26:20,424 --> 01:26:21,926
I'm processing.
1381
01:26:24,428 --> 01:26:25,805
Don't worry,
it was with a girl.
1382
01:26:25,888 --> 01:26:26,931
Hmm?
1383
01:26:27,014 --> 01:26:28,391
The sex stuff.
1384
01:26:28,474 --> 01:26:30,810
It was with a girl,
1385
01:26:30,893 --> 01:26:32,603
so it's not
like I'm gonna get pregnant.
1386
01:26:32,687 --> 01:26:34,856
That's a bonus, right?
1387
01:26:34,939 --> 01:26:36,858
Yeah.
1388
01:26:36,941 --> 01:26:38,901
Bonus.
1389
01:26:48,619 --> 01:26:50,830
Okay.
1390
01:26:50,913 --> 01:26:53,207
I'm... I'm ready
to talk about it more now.
1391
01:27:54,268 --> 01:27:56,020
[phone buzzes]
1392
01:28:19,418 --> 01:28:20,878
[breath trembling]
1393
01:28:27,843 --> 01:28:29,178
[gasps]
1394
01:28:40,356 --> 01:28:42,024
[sobbing]
1395
01:29:07,633 --> 01:29:13,472
♪ The day is over
Come to an end ♪
1396
01:29:13,556 --> 01:29:17,101
♪ I know your eyes are ready ♪
1397
01:29:17,184 --> 01:29:20,980
♪ You can't close them ♪
1398
01:29:21,063 --> 01:29:23,941
♪ The world is heavy ♪
1399
01:29:24,025 --> 01:29:27,695
♪ So you'll need your rest ♪
1400
01:29:27,778 --> 01:29:28,863
♪ Good night ♪
1401
01:29:28,946 --> 01:29:32,867
♪ Sleep tight, my friend ♪
1402
01:29:34,076 --> 01:29:37,580
♪ And I'll sing ♪
1403
01:29:37,663 --> 01:29:40,791
♪ While you sleep ♪
1404
01:29:40,875 --> 01:29:44,211
♪ I'll cover your feet ♪
1405
01:29:44,295 --> 01:29:47,548
♪ So out of reach ♪
1406
01:29:47,631 --> 01:29:54,597
♪ I'll breathe
When you breathe ♪
1407
01:29:54,680 --> 01:30:00,519
♪ Whatever you need ♪
1408
01:30:00,586 --> 01:30:05,586
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https://twitter.com/kaboomskull
1409
01:30:12,698 --> 01:30:14,825
♪ I know it feels ♪
1410
01:30:14,909 --> 01:30:19,413
♪ Like you're fightin'
The wind ♪
1411
01:30:19,497 --> 01:30:22,458
♪ Waitin' for one of you ♪
1412
01:30:22,541 --> 01:30:26,128
♪ To give in ♪
1413
01:30:26,212 --> 01:30:29,090
♪ The truth is
You're stronger ♪
1414
01:30:29,173 --> 01:30:32,426
♪ Than you've ever been ♪
1415
01:30:32,510 --> 01:30:35,679
♪ But there's nothing wrong ♪
1416
01:30:35,763 --> 01:30:39,266
♪ With holding my hand ♪
1417
01:30:39,350 --> 01:30:42,645
♪ So I'll sing ♪
1418
01:30:42,728 --> 01:30:46,023
♪ While you sleep ♪
1419
01:30:46,107 --> 01:30:48,317
♪ I'll cover your feet ♪
1420
01:30:48,401 --> 01:30:49,527
♪ Ah, ah ♪
1421
01:30:49,610 --> 01:30:51,487
♪ So very out of reach ♪
1422
01:30:51,570 --> 01:30:52,905
♪ Ah, ah ♪
1423
01:30:52,988 --> 01:30:59,662
♪ I'll breathe
When you breathe ♪
1424
01:30:59,745 --> 01:31:05,459
♪ I'll breathe
When you breathe ♪
1425
01:31:06,502 --> 01:31:11,340
♪ Whatever you need ♪
1426
01:31:13,426 --> 01:31:17,346
♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