0 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 1 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:11,056 Last question. 2 00:01:11,080 --> 00:01:15,438 Fifty years from now, some youngster's gonna pull this disc out of a box 3 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:18,672 and maybe make a judgment about becoming a journalist. 4 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:24,711 What would you want that youngster to know about Marie Colvin 5 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:27,872 and about being a war correspondent? 6 00:01:29,680 --> 00:01:30,776 Very difficult question. 7 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:34,271 It's like writing, uh, your own obituary. 8 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:39,279 I suppose to look back at it and say, you know, I cared enough 9 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:44,230 to go to these places and write, in some way, 10 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:49,679 something that would make someone else care as much about it 11 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:51,672 as I did at the time. 12 00:01:51,760 --> 00:01:56,437 Part of it is you're never gonna get to where you're going 13 00:01:56,520 --> 00:01:59,672 if you acknowledge fear. 14 00:01:59,760 --> 00:02:02,320 I think fear comes later, when it's all over. 15 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:47,359 - Are you stuck? - Yeah. 16 00:02:48,840 --> 00:02:50,274 Struggling with the end. 17 00:02:51,160 --> 00:02:52,992 The hero always gets the girl. 18 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:57,072 It's a book about naval warfare, 19 00:02:57,160 --> 00:02:59,117 but I will keep that in mind. 20 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:20,634 We should get married again. 21 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:27,271 It didn't work so well last time, did it? 22 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:30,234 We can go sailing. 23 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:33,512 I was looking at Antigua. It's beautiful. 24 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:38,359 I wanna try for a baby again. 25 00:03:41,160 --> 00:03:42,799 I don't think that's a good idea. 26 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:44,950 Why not? 27 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,155 We tried. 28 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:53,037 You're not 35 anymore. 29 00:04:01,480 --> 00:04:02,630 - Zoe? - Yeah. 30 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:04,399 - Is Simon in Palestine? - No. 31 00:04:04,480 --> 00:04:06,756 Oh, for fuck's sake. The Telegraph are already there. 32 00:04:06,840 --> 00:04:08,280 We're gonna lose the scoop on Arafat. 33 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:10,555 Who else could go? 34 00:04:10,680 --> 00:04:11,830 Oh, shit. 35 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:16,069 Blue screen of death. 36 00:04:18,120 --> 00:04:19,315 Let me, um... 37 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:21,671 You just control, alt and then delete, 38 00:04:21,760 --> 00:04:24,798 and then you just hold it down for, like, three or four seconds. 39 00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:27,276 There you go. 40 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:30,351 Thanks. Are you new? 41 00:04:30,440 --> 00:04:32,671 Yeah, I am. I'm Kate Richardson. 42 00:04:32,760 --> 00:04:34,479 Just started on the foreign desk last week. 43 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:37,234 - Oh, great. Marie Colvin. - Yeah, I know who you are. 44 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:42,435 I'm your biggest fan. I'd love to pick your brain sometime. 45 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:43,556 Well... 46 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:46,752 My first word of advice 47 00:04:49,360 --> 00:04:52,273 is don't do anything he tries to get you to do. 48 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:53,589 Who? 49 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:57,475 Hey, Marie. I need you in Palestine, not Sri Lanka. 50 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:00,195 Sean, there is an unreported war there. 51 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:02,656 Yes, because journalists have been banned for more than six years. 52 00:05:02,680 --> 00:05:03,796 I can't let you go. 53 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:05,718 Thousands of starving children. 54 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:07,792 If the government catches you, they'll kill you. 55 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,799 Look, I have an interview with a Tamil rebel leader. 56 00:05:11,880 --> 00:05:13,394 Find someone else. 57 00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:15,436 Sri Lanka. 58 00:05:57,360 --> 00:06:01,274 The government refuses to let UN aid through their siege lines. 59 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:04,194 Well, the government's denying there's an embargo on the Vanni. 60 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:06,200 The government lies. 61 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:12,474 You have a reputation for speaking honestly, Miss Colvin. 62 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:15,376 People listen to you. 63 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:16,914 You must let the world know 64 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:20,471 the Tamil Tigers are willing for a political settlement. 65 00:06:21,280 --> 00:06:22,919 We only demand equal rights. 66 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:25,635 Look, that all goes back to British colonial rule. 67 00:06:26,320 --> 00:06:29,040 I can't fix that. Anyway, that's not why I'm here. 68 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:32,673 Then what will you write about? 69 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:37,635 Half of the people living here are starving, 70 00:06:37,720 --> 00:06:39,120 and the other half are sick. 71 00:06:39,960 --> 00:06:41,599 Sure, the government is blockading aid, 72 00:06:41,680 --> 00:06:45,390 but what little gets through is stolen by your own Tiger army. 73 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:48,518 There are people dying here and nobody knows it's happening. 