0 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 1 00:01:41,060 --> 00:01:42,937 Don't worry about falling. Yeah? 2 00:01:42,978 --> 00:01:48,067 Just let yourself move and feel how... 3 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:51,822 ...the movement just kind of carries you around. 4 00:01:51,863 --> 00:01:54,115 Keep going. 5 00:02:32,362 --> 00:02:34,572 I love being in the company. 6 00:02:36,032 --> 00:02:39,160 I love dancing for you. 7 00:02:40,328 --> 00:02:44,082 I just feel it's time for me to go make my own work. 8 00:02:58,930 --> 00:03:03,685 So it's painful, but it's probably also... 9 00:03:07,355 --> 00:03:09,482 ...what you need. 10 00:03:14,362 --> 00:03:17,407 How old will you be in November? 11 00:03:17,448 --> 00:03:20,033 - How old do you think I'll be? - 30? 12 00:03:22,245 --> 00:03:26,873 Is that a problem for you? No. 13 00:03:26,917 --> 00:03:28,668 Shouldn't be. 14 00:03:33,673 --> 00:03:39,387 Can you believe I'll be 30? You met me when I was 21. 15 00:03:50,357 --> 00:03:54,402 Joining me now is the talented and lovely Bobbi Jene Smith, 16 00:03:54,443 --> 00:03:58,990 whom grew up in Iowa, attended the Juilliard School for Performing Arts, 17 00:03:59,032 --> 00:04:04,453 and in 2005 moved to Israel to dance in the world-famous Batsheva Dance Company. 18 00:04:04,495 --> 00:04:06,998 Now ten years later, she is here 19 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:11,252 with the upsetting news that she is leaving our country for good. 20 00:04:11,293 --> 00:04:14,422 - Say it isn't so. - Sad, but true. 21 00:04:14,463 --> 00:04:17,133 Tell me about how you got here. 22 00:04:17,175 --> 00:04:22,930 Because from Iowa to Tel Aviv is not an obvious route. 23 00:04:22,972 --> 00:04:27,310 No, I'd never left the country. I didn't have a passport even. 24 00:04:27,352 --> 00:04:32,440 But it was my dream to dance for Batsheva, but I was at school at Juilliard. 25 00:04:32,482 --> 00:04:38,278 Ohad came to visit... - Ohad Naharin, the person behind Batsheva. 26 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:42,283 And he saw you dance there. You worked with him? 27 00:04:42,325 --> 00:04:44,493 Yeah, I asked to talk to him 28 00:04:44,535 --> 00:04:46,787 to say thank you so much for this experience, 29 00:04:46,828 --> 00:04:49,373 and I said, "I don't know where to start." 30 00:04:49,415 --> 00:04:52,418 He's like, "I'll start for you. You want to dance for me?" 31 00:04:52,460 --> 00:04:56,255 I said, "Yes, I do." "Move to Israel!" 32 00:04:56,297 --> 00:05:00,760 - So you did? - Yeah, I left school early. 33 00:05:00,802 --> 00:05:05,473 Yeah, I grew up here. Everything changed. 34 00:05:05,515 --> 00:05:07,725 I learned a lot. - Yeah. 35 00:05:09,518 --> 00:05:13,522 Ohad and I were lovers, but that ended. 36 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:19,945 I learned from him about... 37 00:05:21,322 --> 00:05:24,325 Effort and pleasure, 38 00:05:24,367 --> 00:05:29,413 and pain and pleasure, and how it's just a switch. 39 00:05:29,455 --> 00:05:32,417 It's the same thing. 40 00:05:38,463 --> 00:05:41,383 Hi, Mom. It's Bobbi. 41 00:05:42,385 --> 00:05:45,053 I'm good. 42 00:05:46,597 --> 00:05:50,810 I just wanted to tell you guys that I made up my mind. 43 00:05:50,852 --> 00:05:53,145 I'm gonna move back to the States. 44 00:05:54,522 --> 00:05:59,027 No, not until the end of the year. I have to finish the season. 45 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:06,700 Are you in church? 46 00:06:06,742 --> 00:06:09,912 Yeah, tell dad I say hi. I love you. 47 00:06:31,100 --> 00:06:34,520 Bobbi, you have to. 48 00:06:34,562 --> 00:06:37,898 I don't want to live the rest of my life in Israel. 49 00:06:37,940 --> 00:06:42,445 - Why? - It doesn't feel like home here. 50 00:06:42,487 --> 00:06:47,073 But it will be a big loss for the company if you leave. 51 00:06:47,117 --> 00:06:50,410 This is the time that I have to go check it out. 52 00:06:50,453 --> 00:06:52,247 What's my life like without Batsheva? 53 00:06:52,288 --> 00:06:55,415 We define ourselves so much by the place, and... 54 00:06:55,458 --> 00:06:59,962 Even though we're celebrated as individuals here, it's still... 55 00:07:00,003 --> 00:07:03,673 No, I completely understand you, Bobbi. 56 00:07:03,715 --> 00:07:10,388 It's important for you. It's not Bobbi, the dancer in Batsheva. 57 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:17,438 It's becoming Bobbi Smith, the person, the dancer, the creator, the choreographer. 58 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:20,273 You need to check it out. 59 00:07:20,315 --> 00:07:24,612 But good luck. 60 00:07:24,653 --> 00:07:27,573 You're awful. 61 00:07:28,740 --> 00:07:33,620 You'll have some babies... 62 00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:22,628 First of all, I think from here, we need a wave. 63 00:08:25,213 --> 00:08:28,927 - Nice, yeah. - Okay. 64 00:08:31,595 --> 00:08:34,348 And then into the... 65 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:49,613 Yeah, so... and then it stops. 66 00:09:34,783 --> 00:09:39,663 Better. Almost like you want to put it right underneath it. 67 00:09:41,207 --> 00:09:45,252 And then it starts to tip. 68 00:09:45,293 --> 00:09:48,172 Yeah. Yeah, I think so. 69 00:09:51,300 --> 00:09:55,137 No, no, be serious. 70 00:10:20,997 --> 00:10:24,708 The young kid. 71 00:10:24,750 --> 00:10:27,795 I'll be forty when he's thirty. 72 00:10:29,672 --> 00:10:34,135 And he's just, like... 73 00:10:34,177 --> 00:10:37,555 He's just... 74 00:10:37,597 --> 00:10:40,850 I don't need to go there. I need to do what I need to do. 75 00:10:40,892 --> 00:10:46,730 Which is what? I need to dance. I need to work hard. That's it. 76 00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:05,792 Can we take it? 77 00:11:10,087 --> 00:11:14,342 This is still the same, everything the same, and stop. Wait, wait... 78 00:11:14,383 --> 00:11:18,137 And then go, Bobbi. Exactly, and go. Okay, yeah? 79 00:13:07,497 --> 00:13:12,960 Look at the poor chair. It's stuck in the wave. 80 00:13:13,002 --> 00:13:16,255 - It's coming to us. - It's coming. 