0 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 2 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:32,490 CRAIG: It starts on a bridge. 3 00:01:27,254 --> 00:01:28,337 ALYSSA: Craig ! 4 00:01:32,009 --> 00:01:34,510 What were you planning to do about your bike, Hon? 5 00:01:36,221 --> 00:01:39,474 l don't care about my bike. I�m killing myself. 6 00:01:40,517 --> 00:01:43,603 But we spent a lot of money on the bike, sport. 7 00:01:44,062 --> 00:01:45,813 We only ask that you take care of it. 8 00:01:45,898 --> 00:01:49,317 Think of me, Craig. l might want that bike when l grow up. 9 00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:52,028 I�m sorry. l just didn't think it. . . 10 00:01:52,112 --> 00:01:54,071 That's right. You just didn't think about us 11 00:01:54,156 --> 00:01:56,657 when you were deciding to do this, did you, honey? 12 00:01:56,742 --> 00:01:58,701 GEORGE: Pretty selfish, I�d say. 13 00:01:59,286 --> 00:02:02,121 Have you thought about how this might affect your sister? 14 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:04,999 I�m. . . I�m sorry, l. . . 15 00:02:11,715 --> 00:02:14,675 CRAIG: This is the moment where I usually wake up in a sweaty panic. 16 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:16,010 But for some reason, 17 00:02:17,805 --> 00:02:19,222 this time was different. 18 00:02:59,388 --> 00:03:00,680 l. . . 19 00:03:02,099 --> 00:03:03,432 l want to kill myself. 20 00:03:05,936 --> 00:03:08,104 Fill this out. So. . . 21 00:03:31,795 --> 00:03:33,296 How you doing? 22 00:03:38,844 --> 00:03:40,052 You got a cigarette? 23 00:03:41,680 --> 00:03:43,598 Uh. . . No, sorry. 24 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:46,475 What's wrong with you? 25 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:49,729 l just don't smoke. 26 00:03:49,813 --> 00:03:52,315 No, l mean, why are you in an ER, 27 00:03:52,399 --> 00:03:54,358 at 5:00 on a Sunday morning? 28 00:03:58,655 --> 00:03:59,906 Well. . . 29 00:04:00,866 --> 00:04:02,575 l guess, there's just been 30 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:06,704 a lot going on in my mind lately. 31 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:08,039 Go ahead. 32 00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:12,043 Okay, well, this is sort of difficult to explain. 33 00:04:13,003 --> 00:04:14,879 But. . . See there's this girl. . . 34 00:04:15,130 --> 00:04:17,882 Yeah, got you. 35 00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:22,845 And this summer school application that I�m really nervous about. 36 00:04:22,930 --> 00:04:24,180 Summer school? 37 00:04:24,514 --> 00:04:27,892 Yeah, it's like this super prestigious, kind of. . . 38 00:04:29,102 --> 00:04:31,062 Why would you want to be in school in the summer? 39 00:04:32,856 --> 00:04:35,775 You should be on Coney island, bird-dogging chicks. 40 00:04:37,110 --> 00:04:38,402 Are you a doctor? 41 00:04:38,487 --> 00:04:40,196 What do you think? 42 00:04:41,239 --> 00:04:44,533 You. . . You don't really seem like a doctor. 43 00:04:52,876 --> 00:04:55,211 You ever heard of Doogie Howser? 44 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:06,973 Well, l hope they fix whatever's wrong with you. 45 00:05:07,724 --> 00:05:09,392 Thank you. Yeah. 46 00:05:23,907 --> 00:05:26,826 So, how long have you been feeling suicidal? 47 00:05:28,578 --> 00:05:32,623 l don't know. I�ve been depressed for about a year. 48 00:05:32,749 --> 00:05:33,916 Mmm-hmm. 49 00:05:34,001 --> 00:05:38,129 And I�ve thought about it before, but never like this. 50 00:05:38,213 --> 00:05:40,881 You know, never so real. 51 00:05:42,551 --> 00:05:45,428 Did anything happen today specifically to trigger these feelings? 52 00:05:47,597 --> 00:05:50,433 CRAIG: Sometimes l wish I had an easy answer for why I'm depressed. 53 00:05:50,517 --> 00:05:53,519 That my father beat me. Or l was sexually abused. 54 00:05:53,603 --> 00:05:56,772 But my problems are less dramatic than that. 55 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:59,567 Like, my dad always asks the wrong questions. 56 00:05:59,651 --> 00:06:02,945 So, Craig, how's the Intro to Wall Street class? 57 00:06:06,158 --> 00:06:08,367 So maybe this is a slight exaggeration, 58 00:06:08,452 --> 00:06:11,078 but I do have a problem with stress vomiting. 59 00:06:11,413 --> 00:06:14,248 And my friends sometimes look at me like I'm from another planet. 60 00:06:15,959 --> 00:06:17,960 And I�m obsessed with this girl. 61 00:06:19,755 --> 00:06:22,840 Who happens to be going out with my best friend. 62 00:06:24,301 --> 00:06:28,345 So, is there any one thing that made me want to jump off a bridge? 63 00:06:31,141 --> 00:06:33,726 Um. . . No. Nothing unusual. 64 00:06:33,810 --> 00:06:34,935 Hmm. 65 00:06:35,479 --> 00:06:37,688 You on any medications? 66 00:06:37,773 --> 00:06:39,940 Zoloft. But l stopped. 67 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:43,444 Yeah, did your doctor take you off the meds? 68 00:06:43,945 --> 00:06:45,654 No, l just stopped on my own. 69 00:06:46,031 --> 00:06:47,656 Oh, you shouldn't do that. 70 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,411 Well, Craig, it doesn't seem like you're a danger to yourself. 71 00:06:52,496 --> 00:06:54,747 So, what I�m gonna suggest is that we contact your parents, 72 00:06:54,831 --> 00:06:55,790 let them know what's going on, 73 00:06:55,874 --> 00:06:58,751 and then we refer you to one of our outpatient services. 74 00:06:58,835 --> 00:07:00,294 Okay? But. . . 75 00:07:01,338 --> 00:07:02,338 l need help now. 76 00:07:02,506 --> 00:07:04,298 l know you're upset. 77 00:07:04,716 --> 00:07:07,885 But, Craig, the people that we admit into this facility, 78 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:09,178 are very, very sick. 79 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,596 l am, too. 80 00:07:11,306 --> 00:07:13,933 Well, can't you just, like, give me something? 81 00:07:14,017 --> 00:07:15,017 Not without your parents' consent. 82 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:16,977 Look, this is serious business. 83 00:07:17,062 --> 00:07:21,524 Maybe I�m not explaining right how serious this is. 84 00:07:23,610 --> 00:07:26,987 It feels like everything is just building up, 85 00:07:27,072 --> 00:07:29,949 and everyone else, they just seem 86 00:07:30,075 --> 00:07:32,993 to handle everything. You know, like. . . 87 00:07:33,870 --> 00:07:36,122 But not me, you know. 88 00:07:37,916 --> 00:07:39,834 I�m scared, okay? 89 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:42,086 And l can't go back out there. 90 00:07:42,170 --> 00:07:43,921 l don't know what. . . 91 00:07:44,589 --> 00:07:46,382 l might do something. 92 00:07:47,384 --> 00:07:50,553 So, l just need some help. Please. l just need you to help me. 93 00:08:31,761 --> 00:08:32,928 Welcome to 3 North, Craig. 94 00:08:34,556 --> 00:08:37,308 Um. . . What exactly is 3 North? 95 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:39,101 Our adult psychiatric floor. 96 00:08:39,769 --> 00:08:42,271 Oh, but, I�m only 1 6. 97 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:44,481 Our teen floor is undergoing some renovations, 98 00:08:44,566 --> 00:08:46,692 so all teens are here with the adults. 99 00:08:46,776 --> 00:08:51,280 And while you're with us, you'll be expected to act like one. 100 00:08:51,907 --> 00:08:53,490 So, starting tomorrow, 101 00:08:53,575 --> 00:08:56,160 you'll follow the schedule and participate in the group activities. 102 00:08:57,454 --> 00:09:00,039 In the meantime, we'll contact your family, and they can bring over 103 00:09:00,123 --> 00:09:02,333 a change of clothes, toothbrush, that kind of thing. 104 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:05,294 Well, l don't think I�ll be here that long. 105 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:06,712 l have school tomorrow, so. . . 106 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:11,550 You'll have to discuss that with Dr. Minerva. 107 00:09:12,594 --> 00:09:16,597 Now, do you have any sharp objects on you? Pocket knife? Keys? 108 00:09:19,351 --> 00:09:21,143 And your belt and shoe laces. 109 00:09:22,312 --> 00:09:23,854 My shoe laces? 110 00:09:24,522 --> 00:09:26,148 We can't take any chances. 111 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:37,868 SMlTTY: Hey, Dr. Minerva. 112 00:09:37,953 --> 00:09:38,953 MlNERVA: Hey, Smitty. 113 00:09:39,037 --> 00:09:41,080 This is our new patient, Craig Gilner. 114 00:09:41,164 --> 00:09:42,748 Hi, Craig. How are you? 115 00:09:42,832 --> 00:09:45,459 Um. . . Just, like, you know. 116 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:49,546 Well, why don't you get settled in, and we'll talk later, okay? 117 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:51,674 Nice to meet you, Craig. 118 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,221 It'll come to you. 119 00:09:57,889 --> 00:09:59,223 SMlTTY: Good morning, Jimmy. 120 00:09:59,724 --> 00:10:00,933 What was that about? 121 00:10:01,017 --> 00:10:02,851 Jimmy? He's a schizophrenic. 122 00:10:04,938 --> 00:10:07,940 Is there a place here for people more like me? 123 00:10:08,692 --> 00:10:11,193 We got all kinds of patients here, man. All kinds. . . 124 00:10:11,528 --> 00:10:12,653 Hey, hey, Bobby! 125 00:10:14,364 --> 00:10:15,781 My man. 126 00:10:16,616 --> 00:10:19,535 How about a tour for our new friend, Craig, here? What do you say? 127 00:10:23,540 --> 00:10:25,082 Sure thing, babe. SMlTTY: Thanks, man. 128 00:10:25,166 --> 00:10:26,292 So, Bobby's gonna show you around, 129 00:10:26,376 --> 00:10:27,751 while we fix up your room, okay? 130 00:10:27,836 --> 00:10:29,795 Okay. Yeah? All right. 131 00:10:30,380 --> 00:10:32,298 See you guys in a jiff. 132 00:10:40,598 --> 00:10:43,309 So, is this like a mental ward? 133 00:10:43,393 --> 00:10:44,893 Not a ward, it's a hospital. 134 00:10:46,563 --> 00:10:48,397 Well, this is where we hang out. 135 00:10:49,024 --> 00:10:51,108 There's a record player and such. 136 00:10:51,192 --> 00:10:53,319 All the records are scratched. 137 00:10:53,403 --> 00:10:55,988 Some folks like to hang out and play table tennis. 138 00:10:56,364 --> 00:10:57,990 Did they tell you about the points system? 139 00:10:58,074 --> 00:10:59,408 Points for ping-pong? 140 00:10:59,784 --> 00:11:02,453 l think the name ping-pong trivializes the sport. 141 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:06,498 But, l mean, like, points for privileges, to hang out in the rec room, 142 00:11:06,583 --> 00:11:08,751 visit the gift shop, stuff like that. 143 00:11:12,422 --> 00:11:14,214 You can join them if you like. 144 00:11:15,633 --> 00:11:17,760 Uh, no, I�m cool. 145 00:11:18,595 --> 00:11:20,095 Cool Craig. l like that. 146 00:11:20,180 --> 00:11:21,972 This is the shower. It doesn't have a lock. 147 00:11:22,057 --> 00:11:25,225 So when you go in, put it on "in-use," get it? 148 00:11:25,727 --> 00:11:27,436 l got it. Okay, you got it, but nobody else does. 149 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:29,271 So they'll walk in on you when you're scrubbing your balls. 150 00:11:29,356 --> 00:11:30,397 And you don't want that. 151 00:11:31,066 --> 00:11:32,107 There's one in the other hall, too, 152 00:11:32,192 --> 00:11:33,984 but l wouldn't use it. It bothers Solomon. 153 00:11:34,486 --> 00:11:35,611 Who's Solomon? 154 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:37,196 Hey, Bobby! Hey, Cap. 155 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:40,074 Right here, this is where you call people. 156 00:11:40,283 --> 00:11:43,702 Assuming you have people. Or they can call you. 157 00:11:43,787 --> 00:11:45,371 You know, telephone. 158 00:11:45,455 --> 00:11:48,582 And this is the TV room. 159 00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:52,461 People hang out and watch TV in that room. 160 00:11:53,088 --> 00:11:54,880 That's why they call it that. 161 00:12:00,637 --> 00:12:02,930 Um. . . Who was that? 162 00:12:03,014 --> 00:12:04,807 That's Noelle. She's one of the teens. 163 00:12:04,891 --> 00:12:06,308 Did they tell you about the renovations? 164 00:12:06,810 --> 00:12:07,976 Yeah. 165 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:10,104 How old are you? 166 00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:11,230 Sixteen. 167 00:12:11,314 --> 00:12:12,898 Sixteen ! 168 00:12:12,982 --> 00:12:14,733 You look stressed out for 1 6. 169 00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:18,404 You need to relax. Get a girlfriend, or something, you know. 170 00:12:18,488 --> 00:12:20,155 I�m working on it. Mmm-hmm. 171 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:23,659 So what is it you do here, exactly? 172 00:12:24,119 --> 00:12:26,453 Same thing as you. 173 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:28,497 You're a patient? 174 00:12:28,581 --> 00:12:30,499 What were you doing in the emergency room this morning? 