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(narrator) The Pilgrim's Progress.
From this World to That Which is to Come,

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Delivered Under the Similitude of a Dream.

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Wherein is Discovered,
The Manner of His Setting Out,

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His Dangerous Journey.

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And Safe Arrival at the Desired Country.

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(slow string music)

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(wind blowing)

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(string music intensifies)

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(narrator) As I walked through
the wilderness of this world,

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I lighted on a certain place
where was a den

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and I laid me down in that place to sleep.

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And as I slept, I dreamed a dream.

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I saw a man clothed with rags,

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standing in a certain place with
his face from his own house

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book in his hand,
and a great burden upon his back.

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(Rick) All those years...

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living the life of someone...

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I didn't even know.

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(Joseph) Remember the story
I used to tell you when you were a boy...

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about a young prince.

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A knight,

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sent by his father, the King of the East,

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west into Egypt...

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(indistinct chatter)

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to find a pearl.

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(calm woodwind music)

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A pearl from the depths of the sea.

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(wave crashing)

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(silent)

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But when the prince arrived,

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the people poured him a cup
that took away his memory.

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He forgot he was the son of the king.

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Forgot about the pearl...

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and fell into a deep sleep.

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(traffic noises fading in)

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(emergency sirens)

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(woodwind music continues)

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(Joseph) The king didn't forget his son.

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He continued to send word...

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messengers...

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guides.

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But the prince slept on.

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(music fades out)

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(silence)

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(low rumbling)

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(loud rattling)

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(loud clattering)

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(lamp shatters)

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(more glass shattering)

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(loud clattering)

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(distant siren)

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(rumbling stops)

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(pot crashes)
(helicopter roars)

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(indistinct TV announcer)

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(rumbling)

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(dog barks)

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(helicopter)

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(emergency sirens)

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(low rumbling)

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(traffic noises)

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(Rick) You see the palm trees?

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They tell you anything's possible.

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You can be anything...

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do anything...

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start over.

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(chatter)

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You know?

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(Scott)
I'm asking for your permission to make this

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a dramatic scene for one second...

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(Joseph) My son...

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you are just like I am.

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(slow string music)

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Can't figure your life out?

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Can't put the pieces together?

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Just like me.

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A pilgrim on this earth.

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A stranger.

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(string music continues)

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(Joseph) Fragments...

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pieces...

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of a man.

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(Rick) Where did I go wrong?

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(music ends)

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(Splash)

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(indistinct chatter)

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(Della) What you wanna talk about?

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(Rick) You have nice eyes.

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Aren't I lucky.

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Where do you live?

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Why do ya wanna know?

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I want to write you a letter.

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What are you gonna say in your letter?

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(Della) Maybe you better not say it.

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(rock music fades in)

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(music overlapped by airflow)

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(Della) Let's live
like nobody's ever done it before.

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(high organ music)

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(Della) Wicked.

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(narrator) Once the soul
was perfect and had wings...

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(Della) Brave.

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(narrator) it could soar into heaven
where only creatures with wings can be.

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But the soul Lost its wings
and fell to Earth.

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There it took an earthly body.

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And now, while it lives in this body,

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no outward sign of wings can be seen.

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Yet the roots of its wings are still there.

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And the nature of wings is to try to raise
the earthbound body

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and soar with it into heaven.

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When we see a beautiful woman, or a man...

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the soul remembers the beauty
it used to know in heaven.

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And wings begin to spout,
and that makes the soul want to fly,

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but it cannot yet.
It is still too weak.

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So the man keeps staring up
into the sky like a young bird.

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He has lost
all interest in the world...

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(Rick) Can I come over?

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(Della on phone) We
just left each other.

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(Rick) Are you alone?

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(Della) Of course.

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(agent 1) On my phone sheet, I got agent
writers up my ass trying to get this job.

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(Rick)
I just want to sit next to you.

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(agent 2) Teddy thinks
you're the guy for this.

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That means the assignment
you didn't turn in, right,

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you don't have to worry about it.
Here's what happens. That goes away.

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- (Rick) What are you wearing?
- (Della on phone) A dress.

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- What's it made of?
- How should I know?

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Cotton, I guess.

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We said there's no way you're gonna do it.

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So what'd we do? Said, double your quote.
And he did it.

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And that, Chuck signed off of that.
Teddy gets who he wants.

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The biggest comedy star wants you.

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Five years ago you came to me and
wanted to write big movies in Hollywood.

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- I mean...
- Okay, I don't want to see.

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(agent 1) Moments like this
don't come along, okay? This is it.

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(Della) I see how you look at me.

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You think I could make you crazy?

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Crack you out of your shell?

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Make you suffer?

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I think you're weak.

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You don't want love.

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You want a love experience.

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(60s pop music)

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(fades out)

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(he laughs)

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Am I bringing you back to life?

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(Della) Lave and do what you like.

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A saint said that.

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(Rick) Desire so deep.

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I'll throw my life away.

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(Della) Don't go back to being dead.

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(somber, distorted music)

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(Della) What do you want?

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We're not leading the lives
that we are meant for.

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We're meant for something else.

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(slow string music)

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(helicopter noise)

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(woman quietly) My brother will translate.

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(foreign language)

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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)

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(foreign language)

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(interpreter) He looks around.

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(foreign language)

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(interpreter)
He walks near the edge of the cliff.

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(woman 2 speaks foreign language)

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(foreign language)

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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)

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(woodwind music)

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(interpreter) She says, like shadows.

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(Rick) Where will I meet you?

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Which way should I go?

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(blond woman hums)

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Suppose it isn't there for me,

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in the end?

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(rushing sound)

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How do I begin?

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(traffic noises)

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Remember how you showed up?

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Your wrists were taped up
like a tennis player's.

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You walked around
like nothing had happened.

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You were always doing it,
pretending everything was okay.

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But it wasn't.

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- That's my brother, Rick.
- How are ya?

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(Barry) What's goin' on, now? Anything.
Same today?

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Don't know how many times
I thought I'd die right here on the street.

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I picked him up and I had him
in my car, and a cop pulled us over.

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I tell him, "I'm a Methodist minister
and I'm looking after you, alright?"

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And I got off.

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(players laughing
and chatting indistinctly)

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(Rick) I dreamed that we were caught in
a huge tidal wave that engulfed the city.

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Any moment it seemed like
we might be swept under.

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There was a door
that I was afraid to go through.

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- I touched the knob...
- (Barry) If I stuck you with a fork,

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(Barry) Just wanna feel somethin', man.

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Wish we could do some things.

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Like goin' out on the Snake River together.
Remember?

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Think I'd end up here.

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Gracias.

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(speaks Spanish)

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It's good of you to invite me out here.

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(loud slap)

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Show me what it's like
to live a normal life.

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(loud slaps)

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(Barry) Somethin' wrong?

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(soft hit)

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(chuckles)

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What's up?