74 00:07:20,240 --> 00:07:22,835 In war zones, parents go to bed at night 75 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:25,429 not knowing if their children will see the morning. 76 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:30,430 That is a measure of fear that I can never feel. 77 00:07:33,640 --> 00:07:35,518 But when you're covering a war, 78 00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:38,155 you have to go to places where you could be killed, 79 00:07:38,240 --> 00:07:40,516 or where others are being killed... 80 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:43,960 Go there. 81 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:50,830 ...and put one foot in front of the other, no matter how afraid you are, 82 00:07:50,920 --> 00:07:53,515 to make that suffering part of the record. 83 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:10,316 Is it safe? Is it safe to walk through? 84 00:08:10,440 --> 00:08:12,830 Only this way out. Only this side. 85 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:14,752 - Is this the only way out? - This way. 86 00:08:14,840 --> 00:08:15,840 Okay. 87 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:39,680 Marie, be careful. 88 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:45,310 Stay down. 89 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:46,754 I'm not armed! 90 00:08:47,480 --> 00:08:48,994 Journalist! American! 91 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:08,152 Get your hands off me. I can't see. 92 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:10,877 Where am I? I can't see. 93 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:14,256 - Get your hands off me. I can't see. - Calm down. It's okay. 94 00:09:14,280 --> 00:09:17,000 Where am I? Oh, my God. I can't see. 95 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:45,160 - You must rest, Miss Colvin. - I need my notebook. 96 00:09:51,960 --> 00:09:53,030 Conc... 97 00:09:54,720 --> 00:09:59,431 Conciliatory words do not come easy to Thamilselvan, 98 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:02,194 the second in command of the Tamil Tigers. 99 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:09,760 The walking stick he carries 100 00:10:09,840 --> 00:10:14,710 is a legacy of the three times he was shot in battle 101 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:18,840 since the beginning of the bloody war for independence. 102 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:00,917 David. Door. 103 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:02,150 I've got it. 104 00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:15,433 He's looking at me with such tenderness and concern 105 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:19,036 and I just can't stand it anymore, and he says, 106 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:21,271 "We can try to save the eye." 107 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:25,718 And I said, "Not until you turn off that fucking whale music." 108 00:11:30,960 --> 00:11:32,256 - Whoa, whoa! - Hey, babe, let me. 109 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:34,511 No, don't help me. Don't you dare fucking help me. 110 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:37,274 All right, this is our last bottle. Get it right. 111 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:39,955 The table has had more wine than I have. 112 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:44,200 Go on. Go on. 113 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:46,119 - Oh. - Oh. 114 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:50,000 Oh, here's one. 115 00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:54,074 "We Tamils are so proud of your brave foreign correspondent, Marie Colvin. 116 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:56,550 - Aw. - "We appreciate her visit to the Vanni area 117 00:11:56,640 --> 00:11:58,200 "to bring the news to the outside world, 118 00:11:58,320 --> 00:11:59,879 "and we wish her, 'Get well soon.'" 119 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:02,879 - Wow. - Sting and Trudie wish you well, too, 120 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:07,000 and they said there are lots of famous people who are blind in one eye. 121 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:08,236 Um, Sammy Davis Jr. 122 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:09,720 The bloke from Radiohead. 123 00:12:10,520 --> 00:12:12,280 - James Joyce. - Moshe Dayan. 124 00:12:12,360 --> 00:12:14,272 Moshe Dayan. 125 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:15,999 Oh! They all wore eye patches. 126 00:12:16,080 --> 00:12:17,958 Eye patch. What an amazing idea. 127 00:12:18,040 --> 00:12:20,077 That is the worst idea I've ever heard. 128 00:12:20,160 --> 00:12:22,231 - Babe. - I'm not a fucking pirate. 129 00:12:22,320 --> 00:12:23,436 You'd look great. 130 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:26,513 You would look so sexy. 131 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,795 - For me, my darling. - This is absolutely happening. 132 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:16,750 Here's Amy. 133 00:13:17,560 --> 00:13:22,032 You look great, Marie. You look amazing. 134 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:25,795 - So good to see you. - You, too. You, too. 135 00:13:26,440 --> 00:13:28,352 Congratulations. 136 00:13:28,440 --> 00:13:31,399 On behalf of the newspaper, a very large thank you. 137 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:36,272 - Hey. - Hi. 138 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:39,239 - Can I get you another drink? - No. Let me. 139 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:43,392 I will leave you two to talk shop. 140 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:45,193 Thank you. 141 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,795 - Don't stand there. I can't see you. - Oh, sorry. 142 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:49,754 - Is that better? - Yeah. 143 00:13:53,720 --> 00:13:56,554 - Was that the best you had? - Yeah. 144 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:02,678 - People are calling it stupid. - The picture? 145 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:04,280 No, you going in. 146 00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:06,872 Well, I think stupid is writing a column 147 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:08,832 about the dinner party you went to last night. 