175 00:12:30,667 --> 00:12:32,459 ER has the best coffee, son. 176 00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:33,919 They just let you out? 177 00:12:34,003 --> 00:12:35,337 No. 178 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:38,841 What are you in here for? 179 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:49,017 Let's go see if Smitty's got your room ready. 180 00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:57,109 Hey, Muqtada, got a new roommate, man. 181 00:12:58,111 --> 00:12:59,194 Hey. 182 00:13:03,533 --> 00:13:07,369 Don't take it personal, man. He doesn't really talk much. 183 00:13:08,163 --> 00:13:12,124 And I�ve actually never seen him leave the room. 184 00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,419 SMlTTY: Okay, guys, lunch in five. 185 00:13:30,059 --> 00:13:31,560 What do they have for lunch? 186 00:13:34,898 --> 00:13:36,231 I�m sorry? 187 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:55,042 Please, turn out light. 188 00:14:01,299 --> 00:14:02,841 CRAlG: Dr. Minerva. 189 00:14:04,511 --> 00:14:06,261 I�m feeling much better now. 190 00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:09,264 l was feeling bad this morning, but I�m okay now. 191 00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:13,268 So, you know, I�d like to go home, if that's cool. 192 00:14:15,939 --> 00:14:19,399 It says here you're suicidal and asked to be admitted. 193 00:14:20,944 --> 00:14:24,112 Yeah, l thought you guys could do something quick. 194 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:28,075 You know, like give me some medication to make me feel better. 195 00:14:28,159 --> 00:14:29,409 Or. . . 196 00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:33,580 Look, l didn't think that I�d be committed. 197 00:14:34,791 --> 00:14:36,208 l really don't think l belong here. 198 00:14:36,292 --> 00:14:39,545 A lot of patients feel that way at first. Just give it a little time. 199 00:14:39,629 --> 00:14:40,712 How little? 200 00:14:40,797 --> 00:14:41,797 Five days. 201 00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:42,881 Five days? 202 00:14:42,966 --> 00:14:44,716 No more than 30. We'll have an evaluation 203 00:14:44,801 --> 00:14:46,468 to see if you're ready to leave on Thursday. 204 00:14:47,262 --> 00:14:50,305 l can't be here until Thursday 205 00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:53,600 because I�ll miss school, and my friends might find out where l am. 206 00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:55,477 It's nothing to be ashamed of, Craig. 207 00:14:55,979 --> 00:14:58,230 Depression is a medical illness. 208 00:14:58,314 --> 00:15:00,482 lf you were diabetic, would you be embarrassed by that? 209 00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:05,153 Well, can l at least talk to my mom about this before. . . 210 00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:08,240 Of course, Craig. l just spoke to her, she's very anxious to see you. 211 00:15:08,324 --> 00:15:09,491 Craig ! 212 00:15:11,911 --> 00:15:14,705 CRAlG: Don't blame my parents for how messed up I am. 213 00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:17,416 Okay, so my dad works too much. 214 00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,334 And my mom's a little too fragile. 215 00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:22,129 And my sister's some kind of child genius. 216 00:15:22,213 --> 00:15:24,881 But it's not like I was never hugged as a child or anything. 217 00:15:24,966 --> 00:15:27,092 In fact, they've been pretty supportive through ail this. 218 00:15:27,844 --> 00:15:31,555 l knew you were having a hard time, but l had no idea. 219 00:15:32,849 --> 00:15:35,142 That you were. . . That it was. . . 220 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:39,354 Well, you're so brave, honey. I�m so proud of you. 221 00:15:39,772 --> 00:15:41,273 Really? Um. . . 222 00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:43,400 'Cause l was actually having second thoughts. 223 00:15:43,484 --> 00:15:46,987 Oh, no, hon. l think the doctors said they need you 224 00:15:47,071 --> 00:15:50,157 to stay here for a couple of days for observation. 225 00:15:50,241 --> 00:15:52,034 l think that's a real good idea. 226 00:15:53,536 --> 00:15:56,538 But l don't think you really understand, okay? 227 00:15:57,290 --> 00:16:00,125 Some of the people in here are really messed up. 228 00:16:00,209 --> 00:16:02,294 l don't think my roommate's left the room in weeks. 229 00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:04,671 l think we better leave it up 230 00:16:04,756 --> 00:16:07,382 to the doctor's discretion, you know. 231 00:16:08,885 --> 00:16:10,886 We've tried and. . . 232 00:16:12,096 --> 00:16:17,893 They're professionals, they can help you in ways that we can't. 233 00:16:20,438 --> 00:16:21,897 And l think it's. . . 234 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:26,818 l think it looks like a real nice place. Right, George? 235 00:16:26,903 --> 00:16:28,695 Take your hands out of my pockets! 236 00:16:32,075 --> 00:16:35,160 Yeah. When can l join? 237 00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:37,037 Me, too. Can l stay, too? 238 00:16:37,622 --> 00:16:39,873 Oh, no, honey. But we'll come and visit. 239 00:16:43,086 --> 00:16:48,340 They took my cell phone, so some people might try to call the house. 240 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:51,259 Just please do not tell them that I�m in here. 241 00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:55,722 Here are some clothes, and toiletries and stuff. 242 00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:57,933 And will you eat something, please? 243 00:17:03,147 --> 00:17:05,023 NOELLE: Ian Curtis. BECCA: Who? 244 00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:07,067 Dude from Joy Division. Hung himself. 245 00:17:08,111 --> 00:17:09,695 JENNlFER: Kurt Cobain. 246 00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:12,030 BECCA: Freud. 247 00:17:12,824 --> 00:17:14,449 JENNlFER: Ernest Hemingway. 248 00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:16,702 NOELLE: Salvador Allende. 249 00:17:16,786 --> 00:17:19,371 Jesus Christ, girl. Can you pick somebody we've heard of for once? 250 00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:20,539 Chilean president. 251 00:17:20,623 --> 00:17:23,291 Shot himself rather than surrender to a fascist military coup. 252 00:17:23,626 --> 00:17:25,460 BECCA: Mmm-mmm. l don't think that counts. 253 00:17:25,545 --> 00:17:26,628 NOELLE: Of course, it counts. 254 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:28,255 lf he was going to die anyway, it doesn't count. 255 00:17:28,339 --> 00:17:29,339 BOBBY: Hey, Craig ! 256 00:17:30,133 --> 00:17:31,967 Come sit with the men. 257 00:17:36,347 --> 00:17:40,767 Craig, this is my pal, Johnny, and this clown right here, this is Humble. 258 00:17:42,145 --> 00:17:43,395 HUMBLE: You got a girlfriend? 259 00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:44,688 He's working on it. 260 00:17:44,814 --> 00:17:46,314 They got some cute ones your age. 261 00:17:46,399 --> 00:17:48,150 l had a lot of women in my day, kid. 262 00:17:48,651 --> 00:17:49,776 Yeah? 263 00:17:51,821 --> 00:17:54,322 You don't have to act so surprised. 264 00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:57,200 Back in the day, l was Sir Lick-a-Lot. 265 00:17:57,702 --> 00:17:59,035 Ask Bobby. 266 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:04,958 But you want to know the secret to keeping any woman under your spell? 267 00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:07,544 l love you. 268 00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:10,297 HUMBLE: That's it? 269 00:18:10,631 --> 00:18:13,008 That's it. But it don't hurt if you can play guitar. 270 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,093 Don't mess with the kid's mind, 271 00:18:15,178 --> 00:18:16,720 he's already screwed up enough as it is. 272 00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:17,763 HUMBLE: Why are you so screwed, kid? 273 00:18:17,847 --> 00:18:18,847 Mind your own business, Humble. 274 00:18:19,891 --> 00:18:21,057 HUMBLE: That's cool. 275 00:18:21,350 --> 00:18:27,022 But you should know, Craig, if you don't open up, you're never going to heal. 276 00:18:30,485 --> 00:18:32,986 Hey, what's the pot up to now? 277 00:18:33,362 --> 00:18:35,030 Eleven. Eleven? 278 00:18:35,990 --> 00:18:37,115 BOBBY: Yesterday, it was 1 2. 279 00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:38,366 JOHNNY: Humble ate a buck. 280 00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:39,951 Humble ate a buck? 281 00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:42,871 The professor bet him a dollar, he wouldn't eat it. He won. 282 00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:44,998 BOBBY: What is the world coming to? 283 00:18:46,209 --> 00:18:47,876 Bunch of nut jobs in here, I�ll tell you that. 284 00:18:49,212 --> 00:18:50,504 What's the money for? 285 00:18:50,713 --> 00:18:52,005 Pizza party. 286 00:18:53,216 --> 00:18:55,050 So we don't have to eat this crap. 287 00:18:55,551 --> 00:18:57,886 They say we can have one, but we gotta pay for it ourselves. 288 00:18:58,513 --> 00:19:00,222 Well, l have eight dollars. 289 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:04,100 Well, you don't have to go bragging about it, Craig. 290 00:19:05,102 --> 00:19:06,812 People in here have nothing. 291 00:19:06,896 --> 00:19:08,021 Show a little humility, please. 292 00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:10,649 No. l didn't mean. . . It�s. . . 293 00:19:10,733 --> 00:19:12,776 It�s okay. You're young, you'll learn. 294 00:19:13,528 --> 00:19:16,738 Craig. You get two points for eating, man. 295 00:19:21,744 --> 00:19:23,829 BOBBY: l bet Smitty's got 1 5 bucks on him. 296 00:19:23,913 --> 00:19:26,289 JOHNNY: And he's got a 20 spot. l saw it. 297 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:28,416 Let's go jump him in the parking lot. 298 00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:29,793 It�s under the hat. 299 00:19:29,877 --> 00:19:31,086 It�s under the hat? 300 00:19:34,549 --> 00:19:35,632 Sorry. 301 00:19:41,389 --> 00:19:42,556 Check. 302 00:19:50,815 --> 00:19:54,359 So, Craig, how are you adjusting to 3 North? 303 00:19:55,444 --> 00:19:58,029 Uh. . . Okay, l guess. 304 00:19:58,114 --> 00:20:01,449 Dr. Mahmoud wrote that you were taking Zoloft, 305 00:20:01,742 --> 00:20:03,827 but went off it three weeks ago. Is that right? 306 00:20:04,245 --> 00:20:05,370 Yeah. 307 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:06,955 Do you see a therapist? 308 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:10,166 Dr. Yanof was the one who prescribed me the Zoloft. 309 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:13,837 l see her every, you know, month or so. 310 00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:16,256 Why did you stop taking it? 311 00:20:17,592 --> 00:20:21,970 l guess l thought l was better. Like l didn't need it. 312 00:20:22,346 --> 00:20:24,431 Maybe that's because it was working. 313 00:20:25,641 --> 00:20:27,601 Can you describe to me how you were feeling 314 00:20:27,685 --> 00:20:29,477 before coming here this morning? 315 00:20:30,479 --> 00:20:32,981 l guess, depressed. 316 00:20:34,317 --> 00:20:36,151 Anxious, stressed. 317 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:38,862 Have you been feeling more stress than usual lately? 318 00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:42,824 Any reason in particular? 319 00:20:42,909 --> 00:20:46,244 Yeah. There's this Franklin Gates Summer Semester thing 320 00:20:46,329 --> 00:20:47,412 that my dad. . . 321 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:50,832 Well, that l really want to get into. 322 00:20:51,959 --> 00:20:53,418 But the application is due in a week 323 00:20:53,502 --> 00:20:55,170 and l haven't even looked at it. 324 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,504 Why not? 325 00:20:56,964 --> 00:20:58,840 Every time l think about it, 326 00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:02,469 my brain starts this cycling thing about not getting in. 327 00:21:03,012 --> 00:21:04,554 What would happen if you didn't get in? 328 00:21:05,932 --> 00:21:08,558 CRAlG: Then l wouldn't be able to put it on my college applications. 329 00:21:08,643 --> 00:21:11,144 Which means l wouldn't get into a good college. 330 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:12,771 But not even Adam Smith could have foreseen 331 00:21:12,855 --> 00:21:15,106 the inequities of modern capitalism. 332 00:21:15,191 --> 00:21:18,151 If I didn't get into a good college, I wouldn�t have a good job. 333 00:21:18,235 --> 00:21:21,154 Diffusing the situation in Iran through unilateral diplomacy 334 00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:23,490 is my top priority as Commander in Chief. 335 00:21:24,742 --> 00:21:27,577 Which means l wouldn't be able to afford a good Lifestyle. 