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I can tell when somethin's wrong, man.
I know you.

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(Barry) What do you wanna talk about?

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I'm the only brother you got left.
You can tell me.

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I tell you stuff.

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(Rick) I loved my brother then.

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I hated him, too.

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For destroying everything
I'd been trying to do.

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To build us back up after Billy died.

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I remember when they were putting Billy
in the ground, Dad went into hysterics.

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"My son!"

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Who fucking does that?

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(Rick) They said he took his life.

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But they don't know.

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(Barry) Oh, right now. Come on.

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I gotta feel something.

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(Rick) Like a snake.

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Swallowed him.

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Come on, feel it.

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(Rick) Blind.

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Deaf.

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Grasping-

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(Joseph) I just wanted to twist a cane.

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Strike out, break free.

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Didn't have the guts.

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(Rick) He's just an old fool.

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Just let him die with his blinders on.

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(indistinct chatter)

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(silent)

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(Joseph) Redeem my life.

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Justify it.

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Ah, look at the fierce one.
The fierceness in his eyes. The rage!

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(low) inflicted upon myself...

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(Rick) Oh Billy.

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(harp playing)

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I died.

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(silent)

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In a different way.

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(Joseph) I know you don't love me.

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I know things.

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- (Rick) Say it.
- (Joseph) Serious information.

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(rattling)

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(Rick) I've blinded you.

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My life has...

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I did every lousy, crappy job
that they wanted me to do.

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(Joseph) But because I stumbled down
the road like a drunk...

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that doesn't mean it's the wrong one.

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(Joseph) I turned you upside down.

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My son.

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(Joseph)
The light's gone out of your eyes.

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(woodwind music)

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Womanizer.

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Cut off.

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(music continues) (no sounds)

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(women laugh)

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(Rick) Life.

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A goddess.

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(music continues,
now with rhythmic tambourine)

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(music fades out)

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(muffled splash)

265
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:31,583
(people cheering)

266
00:32:36,705 --> 00:32:38,753
(indistinct chatter)

267
00:32:38,915 --> 00:32:40,462
(applause)

268
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,172
Angela...

269
00:32:45,797 --> 00:32:47,344
Frita...

270
00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:52,138
(Tonio) Music is very important.
Helps me to fall in love.

271
00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:54,731
I fall in love 20 times a day.

272
00:32:54,890 --> 00:32:58,815
Your face was very familiar to me, but I
didn't know from where. You're fantastic.

273
00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,149
Thank you.

274
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:05,534
Listening to music on headsets, unaware you
are staring at them like a dirty ol' man.

275
00:33:06,401 --> 00:33:08,699
Myself, I didn't wanna get a divorce.

276
00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:13,208
I never stopped loving them.
But the way I loved them changed.

277
00:33:14,242 --> 00:33:15,494
(Tonio) They are like flavors.

278
00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:20,712
Sometimes you want raspberry, then
after a while you want some strawberry.

279
00:33:20,874 --> 00:33:23,878
- It's Abrasive.
- Oh, you are such a governor.

280
00:33:31,092 --> 00:33:32,935
- What's your name?
- Helen.

281
00:33:35,222 --> 00:33:36,769
What's your name?

282
00:33:37,432 --> 00:33:38,479
Rick.

283
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,318
Do you know anybody here?

284
00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:43,063
No. Does that surprise you?

285
00:33:44,814 --> 00:33:46,908
(indistinct chatter)

286
00:33:51,446 --> 00:33:53,369
- I know a guy.
- I know a guy...

287
00:33:54,199 --> 00:33:58,579
- like future space.
- (Agent) You're at a party, it's alright.

288
00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:02,966
(inaudible)

289
00:34:04,668 --> 00:34:06,762
(dreamy music)

290
00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:18,231
(indistinct chatter)

291
00:34:18,431 --> 00:34:20,809
(man) You know who'd be hot?
Cleopatra.

292
00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:23,775
If her nose had been this much shorter,

293
00:34:23,937 --> 00:34:26,031
it would've changed the world.

294
00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:28,283
(indistinct chatter)

295
00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:48,715
(Joseph) The Pearl.

296
00:34:52,716 --> 00:34:54,263
Somewhere in the sea.

297
00:35:00,348 --> 00:35:01,895
A chaos.

298
00:35:07,897 --> 00:35:09,444
Hungry.

299
00:35:11,484 --> 00:35:13,612
Longing for something other...

300
00:35:15,572 --> 00:35:17,666
(slow string music)

301
00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:19,667
without knowing what it is.

302
00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,128
(random chattering)

303
00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:31,926
(woman) What about pink?
Do you like pink?

304
00:35:33,465 --> 00:35:39,973
- (male guest) I love the company of women.
- (Rick) It's pretty. Did it take long?

305
00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,108
(male guest) It seemed they knew something.

306
00:35:43,266 --> 00:35:45,189
Some men don't like pink.

307
00:35:45,352 --> 00:35:49,778
- (male guest) But closer.
- (Woman) Now you tell me something.

308
00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:53,743
(male guest) To the mystery.

309
00:35:57,656 --> 00:36:00,785
(rhythmic tapping)

310
00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:07,624
(Tonio)
Treat this world as it deserves.

311
00:36:10,043 --> 00:36:11,886
There are no principles...

312
00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:14,843
just circumstances.

313
00:36:22,222 --> 00:36:23,769
Nobody's home.

314
00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:27,436
(fast-paced music)
Smoke machines in an empty sea.

315
00:36:27,602 --> 00:36:29,195
I got women in Tennessee.

316
00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:33,655
What can run but never walk,
some word have I found but never talk.

317
00:36:33,775 --> 00:36:35,869
Gonna take me out to see...

318
00:36:36,027 --> 00:36:38,121
(music fades out)

319
00:36:41,241 --> 00:36:43,744
(crowd laughing and cheering)

320
00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:46,004
(ominous string music)

321
00:36:54,921 --> 00:36:56,468
(Rick) Get up.

322
00:37:07,892 --> 00:37:09,610
Find it.

323
00:37:11,438 --> 00:37:16,410
(man) There's a ketamine party we're having
next week. Have you ever heard of that?

324
00:37:16,526 --> 00:37:22,124
You're here for 20 seconds and then,
wham, you're out. You're in another room.

325
00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:25,832
Your wife. You're in another one.
You oughtta do that.

326
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:29,715
Have you been to Sarajevo?
I have prayed, man,

327
00:37:29,873 --> 00:37:35,801
for God to take my arm, take both arms.
I felt so useless.

328
00:37:35,962 --> 00:37:37,714
What's your name?

329
00:37:37,881 --> 00:37:40,805
(rhythmic oriental music)

330
00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:43,061
(inaudible)

331
00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:05,333
(music fades out)

332
00:38:13,374 --> 00:38:15,217
(British man) Dear friend.