148 00:14:12,680 --> 00:14:15,120 The paper will do anything you want. You know that, don't you? 149 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:17,756 Anything? 150 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:22,720 Yeah, you were our best asset on the foreign desk. 151 00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:24,790 Were? 152 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:31,110 I'm not hanging up my flak jacket, Sean. 153 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:35,516 Good. Glad we got that cleared up. 154 00:14:49,680 --> 00:14:53,151 Ladies and gentlemen, our Foreign Correspondent of the Year, 155 00:14:53,240 --> 00:14:57,632 known for racking up the largest sat phone bill in Sunday Times history, 156 00:14:57,720 --> 00:15:00,394 our very own living legend, 157 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:03,435 Marie Colvin. 158 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:34,749 Do you ever have nightmares? 159 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:37,550 - What? - Nightmares. 160 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:38,915 From when you were in the field. 161 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:43,195 Yeah. 162 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:45,270 Bosnia. 163 00:15:47,120 --> 00:15:50,909 Serb soldiers posing with decapitated heads. 164 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:53,717 They seemed very pleased with themselves. 165 00:15:55,320 --> 00:15:57,073 Still have it sometimes. 166 00:15:58,400 --> 00:16:00,073 When were you gonna call her? 167 00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:04,556 Who? 168 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:06,520 The girl. 169 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:10,359 I'm guessing you got her number. 170 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:13,599 Thank you. Keep it. 171 00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:16,320 Yeah, yeah, okay, I got her number. 172 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:19,231 I was gonna call her tomorrow. 173 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:22,635 Or maybe the day after. Or maybe I wasn't. I don't know. 174 00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:24,256 That's the level of respect you have for me. 175 00:16:24,280 --> 00:16:27,830 Oh, come on, you are constantly leaving me for some faraway place. 176 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:30,799 Despite that, I've always been here for you. 177 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:34,118 - I never asked you to be. - You shouldn't have gone to Sri Lanka. 178 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:37,635 I told you to stop all this so long ago, 179 00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:40,110 and you are like a moth to a bloody flame. 180 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:42,155 I mean, look at you. 181 00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:45,031 You were so beautiful. 182 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:47,800 Well, fuck off. 183 00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,952 Go on. Fuck off, back to your novels. 184 00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:02,797 Hey, get your hands off me. Hands off. 185 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:32,116 Miss Mary. 186 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:34,480 Mourad. 187 00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:36,674 Oh. 188 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:41,949 - You came in the potato truck! - I came in the potato truck. 189 00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:45,880 - Nice. Nice eye patch. - Oh, thank you, Mourad. 190 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:47,000 And how are you? 191 00:18:47,120 --> 00:18:49,680 Ah, I made it to lunchtime in one piece, so I'm thankful. 192 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:52,714 Shit. You know, we're gonna be late. 193 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:56,350 I wanna pick something up in the Green Zone before we go to Fallujah. 194 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:57,476 Okay. Yalla. Yalla. 195 00:19:03,160 --> 00:19:05,231 So good to see you, Miss Mary. 196 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:06,879 Am I glad to see you. 197 00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,469 While here, 198 00:19:31,560 --> 00:19:35,520 you are considered guests of the Coalition Provisional Authority. 199 00:19:36,480 --> 00:19:41,077 Refusal to cooperate with the rules as we've outlined 200 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:42,350 for embedded reporters 201 00:19:42,440 --> 00:19:46,150 will result in an immediate revocation of press privileges. 202 00:19:46,640 --> 00:19:51,192 You must remain with that unit for the entire duration of the assignment. 203 00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:52,919 God, we used to go wherever we wanted. 204 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,150 Hey, Norm. 205 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:57,071 It's like they're drugging the fucking journalists. 206 00:19:57,160 --> 00:19:59,038 - Yeah. - You will be disembedded. 207 00:19:59,560 --> 00:20:03,270 - How you holding up? - I still can't measure distances. 208 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,396 Who knew your left eye was so important? 209 00:20:07,840 --> 00:20:10,912 - When was the last time you slept? - Ah, I don't sleep. 210 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,229 Where you headed? 211 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:14,913 God, you gotta be more subtle than that. 212 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,720 Oh, come on. After everything I did for you in East Timor? 213 00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:19,656 - What have you got? - East Timor? Sure, I remember you. 214 00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:21,876 Riding off into the sunset with the UN. 215 00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:23,599 At least I saved you a seat. 216 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:25,239 - You were in East Timor? - Yeah. 217 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:27,039 Back when you were still in college. 