336 00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:31,957 Hey, MTV. It�s your boy, Craig Gilner. 337 00:21:32,041 --> 00:21:33,750 Welcome to my crib. 338 00:21:35,169 --> 00:21:38,129 So l wouldn't be able to find a girlfriend. 339 00:21:38,214 --> 00:21:40,924 Which means I�d probably get depressed. 340 00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:45,220 And I'd end up Like Muqtada in a place like this for the rest of my life. 341 00:21:47,223 --> 00:21:49,933 So, what would happen if l didn't get in? 342 00:21:51,185 --> 00:21:53,687 l don't know. It�s hard to explain. 343 00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:59,693 Do you have anyone you can explain it to? Friends? Family? 344 00:22:01,112 --> 00:22:05,740 l have friends and family, but it's not always easy. 345 00:22:07,201 --> 00:22:09,369 It�s important to have a support system. 346 00:22:09,453 --> 00:22:11,037 People you can really talk to. 347 00:22:12,665 --> 00:22:14,457 Have you been having any other symptoms? 348 00:22:15,584 --> 00:22:19,254 l have trouble eating. l can't keep it down. 349 00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:21,506 All right. 350 00:22:22,550 --> 00:22:24,509 You'll start group activities tomorrow, 351 00:22:24,593 --> 00:22:26,136 we'll check in again on Tuesday. 352 00:22:27,263 --> 00:22:28,847 You have any questions? 353 00:22:28,931 --> 00:22:30,265 Yes. Um. . . 354 00:22:31,267 --> 00:22:32,434 lf I�m feeling better, 355 00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:34,477 do you think l can get out of here by tomorrow? 356 00:22:34,562 --> 00:22:36,980 Because l have school and this application and. . . 357 00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:39,024 Five days, Craig. Minimum. 358 00:22:39,108 --> 00:22:41,109 l know this seems like a strange place at first, 359 00:22:41,193 --> 00:22:43,445 but try to make the most of it. 360 00:22:47,908 --> 00:22:48,992 CRAlG: It�s Monday. 361 00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:54,998 I shouldn�t be waking up next to some depressive middle-aged Egyptian dude. 362 00:22:58,711 --> 00:23:02,505 I shouldn�t be showering on a co-ed floor in a stall without a lock. 363 00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:05,216 l shouldn't be Lining up for meds 364 00:23:05,301 --> 00:23:08,136 behind schizophrenics and sociopaths. 365 00:23:10,097 --> 00:23:12,724 It's Monday, l should be in school. 366 00:23:14,060 --> 00:23:17,479 But I guess that's what got me here in the first place. 367 00:23:17,646 --> 00:23:19,564 When my parents Went to school, 368 00:23:19,648 --> 00:23:21,733 they just went to the one closest to their house. 369 00:23:21,817 --> 00:23:23,359 Makes sense, right? 370 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:25,570 A lot of places are still like this. 371 00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:28,782 Cleveland, probably Denver. 372 00:23:28,866 --> 00:23:30,492 But not New York. 373 00:23:31,035 --> 00:23:33,411 You've got schools for science geeks like... 374 00:23:33,496 --> 00:23:35,121 Bronx High School of Science. 375 00:23:35,206 --> 00:23:36,498 Schools for thespians. 376 00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:38,708 The LaGuardia School for the Performing Arts. 377 00:23:39,335 --> 00:23:40,960 Schools for do-gooders. 378 00:23:41,045 --> 00:23:43,963 EI Puente Academy for Peace and Justice. 379 00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:45,423 But the most competitive of ail 380 00:23:45,508 --> 00:23:47,801 New York City public schools is this one. 381 00:23:47,885 --> 00:23:49,177 Executive Pre-Professional. 382 00:23:50,012 --> 00:23:51,346 My school. 383 00:23:51,972 --> 00:23:54,808 This billionaire philanthropist named Gerard Lutz 384 00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:57,185 set it up in conjunction with the pubic school system. 385 00:23:58,062 --> 00:24:01,147 So it's not some private school for elite Upper-East-Siders. 386 00:24:01,232 --> 00:24:03,066 You can be on welfare and food stamps, 387 00:24:03,150 --> 00:24:05,527 or your parents can own an island in the South Pacific. 388 00:24:05,611 --> 00:24:06,903 It doesn't matter. 389 00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:09,239 You'll be accepted as long as you're one of the 800 390 00:24:09,323 --> 00:24:12,367 smartest and most accomplished students in the five boroughs. 391 00:24:13,410 --> 00:24:15,203 Like these kids here. 392 00:24:38,060 --> 00:24:41,146 There must have been a serious clerical error, because somehow... 393 00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:43,356 l got in. 394 00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:45,400 Me, too. Me, too. 395 00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:47,694 You, too? You, too? 396 00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:52,615 That's my best friend, Aaron, getting flirt-punched by Nia for the first time. 397 00:24:52,908 --> 00:24:54,534 There were many more of those. 398 00:24:54,827 --> 00:25:00,331 Followed by hand-holding, kissing and eventually, sex. 399 00:25:01,083 --> 00:25:02,458 l don't like to picture that one. 400 00:25:03,294 --> 00:25:06,754 What I would give to be flirt-punched by Nia just once. 401 00:25:09,717 --> 00:25:11,217 And so it began... 402 00:25:15,014 --> 00:25:16,598 JOHNNY: Look at those mahatmas. 403 00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:21,102 l always wanted a Harley with hot, tight mahatmas. 404 00:25:21,187 --> 00:25:24,147 You can have the mahatmas, l just want the beaver. 405 00:25:24,231 --> 00:25:28,109 Hey, Bobby, check out this bike. 406 00:25:28,694 --> 00:25:31,154 Yeah, l don't get wrapped in a bunch of stuff l can't have. 407 00:25:31,238 --> 00:25:32,947 Relax, it's just for fun, bro. 408 00:25:33,199 --> 00:25:34,324 That's not fun. 409 00:25:34,408 --> 00:25:35,700 That's propaganda, man. 410 00:25:35,784 --> 00:25:37,619 All those Madison Avenue types. 411 00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:38,786 Telling you how to live your life. 412 00:25:38,871 --> 00:25:41,748 Fast cars, hot chicks, 413 00:25:42,291 --> 00:25:45,501 Reese's Pieces, Gucci. 414 00:25:46,503 --> 00:25:48,254 Werther's Original. 415 00:25:50,966 --> 00:25:52,842 l don't buy into that bullshit. 416 00:25:53,344 --> 00:25:55,470 HUMBLE: Are you gonna eat your burrito, Craig? 417 00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:57,931 No, I�m not hungry. You can have it. 418 00:26:07,608 --> 00:26:09,651 Hello, Mr. Breakfast Burrito. 419 00:26:15,449 --> 00:26:17,867 Humble, put that back. 420 00:26:18,744 --> 00:26:19,994 He said l could have it. 421 00:26:20,454 --> 00:26:22,247 Yeah, it's really fine. 422 00:26:23,332 --> 00:26:24,958 Craig's gotta eat, too. Put it back. 423 00:26:26,502 --> 00:26:27,585 Take a hike, Bob. 424 00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:30,505 He's not hungry. 425 00:26:36,220 --> 00:26:38,972 Thanks, Bobby, but I�m really not hungry. 426 00:26:40,432 --> 00:26:42,767 Fine, what do l care if you eat? 427 00:26:48,857 --> 00:26:51,150 MlNERVA: l understand there was an incident this morning. 428 00:26:51,235 --> 00:26:53,444 Would anyone care to talk about it? 429 00:26:55,197 --> 00:26:57,907 Something involving a breakfast burrito. 430 00:26:59,868 --> 00:27:01,160 Johnny? 431 00:27:02,162 --> 00:27:04,289 It was between Bobby and Humble. Ask them. 432 00:27:04,373 --> 00:27:07,500 l was interested in hearing it from an impartial observer. 433 00:27:08,210 --> 00:27:11,713 Well, if you want my opinion, l think Bobby has been on edge 434 00:27:11,797 --> 00:27:15,633 because of his interview, and he's lashing out because he's nervous. 435 00:27:15,718 --> 00:27:17,593 Interesting observation, Johnny. 436 00:27:18,220 --> 00:27:19,721 My hemorrhoids are flaring up too, Johnny. 437 00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:21,431 Want to tell the group about that? 438 00:27:21,515 --> 00:27:23,558 Hemorrhoids! It�ll come to ya! 439 00:27:24,893 --> 00:27:27,478 Bobby, it's okay if you want to keep your feelings private, 440 00:27:27,563 --> 00:27:29,814 but you should know that there's nothing wrong with being nervous 441 00:27:29,898 --> 00:27:31,357 about your interview tomorrow. 442 00:27:31,442 --> 00:27:33,318 I�m not nervous about my interview. 443 00:27:33,736 --> 00:27:34,902 Then what is it, Bob? 444 00:27:34,987 --> 00:27:36,112 PROFESSOR: Maybe he's hungry. 445 00:27:36,196 --> 00:27:37,322 HUMBLE: He doesn't look hungry. 446 00:27:37,406 --> 00:27:38,448 He looks tired. 447 00:27:38,532 --> 00:27:39,615 JOHNNY: Did you sleep last night? 448 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:40,783 PROFESSOR: He didn't eat today. 449 00:27:40,868 --> 00:27:41,868 HUMBLE: Yes, he did. 450 00:27:42,411 --> 00:27:44,120 PROFESSOR: Did you see him eat? 451 00:27:44,204 --> 00:27:45,496 HUMBLE: I�m pretty sure he ate. 452 00:27:45,581 --> 00:27:46,622 JOHNNY: l didn't see him eat. 453 00:27:46,707 --> 00:27:47,832 BECCA: l get anxious when I�m tired. 454 00:27:47,916 --> 00:27:49,292 Okay, listen. 455 00:27:50,794 --> 00:27:54,339 I�m not hungry and I�m not tired. It�s just the sweater. 456 00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:56,466 It�s all l have for my interview tomorrow. 457 00:27:56,967 --> 00:27:58,092 l told you it was the interview. 458 00:27:58,177 --> 00:28:00,178 It�s a nice sweater, Bob. 459 00:28:00,262 --> 00:28:03,348 No, it's not. It smells like a hobo's Band-Aid. 460 00:28:03,557 --> 00:28:04,640 JOHNNY: But it looks good on you. 461 00:28:04,892 --> 00:28:06,476 About as good as your hair looks on you. 462 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,603 Bobby, no insults, please. 463 00:28:10,939 --> 00:28:12,857 l can loan you a shirt. 464 00:28:13,484 --> 00:28:14,817 MlNERVA: What was that, Craig? 465 00:28:14,902 --> 00:28:17,779 I�ll just call my mom and have her bring one of my dad's shirts over. 466 00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:20,365 It�s not a problem. l live like two blocks away. 467 00:28:20,449 --> 00:28:21,532 No, thanks. 468 00:28:21,617 --> 00:28:23,242 Bobby! Take the shirt. 469 00:28:23,619 --> 00:28:25,286 Yeah, he's trying to help, Bob. 470 00:28:26,121 --> 00:28:27,914 MlNERVA: It�s a very nice offer, Craig. 471 00:28:28,499 --> 00:28:30,792 Bobby, why are you reluctant to accept it? 472 00:28:31,377 --> 00:28:35,046 'Cause l don't want any handouts. 473 00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:36,714 It wouldn't exactly be a handout. 474 00:28:36,799 --> 00:28:38,299 He'd just be loaning it to you. 475 00:28:38,384 --> 00:28:40,551 Okay, I�ll take it. As long as you'll get off my back. 476 00:28:41,095 --> 00:28:42,136 Do you want the shirt, Bobby? 477 00:28:42,221 --> 00:28:43,304 l would. . . 478 00:28:43,972 --> 00:28:45,181 l would like the shirt. 479 00:28:45,265 --> 00:28:46,641 MlNERVA: Craig? 480 00:28:46,850 --> 00:28:48,643 Is it okay if it has yellow armpit stains? 481 00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:53,773 Sorry, it was a dumb joke. 482 00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:57,235 BOBBY: When are you going to let me get to see her again? 483 00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:59,153 BOBBY: When are you going to let me get to see her again? 484 00:28:59,321 --> 00:29:02,115 Because I�m her father. You don't think that l have. . . 485 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:05,493 BOBBY: What's that? l do have. . . l will have a place. 486 00:29:06,370 --> 00:29:10,331 l have a. . . I�m gonna have a place on Thursday. It�s true. 487 00:29:12,835 --> 00:29:15,294 Listen, l never asked you for anything. 488 00:29:15,379 --> 00:29:19,674 Could you just, for once, maybe do what l say. Hello? Hello! 489 00:29:32,271 --> 00:29:34,272 AUTOMATED VOlCE: You have two new messages. 490 00:29:34,857 --> 00:29:36,649 Hey, Craig. It�s me. 491 00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:40,153 CRAlG: Okay. So, she's probably not in the bathtub right now, 492 00:29:40,237 --> 00:29:42,405 but this is how l sometimes like to picture Nia. 493 00:29:43,031 --> 00:29:44,490 It's sick, I know. 494 00:29:44,867 --> 00:29:46,242 You were acting a little weird earlier, 495 00:29:46,326 --> 00:29:48,494 so l just wanted to make sure everything's okay. 496 00:29:48,579 --> 00:29:49,954 All right, that's it. 497 00:29:50,038 --> 00:29:52,165 I�m with Aaron. He's being such a tool. Bye! 498 00:29:54,209 --> 00:29:57,295 Hello, Mr. Gilner, this is your science teacher, Mr. Reynolds. 499 00:29:57,379 --> 00:30:01,048 We really need to talk about your missing lab assignments. 500 00:30:02,885 --> 00:30:04,177 Five of them. 501 00:30:22,863 --> 00:30:23,863 Hello? 502 00:30:24,490 --> 00:30:25,907 Hey, Nia. What's up? 503 00:30:26,241 --> 00:30:31,287 Hey! Just finishing my Gates Summer app. I�ll freak if l don't get in. 504 00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:33,915 What's up with you? 505 00:30:34,082 --> 00:30:38,211 Um. Just feeling kind of, you know. . . 