333
00:38:17,629 --> 00:38:19,848
I wonder where I was in all that time.

334
00:38:23,134 --> 00:38:24,681
A sleepwalker.

335
00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:33,819
In love with the world,
in love with love.

336
00:38:37,023 --> 00:38:39,117
(crowd cheers)

337
00:38:41,402 --> 00:38:43,951
(Tonio) The world's a swamp.

338
00:38:45,573 --> 00:38:47,246
You have to fly over it.

339
00:38:48,910 --> 00:38:50,628
Fly...

340
00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:53,461
(Splash)

341
00:38:54,457 --> 00:38:56,004
High up...

342
00:38:58,962 --> 00:39:00,885
where everything is just...

343
00:39:02,173 --> 00:39:03,720
a speck.

344
00:39:29,117 --> 00:39:30,664
(Nancy) You changed.

345
00:39:36,749 --> 00:39:38,342
The world absorbed you.

346
00:39:44,507 --> 00:39:46,054
More and more.

347
00:39:55,310 --> 00:39:58,029
I regret that it turned out the way it did.

348
00:39:58,897 --> 00:40:01,946
You always wanted to get away.
I wanted a mate.

349
00:40:03,359 --> 00:40:04,906
I couldn't have you.

350
00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:10,583
Just didn't wanna be alone.

351
00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:31,976
Are you sorry that you brought me here?

352
00:40:37,185 --> 00:40:38,732
Are you sorry you came?

353
00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:45,197
(Nancy) Do you remember how happy we were?
Different these days.

354
00:40:47,695 --> 00:40:49,368
What's going on with you?

355
00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:56,497
(Nancy) You used to sing in the morning
coming down the stairs.

356
00:40:58,623 --> 00:41:01,752
I meant to make you happy.
I wanted nothing else.

357
00:41:03,044 --> 00:41:05,672
But then you began to be angry with me...

358
00:41:07,048 --> 00:41:08,641
just for little things.

359
00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:16,524
(Nancy) I don't wanna accuse you,
but you turned more unkind toward me.

360
00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:21,441
Almost cruel.

361
00:41:33,658 --> 00:41:36,537
Just don't threaten me with leaving, okay?

362
00:41:36,703 --> 00:41:38,376
Just do what you wanna do!

363
00:41:42,166 --> 00:41:43,759
Just go!

364
00:41:49,549 --> 00:41:51,643
(leaf blower howling)

365
00:42:03,354 --> 00:42:05,448
(howling)

366
00:42:08,234 --> 00:42:10,407
(Rick, whispering) Stay.

367
00:42:16,242 --> 00:42:17,789
I want you.

368
00:42:22,206 --> 00:42:23,753
Hold you.

369
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:28,509
Have you. Mine.

370
00:42:29,338 --> 00:42:32,342
(Nancy) Are you sorry
we didn't have babies?

371
00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:38,351
(Nancy) I am.

372
00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:42,026
(toy laughs mechanically)

373
00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:47,194
(Nancy) Got started so late.

374
00:43:14,175 --> 00:43:16,269
(low, heavy string music)

375
00:43:22,058 --> 00:43:27,030
(Nancy) You wanted me to help you through
the dangers of a young man 'is life.

376
00:43:27,855 --> 00:43:29,402
Ambition.

377
00:43:31,234 --> 00:43:32,781
Fear.

378
00:43:36,531 --> 00:43:39,660
When was the last time
you took these boots off'?

379
00:43:41,661 --> 00:43:44,414
(inaudible)

380
00:43:46,833 --> 00:43:50,007
(Nancy) I think you were afraid
of going astray.

381
00:43:53,714 --> 00:43:56,513
I couldn't help you stay on the right path.

382
00:43:56,676 --> 00:43:58,770
(inaudible)

383
00:44:01,389 --> 00:44:04,359
Your head was turned
in the wrong direction.

384
00:44:05,226 --> 00:44:07,524
Can you move all your fingers?

385
00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:11,365
Yeah, they look a little bit bruised.

386
00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:15,245
(string music continues)

387
00:44:32,879 --> 00:44:37,350
(Nancy) You never really wanted
to be totally inside our marriage.

388
00:44:41,596 --> 00:44:43,189
Nor outside it, either.

389
00:44:50,438 --> 00:44:53,237
You were sincere in the promises you made.

390
00:44:59,864 --> 00:45:05,246
Still... they didn't come from your heart.

391
00:45:41,697 --> 00:45:44,075
(Rick) I was afraid when I was young.

392
00:45:50,706 --> 00:45:52,253
Afraid of life.

393
00:45:55,211 --> 00:45:56,758
Who pays for it.

394
00:45:59,632 --> 00:46:01,726
I'm sorry you had to pay as well.

395
00:46:06,138 --> 00:46:07,685
(child babbling)

396
00:46:24,073 --> 00:46:25,825
(Rick, whispering) My hope.

397
00:46:46,554 --> 00:46:48,227
(Rick) You gave me peace.

398
00:46:51,434 --> 00:46:53,903
You gave me what the world can't give.

399
00:46:54,061 --> 00:46:56,905
(string music:
"Solveig's Song" by E. Grieg)

400
00:46:57,064 --> 00:46:58,611
Mercy.

401
00:46:59,483 --> 00:47:01,030
Love.

402
00:47:02,820 --> 00:47:04,493
Joy.

403
00:47:08,659 --> 00:47:10,206
All else is cloud.

404
00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:14,794
Mist.

405
00:47:20,004 --> 00:47:21,551
Be with me.

406
00:47:25,384 --> 00:47:26,931
Always.

407
00:47:41,942 --> 00:47:44,036
(Solveig's Song continues)

408
00:48:07,009 --> 00:48:09,103
(music ends)

409
00:48:10,763 --> 00:48:13,437
(Nancy) You're still the love of my life.

410
00:48:18,437 --> 00:48:19,984
Should I tell you that?

411
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:03,691
(agent 1) Drinking is bad.
But feelings are worse.

412
00:49:03,858 --> 00:49:07,533
Sober girls are the worst,
but so are really drunk ones.

413
00:49:07,653 --> 00:49:10,748
The sweet spot is one xanie,
four white wines.

414
00:49:17,288 --> 00:49:21,839
(agent 2) If you're not first in line,
you're smelling somebody else's brown eye.

415
00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:23,548
(man) Balls deep.

416
00:49:23,711 --> 00:49:25,258
(men laugh)

417
00:49:25,379 --> 00:49:29,009
(agent 2) Living my life is like
playing Call of Duty on easy.

418
00:49:29,175 --> 00:49:31,143
I just go around and fuck shit up.

419
00:49:31,302 --> 00:49:34,272
(Herb) Why don't we take
"yes" for an answer.

420
00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:41,446
(Herb) Let me tell you about you.

421
00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:47,489
You worked long and hard
to get to this moment.