218 00:20:27,160 --> 00:20:29,197 Ah. Never went to college. 219 00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:32,159 Oh, God. I'm fucking done after this. 220 00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:34,516 Oh, Norm, you wouldn't know what else to do. 221 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:37,354 And you couldn't live with the fear of missing out. 222 00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:41,269 All right, let's have television media head this way, 223 00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:43,875 print media, back of the hangar. 224 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,278 Well, welcome back. Hey, we missed you. 225 00:20:46,360 --> 00:20:47,874 See you at the Hamra, Norm. 226 00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:50,077 - Save me a seat at the bar. - You bet. 227 00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:54,115 I'm not getting angry. 228 00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:55,520 You're not letting me do my job. 229 00:20:57,800 --> 00:20:59,029 What's your name? 230 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:01,519 - Paul. - I'm Marie. 231 00:21:01,920 --> 00:21:04,355 - I know. - So, you're freelance? 232 00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:05,954 - Always. - Any good? 233 00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:08,276 The best. 234 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:12,320 - Come on. - What, now? 235 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:14,754 I need a photographer. 236 00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:16,957 I've never found one I like. Let's see how you do. 237 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:18,793 - Now? - Yeah. 238 00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:21,913 You don't think I subscribe to all that bullshit, do you? 239 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:25,077 - Where are we going? - Fallujah. 240 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:29,950 - We can't just drive to Fallujah. - Why not? 241 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:32,991 - 'Cause we'll be targeted. - Are you scared? 242 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:37,314 - No. - Good. 243 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:44,712 Feras says he personally drove 244 00:21:44,800 --> 00:21:47,918 a truck full of bodies to a desert camp overlooking Lake Habbaniyah. 245 00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:49,256 Now, listen to me. Listen, Marie... 246 00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:52,432 Six hundred people killed by Saddam in 1991, 247 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,672 buried in trenches 60 miles west of Baghdad. 248 00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,678 We won't get to it if we're behind the American advance. 249 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:02,111 - It's not an option. - Well, no. 250 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:04,795 - We're going to Fallujah. - It's too dangerous. 251 00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:06,314 Everywhere's too dangerous. 252 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,711 What about the Ramadi story, Saddam's men working with Al-Qaeda? 253 00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:13,555 There's no source on that yet, but trust me on the mass grave. 254 00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:16,271 People have been searching for this for years. 255 00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:18,352 Okay, well, then, I need you to find bodies. 256 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:19,880 I'll call you when I do. 257 00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:21,996 Fuck. 258 00:22:33,120 --> 00:22:34,270 Miss Mary. 259 00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:37,029 They're not American. 260 00:22:37,120 --> 00:22:39,840 They're either Saddam's police or his militia. 261 00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:41,758 They're not gonna want us here either way. 262 00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:59,680 He wants to know who you are. 263 00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,672 Sir, we're aid workers. 264 00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:08,594 We're here to help the doctors in Lake Habbaniyah. 265 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,999 See? I'm a nurse. This says "health." 266 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:21,080 "Health." 267 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:42,030 Fuck me. 268 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:44,715 Was that your gym card? 269 00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:51,199 All right. Here we go. 270 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:55,680 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 271 00:24:23,120 --> 00:24:25,296 He wants to know where your medical equipment is. 272 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:26,800 Tell him it's gone ahead. 273 00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:58,594 Turn around. Turn around. 274 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:15,435 What's he saying? 275 00:25:17,360 --> 00:25:19,591 He said we don't need doctors where we're going. 276 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:30,314 Yalla. 277 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:34,996 Shall we go? 278 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,790 Fuck. 279 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:44,989 Jesus Christ. 280 00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:00,756 Your fucking gym card. 281 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:02,354 You burned me with your cigarette. 282 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,113 I'm sorry. Fuck me. 283 00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:12,270 What's he saying? 284 00:26:12,360 --> 00:26:14,272 He's just apologizing for being late. 285 00:26:14,360 --> 00:26:17,910 - No problem. No problem. - Thank you for coming. 286 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:21,437 I wanna start over there. Is that okay? 287 00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:16,479 What if you don't find anything? 288 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,953 And I want to know the stories of individual people. 