506 00:30:38,504 --> 00:30:41,923 Yeah, l noticed. Is that why you weren't in school today? 507 00:30:42,257 --> 00:30:45,551 Yeah, l was feeling pretty shitty, so l just stayed home. 508 00:30:45,886 --> 00:30:47,637 Yeah. I get Like that sometimes, too. 509 00:30:48,430 --> 00:30:50,306 Depressed or whatever. 510 00:30:52,142 --> 00:30:53,768 Do you take anything for it? 511 00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:55,937 Um. . . 512 00:30:56,939 --> 00:30:58,689 Look, l never told anybody this. 513 00:30:58,774 --> 00:31:02,318 Not even Aaron, but, if it makes you feel any better, 514 00:31:03,362 --> 00:31:04,362 I see a therapist. 515 00:31:04,446 --> 00:31:05,488 Really? 516 00:31:05,822 --> 00:31:07,865 For, like, over a year now. 517 00:31:07,950 --> 00:31:09,492 CRAlG: l had no idea. 518 00:31:09,576 --> 00:31:11,536 Yeah, it's pretty embarrassing. 519 00:31:13,247 --> 00:31:14,956 l take Zoloft. Shut up! 520 00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:16,332 l do. 521 00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:18,459 Oh, my God ! We're like so screwed up. 522 00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:21,420 Yeah, we're like partners in mental illness. 523 00:31:21,755 --> 00:31:22,880 The illest. 524 00:31:23,423 --> 00:31:26,884 I�m Solomon. l would ask you to please keep it down. 525 00:31:26,969 --> 00:31:28,719 I�m trying to rest. 526 00:31:29,596 --> 00:31:31,180 NIA: Craig, Who is that? 527 00:31:31,265 --> 00:31:33,933 Um. . . Excuse me. 528 00:31:34,017 --> 00:31:35,601 Is everything okay? Will you be much longer? 529 00:31:35,686 --> 00:31:36,769 One second, please. 530 00:31:36,853 --> 00:31:38,312 Are you Like in a crack den or something? 531 00:31:38,397 --> 00:31:41,232 Yeah, no, it's fine. Everything's. . . 532 00:31:41,316 --> 00:31:44,402 It�ll come to you. It will always come to you. 533 00:31:45,612 --> 00:31:47,947 Where are you? 534 00:31:48,031 --> 00:31:49,574 l gotta go, Nia. Bye. 535 00:31:49,658 --> 00:31:50,783 Craig... 536 00:31:50,867 --> 00:31:52,410 It�s all yours. 537 00:31:56,665 --> 00:31:58,291 Thanks, Mom. 538 00:31:58,375 --> 00:32:00,251 You know, your dad really wanted to be here today, 539 00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:02,169 he just had a client crisis. 540 00:32:03,005 --> 00:32:04,213 Client crisis? 541 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:07,383 Yeah, but he said, he's for sure coming tomorrow. 542 00:32:07,843 --> 00:32:09,719 Have you made any friends yet? 543 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:12,221 CRAlG: Yeah, l guess. 544 00:32:12,306 --> 00:32:13,556 Are you friends with the tranny? 545 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:14,682 Oh, the tranny. 546 00:32:15,017 --> 00:32:16,183 Not really. 547 00:32:17,102 --> 00:32:18,769 Did you talk to my school? 548 00:32:18,854 --> 00:32:21,856 Because l really can't have them finding I�m in a place like this. 549 00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:23,274 It could really damage my future. 550 00:32:23,358 --> 00:32:25,526 No, no. l just said you were in the hospital. 551 00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:26,861 l didn't say anything specific. 552 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,821 Good. The last thing l need is for them 553 00:32:28,905 --> 00:32:30,156 to find out I�ve been institutionalized. 554 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:31,699 Transvestite! 555 00:32:32,701 --> 00:32:33,993 JENNlFER: Schizo! 556 00:32:48,675 --> 00:32:50,134 What's going on, babe? 557 00:32:50,218 --> 00:32:51,302 Uh. . . 558 00:32:52,721 --> 00:32:55,222 Sorry. l was just dropping the shirt off. 559 00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:58,267 She's cute, isn't she? 560 00:32:59,770 --> 00:33:01,395 Yeah. Is she yours? 561 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:04,440 Veronica. Like the Elvis Costello song. 562 00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:06,692 How old is she? 563 00:33:06,777 --> 00:33:07,902 Eight and three-quarters. 564 00:33:09,279 --> 00:33:11,072 That's what she says. Three quarters. 565 00:33:14,534 --> 00:33:16,327 Well, good luck with your interview. 566 00:33:16,411 --> 00:33:18,871 What's it for, if you don't mind me asking? 567 00:33:19,456 --> 00:33:21,332 A group home. 568 00:33:22,084 --> 00:33:23,626 Basically, l need a place to live 569 00:33:23,710 --> 00:33:25,711 when they kick me out of here on Thursday. 570 00:33:26,797 --> 00:33:29,924 Let me know if you need somebody to practice with or something. 571 00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:31,300 What do you mean? 572 00:33:31,385 --> 00:33:34,136 Like a practice interview. So you're better prepared. 573 00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:36,013 Yeah? 574 00:33:36,098 --> 00:33:37,473 Yeah. 575 00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:38,557 You want to try? 576 00:33:38,642 --> 00:33:39,642 You want to try now? 577 00:33:39,935 --> 00:33:41,435 lf you're not doing anything. 578 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,729 Okay, great. Uh. . . Hold on. 579 00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,524 Let me do this with the official shirt on. 580 00:33:51,154 --> 00:33:54,281 Okay. You're ready? 581 00:33:54,950 --> 00:33:58,369 Hold on one second. l don't know if I�ll do it like. . . 582 00:33:59,121 --> 00:34:01,080 Which is better, like. . . 583 00:34:01,623 --> 00:34:02,873 This? 584 00:34:02,958 --> 00:34:04,125 Yeah. That looks natural. 585 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:05,334 Okay. 586 00:34:09,297 --> 00:34:10,798 You can relax. 587 00:34:11,717 --> 00:34:13,134 I�m nervous. 588 00:34:13,802 --> 00:34:17,805 Okay, why is it that you think you qualify to live in this group home? 589 00:34:18,849 --> 00:34:22,518 Because if you don't accept me, I�ll be homeless. 590 00:34:26,857 --> 00:34:28,232 Okay, good. 591 00:34:29,484 --> 00:34:31,402 Yeah, l think you're ready. 592 00:34:31,486 --> 00:34:33,612 Really? l didn't sound too desperate? 593 00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,907 No. But, uh. . . 594 00:34:37,659 --> 00:34:40,494 You might want to focus on the positive things 595 00:34:40,579 --> 00:34:42,079 that you get from this experience 596 00:34:42,164 --> 00:34:44,331 as opposed to, you know. . . 597 00:34:44,958 --> 00:34:46,167 The negative. 598 00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:49,503 Exactly. Like what is it that you could bring to the home? 599 00:34:49,588 --> 00:34:51,839 Something special that only you could offer. 600 00:34:55,343 --> 00:34:58,053 It could be anything. Maybe you have a great attitude? 601 00:34:58,138 --> 00:34:59,180 No. 602 00:35:00,849 --> 00:35:03,225 You always clean up after yourself? 603 00:35:03,977 --> 00:35:05,352 Not really. 604 00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:09,023 You know, l think in these situations 605 00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:11,108 it's okay to bend the truth just a little bit. 606 00:35:11,193 --> 00:35:14,069 Yeah. l just don't want to get people's expectations up 607 00:35:14,154 --> 00:35:16,405 and then disappoint them later. 608 00:35:18,241 --> 00:35:20,576 That's it. You're pragmatic. That's what you tell them. 609 00:35:21,661 --> 00:35:23,537 Okay, yeah. Right? 610 00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,414 Yeah, l know you're gonna do great. 611 00:35:26,041 --> 00:35:27,249 Thanks. 612 00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:30,961 You want to play some table tennis? 613 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,464 I�m pretty terrible at table tennis. 614 00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:35,841 It�s all right. It�s just for fun. Come on. 615 00:35:37,594 --> 00:35:38,886 BOBBY: We play a lot around here. The problem is, 616 00:35:38,970 --> 00:35:41,722 most people are too zonked out on their meds to compete. 617 00:35:42,808 --> 00:35:43,849 One, zip. 618 00:35:43,934 --> 00:35:44,058 She's a liar. 619 00:35:44,059 --> 00:35:45,392 She's a liar. 620 00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:50,981 Please, baby. Baby. Please listen. Listen. 621 00:35:52,567 --> 00:35:53,901 l love you. 622 00:35:57,072 --> 00:35:58,113 Don't worry about it. 623 00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:02,117 Of course, l forgive you, baby. 624 00:36:03,078 --> 00:36:05,120 Johnny doesn't phone kiss. 625 00:36:20,762 --> 00:36:21,846 You came. 626 00:36:21,930 --> 00:36:26,267 Yeah. l mean, l had other plans, but l canceled them. 627 00:36:27,602 --> 00:36:31,063 Good. l thought l might have scared you off yesterday. 628 00:36:32,148 --> 00:36:35,442 Oh, yeah, celebrity suicide. 629 00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:37,444 It�s kind of weird. 630 00:36:41,741 --> 00:36:44,910 Okay, so check it out. We're gonna play a different game today. 631 00:36:46,079 --> 00:36:47,162 Okay. 632 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:51,083 l ask you a question and you ask me a question. 633 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,419 Do we answer them? 634 00:36:53,503 --> 00:36:55,254 It�s up to you, but no matter what, 635 00:36:55,338 --> 00:36:57,548 you have to finish with a question. 636 00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,174 Here we go. You ready? Yeah. 637 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:03,512 l said finish with a question. 638 00:37:04,973 --> 00:37:06,056 Are you stupid? 639 00:37:06,182 --> 00:37:09,310 Uh, no. . . Are you? 640 00:37:09,978 --> 00:37:13,480 There you go. Do you think I�m gross looking? 641 00:37:17,027 --> 00:37:19,111 No. You look awesome. 642 00:37:19,988 --> 00:37:21,196 What's your question? 643 00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:25,993 Why'd you invite me here? 644 00:37:26,369 --> 00:37:28,662 l thought it was nice that you loaned Bobby your shirt. 645 00:37:29,706 --> 00:37:32,625 Don't you think this is a good way to get to know someone? 646 00:37:32,709 --> 00:37:33,834 Sure. 647 00:37:34,377 --> 00:37:35,920 Have you played this before? 648 00:37:36,004 --> 00:37:37,379 Not in here. 649 00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:39,423 Are you a virgin? 650 00:37:41,551 --> 00:37:43,552 So. . . 651 00:37:44,471 --> 00:37:45,888 How long have you been here? 652 00:37:46,514 --> 00:37:48,390 Nice transition, Craig. 653 00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:52,144 Twenty-one days. Who dragged you here? 654 00:37:52,228 --> 00:37:55,189 l checked myself in, l guess. 655 00:37:56,066 --> 00:37:57,858 Kind of, by accident. 656 00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:01,111 The suicide hotline said to come. 657 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,197 Why are you here so long? 658 00:38:03,490 --> 00:38:06,158 They think l might cut myself again. 659 00:38:06,409 --> 00:38:07,785 Why'd you call the suicide hotline? 660 00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:09,328 l guess. . . 661 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:15,209 Maybe l didn't really want to kill myself. 662 00:38:16,711 --> 00:38:18,629 But l kind of did. 663 00:38:19,923 --> 00:38:21,715 Does that make sense? 664 00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:27,846 So, where do you go? 665 00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:30,766 Executive Pre-Professional. You? 666 00:38:30,850 --> 00:38:31,976 Delfin. 667 00:38:32,394 --> 00:38:35,062 You're not some sort of school uniform perv, are you? 668 00:38:35,772 --> 00:38:37,606 You guys wear uniforms? 669 00:38:37,774 --> 00:38:38,941 l knew it. 670 00:38:39,985 --> 00:38:44,154 Okay, sorry, I�m gonna invade your personal space for one second. 671 00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:45,280 Why? 672 00:38:47,742 --> 00:38:49,326 What are you doing? I�m just. . . 673 00:38:49,411 --> 00:38:51,161 Ow, you shocked me. Make a wish. 674 00:39:01,548 --> 00:39:03,215 What do we do now? 675 00:39:04,926 --> 00:39:06,218 Are you still playing? 676 00:39:07,137 --> 00:39:09,513 No. Are you? 677 00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:12,683 I�ll race you to arts and crafts. 678 00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:20,107 Hey, guys. No running, please. 679 00:39:32,245 --> 00:39:33,871 BOBBY: Well, well, well ! 680 00:39:35,123 --> 00:39:37,041 Still working on it, Cool Craig? 681 00:39:37,125 --> 00:39:38,876 It�s not what you think. 682 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:40,919 l think the two of you were playing the question game outside. 683 00:39:41,004 --> 00:39:42,379 That's what l think. 684 00:39:42,964 --> 00:39:45,382 Well, l guess it is what you think then. 685 00:39:45,467 --> 00:39:46,467 l thought so. 686 00:39:46,551 --> 00:39:51,055 This is free period arts recreational therapy for you latecomers. 