422
00:49:49,236 --> 00:49:50,783
Mountain air.

423
00:49:52,156 --> 00:49:54,204
Freedom. What are you gonna do?

424
00:49:56,660 --> 00:50:00,210
Crawl back down because
you don't like the altitude?

425
00:50:02,291 --> 00:50:04,669
You have an incomparable opportunity.

426
00:50:07,087 --> 00:50:08,839
I told you about you.

427
00:50:09,507 --> 00:50:11,509
Now let me tell you about me.

428
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:14,057
I wanna make you rich.

429
00:50:17,056 --> 00:50:19,935
Is there anyone you wanna sit
in a room with?

430
00:50:20,601 --> 00:50:25,323
(Herb) Is there anyone you wanna know?
You wanna climb your stairs, or theirs?

431
00:50:25,481 --> 00:50:27,575
(woodwind music)

432
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:29,697
Never get your shot.

433
00:50:34,114 --> 00:50:35,661
Your time on Earth.

434
00:50:40,955 --> 00:50:42,798
All you need to do is say yes.

435
00:50:48,754 --> 00:50:50,301
Nod.

436
00:50:51,423 --> 00:50:52,970
Wink.

437
00:50:57,137 --> 00:50:58,730
Where else will you go?

438
00:51:03,852 --> 00:51:05,854
It'll be the same there.

439
00:51:14,071 --> 00:51:16,824
Don't get your head
too far up your own ass.

440
00:51:16,949 --> 00:51:20,328
(Joseph) Once people envied
and respected me.

441
00:51:20,494 --> 00:51:22,041
They called me in.

442
00:51:22,997 --> 00:51:24,544
Give me your ID's.

443
00:51:25,124 --> 00:51:28,549
Give me your...
give me your pass to open the doors.

444
00:51:28,711 --> 00:51:30,258
They have a checklist.

445
00:51:30,421 --> 00:51:32,515
(helicopter sounds)

446
00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:37,812
They didn't count the pros
and cons... (drowned out by noise)

447
00:51:42,182 --> 00:51:44,810
I gave my life up for you kids.

448
00:51:44,977 --> 00:51:49,858
It wasn't a noble sacrifice.
It was what we were supposed to do.

449
00:51:50,024 --> 00:51:52,118
It was the way I was raised.

450
00:51:54,945 --> 00:51:57,039
(inaudible)

451
00:52:07,791 --> 00:52:10,635
Try starving once! I've tried it.
I've done it!

452
00:52:10,794 --> 00:52:15,174
Now it's all over. Now it's leaving me.
Now it's going away from me.

453
00:52:16,634 --> 00:52:21,390
(Joseph) You think when you reach a
certain age things will start making sense.

454
00:52:24,433 --> 00:52:28,108
Then you find out you're
just as lost as you were before.

455
00:52:32,983 --> 00:52:35,657
I suppose that's what damnation is.

456
00:52:40,157 --> 00:52:44,333
The pieces of your life
never to come together.

457
00:52:48,415 --> 00:52:51,009
Just splashed out there.

458
00:53:03,722 --> 00:53:09,320
(narrator) His goods are in peace. But when
a stronger than he shall come upon you...

459
00:53:09,978 --> 00:53:12,197
(man, echoing) This was a vision,

460
00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:15,364
nice and
clear as a mountain stream.

461
00:53:17,403 --> 00:53:19,872
The mind revealing itself to itself.

462
00:53:24,243 --> 00:53:29,124
In my vision
I was on the verandah of a vast estate,

463
00:53:29,289 --> 00:53:32,634
a palazzo of some fantastic proportion.

464
00:53:38,966 --> 00:53:45,019
There seemed to emanate from it a light
from within this gleaming, radiant marble.

465
00:53:57,067 --> 00:53:59,445
(man yelling in German)

466
00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:01,454
(woman) That's good, that's good.

467
00:54:01,613 --> 00:54:03,035
Tuck. Relax your mouth.

468
00:54:03,198 --> 00:54:05,872
(man nagging in German)

469
00:54:06,076 --> 00:54:09,501
Who is responsible for this clothing?
Who is it?

470
00:54:09,663 --> 00:54:13,588
- (man) Can you step out of the wind?
- (Woman) Stop smiling.

471
00:54:14,293 --> 00:54:17,012
(man) And don't move too fast.

472
00:54:20,048 --> 00:54:23,052
They didn't take eighty.
Doesn't matter.

473
00:54:23,886 --> 00:54:25,433
(Rick) I had a dream.

474
00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:28,811
(man) Don't stare at me like this.

475
00:54:29,016 --> 00:54:31,644
(Rick) I met a woman from another world.

476
00:54:34,813 --> 00:54:36,815
I was taken up above the earth.

477
00:54:40,235 --> 00:54:41,782
I shook with fear.

478
00:54:44,782 --> 00:54:46,329
Wonder.

479
00:54:50,454 --> 00:54:53,799
(woman) Lean into her.
Put your breasts against her back.

480
00:54:53,957 --> 00:54:57,632
Don't look sweet. Don't look scared.
You like this, Helen.

481
00:54:58,545 --> 00:55:00,092
(Rick) Who are you?

482
00:55:01,548 --> 00:55:06,805
(woman) Look into the camera. Fucking make
it hard. You're a dirty, fucking bitch.

483
00:55:06,970 --> 00:55:12,318
Work those muscles. You're a 1975 housewife
who takes steroids and fucks girls.

484
00:55:13,852 --> 00:55:15,399
(Helen) I travel.

485
00:55:17,731 --> 00:55:19,278
A wanderer.

486
00:55:21,610 --> 00:55:23,157
A stranger.

487
00:55:29,535 --> 00:55:31,082
Like you.

488
00:55:32,830 --> 00:55:35,504
(woman) Stop, take your hands off your hip.

489
00:55:35,666 --> 00:55:37,213
Hit her hard, pop.

490
00:55:39,795 --> 00:55:43,425
(Helen) I keep thinking
I can make a new start.

491
00:55:43,590 --> 00:55:45,718
(man) Helen? Two weeks.

492
00:55:56,103 --> 00:55:58,197
(woman) Can you swim?

493
00:56:11,952 --> 00:56:14,046
(indistinct chatter)

494
00:56:28,260 --> 00:56:30,354
(crickets chirping)

495
00:56:31,763 --> 00:56:33,731
(Rick) Higher.

496
00:57:03,712 --> 00:57:05,635
Is this a friendship we have?

497
00:57:16,475 --> 00:57:19,479
I don't wanna wreak havoc
in men's lives anymore.

498
00:58:08,402 --> 00:58:10,496
(slow oriental music)

499
00:58:20,163 --> 00:58:22,461
(Rick) on life.

500
00:58:33,677 --> 00:58:35,805
(Helen) What do you want from me?