81 00:13:16,297 --> 00:13:18,840 I really want him to stand up. 82 00:13:49,120 --> 00:13:52,123 You saved him. 83 00:14:22,195 --> 00:14:26,617 Come on, we need to feed you cauliflower. 84 00:14:40,547 --> 00:14:44,008 - Bye, sweetie. Love you. - Love you too. 85 00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:59,900 I told you that thing my mom once said, when we were riding in the car? 86 00:14:59,942 --> 00:15:03,945 And there was a big bump and we went, "Oh!" 87 00:15:03,987 --> 00:15:07,032 And she was like, "Wow." 88 00:15:07,073 --> 00:15:13,080 I go, "Mom, what, are you okay?" She's like, "That's what making love feels like." 89 00:15:13,122 --> 00:15:17,083 - No? Your father was in the car? - No. 90 00:15:17,125 --> 00:15:20,003 - Really? - Yeah. 91 00:15:20,045 --> 00:15:24,550 - Just you and Jason? - I don't think my brother was there. 92 00:15:24,592 --> 00:15:26,843 They asked... 93 00:15:26,885 --> 00:15:31,890 "How is it to have a thirty-year-old girlfriend?" 94 00:15:33,725 --> 00:15:38,105 My grandma asked me, 95 00:15:38,147 --> 00:15:41,108 "But why thirty? Why? Why?" 96 00:15:41,150 --> 00:15:44,612 And I was like, "Because love has no age." 97 00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:48,073 She was like, "Just be careful." 98 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:55,038 Are you being careful? 99 00:15:55,080 --> 00:15:58,083 Women only want kids and a wedding. 100 00:15:58,125 --> 00:16:00,293 You know that's all girls think of. 101 00:16:01,878 --> 00:16:05,132 I was like, "Don't worry, Grandma, don't worry." 102 00:17:49,318 --> 00:17:54,617 Bobbi, what are you doing? I've got to carry something. 103 00:19:20,785 --> 00:19:26,040 Feel how the soft, grabbing people, now introduce more juice.. 104 00:19:26,082 --> 00:19:29,168 ...into what you're doing. 105 00:19:42,515 --> 00:19:45,268 Try to get the heel away from you. 106 00:19:45,310 --> 00:19:47,812 Close to you. 107 00:19:53,777 --> 00:19:56,613 Turn in. 108 00:19:57,780 --> 00:19:59,617 Turn out. 109 00:20:14,422 --> 00:20:17,842 I found this thing I wrote the first time I came to see you. 110 00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:21,722 And you were like, "You'll stay ten years." 111 00:20:21,763 --> 00:20:24,767 I wish I wasn't right. 112 00:20:30,188 --> 00:20:33,650 - Me too. - I wish I was wrong. 113 00:20:33,692 --> 00:20:37,320 You'll stay connected with "gaga" you will stay connected to my work, 114 00:20:37,362 --> 00:20:41,073 but you will not be around. 115 00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:47,122 It's also something that you... 116 00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:52,043 That's one of the changes you want to do. Change things. 117 00:20:52,085 --> 00:20:56,965 - You actually want to get away from me. - - It's not you. 118 00:20:57,007 --> 00:21:01,177 It's not getting away from you. 119 00:21:01,218 --> 00:21:05,723 You know that. Don't you? 120 00:21:05,765 --> 00:21:08,935 Actually, I don't know exactly. I don't know. 121 00:21:08,977 --> 00:21:14,692 I know that you're doing something you want and need, and I totally support it. 122 00:21:14,733 --> 00:21:17,943 It's not about me, it's about you. 123 00:21:17,987 --> 00:21:19,278 If it was about me, I would keep you here. 124 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,365 But since it's not about me... 125 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:30,915 My concerns are for you because you're making a huge decision. 126 00:21:30,957 --> 00:21:33,502 But you'll be fine too. 127 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:42,010 Are you saying goodbye to Or? 128 00:21:42,052 --> 00:21:45,388 - We're going to try to stay together. - Really? 129 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:50,268 How? Is Or going to San Francisco? 130 00:21:50,310 --> 00:21:53,272 - No. - Wow. 131 00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:55,607 Long distance. 132 00:21:56,942 --> 00:22:00,195 - Really? - Uh huh. 133 00:22:05,700 --> 00:22:11,873 ♪ We might as well be lovers on the sun ♪ 134 00:22:15,127 --> 00:22:16,628 This is nice. 135 00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:21,508 I love lime green. It's like... - It's disgusting. 136 00:22:21,550 --> 00:22:24,468 Jene, you're doing it very, very fast. 137 00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:28,598 This is the kitchen. I like the kitchen. 138 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:31,518 I love the kitchen. I love blue. 139 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:36,355 When you are alone at home, I won't be there for you. 140 00:22:36,398 --> 00:22:42,778 Don't say that. I'll be there for you. 141 00:22:42,820 --> 00:22:45,282 - No, you won't. - Yes, I will. 142 00:22:46,450 --> 00:22:51,245 But what's a year if we know we want to be together? 143 00:22:51,287 --> 00:22:58,420 I know. I didn't say we won't be together, but... it's hard. 144 00:22:58,462 --> 00:23:02,548 Of course. But it can also be amazing. 145 00:23:04,675 --> 00:23:07,262 No? - No. 146 00:23:08,763 --> 00:23:11,933 Maybe you'll come to the States. 147 00:23:11,975 --> 00:23:16,228 - To do what? - Anything you want. 148 00:23:18,190 --> 00:23:22,527 - I need to make money somehow. - I'll pay for everything. 149 00:23:27,198 --> 00:23:31,787 - You can do a lot of things there. - What? 150 00:23:31,828 --> 00:23:34,873 You can dance for Beyoncé. 