687 00:39:51,473 --> 00:39:53,891 I�m Joanie, recreation director. 688 00:39:53,975 --> 00:39:55,392 I�m Craig. 689 00:39:55,477 --> 00:39:59,772 Well, materials are on the table, Craig. So just go for it. 690 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:02,566 That's okay. l don't really draw. 691 00:40:02,859 --> 00:40:05,069 Sure you do. It doesn't have to be representative, 692 00:40:05,153 --> 00:40:07,112 it can be abstract, whatever you want. 693 00:40:07,197 --> 00:40:09,364 Well, I�ll just hang out, if that's okay. 694 00:40:10,450 --> 00:40:13,077 Everybody? Our new guest, Craig, 695 00:40:13,161 --> 00:40:16,163 is having what we call an artistic block. 696 00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:18,665 He doesn't know what to draw. 697 00:40:19,709 --> 00:40:21,001 How about beavers? 698 00:40:21,544 --> 00:40:25,047 JOANlE: Humble, we do not draw the sort of beavers you're talking about. 699 00:40:25,131 --> 00:40:26,340 Oh, really? 700 00:40:28,134 --> 00:40:29,259 That's actually nice. 701 00:40:29,344 --> 00:40:31,428 l thought it was gonna be a vagina. That's nice. 702 00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:33,347 Rolling pin ! 703 00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:36,141 What was that, Roger? Did you say something? 704 00:40:37,894 --> 00:40:39,103 This is weird. 705 00:40:39,187 --> 00:40:42,106 Look, she's not gonna get off your back until you draw something. 706 00:40:42,190 --> 00:40:43,774 Can be anything. 707 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:48,112 l bet you got some crazy stuff in that messed up little mind of yours. 708 00:41:15,890 --> 00:41:17,933 PRESlDENT CLlNTON ON TV: America has created the longest 709 00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:21,395 peace time economic expansion in our history. 710 00:41:23,731 --> 00:41:24,773 Shit! 711 00:41:24,858 --> 00:41:27,192 PRESlDENT CLlNTON ON TV: With nearly 18 million new jobs, 712 00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:30,821 wages rising at more than twice the rate of inflation. 713 00:41:30,905 --> 00:41:32,656 The highest home ownership in history. 714 00:41:33,908 --> 00:41:35,742 Craig, honey, what's the matter? 715 00:41:36,786 --> 00:41:39,746 l can't do it. Five years old and I�m already a failure. 716 00:41:39,831 --> 00:41:40,873 What can't you do? 717 00:41:40,957 --> 00:41:43,458 l can't even trace Manhattan on tracing paper. 718 00:41:43,543 --> 00:41:45,669 Tracing paper! Are you kidding me? 719 00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:49,965 Craig, you can't trace freehand and expect it to be perfect. 720 00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:51,800 Why not? 721 00:41:51,885 --> 00:41:54,219 Because, honey, you're five years old. 722 00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:56,013 That's no excuse. 723 00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:59,016 Mozart composed three major symphonies by the time he was five. 724 00:41:59,100 --> 00:42:00,517 GEORGE: Actually, Craig, it was four. 725 00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:02,644 l have an idea. 726 00:42:02,729 --> 00:42:05,189 instead of trying to trace maps of Manhattan, 727 00:42:05,273 --> 00:42:08,233 why don't you just make up your own maps? 728 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:10,652 Of imaginary places. 729 00:42:48,483 --> 00:42:50,817 JOANlE: Oh, looks like somebody got unblocked. 730 00:42:50,902 --> 00:42:52,402 PROFESSOR: That is extraordinary. 731 00:42:52,487 --> 00:42:54,196 HUMBLE: What is it? BECCA: It�s so pretty. 732 00:42:54,489 --> 00:42:57,574 Looks like a brain or something, right? 733 00:42:57,659 --> 00:43:00,077 Yeah, it's a brain map. 734 00:43:00,411 --> 00:43:01,828 It�s a great brain map. 735 00:43:01,913 --> 00:43:03,247 JOANlE: It�s beautiful. 736 00:43:03,331 --> 00:43:04,331 JOHNNY: A smart talent. 737 00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:07,876 HUMBLE: l didn't get the brain part. BECCA: Looks like a city. 738 00:43:08,503 --> 00:43:10,170 SMlTTY: Hey, Craig, you got a phone call, man. 739 00:43:13,841 --> 00:43:14,841 Hello? 740 00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:16,176 Is this the loony bin? 741 00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:19,429 CRAlG: Okay, I�ve been putting this off, 742 00:43:19,514 --> 00:43:20,764 but I guess you should know more 743 00:43:20,848 --> 00:43:21,932 about my best friend, Aaron. 744 00:43:22,475 --> 00:43:24,935 He's the kind of guy that Life just comes easy to. 745 00:43:25,019 --> 00:43:28,897 He's got a 4.6 GPA. l don't even see how that's possible. 746 00:43:29,190 --> 00:43:31,233 And he'll probably get into the Gates Summer Program, 747 00:43:31,359 --> 00:43:32,693 and claim something Like... 748 00:43:32,944 --> 00:43:35,821 l didn't even apply to that thing. They totally recruited me. 749 00:43:35,905 --> 00:43:37,823 Whatever, it'll look good on my college apps. 750 00:43:37,907 --> 00:43:41,368 Not that he'd need it. His extra-curriculars are out of control. 751 00:43:41,452 --> 00:43:43,245 I mean, Aaron does everything. 752 00:43:46,791 --> 00:43:48,250 He plays sports. 753 00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:51,795 He started a film society. 754 00:43:52,922 --> 00:43:56,425 He invented that adapter thing that converts vinyl albums into MP3s. 755 00:43:58,720 --> 00:44:00,721 I just couldn�t compete. 756 00:44:01,389 --> 00:44:02,597 How'd you get this number? 757 00:44:02,682 --> 00:44:04,182 AARON: My girl gave it to me. 758 00:44:04,267 --> 00:44:05,726 How'd you end up in adult psych? 759 00:44:06,394 --> 00:44:08,312 Do they serve beer in there? 760 00:44:08,396 --> 00:44:10,814 Dude, can you get me any Vicodin? 761 00:44:10,898 --> 00:44:12,399 Come on, guys. Leave him alone. 762 00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:15,277 Seriously, Craig, what happened? 763 00:44:16,404 --> 00:44:19,031 l don't know. l had a bad night. 764 00:44:19,949 --> 00:44:21,408 AARON: What do you mean, a bad night? 765 00:44:22,368 --> 00:44:24,661 I�m just feeling. . . 766 00:44:24,746 --> 00:44:26,830 Dude, you just need to chill more, okay? 767 00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:28,707 Your problem is, you never chill. 768 00:44:29,083 --> 00:44:31,626 I'm gonna be chilling tonight, where you gonna be? 769 00:44:31,711 --> 00:44:33,879 Here. I�m gonna be here. 770 00:44:34,047 --> 00:44:37,549 Oh, my God, Craig ! There is so nothing wrong with you. 771 00:44:37,884 --> 00:44:40,761 Yes, there is. I�m depressed. 772 00:44:41,763 --> 00:44:43,388 l take pills for it. Ask Nia. 773 00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,183 Ask Nia what? 774 00:44:46,351 --> 00:44:47,517 NlA: Craig! 775 00:44:47,602 --> 00:44:50,270 Forget it. Maybe if you weren't such a dick, 776 00:44:50,938 --> 00:44:53,190 people would talk to you more and you would know this kind of stuff. 777 00:44:53,441 --> 00:44:55,942 Dude, is this some kind of pity play for my girlfriend? 778 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:58,612 Aaron. . . What? 779 00:44:58,905 --> 00:45:00,155 Fuck you. 780 00:45:02,617 --> 00:45:05,118 l know, keep it down. I�m sorry. 781 00:45:19,675 --> 00:45:21,676 l don't have any friends. 782 00:45:26,474 --> 00:45:28,934 This is very tough thing to learn. 783 00:45:46,411 --> 00:45:50,497 Huh. Seems here someone neglected to turn in their Gates Summer application. 784 00:45:50,581 --> 00:45:53,375 Who is it that doesn't want to study at Franklin Gates this summer? 785 00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:55,001 Or eventually get into a good college? 786 00:45:55,086 --> 00:45:58,171 Get a good job. Have a good lifestyle. Get laid. 787 00:45:58,589 --> 00:46:00,757 l don't understand why anyone would want to end up depressed, 788 00:46:00,842 --> 00:46:02,384 alone and homeless 789 00:46:02,468 --> 00:46:03,760 in a psych ward. 790 00:46:03,845 --> 00:46:07,139 Sleeping next to some asocial reject named Muqtada. 791 00:46:26,576 --> 00:46:28,285 How many times are you gonna wind up in here again, huh? 792 00:46:28,369 --> 00:46:30,454 What is the matter with you? 793 00:46:30,705 --> 00:46:33,331 How can you let your child see you like this, huh? 794 00:46:34,125 --> 00:46:35,625 What kind of father are you? 795 00:46:36,419 --> 00:46:38,378 l honestly think it'd be better off 796 00:46:38,463 --> 00:46:40,922 for her, for all of us, if you were just dead. 797 00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:43,800 But you can't even get that right. 798 00:46:44,635 --> 00:46:47,971 SMlTTY: Excuse me, miss, you're going to have to leave. 799 00:46:49,932 --> 00:46:51,183 Come on. 800 00:46:59,150 --> 00:47:00,567 SMlTTY: You okay, Bobby? 801 00:47:05,865 --> 00:47:07,199 My accountant. 802 00:47:07,700 --> 00:47:10,452 Check the wrong box and the woman goes nuts. 803 00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:16,416 GEORGE: And so, who was there buying soy milk? 804 00:47:16,501 --> 00:47:18,919 Alec Baldwin, which l thought was kind of cool. 805 00:47:19,754 --> 00:47:22,506 And l talked to the admissions guy at Gates. 806 00:47:22,590 --> 00:47:24,007 He agreed to give you an extension. 807 00:47:26,761 --> 00:47:31,014 But, you just focus on getting well, honey. Don't stress about that. Okay? 808 00:47:31,098 --> 00:47:33,975 Uh, yeah, you shouldn't stress about it. 809 00:47:36,437 --> 00:47:39,773 That doesn't mean it's not important to try for it. 810 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:41,274 George. . . 811 00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:45,028 Don't you have a client in crisis somewhere, Dad? 812 00:47:47,114 --> 00:47:48,949 It�ll come to you ! 813 00:48:05,466 --> 00:48:06,800 Hey, Bobby. 814 00:48:10,846 --> 00:48:12,389 How was your interview? 815 00:48:40,668 --> 00:48:42,002 l blew it. 816 00:48:46,090 --> 00:48:47,591 What happened? 817 00:49:11,407 --> 00:49:13,033 Calm down ! Calm down ! 818 00:49:16,454 --> 00:49:19,873 SMlTTY: Okay, man. Easy, easy. Easy does it. 819 00:49:20,207 --> 00:49:23,668 Here we go. Okay. It�s all right. 820 00:49:32,219 --> 00:49:35,555 And was that difficult for you? Seeing Bobby like that? 821 00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:39,684 l was scared. 822 00:49:39,769 --> 00:49:41,478 Not that he was gonna hurt me or anything. 823 00:49:41,562 --> 00:49:44,648 Just, you know, seeing someone lose it like that. 824 00:49:45,566 --> 00:49:47,817 You know, it reminded me of how l feel sometimes. 825 00:49:47,902 --> 00:49:49,235 How's that? 826 00:49:50,237 --> 00:49:53,031 Like I�m on the verge of just blowing up. 827 00:49:53,741 --> 00:49:58,495 All the stress and pressure and anxiety just bubbling up. 828 00:50:00,122 --> 00:50:02,332 But I�m never able to let it out like that. 829 00:50:02,416 --> 00:50:03,667 You know, l just keep it inside. 830 00:50:03,751 --> 00:50:05,585 Have you always felt that way? 831 00:50:06,629 --> 00:50:08,755 Well, not when l was a kid. 832 00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:11,257 Tell me about it. 833 00:50:12,009 --> 00:50:13,093 What do you mean? 834 00:50:13,761 --> 00:50:16,763 About a time you remember being happy. Carefree. 835 00:50:23,938 --> 00:50:24,938 Uh. . . 836 00:50:25,981 --> 00:50:28,858 There was this one day back in eighth grade. 837 00:50:28,943 --> 00:50:33,446 It wasn't that long ago, but time felt different back then. 838 00:50:34,407 --> 00:50:36,449 Like there was more of it. 839 00:50:38,869 --> 00:50:40,787 We spent the morning at Coney island. 840 00:50:45,918 --> 00:50:48,753 Afterwards, we rode our bikes through Bay Ridge, 841 00:50:52,758 --> 00:50:54,134 Sunset Park, 842 00:50:56,804 --> 00:50:58,179 Park Slope, 843 00:51:00,641 --> 00:51:02,308 Downtown Brooklyn, 844 00:51:04,812 --> 00:51:06,479 Brooklyn Heights, 845 00:51:07,815 --> 00:51:09,649 ail the way to the Brooklyn Bridge. 846 00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:25,874 Then everything changed. 847 00:51:30,629 --> 00:51:33,256 Girls, grades, parents, two wars, 848 00:51:33,340 --> 00:51:36,426 impending environmental catastrophe, a messed up economy. . . 849 00:51:36,510 --> 00:51:40,722 All these things seemed to come out of nowhere, like on the same day. 850 00:51:43,309 --> 00:51:48,938 Craig, there is a saying that goes something like, 851 00:51:50,191 --> 00:51:53,902 "Lord, grant me the strength to change the things l can, 852 00:51:54,612 --> 00:51:57,071 "the courage to accept the things l can't, 853 00:51:57,156 --> 00:51:59,073 "and the wisdom to know the difference." 854 00:52:02,244 --> 00:52:03,328 So. . . 855 00:52:05,915 --> 00:52:08,374 So, let's talk about your parents. 856 00:52:09,251 --> 00:52:11,294 You think l can change my parents? 857 00:52:11,378 --> 00:52:13,171 No, but I�m a psychiatrist. 858 00:52:13,255 --> 00:52:15,632 So l have to ask you about them at some point. 859 00:52:16,926 --> 00:52:17,926 Um. . . 860 00:52:20,137 --> 00:52:21,137 They're good people. 