289 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:47,033 I want to tell their stories. Can she tell me about her father? 290 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:05,160 Don't fucking touch me. 291 00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:07,416 Paul, he wants the camera and wants you to stop. 292 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:08,440 No. 293 00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,096 There are hundreds of people buried here. 294 00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:12,560 Miss Mary, they're going to arrest us if we don't stop. 295 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,673 Ask him whose side he's on. 296 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:19,920 Tell me in Arabic. I'll tell him. 297 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:33,074 Have some respect. Have some respect. 298 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,480 Allahu akbar. 299 00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:40,874 ...allied forces targeted key locations in Baghdad, 300 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,599 the northern Mosul area 301 00:30:42,680 --> 00:30:45,798 as well as southern Iraq, near the Iraq-Kuwait border. 302 00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,919 US officials have told us that Saddam Hussein 303 00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,152 and some of his highest-ranking officials are among the targets... 304 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:04,359 - Paul, are you okay? - I can't stop thinking about it. 305 00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:10,760 Get another drink. 306 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,231 - You want one? - Not when I'm working. 307 00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:19,559 Are we selling a phony war? 308 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,680 Paul, what we saw, was it phony? 309 00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:28,640 No. 310 00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:32,271 "War is not so terrible for governments. 311 00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:37,200 "For they are not wounded or killed like ordinary people." 312 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,736 While on patrol today with the Seventh Brigade, 313 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:45,720 we encountered fierce enemy fire from insurgents on the outskirts of Baghdad. 314 00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,635 Meanwhile, it seems as though we hit very strategic... 315 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,195 But she's calling US forces "we." 316 00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:53,759 - Don't worry about it. - Why not? 317 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,314 Because it doesn't matter. 318 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,433 It doesn't matter what type of plane just bombed a village. 319 00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:02,276 What is important is the human cost of the act. 320 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:05,194 People connect with people, 321 00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:08,114 so you find their stories, tell their stories, 322 00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:09,634 forget about the other stuff. 323 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,074 You mean close your eyes? 324 00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,136 - She's already got one eye closed. - It's not funny. 325 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,674 Thanks. 326 00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:18,520 Look, this is the rough draft of history. 327 00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:22,116 You have to find the truth of it. 328 00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,317 If you lose that, you're not helping anybody here. 329 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:28,189 You're just making yourself feel better. 330 00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:39,034 I'm going to bed. 331 00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:40,349 Right. Night, Kate. 332 00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:43,790 Sleep tight. 333 00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:45,830 Fuck off. 334 00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:51,630 Oh, fuck. 335 00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:54,989 Paul, do you know how to recover a file? 336 00:32:57,480 --> 00:32:58,755 Give it over. 337 00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:07,314 I don't know why I bother. 338 00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,312 I should just go back to dictation. 339 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,989 - This is weird. - What? 340 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:25,550 I've always looked up to you, and now here I am, 341 00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:27,871 saving your work from your own folly. 342 00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:33,674 Have you saved my work? 343 00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:34,796 Wait. 344 00:33:36,280 --> 00:33:37,873 I'm not good under pressure. 345 00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,316 - Ta-da. - You're a bloody genius. 346 00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:01,680 Night, Marie. 347 00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,200 Night. 348 00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:48,674 Bones and decomposed robes emerged amid the dirt of the machine's jaws. 349 00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:53,478 A small pelvis that was unearthed 350 00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:57,110 appeared to have been that of a young teenager. 351 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,193 Limbs severed, dirt and rock and flesh torn alike. 352 00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:36,713 The knowledge of the fragility of the human body never leaves you 353 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:38,029 once you've seen... 354 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,315 Once you've seen 355 00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:51,679 how easily flesh can be rent by hot bits of metal. 