151 00:23:34,915 --> 00:23:38,502 - I don't want to dance for Beyoncé. - A little bit? 152 00:23:38,543 --> 00:23:41,963 No. She has her dancers. 153 00:23:42,005 --> 00:23:45,633 We can make our art together. 154 00:23:45,675 --> 00:23:48,428 But we are very different. 155 00:23:50,180 --> 00:23:52,848 How? 156 00:23:56,478 --> 00:24:00,607 You said maybe you wanted to go to acting school. 157 00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:07,697 Jene, for me to go to the States now 158 00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:11,702 would be like when you were 21 coming here. 159 00:24:11,743 --> 00:24:15,538 It's relocating. It's hard. 160 00:24:15,580 --> 00:24:18,708 It's really hard. 161 00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:24,463 It's kind of the same as... It's even harder for me to relocate now. 162 00:24:24,505 --> 00:24:27,675 - To go back. - It's not the same... 163 00:24:27,717 --> 00:24:30,720 When I was 21 I had nothing to lose. 164 00:24:30,762 --> 00:24:33,973 I had no perspective. 165 00:24:34,015 --> 00:24:39,855 I went and I didn't even think, "Oh, what's the rent?" 166 00:24:46,528 --> 00:24:50,240 Right now, where I am in my life... 167 00:24:50,282 --> 00:24:55,370 If you tell me, "Or, leave everything, come tomorrow to the States." I can't. 168 00:24:55,412 --> 00:24:57,122 - Why? - 'Cause I can't. 169 00:24:57,163 --> 00:25:01,877 I don't feel like I'm ready to leave Israel. 170 00:25:01,918 --> 00:25:04,170 What would make you feel ready? 171 00:25:04,212 --> 00:25:06,297 I don't know. Maybe grow up a bit. 172 00:25:08,842 --> 00:25:13,638 Leaving a place makes you grow up much faster. 173 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,598 Maybe I don't want to grow up faster. 174 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:19,352 And maybe it's not a part of it. 175 00:25:20,645 --> 00:25:24,523 And I know Israel is my home for life. 176 00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:31,072 I know. I told you this before. I'm very connected to this place. 177 00:25:31,113 --> 00:25:37,453 And maybe I don't know other places, because I'm young. I love Israel. 178 00:25:41,248 --> 00:25:46,003 I know that I want my family- 179 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:51,050 my future family, my kids, you... 180 00:25:51,092 --> 00:25:55,430 I want Israel to be a part of their life. 181 00:25:55,472 --> 00:25:57,890 Yeah, it's important for me. 182 00:26:31,048 --> 00:26:38,138 I'll start in San Francisco and then we'll see. 183 00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:43,060 I'm teaching at Stanford for one semester. 184 00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:48,107 And I have free studio space. - To create? 185 00:26:48,148 --> 00:26:54,072 And be close to my family. 186 00:26:54,113 --> 00:26:58,618 Nice after all these years of being so far away from them. 187 00:27:02,122 --> 00:27:05,417 I don't think it will ever feel right. 188 00:27:08,168 --> 00:27:10,755 I don't know. 189 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:18,847 And what about Or? 190 00:27:22,392 --> 00:27:26,603 You will keep having a relationship? 191 00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:37,615 Are you okay, Bobbi? 192 00:27:43,538 --> 00:27:47,542 It's like... no time left. 193 00:28:16,237 --> 00:28:20,783 Thirty minutes. 194 00:28:20,825 --> 00:28:22,702 Should we have a little sip? 195 00:28:22,743 --> 00:28:25,205 No, but let's have a little sip. 196 00:28:29,417 --> 00:28:32,712 - To another last one. - Yes. 197 00:28:34,672 --> 00:28:38,133 Or says it's stupid to cry on your last show. 198 00:28:38,175 --> 00:28:41,763 - Oh well. - I said, "You wait and see." 199 00:28:44,140 --> 00:28:49,937 Excited? No? Yes you are. 200 00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:52,190 I don't feel as sad as I thought. 201 00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:08,743 Champagne for Bobbi. 202 00:31:08,785 --> 00:31:13,957 - Champagne! - Do you have your champagne glass? 203 00:31:35,102 --> 00:31:38,522 - Jene, can I come in? - Yeah. 204 00:31:43,152 --> 00:31:45,322 Hi. 205 00:32:00,210 --> 00:32:03,923 - Chuchu can't cry when I'm here. - It's true. 206 00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:12,765 You can't do that. 207 00:32:23,358 --> 00:32:26,612 It was an honor to be on stage with you. 208 00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:32,243 - It was an honor to dance with you. - An honor to dance with you. 209 00:32:43,713 --> 00:32:46,257 Cheers to dreams. 210 00:32:46,298 --> 00:32:49,052 To dreams. 211 00:37:20,197 --> 00:37:21,198 No. 212 00:39:06,678 --> 00:39:11,683 So then, this leg is... 213 00:39:11,725 --> 00:39:13,643 Go back. Yeah. 214 00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:20,317 So it's almost like you go so much that it turns you, and then... 215 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:25,363 And your arms then take you back. 216 00:39:25,405 --> 00:39:28,533 You just have to hope for the best. 217 00:39:28,575 --> 00:39:31,537 Usually it's a 70% chance. 218 00:39:31,578 --> 00:39:37,585 30% I hit my head really hard on the floor, 70% I don't. 219 00:39:37,627 --> 00:39:39,670 But you're not going to die. 220 00:39:41,130 --> 00:39:45,592 Good. 221 00:39:54,935 --> 00:39:58,938 Now go up. That's amazing. 222 00:39:58,980 --> 00:40:04,820 That's what's best, when you go up and I sink into you this way. 223 00:40:04,862 --> 00:40:08,740 I'll give you all my weight and if you squeeze me... 224 00:40:08,782 --> 00:40:11,285 - Is it better? - It's totally fine. 225 00:40:32,598 --> 00:40:35,433 I know to set up my own thing, 226 00:40:35,475 --> 00:40:39,563 to be able to make my own work in the way that I want to, 227 00:40:39,605 --> 00:40:42,065 it's going to take years. 