861 00:52:21,222 --> 00:52:24,140 But, okay, take my dad. l just saw him today. 862 00:52:24,225 --> 00:52:28,645 And he knows I�m in here 'cause I�m stressed out, 863 00:52:28,729 --> 00:52:30,647 but he still brings up the Gates application. 864 00:52:30,731 --> 00:52:33,316 It�s, like, "Get a clue, Dad. 865 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,568 "There's something bigger going on here." 866 00:52:35,903 --> 00:52:37,487 And what's that? 867 00:52:40,074 --> 00:52:41,533 l don't know. 868 00:52:42,952 --> 00:52:44,244 But it feels big. 869 00:52:51,794 --> 00:52:52,877 Thanks. 870 00:52:52,962 --> 00:52:54,337 No problem. 871 00:52:56,257 --> 00:52:58,007 Is everything okay? 872 00:52:59,218 --> 00:53:02,929 Yeah, just screwing the pooch with my interview. It�s okay. 873 00:53:03,430 --> 00:53:04,472 Oh, I�m sorry. 874 00:53:04,557 --> 00:53:05,515 I�m over it. 875 00:53:05,599 --> 00:53:06,891 Really? 876 00:53:06,976 --> 00:53:09,352 Not really, I�m just zonked on Ativan. 877 00:53:09,436 --> 00:53:10,520 Where'd you get the ice cream? 878 00:53:10,604 --> 00:53:12,605 Mister Softee, across the street. 879 00:53:13,482 --> 00:53:14,691 JOHNNY: Bobby, man ! 880 00:53:14,775 --> 00:53:15,859 l want ice cream. 881 00:53:15,943 --> 00:53:17,777 Can l have a lick, Bob? 882 00:53:17,862 --> 00:53:19,612 SMlTTY: Got to do two points off, Bob. 883 00:53:19,697 --> 00:53:21,197 It�s worth it. 884 00:53:21,657 --> 00:53:23,324 What's with these points? 885 00:53:23,409 --> 00:53:24,701 Yeah, what is with these points? 886 00:53:24,785 --> 00:53:28,246 l mean, seriously, no one could possibly be keeping track of all of them. 887 00:53:28,330 --> 00:53:31,499 SMlTTY: That's three points off for doubting the system. 888 00:53:31,584 --> 00:53:33,877 Ah, screw the system. You can have some of my points. 889 00:53:33,961 --> 00:53:35,712 Johnny needs a lick. 890 00:53:35,796 --> 00:53:37,297 It looks good. 891 00:53:42,595 --> 00:53:43,720 What's this? 892 00:53:43,804 --> 00:53:45,013 Dollar. 893 00:53:45,764 --> 00:53:47,515 For the pizza party. 894 00:53:48,392 --> 00:53:50,476 Where'd you get this? Don't worry about it. 895 00:54:03,073 --> 00:54:04,824 Yeah, it's a true story. 896 00:54:05,409 --> 00:54:06,659 He was one of the Black Panthers. 897 00:54:06,744 --> 00:54:08,328 And you never heard from him again? 898 00:54:08,579 --> 00:54:09,746 Mmm-mmm. 899 00:54:09,997 --> 00:54:12,248 Don't touch me. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. 900 00:54:12,333 --> 00:54:14,000 Don't touch me. See that lady right there? 901 00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:15,752 She was a radical academic up at Columbia, 902 00:54:15,836 --> 00:54:17,253 and then they passed the Patriot Act. 903 00:54:17,338 --> 00:54:19,088 You know what the Patriot Act is? 904 00:54:19,173 --> 00:54:20,298 Yeah. Okay. 905 00:54:20,382 --> 00:54:24,010 When they passed the Patriot Act, then she went bonkers. 906 00:54:25,471 --> 00:54:28,389 She thought that Bush put bugs in all the phones. 907 00:54:38,567 --> 00:54:39,651 Pretty crazy, right? 908 00:54:40,778 --> 00:54:42,737 And that guy, Solomon, over there? 909 00:54:44,031 --> 00:54:45,406 He's nuts, too. 910 00:54:45,491 --> 00:54:49,118 He's part of this Hasidic acid-head scene in Williamsburg. 911 00:55:06,971 --> 00:55:09,681 He did 100 tabs of acid. 912 00:55:10,224 --> 00:55:12,892 Don't look, don't look. In one night. 913 00:55:14,728 --> 00:55:17,063 And hasn't been the same since. 914 00:55:18,023 --> 00:55:19,065 Yeah. Wow! 915 00:55:19,149 --> 00:55:21,067 Yeah. Crazy, right? 916 00:55:21,568 --> 00:55:22,652 Kinda cool. 917 00:55:22,736 --> 00:55:24,278 Some cool people in here. 918 00:55:24,363 --> 00:55:26,072 Yeah, uh. . . 919 00:55:27,074 --> 00:55:28,616 What about you? 920 00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:31,661 What about me? 921 00:55:34,415 --> 00:55:35,790 l just. . . 922 00:55:35,874 --> 00:55:37,458 You know, um, your daughter, Veronica. 923 00:55:37,543 --> 00:55:39,085 When are you gonna see her again? 924 00:55:40,045 --> 00:55:44,298 You know, l think my daughter is just better off without me. 925 00:55:45,426 --> 00:55:46,884 Come on. No, really. 926 00:55:46,969 --> 00:55:49,846 l mean, I�m not really a role model in this place, 927 00:55:49,930 --> 00:55:51,764 and l think she's just. . . 928 00:55:53,976 --> 00:55:55,601 She's better off. 929 00:55:57,521 --> 00:56:01,107 Look, l know that it's none of my business, 930 00:56:01,734 --> 00:56:04,777 and you can tell me to get lost whenever you want, 931 00:56:07,448 --> 00:56:09,824 but l think that she's just gonna want her dad around, 932 00:56:09,908 --> 00:56:12,035 and l don't think she's gonna care about. . . 933 00:56:12,119 --> 00:56:13,870 You should get lost. 934 00:56:18,709 --> 00:56:19,792 Okay. 935 00:56:24,298 --> 00:56:26,049 l think the Ativan's wearing off, I�m sorry. 936 00:56:27,134 --> 00:56:28,468 It�s fine. 937 00:56:28,969 --> 00:56:30,303 BOBBY: Sorry. 938 00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:35,391 Do you have any other puke stories 939 00:56:35,476 --> 00:56:36,559 that you'd like to share with me, 940 00:56:36,643 --> 00:56:37,769 while we're getting to know each other? 941 00:56:37,853 --> 00:56:38,978 l have a few actually. 942 00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:06,130 Want to try? 943 00:57:06,215 --> 00:57:07,215 No, it's okay. 944 00:57:07,299 --> 00:57:09,759 Welcome back to musical exploration. 945 00:57:10,135 --> 00:57:13,137 Um, who doesn't have an instrument? 946 00:57:16,016 --> 00:57:19,519 No worries, bro. Let's get you right up here on vocals. 947 00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,856 Uh, no, l can't sing. 948 00:57:24,191 --> 00:57:25,274 Like he can't draw. 949 00:57:25,818 --> 00:57:27,944 Seriously, l. . . No, I�m just. . . 950 00:57:28,362 --> 00:57:30,863 Cool Craig, what are you afraid of? Come on. 951 00:57:32,032 --> 00:57:33,950 BOBBY: Craig, get up there. Craig. 952 00:57:34,868 --> 00:57:37,537 ALL: Craig, Craig, Craig. 953 00:57:48,924 --> 00:57:50,424 You know this one? 954 00:57:50,551 --> 00:57:52,009 l think I�ve heard it before. 955 00:57:52,094 --> 00:57:53,136 All right. 956 00:57:53,220 --> 00:57:55,054 Bobby and the ladies will help you out. 957 00:57:55,139 --> 00:57:56,347 The ladies? 958 00:57:58,142 --> 00:58:00,893 Okay, people, just like we practiced last week. 959 00:58:01,395 --> 00:58:02,812 You guys ready? 960 00:58:02,896 --> 00:58:04,147 Here we go. 961 00:58:42,019 --> 00:58:45,730 Pressure pushing down on me 962 00:58:45,814 --> 00:58:50,067 Pressing down on you no man ask for 963 00:58:50,152 --> 00:58:51,944 Under pressure 964 00:58:52,029 --> 00:58:54,322 That burns a building down 965 00:58:54,406 --> 00:58:56,699 Splits a family in two 966 00:58:56,783 --> 00:58:58,868 Puts people on streets 967 00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:07,126 That's okay 968 00:59:07,211 --> 00:59:11,756 It's the terror of knowing what this world is about 969 00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,300 Watching some good friends screaming 970 00:59:14,384 --> 00:59:15,635 Let me out! 971 00:59:15,928 --> 00:59:19,889 Pray tomorrow gets me higher 972 00:59:19,973 --> 00:59:23,726 Pressure on people, people on the streets 973 00:59:26,563 --> 00:59:28,856 Turned away from it ail 974 00:59:28,941 --> 00:59:30,483 Like a blind man 975 00:59:31,652 --> 00:59:34,320 Sat on a fence but it don't work 976 00:59:35,405 --> 00:59:39,075 Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn 977 00:59:39,159 --> 00:59:42,411 Why? Why? 978 00:59:42,496 --> 00:59:48,793 Why? 979 00:59:50,504 --> 00:59:53,089 Love, love, love, love 980 00:59:54,216 --> 00:59:58,052 Insanity Laughs under pressure we're cracking 981 00:59:58,136 --> 01:00:01,973 Can't We give ourselves one more chance 982 01:00:02,057 --> 01:00:06,018 Why can't we give love that one more chance 983 01:00:06,103 --> 01:00:07,937 Why can't we give love 984 01:00:08,021 --> 01:00:11,148 Give love, give love Give love, give love 985 01:00:11,233 --> 01:00:14,986 Give love, give love Give love, give love 986 01:00:15,070 --> 01:00:20,491 'Cause love's such an old fashioned word 987 01:00:20,575 --> 01:00:25,871 And love dares you to change our way of 988 01:00:25,956 --> 01:00:30,042 Caring about ourselves 989 01:00:30,127 --> 01:00:34,046 This is our last dance 990 01:00:34,131 --> 01:00:38,050 This is ourselves 991 01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:40,761 Under pressure 992 01:00:42,347 --> 01:00:44,223 Under pressure 993 01:00:47,019 --> 01:00:48,227 Pressure 994 01:01:09,708 --> 01:01:11,959 NlA: Oh, my God, you're Like a total rock star. 995 01:01:12,044 --> 01:01:13,961 Like the whole school's obsessed with you. 996 01:01:14,046 --> 01:01:16,130 You're all anyone talks about anymore. 997 01:01:16,214 --> 01:01:18,090 You might want to think about getting a new look. 998 01:01:18,925 --> 01:01:20,051 What do you mean? 999 01:01:20,260 --> 01:01:21,927 Don't worry, we'll find you something cool, Craig. 1000 01:01:22,804 --> 01:01:24,138 Cool Craig. 1001 01:01:24,222 --> 01:01:25,890 What? 1002 01:01:25,974 --> 01:01:29,393 Oh, somebody in here calls me that. "Cool Craig." 1003 01:01:30,604 --> 01:01:32,563 Is that somebody a girl? 1004 01:01:33,065 --> 01:01:34,648 Uh, no. 1005 01:01:35,275 --> 01:01:38,027 Well, are there any cute girls in there? 1006 01:01:39,613 --> 01:01:40,946 Not really. 1007 01:01:41,448 --> 01:01:44,575 Like, a mental hospital probably isn't the best spot to hook up. 1008 01:01:44,659 --> 01:01:46,369 I�m dying to see this place. 1009 01:01:47,371 --> 01:01:48,954 Can l come visit? Sure. 1010 01:01:49,039 --> 01:01:50,915 Yeah, you can visit. 1011 01:01:50,999 --> 01:01:54,085 That is if you don't mind the groupies hanging all over me. 1012 01:01:54,169 --> 01:01:55,836 Hey, get up. 1013 01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:00,841 Yeah, sorry, l told you l was famous. 1014 01:02:00,926 --> 01:02:03,052 They were just bothering me. 1015 01:02:05,722 --> 01:02:08,474 You've really gotta get out of the room more, Muqtada. 1016 01:02:08,558 --> 01:02:10,142 There's a whole world out there. 1017 01:02:28,745 --> 01:02:31,831 It�s just me. Put these on. Let's go for a walk. 1018 01:02:52,978 --> 01:02:54,770 Oh, my goodness. 1019 01:02:54,855 --> 01:02:56,647 Sometimes it's just good to get out of there. 1020 01:02:59,985 --> 01:03:01,193 BOBBY: Charlie, my friend. 1021 01:03:04,823 --> 01:03:06,532 You got 30 minutes. 1022 01:03:42,486 --> 01:03:43,694 Hey, what's the deal with you and Noelle? 1023 01:03:44,404 --> 01:03:46,322 What do you mean? What do you mean, what do l mean? 1024 01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:48,240 Don't play dumb with me. 1025 01:03:48,325 --> 01:03:49,867 The two of you are like. . . 1026 01:03:50,410 --> 01:03:51,827 Your energy is like. . . 1027 01:04:01,046 --> 01:04:02,546 Those were fireworks. 1028 01:04:03,757 --> 01:04:05,007 You should ask her out. 1029 01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:06,258 Ask her out? Yeah. 1030 01:04:07,427 --> 01:04:09,261 Ask her out. Like, out. 1031 01:04:09,804 --> 01:04:11,138 Well, l mean, 1032 01:04:11,723 --> 01:04:13,057 l like her, 1033 01:04:14,017 --> 01:04:15,726 but l think I�d be too nervous to ask her out. 1034 01:04:15,810 --> 01:04:17,937 What are you nervous about? 1035 01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:19,605 Rejection. 1036 01:04:20,232 --> 01:04:21,982 Babe, you can't live your life in fear. 1037 01:04:22,526 --> 01:04:24,193 You're gonna end up like Muqtada. 1038 01:04:24,778 --> 01:04:26,195 Or worse, me. 1039 01:04:29,157 --> 01:04:31,951 That's the part where you go, "Hey, Bobby, your life's not that bad," you know. 1040 01:04:32,035 --> 01:04:33,077 Oh, sorry, I�m just. . . 1041 01:04:33,161 --> 01:04:34,411 Relax. It�s okay, babe. 1042 01:04:35,747 --> 01:04:38,457 But you shouldn't worry about rejection. 1043 01:04:38,583 --> 01:04:40,668 You shouldn't. You can practice with me. 1044 01:04:41,086 --> 01:04:42,628 Practice what? 1045 01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:44,380 Asking Noelle out. 1046 01:04:44,464 --> 01:04:46,382 No, that's okay. Yeah, I�ll be Noelle. 1047 01:04:46,466 --> 01:04:48,384 I�ll be Noelle. I�m Noelle. 1048 01:04:49,135 --> 01:04:50,219 Uh. . . 1049 01:04:53,139 --> 01:04:55,266 Hey, Craig. How's it going? 1050 01:04:56,142 --> 01:04:58,143 Hey, Noelle. I�m well. How are you? 1051 01:04:58,645 --> 01:04:59,687 Oh, good. 1052 01:05:00,939 --> 01:05:01,981 l get out of here soon, 1053 01:05:02,566 --> 01:05:03,816 which is pretty cool. 1054 01:05:04,317 --> 01:05:05,985 Do you like music? 1055 01:05:06,987 --> 01:05:08,362 Yeah, sure. 1056 01:05:10,156 --> 01:05:11,824 l like live music. 