356 00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:06,000 Once you've seen... 357 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:20,910 Fuck. 358 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:47,597 Hey. It's Marie. Leave a message if you want. 359 00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,194 Although I never actually check this. 360 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,952 It's just as well, to be honest. 361 00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,594 I'm up to my neck in politics 362 00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,672 and we need to report on the recovery of the euro. 363 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:01,911 Forget it. Go with the mass grave. 364 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,720 Have you actually spoken to her since she got back from Baghdad? 365 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:05,800 Of course I have. 366 00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:13,354 It's pretty grim for a Sunday front page. 367 00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:16,959 Yeah. Is it provocative? Yes. 368 00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:18,997 Will it make people choke on their cornflakes 369 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,436 when they're reading about these poor sods? Yes. 370 00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,718 We're onto a bloody winner. Fuck the bloody euro. 371 00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:33,111 Listen, I don't think I can come and see you all this weekend. 372 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:34,656 Oh, I really want you to see Chloe. 373 00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:36,273 She's almost started walking. 374 00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,198 And I just saw that girl again. 375 00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:41,910 Who? 376 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:48,279 That child's lifeless body. I can't get it out of my head. 377 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,599 - I can't get her out of my head, Rita. - Which child, Marie? Marie? 378 00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:55,115 The girl who's always on my bed. 379 00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,639 Oh, go on, fuck off. Go on, fuck off. 380 00:38:12,720 --> 00:38:13,720 God. Okay. 381 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,520 Just tell Sean to stop fucking calling me. 382 00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:18,956 - I wanna be alone. - Right, okay. 383 00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:20,076 Done. 384 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,237 Marie, can we talk now, please? 385 00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:24,919 If you hold the sheet steady. 386 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,072 You have been avoiding this conversation for months. 387 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,792 Do you think you might have, you know, 388 00:38:32,720 --> 00:38:34,393 post-traumatic stress disorder? 389 00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:36,276 No. 390 00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:41,398 PTSD is what soldiers get. 391 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:44,136 Come on, we both know you can get it from just witnessing a car accident. 392 00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,231 I think you need to talk to someone. 393 00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,558 - I'm not crazy, Rita. - I'm not saying you're crazy. 394 00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,656 Sean doesn't have the balls to stand up to you, 395 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:56,559 or he doesn't want to because you're his prize pig, but... 396 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:00,239 You're not well. 397 00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:02,959 We just want you to get help. 398 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:14,680 Thanks for letting me come and visit. 399 00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:26,279 If you're not fucking crazy when you come into a place like this, 400 00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:27,840 you definitely will be if you get out. 401 00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,355 So is this where you grew up? 402 00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:36,356 Huh. 403 00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:39,000 Yeah, that's the north shore of Long Island. 404 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,230 Oyster Bay. 405 00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:43,109 Not the ritzy part. 406 00:39:44,720 --> 00:39:47,076 Who's this? Your boyfriend? 407 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:50,232 No, that's creepy. That's my dad. 408 00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,150 Oh. 409 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:54,796 Sorry. 410 00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:04,958 Marie, when bad shit happens, your brain goes into shock. 411 00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:10,640 It... It locks the trauma in the same place you process emotions, 412 00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:13,798 which isn't where memories are meant to live. 413 00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:18,311 That's why it feels so present. 414 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,590 Is that why you left the army? 415 00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:24,592 No. I was court-martialed. 416 00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:28,155 Planted some hashish in my locker to get out. 417 00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,917 How long did it take you to get better? 418 00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,314 A long bloody time. 419 00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,477 Marie, you've seen more war than most soldiers. 420 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:54,032 You have to take it seriously. 421 00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:01,680 You want psychobabble? 