228 00:40:42,107 --> 00:40:47,988 I'm really dying to do that first show, or to get something... 229 00:40:48,030 --> 00:40:52,618 - I need to see the work, to know... - Yeah. 230 00:40:52,660 --> 00:40:57,623 You have to make friends with all the presenters and all the festivals. 231 00:40:57,665 --> 00:41:01,460 And you should have an agent and you should have a producer. 232 00:41:01,502 --> 00:41:04,797 It's network and it's time. - Right. 233 00:41:04,838 --> 00:41:10,760 - Do you have an APAP showcase? - No, I don't have anything. 234 00:41:10,802 --> 00:41:13,388 Do you feel connected to the dance community here? 235 00:41:13,430 --> 00:41:17,225 - I don't think anyone knows I'm even here. - Right. 236 00:41:31,740 --> 00:41:34,868 Mom, I think this picture is very creepy. 237 00:41:34,910 --> 00:41:37,913 - Why? - I don't know. 238 00:41:37,955 --> 00:41:41,917 He's with you in every step of your life. 239 00:41:41,958 --> 00:41:43,960 Why do you think it's creepy? 240 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:47,590 There are soccer players too. Not a dancer though. 241 00:41:47,632 --> 00:41:50,008 Maybe we should write them. 242 00:41:53,678 --> 00:41:58,642 He'd be there helping you stand up tall and twirl you around. 243 00:41:58,683 --> 00:42:02,145 Most people just relate to ballerinas, right? 244 00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:05,523 But what if it was contemporary dance? 245 00:42:12,615 --> 00:42:16,952 - His first hoodie. - You want to be close? 246 00:42:26,712 --> 00:42:31,592 - Mom... Mom! - My gosh! 247 00:42:31,633 --> 00:42:34,553 You don't take bones from her. 248 00:42:34,928 --> 00:42:38,640 - You got him? - I don't know. 249 00:42:38,682 --> 00:42:41,477 Here. 250 00:42:41,518 --> 00:42:45,772 The neck and the butt. 251 00:42:45,813 --> 00:42:49,568 I thought I did that. 252 00:42:49,610 --> 00:42:52,863 You're so delicate with him. 253 00:42:55,282 --> 00:42:57,575 I think he likes your hair. 254 00:43:22,893 --> 00:43:28,773 Back in North Carolina they thought I had a bad eating disorder. 255 00:43:28,815 --> 00:43:33,778 I was drinking so much Diet Coke that I had to pee all the time. 256 00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:35,822 I had already gone to the bathroom twice. 257 00:43:35,863 --> 00:43:39,743 And you didn't want them to think you had to throw up? 258 00:43:39,785 --> 00:43:43,455 I didn't want to go a third time and I had to pee so bad. 259 00:43:43,497 --> 00:43:46,667 And it was the theatre seating. 260 00:43:46,708 --> 00:43:49,753 And then I finally just sat there 261 00:43:49,795 --> 00:43:55,842 and I peed into the seat as someone was dancing on stage. 262 00:43:55,883 --> 00:43:58,678 I couldn't... - What were you wearing? 263 00:43:58,720 --> 00:44:03,100 I was wearing black so you couldn't tell that I got wet. 264 00:44:03,142 --> 00:44:08,688 A battle. A little battle that eating problem. 265 00:44:08,730 --> 00:44:14,778 - It's a waste of food. - I just don't get the need to not eat. 266 00:44:14,820 --> 00:44:19,032 So when you didn't want to eat it was more or less about... 267 00:44:19,073 --> 00:44:21,702 just being thin to dance? - No. 268 00:44:21,743 --> 00:44:24,830 - What was it? - It's a long story. 269 00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:31,420 Can we talk about it? 270 00:45:34,900 --> 00:45:37,443 Hi, David. 271 00:45:37,485 --> 00:45:39,863 It's going slowly. 272 00:45:39,905 --> 00:45:43,950 I'm trying to work on my own stuff. 273 00:45:43,992 --> 00:45:48,580 Yeah. Trying to get stuff together for Study on Effort. 274 00:45:48,622 --> 00:45:51,917 Talk to people. Try to make something happen. 275 00:45:56,547 --> 00:46:01,635 It looks like they're going to present us in The Israeli Museum. 276 00:46:01,677 --> 00:46:04,220 Yeah, I'm excited. 277 00:46:04,262 --> 00:46:08,642 Maybe I'll be able to do a run through for you later this week. 278 00:46:08,683 --> 00:46:15,565 Yeah. We can talk about what the space should look like, or different ideas. 279 00:46:15,607 --> 00:46:17,818 Uh huh. 280 00:46:26,493 --> 00:46:29,830 - You're beautiful. - What? Shut up. 281 00:46:29,872 --> 00:46:34,960 - You're so beautiful. - Shut up. You're beautiful. 282 00:46:35,002 --> 00:46:39,632 - Baby, what time is it at your place? - 11:41. 283 00:46:39,673 --> 00:46:44,385 - In the morning? - Yeah. 284 00:46:44,427 --> 00:46:49,015 Whoa. You never know the time difference, do you? 285 00:46:50,767 --> 00:46:55,438 - I will never get it. - You can just look on your world clock thing. 286 00:46:55,480 --> 00:47:01,445 Yeah, but it's too much... Like... Too many things to get. 287 00:47:01,487 --> 00:47:04,363 Okay. 288 00:47:04,405 --> 00:47:07,868 - But... - What else? 289 00:47:09,118 --> 00:47:11,872 - Nothing. - Did you carve anything? 290 00:47:11,913 --> 00:47:16,460 Yeah, the miniature house. 291 00:47:16,502 --> 00:47:22,132 Show me! So cute! You made a little chimney. 292 00:47:22,173 --> 00:47:25,677 - How you call this? - A fireplace. 293 00:47:25,718 --> 00:47:27,845 Yeah, look, with the wood. 294 00:47:30,057 --> 00:47:33,102 See? - Or, it's really beautiful. 295 00:47:34,477 --> 00:47:37,688 - Shit, I'm running out of battery. - - I love you. 296 00:47:37,730 --> 00:47:41,025 I love you. 297 00:47:41,067 --> 00:47:44,487 Show me Ze'ev. Show me Ze'ev. 298 00:47:48,533 --> 00:47:51,870 Hey, I want to see... 299 00:47:55,582 --> 00:47:58,460 My friends. Bye. 300 00:48:04,633 --> 00:48:05,883 Bye. 301 00:48:13,850 --> 00:48:17,645 It's the same for dancers and actors where they say: 302 00:48:17,687 --> 00:48:20,482 "She should be flirty and sexy with the boys 303 00:48:20,523 --> 00:48:24,612 and not get too angry because then that's a bitch." 