1057 01:05:12,784 --> 01:05:17,162 Uh, you just gonna sit there the whole time you're asking her out? 1058 01:05:17,247 --> 01:05:18,414 Stand up. I�m a lady. 1059 01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:21,959 No, look man. You gotta loosen up a little bit. 1060 01:05:22,043 --> 01:05:23,168 Come on, loosen up. 1061 01:05:23,253 --> 01:05:25,462 Yeah, okay. Good, good, good. 1062 01:05:26,172 --> 01:05:29,258 But l don't like to go see live music by myself. 1063 01:05:31,261 --> 01:05:32,511 Oh, okay. 1064 01:05:33,054 --> 01:05:34,847 Well, maybe we could go together? 1065 01:05:36,182 --> 01:05:38,726 "Well, okay, uh, maybe we could go together?" 1066 01:05:38,810 --> 01:05:40,644 No. Say that again. You gotta use more energy, man. 1067 01:05:40,729 --> 01:05:42,938 You gotta go like, "Oh !" You gotta be excited. 1068 01:05:43,023 --> 01:05:44,148 Okay. 1069 01:05:44,858 --> 01:05:48,027 Yeah, uh. . . Yeah, okay. Well, maybe we could go together. 1070 01:05:48,153 --> 01:05:49,820 Oh ! Hmm. 1071 01:05:50,572 --> 01:05:52,197 Well, well, well. 1072 01:05:52,616 --> 01:05:53,741 Who should we see? 1073 01:05:56,202 --> 01:05:57,286 Um. . . 1074 01:06:00,206 --> 01:06:01,248 U2? 1075 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:03,167 No. 1076 01:06:03,710 --> 01:06:04,710 No. 1077 01:06:08,089 --> 01:06:09,298 Vampire Weekend? 1078 01:06:09,382 --> 01:06:12,134 No, no, no. Don't be one of those douche bags 1079 01:06:12,218 --> 01:06:14,553 that takes her to some band that she doesn't care about. 1080 01:06:15,388 --> 01:06:16,805 This is what you do, and this is very important. 1081 01:06:16,890 --> 01:06:17,931 Okay. 1082 01:06:18,016 --> 01:06:19,892 Ask her what she likes. 1083 01:06:20,226 --> 01:06:21,226 Right. Yeah. 1084 01:06:21,353 --> 01:06:23,520 Women like to be asked questions. Okay. 1085 01:06:23,605 --> 01:06:25,814 Like ask me a question. I�ll be Noelle again. 1086 01:06:27,150 --> 01:06:28,317 Um. . . 1087 01:06:28,693 --> 01:06:30,736 Do a little flirtation in the beginning. 1088 01:06:35,283 --> 01:06:36,492 What do you mean by that? 1089 01:06:36,576 --> 01:06:38,118 Comment on my shoes. 1090 01:06:38,203 --> 01:06:40,788 Oh, hey, Noelle, those shoes are awesome. They really look nice. 1091 01:06:40,872 --> 01:06:42,915 Oh, you're sweet to say that. 1092 01:06:44,626 --> 01:06:45,668 It�s nothing. Good. 1093 01:06:45,752 --> 01:06:47,419 You got it. You're getting it. You're getting it. 1094 01:06:47,504 --> 01:06:49,046 Okay. Not bad. 1095 01:07:02,018 --> 01:07:03,769 How'd you end up in here? 1096 01:07:04,187 --> 01:07:06,480 Man, you don't give up, do you? 1097 01:07:09,234 --> 01:07:10,275 I�m on vacation. 1098 01:07:11,111 --> 01:07:12,277 Seriously. 1099 01:07:12,362 --> 01:07:13,487 l am serious. 1100 01:07:13,571 --> 01:07:16,448 Some people go to the Hamptons. l come here. 1101 01:07:17,409 --> 01:07:19,118 Get a little R & R. 1102 01:07:19,953 --> 01:07:21,537 People feed you. 1103 01:07:22,122 --> 01:07:24,248 l get high sometimes, man. 1104 01:07:25,792 --> 01:07:27,167 That's not what l heard about you. 1105 01:07:27,752 --> 01:07:29,128 What'd you hear? 1106 01:07:30,964 --> 01:07:33,841 l heard you tried to rape a penguin at the zoo. 1107 01:07:34,634 --> 01:07:36,301 Who told you that? 1108 01:07:37,178 --> 01:07:38,595 Relax, babe. 1109 01:07:40,473 --> 01:07:41,515 Funny guy, huh? 1110 01:07:47,856 --> 01:07:49,523 Actually, l. . . 1111 01:07:50,483 --> 01:07:53,986 l heard your accountant say that you tried to kill yourself. 1112 01:07:56,489 --> 01:08:00,117 Well, this may come as a surprise to you, Cool Craig, but, 1113 01:08:01,453 --> 01:08:02,870 she ain't my accountant. 1114 01:08:03,580 --> 01:08:04,788 Gee, really? 1115 01:08:06,833 --> 01:08:09,585 And I�ve tried to kill myself six times. 1116 01:08:13,965 --> 01:08:15,674 l thought about doing that, 1117 01:08:16,676 --> 01:08:20,637 but l couldn't make it to the bridge. 1118 01:08:20,722 --> 01:08:22,514 l just came straight here. 1119 01:08:23,516 --> 01:08:24,850 What stopped you? 1120 01:08:26,102 --> 01:08:29,772 My family, l think. You know, my parents and my sister. 1121 01:08:31,065 --> 01:08:33,901 Just knowing how bad it would mess them up. 1122 01:08:35,862 --> 01:08:37,696 See, that's the part l don't get, Craig. 1123 01:08:37,781 --> 01:08:41,533 l mean, you're cool, you're smart, you're talented. 1124 01:08:42,702 --> 01:08:44,286 You have a family that loves you. 1125 01:08:44,370 --> 01:08:47,414 You know, what l would do just to be you, for just a day? 1126 01:08:52,170 --> 01:08:56,048 l would. . . l would do so much. 1127 01:08:59,844 --> 01:09:01,178 l would. . . 1128 01:09:03,056 --> 01:09:04,640 l don't know. l would just. . . 1129 01:09:06,559 --> 01:09:08,060 I�d just live. 1130 01:09:09,395 --> 01:09:11,396 Like it meant something. 1131 01:09:20,156 --> 01:09:21,406 Let's go. 1132 01:09:38,716 --> 01:09:41,218 Smitty, l found these laying around somewhere. 1133 01:09:47,183 --> 01:09:48,183 What's going on? 1134 01:09:52,230 --> 01:09:55,232 Hey, Muqtada. Are you coming out for a walk? 1135 01:09:57,610 --> 01:09:59,194 What is there to do? 1136 01:09:59,279 --> 01:10:01,363 Well, do you like to draw? 1137 01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:05,534 Ping-pong. 1138 01:10:06,119 --> 01:10:07,578 Ping what? 1139 01:10:07,662 --> 01:10:09,204 You like music? 1140 01:10:11,374 --> 01:10:12,457 Yes. 1141 01:10:12,750 --> 01:10:14,710 Okay. Great. Well, um. . . 1142 01:10:14,794 --> 01:10:16,378 Only Egypt music. 1143 01:10:16,671 --> 01:10:18,255 Oh, well, let's see. 1144 01:10:19,173 --> 01:10:21,466 Excuse me, if you please. l am trying to rest. 1145 01:10:22,302 --> 01:10:24,344 Sol, have you met Muqtada? 1146 01:10:29,475 --> 01:10:31,435 lf you could please keep it down. 1147 01:10:33,396 --> 01:10:35,397 He has sensitive hearing. 1148 01:10:36,983 --> 01:10:39,443 This l think is enough for one day. 1149 01:10:54,834 --> 01:10:56,209 NlA: Hey, Craig. 1150 01:10:59,005 --> 01:11:00,213 Hey. 1151 01:11:00,506 --> 01:11:02,674 Um, this is a surprise. 1152 01:11:04,218 --> 01:11:05,761 Me and Aaron broke up. 1153 01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:07,804 I�m sorry. 1154 01:11:17,023 --> 01:11:18,482 NlA: Are you okay? 1155 01:11:20,234 --> 01:11:22,277 Uh, yeah. Sorry. Um. . . 1156 01:11:22,362 --> 01:11:23,779 You must be really loaded, huh? 1157 01:11:24,197 --> 01:11:26,531 Yeah. I�m pretty zonked. 1158 01:11:26,866 --> 01:11:30,953 So, you know I�ve been thinking about you non-stop 1159 01:11:31,037 --> 01:11:33,497 since we talked on the phone the other day. 1160 01:11:35,750 --> 01:11:37,501 I�ve been thinking about you a lot, too. 1161 01:11:37,669 --> 01:11:40,212 l woke up and my bed was on fire! 1162 01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:42,547 What's wrong with that guy? 1163 01:11:43,049 --> 01:11:44,132 He's schizophrenic. 1164 01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:45,884 Weird. 1165 01:11:46,386 --> 01:11:47,552 Anyway, 1166 01:11:48,137 --> 01:11:53,350 it's like you told me all this stuff about you and you're really mature. 1167 01:11:54,519 --> 01:11:56,395 Not like everyone else with their stupid little problems. 1168 01:11:56,479 --> 01:11:58,563 l mean, you're really, really screwed up. 1169 01:11:59,691 --> 01:12:01,066 I�m a mess. 1170 01:12:01,442 --> 01:12:03,902 But in a good way. You know, in the way that gives you 1171 01:12:07,156 --> 01:12:09,491 So you and Aaron broke up? 1172 01:12:12,620 --> 01:12:15,288 Okay, so l know l should be thinking about Noelle, 1173 01:12:15,373 --> 01:12:17,666 and how I'm supposed to be meeting her in 20 minutes. 1174 01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:20,419 But when you have a really gorgeous girl in front of you, 1175 01:12:20,503 --> 01:12:22,504 and you've been obsessing over her for two years, 1176 01:12:22,588 --> 01:12:26,508 and she's biting her lip and talking low, and you've got a boner, 1177 01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:29,636 what are you gonna do? 1178 01:12:30,596 --> 01:12:32,431 Do you want to see my room? 1179 01:12:41,733 --> 01:12:43,525 NlA: You haven't finished that yet? 1180 01:12:43,609 --> 01:12:44,693 What? 1181 01:12:45,945 --> 01:12:46,945 Oh. 1182 01:12:47,488 --> 01:12:50,157 Yes, we have a lot of activities here, so. . . 1183 01:12:50,616 --> 01:12:51,950 Takes up. . . 1184 01:13:05,965 --> 01:13:08,133 Me and Aaron never did anything like this. 1185 01:13:12,555 --> 01:13:14,431 This was totally on my checklist. 1186 01:13:20,813 --> 01:13:21,938 Is someone else in here? 1187 01:13:22,023 --> 01:13:23,106 I�m gonna be sick. 1188 01:13:23,191 --> 01:13:24,775 Sex! 1189 01:13:24,984 --> 01:13:26,234 Sex in my bed ! 1190 01:13:27,361 --> 01:13:29,071 NlA: God, that's disgusting. 1191 01:13:29,155 --> 01:13:31,198 MUQTADA: Children make sex in my bed ! 1192 01:13:31,282 --> 01:13:32,866 Craig, who is this? 1193 01:13:32,950 --> 01:13:34,493 Um, this is my roommate, Muqtada. 1194 01:13:34,577 --> 01:13:36,036 Don't talk to her! 1195 01:13:36,120 --> 01:13:37,245 She try and make sex in my bed ! 1196 01:13:37,330 --> 01:13:39,247 Calm down. No one was having sex, okay? 1197 01:13:39,332 --> 01:13:41,166 Woman is temptress! l know. 1198 01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:42,626 What's wrong with you? MUQTADA: Get out. 1199 01:13:42,710 --> 01:13:45,087 Uh, he's going through a hard time. 1200 01:13:45,171 --> 01:13:47,339 No, you ! What's wrong with you? 1201 01:13:47,423 --> 01:13:49,132 I�m also going through a hard time. 1202 01:13:49,217 --> 01:13:51,426 Um, you know what? You should get some rest, 1203 01:13:51,511 --> 01:13:52,719 and I�ll call you tomorrow or something. 1204 01:13:52,804 --> 01:13:54,346 Nia. Nia, wait. 1205 01:13:59,602 --> 01:14:00,685 Wait. Nia. 1206 01:14:04,690 --> 01:14:06,066 l love you. 1207 01:14:08,861 --> 01:14:10,403 Just get better, Craig. 1208 01:14:16,702 --> 01:14:17,744 No, l mean. . . 1209 01:14:50,403 --> 01:14:51,611 Noelle. 1210 01:14:52,446 --> 01:14:53,989 Noelle, please. 1211 01:14:54,407 --> 01:14:56,283 I�m sorry l messed up. 1212 01:14:56,701 --> 01:14:59,119 l love your portrait. It�s amazing. 1213 01:15:00,913 --> 01:15:02,622 l wish you'd open the door. 1214 01:15:04,834 --> 01:15:06,293 Are you okay? 1215 01:15:15,595 --> 01:15:16,845 Oh. Uh. . . 1216 01:15:18,806 --> 01:15:20,932 This is pretty cool, too. 1217 01:15:23,436 --> 01:15:25,437 So, our meeting tonight. 1218 01:15:27,148 --> 01:15:29,399 Is it safe to assume that's not happening? 1219 01:15:40,953 --> 01:15:43,413 You've had it figured out all along, Muqtada. 1220 01:15:45,875 --> 01:15:47,876 Never get out of the bed. 1221 01:15:57,345 --> 01:15:58,970 BOBBY: l got in. 1222 01:16:02,016 --> 01:16:03,266 In what? 1223 01:16:03,851 --> 01:16:04,851 In your mama. 1224 01:16:04,936 --> 01:16:05,977 Oh. 1225 01:16:08,481 --> 01:16:10,148 l got in the home. 1226 01:16:11,651 --> 01:16:12,817 That's great. 1227 01:16:15,529 --> 01:16:17,405 We missed you at breakfast. 1228 01:16:19,617 --> 01:16:22,953 Is this about this whole Nia/Noelle fiasco? 1229 01:16:23,829 --> 01:16:24,955 How do you know about that? 1230 01:16:25,039 --> 01:16:27,499 Solomon. That dude's got sensitive hearing. 1231 01:16:28,292 --> 01:16:29,668 Look, it's not just women, okay? 1232 01:16:29,752 --> 01:16:33,880 l can't do anything right. My life's a mess. 1233 01:16:34,799 --> 01:16:36,675 No, my life is a mess. 1234 01:16:38,970 --> 01:16:41,680 Muqtada's life is a mess. No offense, babe. 1235 01:16:42,306 --> 01:16:43,390 All good, papa. 1236 01:16:43,933 --> 01:16:46,518 Look, l happen to like you, Craig. 1237 01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:50,689 You remind me of me when l was your age. 1238 01:16:51,023 --> 01:16:54,234 l was much better looking, and l didn't have as much trouble with women. . . 1239 01:16:54,318 --> 01:16:56,486 Get back on track, man. 1240 01:16:57,530 --> 01:16:59,155 The point is, in 20 years, 1241 01:17:00,157 --> 01:17:02,075 if you're celebrating your daughter's eighth birthday 1242 01:17:02,159 --> 01:17:03,201 in a place like this, 1243 01:17:05,079 --> 01:17:06,913 l swear to God, 1244 01:17:07,665 --> 01:17:09,666 Muqtada and l are going to kick your ass. 1245 01:17:12,545 --> 01:17:14,212 He not busy being born, 1246 01:17:15,548 --> 01:17:17,048 is busy dying. 1247 01:17:21,387 --> 01:17:22,429 You need to believe that. 1248 01:17:28,853 --> 01:17:30,228 This Bobby, 1249 01:17:31,647 --> 01:17:33,023 l think, very wise man. 1250 01:17:37,028 --> 01:17:38,278 By the way, l was just coming in to tell you that 1251 01:17:38,362 --> 01:17:39,612 I�m not gonna be homeless tomorrow. 1252 01:17:40,823 --> 01:17:41,906 I�m just saying. 1253 01:18:00,760 --> 01:18:02,135 BOBBY: And guess what? 1254 01:18:03,304 --> 01:18:06,097 It�s right next door to the YMCA. 1255 01:18:06,766 --> 01:18:09,517 Yeah. So we can go swimming in the swimming pool, 1256 01:18:09,602 --> 01:18:11,728 and maybe play table tennis. 1257 01:18:15,107 --> 01:18:16,775 Ping-pong, yes. 1258 01:18:17,276 --> 01:18:18,777 It�s the same thing. 1259 01:18:18,861 --> 01:18:21,363 So listen, your mom will bring you by on Saturday, 1260 01:18:21,447 --> 01:18:23,114 and we could have a feast. 