501
00:58:43,353 --> 00:58:45,026
To weave a spell over you?

502
00:58:52,571 --> 00:58:54,118
To make you dream?

503
00:59:01,997 --> 00:59:03,590
Dreams are nice.

504
00:59:08,128 --> 00:59:10,005
But you can't live in them.

505
00:59:11,506 --> 00:59:14,100
(string music: Solveig's Song)

506
00:59:50,962 --> 00:59:54,887
(Helen) There's somewhere else
we need to get to.

507
00:59:59,054 --> 01:00:00,601
I know it.

508
01:00:10,565 --> 01:00:12,659
(Solveig's Song fades out)

509
01:00:17,989 --> 01:00:20,083
(traffic noises)

510
01:01:02,159 --> 01:01:04,002
(Joseph) It comes to me now.

511
01:01:07,747 --> 01:01:10,125
How tenderly you touched my face...

512
01:01:14,796 --> 01:01:16,719
when you were four years old.

513
01:01:21,303 --> 01:01:23,226
And I'd bounce you on my knee.

514
01:01:36,985 --> 01:01:38,532
So much I was given.

515
01:01:41,198 --> 01:01:43,621
So much I left behind.

516
01:01:51,791 --> 01:01:53,885
(high organ music)

517
01:01:54,044 --> 01:01:55,591
Remember.

518
01:01:59,007 --> 01:02:00,554
The pearl.

519
01:02:01,635 --> 01:02:03,182
(inaudible)

520
01:02:06,014 --> 01:02:07,561
Whispering.

521
01:02:09,935 --> 01:02:11,482
Beckoning.

522
01:02:16,066 --> 01:02:17,613
Each man,

523
01:02:18,193 --> 01:02:19,740
each woman.

524
01:02:24,824 --> 01:02:26,371
A guide.

525
01:02:27,244 --> 01:02:28,791
A god.

526
01:02:31,331 --> 01:02:34,676
Except I got better
math and science scores...

527
01:02:39,422 --> 01:02:41,049
(Joseph) You live in exile.

528
01:02:43,635 --> 01:02:45,478
Stranger in a strange land.

529
01:02:47,597 --> 01:02:49,691
(distant siren)

530
01:03:02,529 --> 01:03:04,076
A Pilgrim,

531
01:03:06,408 --> 01:03:07,955
A knight.

532
01:03:20,922 --> 01:03:22,469
Find your way...

533
01:03:26,094 --> 01:03:27,641
from darkness...

534
01:03:29,472 --> 01:03:31,019
to light.

535
01:03:43,778 --> 01:03:46,497
(mother) You wanna give him a high-five?

536
01:03:57,709 --> 01:03:58,756
Thank you.

537
01:03:58,918 --> 01:04:03,890
- (Rick) How long will you be here?
- (Father) A week, Sara's got folks here.

538
01:04:04,924 --> 01:04:07,473
(Rick) Have you been out here before?

539
01:04:09,971 --> 01:04:13,976
(Ruth) You told me
that sometimes you felt like a spy.

540
01:04:17,062 --> 01:04:19,281
Always had to pretend.

541
01:04:31,242 --> 01:04:32,789
You were afraid.

542
01:04:37,248 --> 01:04:39,342
(indistinct chatter)

543
01:04:54,599 --> 01:04:58,570
(Ruth) You would hide behind
the rocking chair before he came home

544
01:04:58,728 --> 01:05:00,401
and you'd get real stiff.

545
01:05:05,193 --> 01:05:06,866
I hope you have children.

546
01:05:10,407 --> 01:05:16,255
You're always wondering, are they too cold,
are they warm enough?

547
01:05:17,372 --> 01:05:20,046
Instead of worrying about yourselves.

548
01:05:32,637 --> 01:05:36,392
- (yells) Don't fucking move.
- Check him for his wallet.

549
01:05:36,558 --> 01:05:38,105
Come on.

550
01:05:39,686 --> 01:05:43,111
(murmurs) Got 20, 40, 60.
Couple hundred.

551
01:05:46,067 --> 01:05:48,820
Take the TV?
You can't tow that down the street.

552
01:05:48,987 --> 01:05:52,241
How come you ain't got nothin'
in this house, man!

553
01:05:58,788 --> 01:06:02,543
- Keep looking.
- What kind of jacket is that? Take it off.

554
01:06:02,709 --> 01:06:05,212
Take it off. Whoa, careful.

555
01:06:05,336 --> 01:06:07,964
(indistinct argument)

556
01:06:21,352 --> 01:06:22,899
(loud bang)

557
01:06:47,879 --> 01:06:49,722
(Rick) I've spent 30 years.

558
01:06:51,174 --> 01:06:52,721
Not living life.

559
01:06:54,052 --> 01:06:55,804
But ruining it.

560
01:06:57,305 --> 01:06:59,683
For myself. And others.

561
01:07:04,229 --> 01:07:05,776
I can't remember...

562
01:07:07,649 --> 01:07:09,947
A man I wanted to be.

563
01:07:16,199 --> 01:07:18,293
(distorted, rushed sound)

564
01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:37,183
(Karen) What mood am I in?

565
01:07:40,431 --> 01:07:41,978
Tell me...

566
01:07:45,979 --> 01:07:47,526
What do I think of you?

567
01:07:51,609 --> 01:07:53,907
No one cares about reality anymore.

568
01:08:04,289 --> 01:08:06,383
(rhythmic bass)

569
01:08:23,224 --> 01:08:25,067
(Karen) What's your story?

570
01:08:26,102 --> 01:08:27,695
(Rick) What's yours?

571
01:08:30,231 --> 01:08:31,778
(Karen) I'm an Aussie.

572
01:08:33,276 --> 01:08:34,823
(Rick) Australian.

573
01:08:36,237 --> 01:08:39,081
(Karen) Yeah.
You've been there, down under?

574
01:08:40,491 --> 01:08:42,038
What's your name?

575
01:08:43,703 --> 01:08:45,376
What's your name?

576
01:08:45,538 --> 01:08:48,838
Whatever you want it to be.
You pick.

577
01:08:57,467 --> 01:09:01,472
You have a darkness on you.

578
01:09:04,223 --> 01:09:05,725
A little shadow.

579
01:09:31,292 --> 01:09:34,341
You live in a little fantasy world,
don't you?

580
01:09:35,213 --> 01:09:36,760
Don't you?

581
01:09:36,923 --> 01:09:39,642
Yes. Because it's so much more fun.

582
01:09:40,218 --> 01:09:41,765
Do you enjoy yours?

583
01:09:41,928 --> 01:09:47,276
Uh-huh. Changes every day.
I can be whatever I want to be.

584
01:09:49,936 --> 01:09:53,566
Don't forget that.
You can be whoever you want to be.

585
01:10:00,154 --> 01:10:01,701
You can be an asshole.