304 00:48:24,653 --> 00:48:27,280 That's actress talk for... 305 00:48:27,322 --> 00:48:31,910 - Don't get angry? As a girl? - Yeah. 306 00:48:31,952 --> 00:48:36,832 Don't over-talk it, don't get angry and make sure you stay sexy all the time. 307 00:48:36,873 --> 00:48:39,960 I saw Batsheva at Lincoln Center. 308 00:48:40,002 --> 00:48:46,633 I went to a company ran by a straight man who loves women. 309 00:48:46,675 --> 00:48:51,347 I lucked out. Most dance companies aren't like that. 310 00:48:53,057 --> 00:48:57,477 And he wanted strong, powerful women. 311 00:48:57,518 --> 00:49:03,733 He wanted thighs and ass and boobs. 312 00:49:03,775 --> 00:49:08,613 Echoes of flesh moving. 313 00:49:08,655 --> 00:49:12,825 And juice. He wants you to drip. 314 00:49:12,867 --> 00:49:18,123 To be a female dancer, you're never asked to do that. You are asked to like... 315 00:49:21,208 --> 00:49:25,963 So the movement language that we train in is called "gaga", and... 316 00:49:27,507 --> 00:49:29,802 People ask... 317 00:49:29,843 --> 00:49:34,723 They'll take their first "gaga" class and be like it feels like psychology. 318 00:49:34,765 --> 00:49:37,892 That it feels really heady. Really? 319 00:49:37,933 --> 00:49:42,022 My first "gaga" class I was puking. I had to leave class to puke. 320 00:49:42,063 --> 00:49:47,693 Or come, or... Something had to come out of me. 321 00:49:47,735 --> 00:49:53,325 And I remember going up to the guy who created it, Ohad, and said, 322 00:49:53,367 --> 00:49:55,952 "Is this like a mindfuck? 323 00:49:55,993 --> 00:49:58,455 Are you trying to fuck me in my mind?" 324 00:49:58,497 --> 00:50:02,417 What the hell is happening? I'm 21. What are you doing to me?" 325 00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:07,088 He's like, "No, no... It's physical, it'll take care of the rest." 326 00:50:07,130 --> 00:50:11,718 I never had to go to a psychologist to fix my eating disorder. 327 00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:17,098 You enjoy pleasure. You enjoy effort. Give your body pleasure. 328 00:50:17,140 --> 00:50:23,188 Why are you telling me this now? You know how much money I've spent... 329 00:50:23,230 --> 00:50:27,108 And you've just been dancing this shit out...? 330 00:50:31,447 --> 00:50:37,202 How many movies I've had to make to try to figure my shit out. 331 00:54:07,245 --> 00:54:11,958 It's funny, in the first one, I sort of thought of vacation photos. 332 00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:16,378 Not everybody wants to go on the ride with you... You know what I mean? 333 00:54:16,420 --> 00:54:21,092 You're not showing us the photo like you're on it. 334 00:54:21,133 --> 00:54:24,720 If you're afraid of it turning into vacation photos 335 00:54:24,762 --> 00:54:27,432 that people are eye rolling about... 336 00:54:27,473 --> 00:54:32,645 You probably don't have to be so concerned, because it's so... in the room. 337 00:54:32,687 --> 00:54:38,360 I think it works. Breaking the convention in terms of language is a little wonky. 338 00:54:38,402 --> 00:54:42,447 And also you've created a relationship to an effort. 339 00:54:42,488 --> 00:54:46,450 "This is the effort of this, but I'm gonna stand behind it" 340 00:54:46,492 --> 00:54:47,410 which you haven't done with anything else. 341 00:54:47,452 --> 00:54:50,497 I wanted to ask you: Naked or not? 342 00:54:53,750 --> 00:54:57,462 Oh, I don't know. 343 00:54:57,503 --> 00:54:59,172 Have you done it yet naked? No? 344 00:54:59,213 --> 00:55:06,387 You know, you will see the boobs bouncing and you will see... 345 00:55:06,428 --> 00:55:10,308 You will see... Things that I don't want to be seen. 346 00:55:15,897 --> 00:55:20,943 Oh, I came so hard. 347 00:55:27,408 --> 00:55:33,038 This is like a dream come true. Look at all this inspiration. 348 00:55:35,500 --> 00:55:38,462 You just have sand? Where is it? 349 00:55:38,503 --> 00:55:42,173 - The white house. - You just told us the blue house. 350 00:55:42,215 --> 00:55:45,552 The blue building across the street. 351 00:55:45,593 --> 00:55:48,430 Oh, they meant that blue one? Okay. 352 00:55:48,472 --> 00:55:52,517 Mom, you know what I do on the sandbag, right? 353 00:55:52,558 --> 00:55:56,980 And you're helping me buy it. You're like, "Where's the sand?" 354 00:55:58,482 --> 00:56:04,528 Oh, my God. This is the best one yet. - Oh, my God, it's heavy. 355 00:56:11,660 --> 00:56:15,373 - That's a lot of weight. - How many pounds is that? 356 00:56:15,415 --> 00:56:17,417 50 pounds. 357 00:56:17,458 --> 00:56:22,297 - Bobbi, let me do it. - It's for when I'm a mom. 358 00:56:24,757 --> 00:56:26,592 Don't go. 359 00:56:26,633 --> 00:56:31,097 How is it that you chose to do this on a sandbag? How'd that come about? 360 00:56:31,138 --> 00:56:32,723 You know, Mom? 361 00:56:32,765 --> 00:56:36,937 Sometimes you need to find pleasure with what weighs you down. 362 00:56:40,022 --> 00:56:44,860 - But how did you find that one? - Isn't it the most obvious? 363 00:56:44,902 --> 00:56:49,365 In your world maybe. It still worries me... 364 00:56:49,407 --> 00:56:54,578 Right. Why does it worry you? 365 00:56:54,620 --> 00:56:57,790 You really want to know why it worries me? Because... 366 00:56:57,832 --> 00:57:04,338 - I'll go to hell? - No, it's got nothing to do with hell. 367 00:57:04,380 --> 00:57:08,008 Because Jesus was naked a lot. 368 00:57:09,635 --> 00:57:12,055 No, it's got nothing to do with that. 369 00:57:12,097 --> 00:57:15,683 There are bigger things than that. 370 00:57:15,725 --> 00:57:20,563 No. It's go to do with the whole-- For you, I was worried about the mental thing. 371 00:57:20,605 --> 00:57:24,317 Because I know... 372 00:57:24,358 --> 00:57:30,157 Exposing oneself can be very mentally difficult. 