422 00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:05,199 Right, I'll give it to you. I... 423 00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,199 I really looked up to my father. 424 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:11,714 I was tormented when he died 425 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,919 because he never understood the fact that I might have opinions of my own. 426 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,553 I love my mother, but I struggle with her 427 00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:24,238 because I can never be the suburban housewife in the safe fucking life. 428 00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:28,119 I diet fiercely because I don't wanna get fat, 429 00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:31,238 but I also have seen so many people in the world go hungry, 430 00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:33,915 so I... I like to eat. 431 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:36,830 I, um... 432 00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:44,156 I wanna be a mom, like my sister, but I've had two miscarriages 433 00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:47,074 and I have to accept the fact that I might never be that. 434 00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:56,759 I fear growing old. 435 00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:02,152 But then I also fear dying young. 436 00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,320 I'm most happy with a vodka martini in my hand, 437 00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:15,595 but I can't 438 00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,710 stand the fact that the chatter in my head won't go quiet 439 00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,277 until there's a quart of vodka inside me. 440 00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:35,552 I hate being in a war zone. 441 00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:41,479 But I also feel compelled, 442 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,240 compelled to see it for myself. 443 00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:51,200 Because you're addicted to it. 444 00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:31,109 You're all right. 445 00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:35,276 Hey. 446 00:43:41,800 --> 00:43:42,800 Hey. 447 00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:47,075 You're all right. 448 00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,517 Sorry. 449 00:43:58,600 --> 00:43:59,920 It's all right. 450 00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,360 It's allowed. 451 00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,790 Who did you say my father looked like? 452 00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:25,075 Aww. 453 00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,833 - What do you think? - Suits you. 454 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:44,197 Yeah, well, black seemed so grim suddenly. 455 00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,631 Do you, um... Do you need some more flowers? 456 00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:51,433 Thank you. That's very sweet of you. 457 00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:57,757 Iraq, Afghanistan, Blair, Bush. 458 00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,553 Now, we're struggling to cover it all. 459 00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:03,349 - Thank you. - Thank you for what? 460 00:45:04,240 --> 00:45:05,674 For trying to flatter me. 461 00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,041 I didn't come here to flatter you. I came here to see how you're doing. 462 00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:12,520 And to, um... 463 00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,073 You can speak freely. 464 00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:21,196 Paul and I became quite close in Iraq. 465 00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:29,558 Can you give us a moment, please, Paul? 466 00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:34,036 Sure. 467 00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:47,520 Are you okay? 468 00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:52,716 Mmm. 469 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,680 We miss you, Marie. 470 00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,596 You have a God-given talent to make people stop and care. 471 00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:13,035 Where do you see yourself in 10 years, Sean? 472 00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:16,999 Haven't really thought about it. 473 00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:18,992 Don't be English. Be honest. 474 00:46:20,680 --> 00:46:22,696 Well, in that case, I wanna be the most highly regarded, 475 00:46:22,720 --> 00:46:25,519 well-respected, award-winning editor Fleet Street's ever seen. 476 00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,318 Then get me back in the field. 477 00:46:29,240 --> 00:46:30,435 I can't do that. 478 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:36,274 And you're not ready, are you? 479 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,200 Well, then, maybe I just have to find a shrink in here 480 00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:42,112 who'll testify to my sanity. 481 00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:46,237 Well, you got Yasser Arafat to give you his life story, so... 482 00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,032 Look, I've got a lunch, but... 483 00:46:54,240 --> 00:46:57,074 Don't worry, your position on the foreign team isn't going anywhere. 484 00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:06,790 - Doesn't look good. - Oh, my God. Oh, no. 485 00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:12,997 What is it? IED? 486 00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:15,152 Yeah, must be. 487 00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:21,273 - Is that Norm? - Yeah. 488 00:48:48,240 --> 00:48:50,197 Is someone helping this little boy? 489 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:52,680 - Guys, can we get a medic? - I'll take care of him. 490 00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:57,754 You'll be okay, all right? 