586
01:10:02,824 --> 01:10:07,079
You can be a saint,
you can be a you can be a god.

587
01:10:08,079 --> 01:10:11,424
I'll tell you,
but don't tell anyone, it's a secret.

588
01:10:19,841 --> 01:10:22,560
(Karen) We're like clouds, aren't we?

589
01:10:26,264 --> 01:10:28,187
Coming and going.

590
01:10:34,564 --> 01:10:36,783
There's no such thing as forever.

591
01:10:37,650 --> 01:10:39,744
(rhythmic techno music)

592
01:10:45,283 --> 01:10:47,377
(Karen) The highs don't add up.

593
01:10:50,580 --> 01:10:53,675
You liked that, didn't you?
(inaudible)

594
01:11:01,632 --> 01:11:03,726
(inaudible)

595
01:11:05,303 --> 01:11:06,850
(Karen) Free.

596
01:11:12,393 --> 01:11:13,940
Wake up.

597
01:11:48,012 --> 01:11:51,687
(Karen) Love danger.
Like living on the edge like this.

598
01:11:51,849 --> 01:11:54,568
It's crazy, it's scary.
What if I get busted?

599
01:11:54,727 --> 01:11:58,732
Look at you with your little
eyes looking at me. (Laughs)

600
01:11:58,898 --> 01:12:03,199
Sometimes I think I know so much more
about the world than other people.

601
01:12:03,361 --> 01:12:09,619
You see, I took drugs once, and it kind of
opened up this window for me.

602
01:12:09,784 --> 01:12:11,707
I call it the Window of Truth.

603
01:12:11,869 --> 01:12:14,042
(Karen) Real life's so hard to find.

604
01:12:14,205 --> 01:12:17,379
I saw the world in a different way...

605
01:12:18,376 --> 01:12:19,923
Where is it?

606
01:12:20,962 --> 01:12:23,511
I see things other people do not...

607
01:12:24,298 --> 01:12:26,596
I think you had that experience, too.

608
01:12:26,759 --> 01:12:28,306
How do you get there?

609
01:12:35,142 --> 01:12:38,817
Get out of the big cloud of dust
everybody's kicking up.

610
01:12:45,152 --> 01:12:47,246
The only way out is in.

611
01:12:56,163 --> 01:12:57,710
Breathe.

612
01:12:58,583 --> 01:13:00,677
(solemn string music)

613
01:13:03,129 --> 01:13:05,097
Your mind's a theater.

614
01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:12,684
I say, try it all.

615
01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:21,443
Why not?

616
01:13:28,779 --> 01:13:30,873
(Rick) Then I fell back asleep.

617
01:13:32,116 --> 01:13:33,663
Sing for me.

618
01:13:36,329 --> 01:13:37,876
Dream another dream.

619
01:13:45,338 --> 01:13:47,432
(solemn music continues)

620
01:13:59,393 --> 01:14:02,522
(narrator)
who laid the foundations of the earth,

621
01:14:02,688 --> 01:14:05,237
that it should not be removed for ever.

622
01:14:05,399 --> 01:14:10,371
The waters stood above the mountains.
At thy rebuke they fled,

623
01:14:10,529 --> 01:14:13,248
at the voice of thy thunder
they hasted away.

624
01:14:13,407 --> 01:14:18,288
They go down by the valleys unto the place
which thou hast founded for them.

625
01:14:19,455 --> 01:14:22,254
He causeth the grass to grow for the cattle

626
01:14:23,751 --> 01:14:29,804
and herb for the service of man that he may
bring forth food out of the earth...

627
01:14:31,050 --> 01:14:33,144
(high organ music)

628
01:14:43,354 --> 01:14:47,734
(Walt) Very loving and enchanting.
Most affectionate.

629
01:14:48,401 --> 01:14:49,948
Real nice to get along.

630
01:14:50,111 --> 01:14:51,909
(Karen) Very beautiful.

631
01:14:52,071 --> 01:14:57,999
I like your outfit, too, especially the
boots. Now they're a touch of class.

632
01:14:58,160 --> 01:15:00,504
(Karen) Are you a religious man?

633
01:15:00,663 --> 01:15:04,418
- You have a cross around your neck.
- (Walt) Absolutely.

634
01:15:04,583 --> 01:15:09,180
Oh, even though I'm in darkness,
I believe in the light.

635
01:15:11,841 --> 01:15:14,469
I was instructed from some information

636
01:15:14,635 --> 01:15:17,730
to be no part of the world
nor of the things in it.

637
01:15:17,888 --> 01:15:22,359
But my eyes are now simple,
and I'm carnal when I see beautiful women

638
01:15:22,518 --> 01:15:26,193
and big cars and lots of money,
and I wanna be a part of it.

639
01:15:31,402 --> 01:15:34,997
(Karen) I mean, who needs a bed
this big? Pretty good, huh?

640
01:15:35,156 --> 01:15:36,703
Look at you,

641
01:15:36,866 --> 01:15:41,588
hanging out there with your girls and your
money. Are you feeling happy?

642
01:15:41,746 --> 01:15:43,498
- Yes.
- It makes you happy'?

643
01:15:43,664 --> 01:15:48,545
- (man) It depends who owns the money.
- It's my new fur. He bought it for me.

644
01:15:49,962 --> 01:15:51,760
This man is in love with me.

645
01:15:51,922 --> 01:15:53,640
Just some other girl.

646
01:15:53,799 --> 01:15:55,346
- Hi, how are you?
- Hi.

647
01:16:10,191 --> 01:16:12,660
(Rick) And the world held up a mirror.

648
01:16:12,818 --> 01:16:14,491
(woodwind music)

649
01:16:14,653 --> 01:16:16,200
Here.

650
01:16:17,656 --> 01:16:19,329
Take the things you want.

651
01:16:25,664 --> 01:16:27,337
They can be yours.

652
01:16:42,848 --> 01:16:44,395
Why do you hold back?

653
01:16:51,065 --> 01:16:53,488
(Karen) I thought you were dead.

654
01:16:53,651 --> 01:16:57,952
- I can't believe I actually met Elvis.
- You never know in this town.

655
01:16:58,072 --> 01:17:01,702
That's my move.
Do you think I'll be as famous as Elvis?

656
01:17:08,707 --> 01:17:10,801
(woodwind music continues)

657
01:17:20,261 --> 01:17:22,013
(narrator) What a fool am I?

658
01:17:22,179 --> 01:17:25,399
Just to lie in a stinking dungeon.

659
01:17:27,351 --> 01:17:29,570
When I may as well walk at liberty.

660
01:17:30,855 --> 01:17:34,826
I have a key in my bosom called promise.

661
01:17:37,069 --> 01:17:38,662
And will I am persuaded,

662
01:17:39,530 --> 01:17:42,374
open any lock in Doubting Castle.