373 00:57:30,198 --> 00:57:33,117 And I was worried about that for you. 374 00:57:33,158 --> 00:57:37,163 That you know, I mean, just... - Right. 375 00:57:37,205 --> 00:57:40,542 But you know what else can be even more difficult? 376 00:57:40,583 --> 00:57:46,463 Withholding and underexposing, or hiding. 377 00:57:46,505 --> 00:57:51,677 I have to listen to the piece, and for me the piece comes before... 378 00:57:51,718 --> 00:57:54,013 What does the piece need? 379 00:57:54,055 --> 00:57:59,643 That's beautiful and I respect that. I came from a background that... 380 00:57:59,685 --> 00:58:03,523 It wasn't important what I'd learn as much as what... 381 00:58:03,565 --> 00:58:05,775 Everyone else would think. 382 00:58:05,817 --> 00:58:11,948 That was my first reaction. What about your cousins who love you as a dancer 383 00:58:11,990 --> 00:58:14,950 but can't watch you because you're naked? You know what I mean? 384 00:58:14,992 --> 00:58:20,415 I admire you for that. I'm not sure I could watch the whole thing... 385 00:58:20,457 --> 00:58:23,375 That's okay. I won't ever let you watch the whole thing. 386 00:58:28,882 --> 00:58:33,970 You haven't seen my work in 13 years. 387 00:58:36,890 --> 00:58:41,518 You've seen videos and stuff, but... - Not in person, no. 388 00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:44,230 That's why... 389 00:58:44,272 --> 00:58:49,193 One of my favorites was when you and Austin did Blue Room. 390 00:58:49,235 --> 00:58:52,530 - I wasn't even in it. - A little bit, weren't you? 391 00:58:52,572 --> 00:58:55,408 - Very small. - But you choreographed it. 392 00:58:55,450 --> 00:58:59,287 - Yeah, but on other people. - It was beautiful. 393 00:59:03,373 --> 00:59:06,293 So, deary, I can't believe you're going to Israel in two weeks. 394 00:59:06,335 --> 00:59:07,545 Do you have your ticket? - Mm-hmm. 395 00:59:42,288 --> 00:59:45,917 We've missed you so much. 396 00:59:45,958 --> 00:59:51,213 How was your flight? - So long. I didn't sleep at all. 397 00:59:51,255 --> 00:59:53,758 Right when I was coming out, I think Or might- 398 00:59:53,800 --> 01:00:00,180 It's only one o'clock, he might make it. 399 01:00:00,222 --> 01:00:03,727 You did make it. - Of course, I made it. 400 01:00:20,368 --> 01:00:22,787 Oh, you're real. 401 01:00:25,038 --> 01:00:27,792 Yes, all over, Bobbi. All over. 402 01:00:27,833 --> 01:00:32,672 On the Facebook of Jerusalem, your photo. You do this. 403 01:00:32,713 --> 01:00:36,258 It's a very famous newspaper in Israel. 404 01:00:37,802 --> 01:00:42,807 - It's very intellectual. - Everything about culture. 405 01:00:42,848 --> 01:00:48,020 It's just complicated because the museum has to see the piece before... 406 01:00:48,062 --> 01:00:50,523 They didn't see it? 407 01:00:50,565 --> 01:00:55,695 They didn't know if they should talk about the pleasure part. 408 01:00:55,737 --> 01:00:59,740 And I said, "I don't feel like you need to tell them." 409 01:00:59,782 --> 01:01:03,077 Here in Jerusalem they're not open like in Tel Aviv. 410 01:01:03,118 --> 01:01:07,748 - I know. - It's very... 411 01:01:07,790 --> 01:01:11,877 We have to make them feel okay with what they're presenting. 412 01:01:41,282 --> 01:01:43,117 Are you ready? 413 01:02:25,033 --> 01:02:26,910 It was difficult. 414 01:02:26,952 --> 01:02:31,790 But it's moving and it's touching, and you are... great. 415 01:02:31,832 --> 01:02:35,210 Thank you. The end will be when I leave. 416 01:02:35,252 --> 01:02:39,923 But I know you have to go. Matan waved when it was six o'clock. 417 01:02:39,965 --> 01:02:41,967 - It had no ending. - It's okay. 418 01:02:42,008 --> 01:02:45,137 Rest and relax. 419 01:02:54,855 --> 01:03:00,778 So it started a year ago, it was a six minute piece, and...? 420 01:03:00,820 --> 01:03:04,282 - Then it became an hour. - It's one hour? 421 01:03:04,323 --> 01:03:08,870 I started thinking about this movement. Oh wow. 422 01:03:08,912 --> 01:03:15,042 It's lifting something up. If I keep doing it, it's going to start... 423 01:03:15,083 --> 01:03:18,963 It's going to start to reverse. 424 01:03:19,005 --> 01:03:25,385 And then I started to play with how one movement can say... 425 01:03:25,427 --> 01:03:30,642 The movement doesn't change but the meaning, the content of it 426 01:03:30,683 --> 01:03:32,893 completely flips. 427 01:03:34,520 --> 01:03:37,440 It's gradual, right? 428 01:03:37,482 --> 01:03:41,985 You start it, and then it gets harder... 429 01:03:42,027 --> 01:03:44,863 And then what happens? 430 01:03:47,073 --> 01:03:52,162 I want to get to that place where... 431 01:03:52,205 --> 01:03:54,873 Where...? 432 01:03:54,915 --> 01:03:58,835 Uh, I have no strength to hide anything. 433 01:04:01,422 --> 01:04:04,133 I am moved. 434 01:09:46,350 --> 01:09:49,228 - Thank you. Huge experience. - Thank you. 435 01:09:49,270 --> 01:09:54,275 - I kept hearing my heart beating. - Mine too. 436 01:09:57,110 --> 01:10:00,948 Thank you so much, it was very moving. Amazing. 437 01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:08,580 You have a magic quality to transform. 438 01:10:08,622 --> 01:10:13,502 It's a nuance that not every performer can understand. 439 01:10:13,543 --> 01:10:16,297 It's exceptional. You're exceptional. 440 01:10:16,338 --> 01:10:19,758 - Was it okay? - It was perfect. 441 01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:22,552 - It was a bit fast. - Jene, it was perfect. 442 01:10:22,595 --> 01:10:26,390 - Ten minutes fast. - No, no, no. Good. Amazing. 443 01:10:26,432 --> 01:10:29,477 Everything was just... For me, it worked. 444 01:10:39,110 --> 01:10:42,280 You kill me. Amazing. 445 01:10:56,628 --> 01:11:00,007 What did Ohad say? 446 01:11:00,048 --> 01:11:04,428 He didn't say much. He asked me when I'm leaving town... 447 01:11:04,470 --> 01:11:07,430 He said it was powerful... 