1261 01:18:57,024 --> 01:18:59,901 There are so many people, you know, not just in this hospital, 1262 01:18:59,985 --> 01:19:03,696 but in the whole world, who are struggling so hard just to live. 1263 01:19:04,657 --> 01:19:09,285 And, it's like, self-indulgent for me to not appreciate what l have. 1264 01:19:09,829 --> 01:19:10,870 Like what? 1265 01:19:11,163 --> 01:19:17,502 Well, there's my family, my home, and my friends. 1266 01:19:18,879 --> 01:19:21,005 And you know, there's this. 1267 01:19:23,843 --> 01:19:26,928 l used to think art was just bourgeois decadence, but. . . 1268 01:19:33,060 --> 01:19:34,769 It�s really wonderful, Craig. 1269 01:19:35,271 --> 01:19:36,438 Thanks. Um. . . 1270 01:19:37,440 --> 01:19:39,315 Yeah, I�ve done about 20 of them 1271 01:19:39,400 --> 01:19:41,234 and it's something that l really enjoy. 1272 01:19:41,777 --> 01:19:43,361 What do you enjoy about it? 1273 01:19:44,196 --> 01:19:45,238 It�s fun. 1274 01:19:45,739 --> 01:19:49,033 And it takes my mind off the things that stress me out. 1275 01:19:49,785 --> 01:19:52,036 You gonna continue it when you leave? 1276 01:19:52,997 --> 01:19:54,080 Yeah. 1277 01:19:54,748 --> 01:19:57,959 Or, l think. But my dad might freak. 1278 01:19:58,294 --> 01:20:00,128 Have you told him how you feel? 1279 01:20:00,212 --> 01:20:01,421 Not yet. 1280 01:20:01,630 --> 01:20:02,881 But you will? 1281 01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:06,050 l think so. 1282 01:20:09,096 --> 01:20:10,346 Thank you. 1283 01:20:15,519 --> 01:20:17,812 It�s my last night tonight, Smitty. 1284 01:20:17,897 --> 01:20:19,814 It is your last night, Craig. 1285 01:20:19,899 --> 01:20:23,902 l hate to break it to you, Craig, but l think I�m really gonna miss you. 1286 01:20:25,196 --> 01:20:28,448 Well, it's Bobby's last night, too, 1287 01:20:28,532 --> 01:20:31,326 so l was wondering if we could have a pizza party. 1288 01:20:31,494 --> 01:20:35,413 Yes, we can. Yeah. Do you have the money? lf you can get the money. 1289 01:20:35,498 --> 01:20:37,832 Yeah, no, I�ll have the money. Yeah, l. . . 1290 01:20:37,917 --> 01:20:39,542 You have records you could bring? 1291 01:20:53,516 --> 01:20:56,226 Hey, um, thanks for coming. 1292 01:20:58,938 --> 01:21:02,232 l just wanted to say, I�m really sorry about what happened yesterday. 1293 01:21:02,441 --> 01:21:06,069 That girl l was with, she's my best friend's girlfriend. 1294 01:21:06,153 --> 01:21:07,820 I�ve been obsessed with her forever and. . . 1295 01:21:07,905 --> 01:21:09,447 And you're in love with her? 1296 01:21:10,115 --> 01:21:11,157 No. 1297 01:21:11,242 --> 01:21:13,618 Well, of course not. But you think she's hot, 1298 01:21:13,702 --> 01:21:15,745 so you told her what you thought she'd want to hear. 1299 01:21:17,748 --> 01:21:20,124 And now you're going to do the same thing to me. 1300 01:21:20,334 --> 01:21:21,751 No, I�m not. 1301 01:21:22,002 --> 01:21:23,336 You're not? 1302 01:21:28,384 --> 01:21:31,177 Look, um, l do think you're hot. 1303 01:21:31,804 --> 01:21:34,430 And l do want to say the right thing, 1304 01:21:34,515 --> 01:21:36,975 but that's only because l really like you. 1305 01:21:38,477 --> 01:21:41,646 l like how you don't hide your problems like everyone else. 1306 01:21:42,856 --> 01:21:45,984 And l feel like l don't have to hide mine when I�m around you. 1307 01:21:49,154 --> 01:21:51,573 You know, I�ve been thinking about it a lot recently, 1308 01:21:51,657 --> 01:21:53,366 and I�ve realized that 1309 01:21:54,785 --> 01:21:58,246 if you're not busy being born, you're busy dying. 1310 01:21:59,623 --> 01:22:02,333 And l, for one, think that we could both benefit from 1311 01:22:03,377 --> 01:22:05,461 being born, again. 1312 01:22:07,089 --> 01:22:09,924 Not being born again, but you know what l mean? 1313 01:22:10,426 --> 01:22:12,176 Gee, thanks for the wisdom, Bob. 1314 01:22:12,678 --> 01:22:14,512 What? He told you that, too? 1315 01:22:14,847 --> 01:22:16,347 Who? Bobby. 1316 01:22:16,932 --> 01:22:20,101 Yeah, me and about a billion other people. 1317 01:22:22,563 --> 01:22:23,896 Bob Dylan. 1318 01:22:25,774 --> 01:22:28,192 It�s the song you just quoted. 1319 01:22:28,652 --> 01:22:30,320 What? No. Yes. 1320 01:22:31,113 --> 01:22:32,155 Oh. 1321 01:22:36,785 --> 01:22:39,621 Anyway, my point is 1322 01:22:41,165 --> 01:22:42,498 l want to play doctor with you. 1323 01:24:02,621 --> 01:24:03,871 This is awesome. 1324 01:24:10,963 --> 01:24:14,340 So, how come you never asked me why? 1325 01:24:16,135 --> 01:24:17,385 Why what? 1326 01:24:25,102 --> 01:24:29,814 l guess l just assumed you'd tell me when you wanted me to know. 1327 01:24:34,236 --> 01:24:35,319 Thanks. 1328 01:24:43,579 --> 01:24:44,829 Do you like music? 1329 01:24:45,873 --> 01:24:47,331 Do you like breathing? 1330 01:24:48,083 --> 01:24:50,293 That's right. It was a dumb question. 1331 01:24:51,712 --> 01:24:58,134 l like. . . l like Radiohead a lot, the Pixies, T. Rex. 1332 01:24:59,011 --> 01:25:00,511 Oh, what else? 1333 01:25:02,473 --> 01:25:04,056 Have you seen them live? 1334 01:25:04,141 --> 01:25:06,851 l saw Radiohead and the Pixies once. 1335 01:25:07,436 --> 01:25:08,519 Cool. 1336 01:25:09,021 --> 01:25:11,022 So, uh. . . 1337 01:25:14,985 --> 01:25:18,654 You know, Vampire Weekend's doing a show at the end of the month. 1338 01:25:22,367 --> 01:25:24,118 Would you want to go? 1339 01:25:25,537 --> 01:25:27,538 Yes, l would. 1340 01:25:29,041 --> 01:25:30,041 With you, right? 1341 01:25:30,125 --> 01:25:31,751 No, with Solomon. 1342 01:25:32,711 --> 01:25:33,878 Yeah, with me. 1343 01:25:42,054 --> 01:25:43,721 CRAIG: Sorry guys. Um... 1344 01:25:44,181 --> 01:25:45,681 This is about to get pretty sappy, 1345 01:25:45,766 --> 01:25:47,850 so I'm just gonna give you the highlights. 1346 01:25:47,935 --> 01:25:49,685 This is me sharing the realization that 1347 01:25:49,770 --> 01:25:52,772 I don't actually want to be a CEO, lawyer, or President. 1348 01:25:54,399 --> 01:25:55,733 This is Noelle, 1349 01:25:55,818 --> 01:25:58,736 Laughing at the idea that l once wanted to be President. 1350 01:25:58,821 --> 01:26:01,531 Here, Noelle suggests l "screw" 1351 01:26:01,615 --> 01:26:04,659 the Gates Summer application if it makes me so unhappy. 1352 01:26:05,202 --> 01:26:07,328 This is me Liking that idea. 1353 01:26:08,664 --> 01:26:11,582 This is me thinking about how to tell my dad. 1354 01:26:12,918 --> 01:26:17,380 This is after l tell Noelle how beautiful l think she is. 1355 01:26:46,285 --> 01:26:49,579 Okay, just have them send the delivery guy to the third floor. 1356 01:26:50,038 --> 01:26:51,122 3 North. 1357 01:26:51,206 --> 01:26:53,374 GEORGE: No problem, sport. You got it. 1358 01:26:53,458 --> 01:26:55,042 Thanks, Dad. Sure. 1359 01:26:55,127 --> 01:26:56,419 Yeah, I�ll see you and Mom tomorrow. 1360 01:26:56,503 --> 01:26:57,545 I'II see you then. 1361 01:26:57,629 --> 01:26:59,130 Okay, bye. Bye. 1362 01:27:03,510 --> 01:27:04,969 Hey, Muqtada. 1363 01:27:20,652 --> 01:27:22,111 AARON: Hello? Hey, man. 1364 01:27:22,654 --> 01:27:24,780 l could really use a favor. 1365 01:27:36,376 --> 01:27:38,169 Hey, found it. 1366 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:40,046 l so appreciate this. 1367 01:27:40,130 --> 01:27:41,756 Yeah, no problem. 1368 01:27:43,717 --> 01:27:46,218 Look, man, I�m sorry l was a bitch to you. 1369 01:27:47,638 --> 01:27:50,473 I�m sorry l tried to make out with your girlfriend. 1370 01:27:53,518 --> 01:27:55,144 How are things with Nia? 1371 01:27:55,520 --> 01:27:57,688 Um, we're gonna try and work through it. 1372 01:27:57,898 --> 01:27:59,023 Good. 1373 01:27:59,858 --> 01:28:01,984 You know, l might hide it pretty well, but, 1374 01:28:02,069 --> 01:28:05,863 l mean, l get that depression stuff, too, sometimes. 1375 01:28:06,365 --> 01:28:07,365 Yeah? 1376 01:28:09,826 --> 01:28:11,535 Don't kill yourself, okay? 1377 01:28:12,287 --> 01:28:13,537 l won't. 1378 01:28:13,622 --> 01:28:14,956 Seriously. 1379 01:28:15,791 --> 01:28:16,999 Thanks. 1380 01:28:23,674 --> 01:28:25,341 I�ll call you tomorrow, all right? 1381 01:28:25,425 --> 01:28:26,759 Yeah, you will. 1382 01:28:28,220 --> 01:28:29,387 Hey, um. . . 1383 01:28:30,931 --> 01:28:32,556 Did you really try to make out with Nia? 1384 01:28:36,645 --> 01:28:37,728 Dick. 1385 01:28:41,108 --> 01:28:43,067 Pizza's getting cold. What's up? 1386 01:28:45,070 --> 01:28:46,612 I�m tired, man. 1387 01:28:47,781 --> 01:28:50,241 Think I�ll skip out on the pizza shin-dig. 1388 01:28:50,867 --> 01:28:51,909 Pack up. 1389 01:28:52,536 --> 01:28:54,662 Ah, vacation's over. 1390 01:28:55,247 --> 01:28:57,665 Yes, back to work. 1391 01:28:58,250 --> 01:29:00,001 You got a job? No. 1392 01:29:01,420 --> 01:29:03,546 Well, congratulations on your home. 1393 01:29:03,630 --> 01:29:04,839 Thanks. 1394 01:29:08,552 --> 01:29:11,387 You know, l used that Dylan line on Noelle. 1395 01:29:14,307 --> 01:29:15,725 How'd it go? 1396 01:29:15,934 --> 01:29:18,519 Good. We're gonna hang out soon. 1397 01:29:18,603 --> 01:29:20,646 Yeah? Maybe see some music. 1398 01:29:21,398 --> 01:29:22,481 Good. 1399 01:29:28,113 --> 01:29:29,113 Here. 1400 01:29:32,075 --> 01:29:33,075 It�s you. 1401 01:29:33,160 --> 01:29:35,161 Yikes. It�s a mess in there, man. 1402 01:29:35,537 --> 01:29:37,246 Oh, it's not such a mess. 1403 01:29:37,914 --> 01:29:39,999 It�s just undergoing renovations. 1404 01:29:43,045 --> 01:29:45,129 Look, l wrote my number on the back. 1405 01:29:45,922 --> 01:29:49,258 We should get together sometime, play some table tennis. 1406 01:29:52,220 --> 01:29:53,304 Sure. 1407 01:29:56,349 --> 01:29:59,435 Cool. Well, I�ll see you tomorrow at breakfast. 1408 01:30:02,731 --> 01:30:03,814 Good luck, Craig. 1409 01:30:05,484 --> 01:30:07,651 Not that you need it, but. . . 1410 01:30:13,325 --> 01:30:15,493 Thanks. You, too, babe. 1411 01:31:06,503 --> 01:31:07,795 Hey, come on. 1412 01:31:07,879 --> 01:31:09,046 Trust me. 1413 01:31:09,673 --> 01:31:10,673 HUMBLE: l gotta dance. 1414 01:31:19,391 --> 01:31:20,724 Excuse me? 1415 01:31:46,585 --> 01:31:47,960 l like this. 1416 01:31:48,461 --> 01:31:50,129 l like this. Yeah ! 1417 01:31:56,052 --> 01:31:57,136 Look. 1418 01:33:05,163 --> 01:33:06,705 So long, buddy. 1419 01:33:06,790 --> 01:33:08,290 You should probably stay longer. 1420 01:33:08,375 --> 01:33:10,084 You might lose it on the outside. 1421 01:33:10,585 --> 01:33:12,920 Um, I�ll take my chances. 1422 01:33:13,004 --> 01:33:14,713 JlMMY: It�ll come to you ! 1423 01:33:16,508 --> 01:33:19,343 CRAIG: Okay, l know you're thinking, "What is this? 1424 01:33:19,719 --> 01:33:21,595 "Kid spends a few days in the hospital 1425 01:33:21,680 --> 01:33:23,138 "and ail his problems are cured?" 1426 01:33:23,223 --> 01:33:25,391 But I�m not. l know I�m not. 1427 01:33:26,851 --> 01:33:29,019 l can tell this is just the beginning. 1428 01:33:29,729 --> 01:33:33,357 l still need to face my homework, my school, my friends. 1429 01:33:33,900 --> 01:33:35,317 My dad. 1430 01:33:36,278 --> 01:33:37,945 Hello, Smitty. Hey, hey. 1431 01:33:38,363 --> 01:33:39,989 Thanks for everything. Yeah. 1432 01:33:40,282 --> 01:33:42,533 Sure. You're very welcome, sir. 1433 01:33:43,451 --> 01:33:45,202 Have you seen Bobby around? 1434 01:33:45,287 --> 01:33:47,955 Yeah, Bobby left pretty early this morning. 1435 01:33:50,917 --> 01:33:54,128 But the difference between today and last Saturday 1436 01:33:54,838 --> 01:33:56,797 is that for the first time in a While, 1437 01:33:56,881 --> 01:33:59,717 l can look forward to the things I want to do in my Life. 1438 01:34:02,804 --> 01:34:03,846 How you feeling? 1439 01:34:04,806 --> 01:34:06,307 l feel like. . . 1440 01:34:07,100 --> 01:34:08,892 Like l can handle it. 1441 01:34:12,647 --> 01:34:15,190 Bike, eat, drink, talk. 1442 01:34:15,275 --> 01:34:17,901 Ride the subway, read, read maps. 1443 01:34:17,986 --> 01:34:19,653 Make maps, make art. 1444 01:34:19,738 --> 01:34:21,155 Finish the Gates application. 1445 01:34:21,239 --> 01:34:23,157 Tell my dad not to stress about it. 1446 01:34:23,241 --> 01:34:25,409 Hug my mom. Kiss my little sister. 1447 01:34:25,493 --> 01:34:26,660 Kiss my dad. 1448 01:34:26,745 --> 01:34:27,911 Make out with Noelle. 1449 01:34:28,246 --> 01:34:29,538 Make out with her more. 1450 01:34:29,622 --> 01:34:32,082 Take her on a picnic. See a movie with her. 1451 01:34:32,167 --> 01:34:34,626 See a movie with Aaron. Heck, see a movie With Nia. 1452 01:34:35,086 --> 01:34:38,881 Have a party. Tell people my story. Volunteer at 3 North. 1453 01:34:39,341 --> 01:34:40,758 Help people Like Bobby. 1454 01:34:41,343 --> 01:34:42,593 Like Muqtada. 1455 01:34:43,428 --> 01:34:44,762 Like me. 1456 01:34:44,846 --> 01:34:48,098 Draw more. Draw a person. Draw a naked person. 1457 01:34:48,350 --> 01:34:49,641 Draw Noelle naked. 1458 01:34:49,934 --> 01:34:52,436 Run, travel, swim, skip. 1459 01:34:52,520 --> 01:34:54,563 Yeah, I know it's lame, but, Whatever. 1460 01:34:54,647 --> 01:34:55,981 Skip anyway. 1461 01:34:58,068 --> 01:34:59,276 Breathe. 1462 01:35:08,119 --> 01:35:09,203 Live.