663
01:17:44,201 --> 01:17:46,670
Though in this dark and dismal state,

664
01:17:47,788 --> 01:17:51,418
he hath turned the shadow
of death into the morning,

665
01:18:02,136 --> 01:18:04,230
(music fades out)

666
01:18:08,893 --> 01:18:10,987
(silent)

667
01:18:19,778 --> 01:18:21,872
(ominous, unearthly tones)

668
01:19:03,113 --> 01:19:04,660
(Rick) Go,

669
01:19:11,538 --> 01:19:13,336
Where?

670
01:19:28,514 --> 01:19:30,141
Find it.

671
01:19:42,444 --> 01:19:44,538
(unearthly tones continue)

672
01:19:47,825 --> 01:19:49,372
How do I reach you?

673
01:19:57,084 --> 01:19:58,631
Find my way there?

674
01:20:17,521 --> 01:20:20,115
(monotonous trombone-like tone)

675
01:20:42,838 --> 01:20:44,511
(Isabel) Are you afraid?

676
01:21:03,233 --> 01:21:06,703
(deep, growling tone)

677
01:21:27,424 --> 01:21:29,722
(Elizabeth) Sweetheart, my love,

678
01:21:29,885 --> 01:21:33,640
I don't feel guilty
that I've fallen in love with you.

679
01:21:38,435 --> 01:21:39,982
I'm glad.

680
01:21:41,563 --> 01:21:43,611
Grateful I still can.

681
01:21:53,409 --> 01:21:56,959
(Elizabeth) You're afraid
you're making me break my vows.

682
01:22:01,834 --> 01:22:04,633
But the vow comes out
of the love behind it.

683
01:22:09,216 --> 01:22:11,685
Love's so rare that when you find it

684
01:22:13,637 --> 01:22:15,184
you can't doubt it.

685
01:22:17,933 --> 01:22:19,480
Let it go.

686
01:22:41,123 --> 01:22:43,217
(they laugh)

687
01:22:48,297 --> 01:22:52,473
(Christopher) I remember when
J came down out of the mountains

688
01:22:52,593 --> 01:22:56,268
and I was conditioned with
being absolutely clear.

689
01:22:56,430 --> 01:22:57,977
Absolutely...

690
01:22:59,183 --> 01:23:02,528
if not enlightened,
at least wiser than I had been.

691
01:23:03,562 --> 01:23:08,614
You have to kneel in a certain way and
you have to bow at the appropriate time.

692
01:23:08,775 --> 01:23:13,451
And it's all beautifully timed,
even the sound of when they announce...

693
01:23:28,962 --> 01:23:33,058
We walked 250 miles over the mountains,

694
01:23:33,217 --> 01:23:35,561
into Tibet area.

695
01:23:36,303 --> 01:23:40,353
And every... couple days,

696
01:23:40,516 --> 01:23:42,063
every 20 miles or so,

697
01:23:42,893 --> 01:23:46,818
you knew you were
going back in history, in time...

698
01:23:47,022 --> 01:23:49,116
(indistinct)

699
01:23:50,400 --> 01:23:53,404
But don't forget
their life is so circumscribed.

700
01:23:53,570 --> 01:23:59,168
If you're living in a cave eating nettles,
it's not so difficult to keep life simple.

701
01:23:59,785 --> 01:24:05,508
You don't have honking horns and your wife
running in saying "You screwed up!"

702
01:24:05,666 --> 01:24:11,173
The distractions are very few, and that's
the great attraction of the monk's life.

703
01:24:12,714 --> 01:24:16,389
(Christopher)
Teaching now... I only teach one thing.

704
01:24:18,345 --> 01:24:20,643
I just teach this moment.

705
01:24:22,558 --> 01:24:25,027
Pay attention to this moment.

706
01:24:27,729 --> 01:24:29,572
And everything is there...

707
01:24:32,234 --> 01:24:33,736
perfect...

708
01:24:36,238 --> 01:24:37,785
and complete.

709
01:24:40,867 --> 01:24:42,414
Just as it is.

710
01:24:42,578 --> 01:24:45,172
(rattling of countless marbles)

711
01:25:10,355 --> 01:25:12,323
(Elizabeth) You're so quiet.

712
01:25:14,484 --> 01:25:16,703
You keep everything to yourself.

713
01:25:23,493 --> 01:25:25,040
You have love in you.

714
01:25:27,039 --> 01:25:28,586
I know it.

715
01:25:36,256 --> 01:25:37,803
When I'm with you...

716
01:25:39,134 --> 01:25:41,182
I forget everything else.

717
01:25:46,725 --> 01:25:48,693
My husband...

718
01:25:49,811 --> 01:25:51,358
my life as I knew it.

719
01:25:52,272 --> 01:25:58,575
(recording) Thumb, first finger, third
finger, left, fourth finger, third finger,

720
01:25:58,737 --> 01:26:05,837
second finger, thumb, right hand, thumb,
first finger, second finger, thumb...

721
01:26:08,121 --> 01:26:09,668
(Rick) Have I found you?

722
01:26:22,969 --> 01:26:24,516
Can it be?

723
01:26:25,305 --> 01:26:27,399
(high organ music)

724
01:26:41,697 --> 01:26:43,791
(rock music on radio)

725
01:26:46,493 --> 01:26:48,621
(high organ music continues)

726
01:27:00,549 --> 01:27:02,643
(she squeals with joy)

727
01:27:12,227 --> 01:27:14,321
(waves crashing)

728
01:27:19,776 --> 01:27:21,323
(Rick) Answer me.

729
01:27:32,164 --> 01:27:33,711
So this is what we are.

730
01:27:36,710 --> 01:27:38,257
A fire.

731
01:27:53,185 --> 01:27:54,732
(hoots)

732
01:27:55,395 --> 01:27:56,942
(Splash)

733
01:28:07,491 --> 01:28:09,038
(Rick) Come with me.

734
01:28:19,044 --> 01:28:20,591
Away.

735
01:28:20,754 --> 01:28:22,848
(slow string music)

736
01:28:55,038 --> 01:28:57,132
(music ends abruptly)

737
01:29:17,435 --> 01:29:18,982
Open your mouth.

738
01:29:29,865 --> 01:29:31,412
(she laughs)

739
01:29:41,293 --> 01:29:43,637
(Rick) I wanna go away with you.

740
01:29:56,099 --> 01:29:57,646
Marry you.

741
01:30:43,063 --> 01:30:45,532
(Rick) Save what you can of your life.

742
01:30:47,692 --> 01:30:49,239
Look at me.

743
01:30:50,236 --> 01:30:52,330
(breathes heavily)

744
01:30:53,365 --> 01:30:56,414
Dan 't lose it all
just because you've lost a part.

745
01:31:53,383 --> 01:31:56,011
(Elizabeth) I found out I was pregnant.

746
01:32:01,057 --> 01:32:02,650
Nate came back.