448 01:11:07,472 --> 01:11:11,518 ...and if he'd seen it when he was younger it would've changed his life. 449 01:11:11,560 --> 01:11:13,937 Wow. 450 01:11:19,943 --> 01:11:24,448 - Cheers, Bobbi. - Thanks for being there tonight. 451 01:11:26,533 --> 01:11:27,492 Amazing. 452 01:11:33,707 --> 01:11:36,627 You love velvet. 453 01:11:36,668 --> 01:11:43,092 This is small, but today I saw her body. 454 01:11:43,133 --> 01:11:47,637 Her perfect body. Wow. - It will be a statue. 455 01:11:47,680 --> 01:11:52,267 - It was magical. - I mean, my parents couldn't watch. 456 01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:56,438 It has to do with, you know... 457 01:11:56,480 --> 01:12:01,360 Old stuff and shame and... You know? 458 01:12:01,402 --> 01:12:05,655 - Okay, no problem. - Yeah. 459 01:12:05,697 --> 01:12:09,452 They're very... 460 01:12:09,493 --> 01:12:13,205 L'chaim! 461 01:13:01,628 --> 01:13:04,380 Come on. Talk to me. 462 01:13:04,423 --> 01:13:07,383 I don't even know... 463 01:13:07,425 --> 01:13:10,053 It's just a lot. 464 01:13:19,228 --> 01:13:21,648 What was too much? 465 01:13:23,233 --> 01:13:26,153 No, I'm... 466 01:13:27,947 --> 01:13:31,325 No words. 467 01:14:13,992 --> 01:14:17,287 No, it's just, keep working. 468 01:14:19,413 --> 01:14:24,002 There's-- It doesn't have a payoff like acting 469 01:14:24,043 --> 01:14:28,798 or even film has that... 470 01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:33,512 ...performing arts don't have that, or music. 471 01:14:33,553 --> 01:14:39,308 You can have one song, and you can get royalties. 472 01:14:39,350 --> 01:14:44,480 The equivalent in the dance world is you can make one great solo 473 01:14:44,523 --> 01:14:49,110 and maybe some people will see it. 474 01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:52,322 That's it. 475 01:14:57,618 --> 01:15:02,665 Maybe that's the problem: I never thought of the future. Ever. 476 01:15:15,720 --> 01:15:20,767 - Mom, these clothes are amazing. - Isn't that crazy? 477 01:15:20,808 --> 01:15:24,563 - Where did you get those? - I kept them. 478 01:15:24,605 --> 01:15:26,315 - Really? - Yeah. 479 01:15:26,357 --> 01:15:28,692 - "I Love Baseball...", everything. - I know. 480 01:15:28,733 --> 01:15:31,653 You've always said you probably wouldn't have kids... 481 01:15:31,695 --> 01:15:34,030 ...for a long time, so it's like, well. 482 01:15:34,072 --> 01:15:39,745 I used to say I'll adopt, or be a foster parent... 483 01:15:41,663 --> 01:15:42,705 Yeah... 484 01:15:50,172 --> 01:15:52,715 It's very cute. 485 01:17:13,880 --> 01:17:18,343 - I've never seen Jason so happy. - He is happy. 486 01:17:18,385 --> 01:17:23,640 Kids make a person happy. It's like the best gift in the world. 487 01:17:27,227 --> 01:17:31,230 Now I have to work on finding you a soulmate, Bobbi. 488 01:17:31,272 --> 01:17:34,818 Shut up! 489 01:17:34,860 --> 01:17:41,198 He's not going to be a run-of-the-mill guy, I don't think. 490 01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:45,787 What does that mean, Lyle? A run-of-the-mill guy? 491 01:17:45,828 --> 01:17:52,627 Well, some guy that just works at a factory, or... 492 01:17:52,668 --> 01:17:55,630 If he is then that's okay. It's okay. 493 01:17:55,672 --> 01:18:01,637 But he's probably going to be a little eccentric. 494 01:18:01,678 --> 01:18:06,348 Who are you looking for, Bobbi? What kind of guy are you looking for? 495 01:18:06,392 --> 01:18:12,022 Mom, I found a pretty great guy. 496 01:19:00,862 --> 01:19:05,533 The last hour is like a whole month. 497 01:19:42,112 --> 01:19:46,700 Where have you been? Where have you been? 498 01:19:59,378 --> 01:20:03,342 "Yet my heart throbs to know one thing." 499 01:20:03,383 --> 01:20:06,970 - Again? - "Yet my heart throbs to know one thing." 500 01:20:07,012 --> 01:20:10,432 Yet my heart throb... throbs to know hard thing. 501 01:20:10,473 --> 01:20:13,435 "To know one thing." 502 01:20:13,477 --> 01:20:15,520 - "Tell me:" - "Tell me:" 503 01:20:15,562 --> 01:20:18,440 "If your art can tell you such- 504 01:20:18,482 --> 01:20:20,525 "If your art can tell you such- 505 01:20:20,567 --> 01:20:24,028 - shall Banquo's issue- - shall Banquo's issue- 506 01:20:24,070 --> 01:20:28,492 - ever reign in this kingdom?" - ever reign in this kingdom?" 507 01:20:28,533 --> 01:20:32,328 It's very sexy on you. It's great, Or. 508 01:20:32,370 --> 01:20:36,082 - You can totally do that. - Yeah, I'll do Macbeth great. 509 01:20:36,123 --> 01:20:40,253 - Isn't it too arsy? - No, you look so beautiful. 510 01:20:40,295 --> 01:20:43,673 I feel a bit arsy, like I'm going to a wedding. 511 01:20:43,715 --> 01:20:46,342 No, you look very sexy. 512 01:21:02,108 --> 01:21:05,945 - You put lotion on your ass? - I put lotion all over my body. 513 01:21:05,987 --> 01:21:11,117 That's disgusting. They should do lotion with taste in it, like condoms. 514 01:21:11,158 --> 01:21:13,912 I'll tell them. 515 01:21:19,125 --> 01:21:23,880 I feel like he is so much a man for me all the time. 516 01:21:23,922 --> 01:21:29,302 He takes care of so many things. I can take care of this one, you know? 517 01:21:29,343 --> 01:21:32,138 And he's even said that... 518 01:21:32,180 --> 01:21:37,643 He already knows he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. 519 01:21:37,685 --> 01:21:40,938 So why do we need to get married? 520 01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:44,483 So I know that it's more important to me. 521 01:21:44,525 --> 01:21:47,278 Why would he need to plan some proposal 522 01:21:47,320 --> 01:21:50,115 when it's not so important to him? 523 01:21:58,957 --> 01:22:03,085 I'll take him out to dinner... 524 01:22:03,127 --> 01:22:05,963 and then I'll propose. 525 01:22:09,968 --> 01:22:14,013 I think he will be fine with that. 526 01:22:14,055 --> 01:22:21,187 We can't keep going long distance like this, without some sort of plan. 527 01:22:22,855 --> 01:22:26,567 I don't feel... 528 01:22:26,608 --> 01:22:30,238 that it's good for us. It's not good for me. 529 01:22:34,950 --> 01:22:37,412 So sad. 530 01:22:37,453 --> 01:22:40,998 They're trying. 531 01:22:45,920 --> 01:22:51,425 She just had to lean on her side against his chest. 532 01:23:26,753 --> 01:23:29,130 Orsimus! 533 01:23:35,095 --> 01:23:37,680 - How was it? - It was great. 534 01:23:37,722 --> 01:23:41,142 Look at you. You're so pretty. 535 01:23:41,183 --> 01:23:44,478 It was great. It was... 536 01:23:46,732 --> 01:23:51,402 Give me so many other tools and blah, blah, bla... 537 01:23:51,443 --> 01:23:54,780 Acting or even dancing and then combining the two. 538 01:23:54,822 --> 01:23:58,743 I'm like, "Yeah, I know this." You know? 539 01:23:58,785 --> 01:24:04,040 He was sweet. He was very, very sweet. But... 540 01:24:04,082 --> 01:24:07,002 I just need to send this to... 541 01:24:07,043 --> 01:24:12,840 There is a semester that starts in September and one starts in January. 542 01:24:12,882 --> 01:24:17,512 I was almost running here. I missed you. 543 01:24:21,432 --> 01:24:24,102 A love attack. 544 01:24:24,143 --> 01:24:28,147 I love you. I love you. 545 01:24:29,940 --> 01:24:32,235 I love you. 546 01:24:34,737 --> 01:24:38,032 You have a message. 547 01:24:45,207 --> 01:24:49,710 I wonder how it is to live here. If it's as hard like everybody says. 548 01:24:51,170 --> 01:24:53,715 I think if... 549 01:24:53,757 --> 01:24:57,468 If you were here I wouldn't think it's hard at all. 550 01:24:59,178 --> 01:25:02,515 It might be a mistake to leave. 551 01:25:04,183 --> 01:25:08,730 - Would it be a mistake to leave? - It might be. I'm thinking. 552 01:25:08,772 --> 01:25:11,732 - Why would it be a mistake? - Um... 553 01:25:11,773 --> 01:25:17,613 Because I might have a lot to give, to get and to learn. 554 01:25:19,032 --> 01:25:23,118 - From Ohad? - Of course, from Ohad. 555 01:25:23,160 --> 01:25:27,623 From the place, from the people that surround me. 556 01:25:27,665 --> 01:25:31,252 The dancers, the greatest talent. 557 01:25:43,263 --> 01:25:47,185 But Chuchu, we are not in the same place. 558 01:25:49,437 --> 01:25:51,857 You know? 559 01:25:55,902 --> 01:26:01,240 Maybe we think similarly, but we are not in the same place. 560 01:26:12,502 --> 01:26:16,088 You have connections here, you have friends here that can help you. 561 01:26:16,130 --> 01:26:21,260 You have the mind, artistically... 562 01:26:21,302 --> 01:26:25,348 - But I don't have my love here. - Yes, that's the... 563 01:26:25,390 --> 01:26:27,725 Another glass of wine? Uh, no thank you. 564 01:26:27,767 --> 01:26:30,143 Drink mine. 565 01:26:32,647 --> 01:26:36,483 And for me everything else feels a bit... 566 01:26:36,525 --> 01:26:40,280 What am I doing that for, if you're not here? 567 01:26:43,992 --> 01:26:49,413 You're doing it for your future, which is... 568 01:26:49,455 --> 01:26:56,712 But if that could destroy our future, what good is that future then? 569 01:26:56,753 --> 01:27:01,425 If we decide it won't destroy it, it won't destroy it. 570 01:27:44,885 --> 01:27:51,142 Or is not going to move to New York in September. 571 01:27:54,312 --> 01:27:58,607 So that means he's going to be in Batsheva for one more year. 572 01:28:00,818 --> 01:28:04,530 I think I probably felt it. I just.. 573 01:28:04,572 --> 01:28:08,408 For some reason I thought the application was due... 574 01:28:08,450 --> 01:28:13,413 I thought he had more time. I hadn't looked when it was due. 575 01:28:15,500 --> 01:28:18,920 I said, "But you had since February, 576 01:28:18,962 --> 01:28:21,713 since the last time you came to New York." 577 01:28:21,755 --> 01:28:24,383 Then he admitted, 578 01:28:24,425 --> 01:28:28,387 "I guess after I came back from New York, I wasn't sure." 579 01:28:28,428 --> 01:28:34,477 It snuck up on both of us. I think we were just dreaming too much. 580 01:28:34,518 --> 01:28:39,773 We're not very good with all the reality stuff. 581 01:33:05,998 --> 01:33:08,542 You kill me. 582 01:33:15,423 --> 01:33:17,802 Listen! 583 01:33:17,843 --> 01:33:20,847 You're going to be Ohad Naharin. - Shut up! 584 01:33:20,888 --> 01:33:27,143 I'm going to e-mail him now. I'm not kidding. I'm not kidding. 585 01:33:27,185 --> 01:33:30,480 Listen. No one does it to me, you know? 586 01:33:30,522 --> 01:33:35,987 Maybe Ohad there, like, 20 years ago. 587 01:33:37,738 --> 01:33:41,533 - Thank you. - No, I'm not kidding. 588 01:33:41,575 --> 01:33:45,747 I'm not feeling well. 589 01:33:45,788 --> 01:33:49,625 - Are you okay? You want some water? - Maybe. 590 01:33:51,418 --> 01:33:56,382 Oh, my fucking God. I can't move. 591 01:33:56,423 --> 01:33:59,760 - Thanks for coming guys. - Of course. 592 01:34:01,262 --> 01:34:03,972 - So amazing. How are you? - I'm okay. 593 01:34:04,015 --> 01:34:07,935 Shit, man. Bobbi, you're the shit. 594 01:34:19,988 --> 01:34:26,745 I don't know how you gained as many experience even to do this at your age. 595 01:34:26,787 --> 01:34:29,832 - But I'm 32 now. - But even... 596 01:34:29,873 --> 01:34:32,752 You need to go through a lot with relationships 597 01:34:32,793 --> 01:34:39,883 to understand the subtle efforts you have to put in. 598 01:34:39,925 --> 01:34:40,927 Thank you. 599 01:34:43,970 --> 01:34:47,015 You were amazing. 600 01:35:01,197 --> 01:35:04,825 - It was just really moving. - Why? 601 01:35:04,867 --> 01:35:09,205 Well, for me at that moment it was trying hard to resolve... 602 01:35:09,247 --> 01:35:13,625 It's kind of like, let out your feelings. Maybe that's it. 603 01:35:13,667 --> 01:35:18,088 You know, how much work it is, and then you- so then it comes out. 604 01:35:18,130 --> 01:35:21,842 It just comes out. - Yeah.