747
01:32:10,650 --> 01:32:13,654
And I wasn't sure if it was my husband's...

748
01:32:13,820 --> 01:32:15,914
(inaudible)

749
01:32:18,658 --> 01:32:20,205
or if it was yours.

750
01:32:34,257 --> 01:32:36,351
(she sobs)

751
01:32:36,509 --> 01:32:39,183
to distract me right now

752
01:32:39,345 --> 01:32:41,598
but I wanted to tel! You, to...

753
01:32:42,348 --> 01:32:45,443
acknowledge that it was...

754
01:32:49,355 --> 01:32:50,902
I wake up and...

755
01:32:52,817 --> 01:32:55,866
I forget about it
for a few minutes and then...

756
01:32:56,029 --> 01:32:57,576
(exhales)

757
01:32:59,657 --> 01:33:01,534
and then I remember.

758
01:33:09,042 --> 01:33:14,139
She's like "I had four of them.
You have to get over it and stop crying."

759
01:33:45,954 --> 01:33:47,877
(Elizabeth) What are we now?

760
01:33:48,039 --> 01:33:50,212
(melancholic string music)

761
01:34:37,463 --> 01:34:39,010
(Rick) Forgive me.

762
01:35:12,540 --> 01:35:14,634
(music fades out)

763
01:36:19,482 --> 01:36:21,576
(faint string music)

764
01:36:22,402 --> 01:36:26,452
(Rick) There's so much love inside us.

765
01:36:31,744 --> 01:36:33,291
That never gets out.

766
01:36:58,813 --> 01:37:00,486
(Joseph) Have mercy on me.

767
01:37:03,401 --> 01:37:05,699
According to your unfailing love,

768
01:37:08,990 --> 01:37:11,209
your great compassion,

769
01:37:13,077 --> 01:37:15,830
blot out my transgressions.

770
01:37:16,539 --> 01:37:18,633
(car engine)

771
01:37:39,562 --> 01:37:41,109
(Joseph) My son.

772
01:37:44,442 --> 01:37:45,989
I know you.

773
01:37:52,283 --> 01:37:54,206
I know you have a soul.

774
01:38:08,800 --> 01:38:10,894
(faint string music)

775
01:38:15,139 --> 01:38:17,483
(Fr. Zeitlinger) Seems you're alone.

776
01:38:19,143 --> 01:38:20,690
You're not.

777
01:38:22,397 --> 01:38:26,652
Even now,
He's taking your hand and guiding you

778
01:38:26,818 --> 01:38:28,365
by a way you cannot see.

779
01:38:30,363 --> 01:38:34,664
If you are unhappy, you shouldn't
take it as a mark of God's disfavor.

780
01:38:36,327 --> 01:38:40,958
Just the contrary.
Might be the very sign He loves you.

781
01:38:41,124 --> 01:38:45,800
He shows His love
not by helping you avoid suffering,

782
01:38:45,962 --> 01:38:49,182
by sending you suffering,

783
01:38:51,968 --> 01:38:53,515
by keeping you there.

784
01:38:57,473 --> 01:39:01,068
To suffer binds you to something
higher than yourself,

785
01:39:01,227 --> 01:39:03,275
higher than your own will.

786
01:39:03,438 --> 01:39:05,281
Takes you from the world

787
01:39:06,107 --> 01:39:09,361
to find what lies beyond it.

788
01:39:10,570 --> 01:39:12,664
(slow string music)

789
01:39:13,698 --> 01:39:18,750
(Fr. Zeitlinger) We are not only to endure
patiently the troubles He sends,

790
01:39:18,911 --> 01:39:20,913
we are to regard them as gifts.

791
01:39:25,042 --> 01:39:28,262
As gifts more precious

792
01:39:28,379 --> 01:39:31,223
than the happiness we wish for ourselves.

793
01:39:32,175 --> 01:39:33,722
(loud smash)

794
01:39:33,885 --> 01:39:35,979
(indistinct screaming)

795
01:39:44,437 --> 01:39:46,656
(loud smash)

796
01:39:49,400 --> 01:39:51,323
(Rick) Just left you behind.

797
01:39:55,948 --> 01:39:57,666
To get burned up.

798
01:40:03,039 --> 01:40:05,133
(slow string music continues)

799
01:40:17,261 --> 01:40:19,480
(train noises)
(music fades out)

800
01:41:09,146 --> 01:41:10,693
(Rick) How do I begin?

801
01:41:28,124 --> 01:41:30,218
(slow string music)

802
01:41:57,737 --> 01:41:59,831
(music fades out)

803
01:42:02,241 --> 01:42:03,743
(Rick) Father.

804
01:42:10,082 --> 01:42:11,629
Give me courage.

805
01:42:16,797 --> 01:42:18,344
Strength.

806
01:42:21,344 --> 01:42:23,096
(Joseph) I'm proud of you.

807
01:42:24,388 --> 01:42:25,935
You've done well.

808
01:42:29,810 --> 01:42:31,608
Better than me.

809
01:42:33,856 --> 01:42:36,234
Which is the way it's supposed to be.

810
01:42:57,129 --> 01:42:59,223
(traffic noises)

811
01:43:09,016 --> 01:43:11,110
(indistinct chatter)

812
01:44:29,263 --> 01:44:32,233
(Joseph) Find the light
you know in the east.

813
01:44:34,810 --> 01:44:36,483
As a child.

814
01:44:42,026 --> 01:44:43,573
The moon.

815
01:44:45,112 --> 01:44:46,659
The stars.

816
01:44:53,454 --> 01:44:55,377
They serve you.

817
01:44:58,375 --> 01:45:00,377
They guide you on your way.

818
01:45:07,718 --> 01:45:10,221
The light in the eyes of others.

819
01:45:17,019 --> 01:45:18,566
The pearl.

820
01:45:23,526 --> 01:45:25,620
(silent)

821
01:46:01,146 --> 01:46:02,693
(Isabel) Wake up.

822
01:46:23,043 --> 01:46:24,590
(Isabel) Turn.

823
01:46:34,346 --> 01:46:35,893
Look.

824
01:46:41,103 --> 01:46:42,650
Come out.

825
01:47:05,711 --> 01:47:07,805
(distant train signal)

826
01:47:30,319 --> 01:47:31,866
(Joseph) My son.

827
01:47:41,497 --> 01:47:43,044
Remember.

828
01:47:51,674 --> 01:47:54,052
(Isabel laughs)

829
01:48:08,399 --> 01:48:10,493
(crickets chirping)

830
01:49:07,499 --> 01:49:09,593
(wind blowing)

831
01:49:46,163 --> 01:49:48,257
(woodwind music)

832
01:50:03,889 --> 01:50:05,983
(water rushing)

833
01:50:32,751 --> 01:50:34,298
(Rick) Begin.

834
01:51:10,622 --> 01:51:13,216
(woodwind music during credits)