491 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:05,072 War is the quiet bravery of civilians 492 00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:07,755 who will endure far more than I ever will, 493 00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,390 of those asked to fight and those who are just trying to survive. 494 00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:20,353 Mothers, fathers, sons and daughters, 495 00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,074 traumatized families, 496 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,435 bereft and inconsolable. 497 00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:44,275 Checkpoint outside Lashkargah's been hit. 498 00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:48,474 Taliban's opened fire on civilians. It seems risky. 499 00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:51,439 That's nowhere near where we're supposed to be going. 500 00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:52,590 What shall we do? 501 00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:56,950 We have to go. 502 00:49:58,200 --> 00:50:00,999 Norm. Hey, Norm. 503 00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:07,239 If I ditch the babysitters, you got room for two? 504 00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:10,240 Sure. 505 00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:22,393 In covering war, can we really make a difference? 506 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:31,311 The real difficulty is having enough faith in humanity 507 00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:34,835 to believe that enough people will care 508 00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:36,991 when your story finally reaches them. 509 00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:49,190 Oh, Danny boy 510 00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:53,354 The pipes, the pipes are calling 511 00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:59,991 From glen to glen and down the mountain side 512 00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:02,877 Oh, Danny boy 513 00:51:02,960 --> 00:51:08,957 Oh, Danny boy I love you so 514 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:18,960 Beautiful. Fantastic. 515 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:22,033 Please pick a sadder song next time. 516 00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,315 Fuck. 517 00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:25,799 Ladies and gentlemen, 518 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,920 I would like to thank you for braving the cold 519 00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:35,075 and joining us for our fourth annual "End-Of-Dry-January" party. 520 00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:39,556 Four Decembers ago, an associate and I, after a very good year, 521 00:51:39,640 --> 00:51:42,712 decided to take our best shipping client, 522 00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,156 uh, for a celebratory dinner in Milan. 523 00:51:45,240 --> 00:51:48,836 After much booze and, um, other substances, 524 00:51:50,240 --> 00:51:52,630 I have no fucking idea what happened. 525 00:51:52,720 --> 00:51:57,556 Anyway, I decided that it was best to pump the old brakes in January. 526 00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:59,597 I'm very glad to have you here 527 00:51:59,720 --> 00:52:01,757 to celebrate the end of that wretched month 528 00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:03,877 and to being alive. 529 00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:04,996 Being alive! 530 00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:08,400 Cheers. 531 00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:10,159 Being alive! Being alive! 532 00:52:10,240 --> 00:52:13,870 Hey, Rita. Rita. Don't go. It's still early. 533 00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:18,034 Darling, it's 2:00 a.m. I have to be up early to make breakfast for Chloe. 534 00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:21,272 Well, stay and then I'll come with you. 535 00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:24,592 - Not like that, you won't. - What's that supposed to mean? 536 00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:26,194 We're not having vodka for breakfast. 537 00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,590 No, I'm fine. Everything's fine. 538 00:52:28,680 --> 00:52:30,558 When did you get so crusty? 539 00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:33,073 When did you become an alcoholic? 540 00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:37,196 Well, I've been drinking since I was 15, so it's been a while. 541 00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,075 What do you hear when the music stops? 542 00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:46,399 I don't hear anything at all. 543 00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:57,193 Shit. 544 00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:01,474 My minicab's here. 545 00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:05,751 Look, I'm sorry. I'm tired. 546 00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:09,235 Why don't you skip all this, come back to mine for a cup of tea? 547 00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:11,835 No. You give your little angel a kiss in the morning 548 00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:13,479 from Aunt Marie, the pirate. 549 00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:18,350 Take care out there on the high seas, all right? 550 00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:21,795 Bye-bye. 551 00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:24,315 Love you. 552 00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,154 - Hi. - Hi. 553 00:53:42,200 --> 00:53:44,396 - Thanks for having us over. - My pleasure. 554 00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:46,312 - Marie. - Tony. 555 00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:47,920 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 556 00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:49,633 - Can I bum one of those? - Certainly. 557 00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,079 Where'd you get that eye patch, Marie? 558 00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:56,992 Uh, Treasure Island. 559 00:53:57,080 --> 00:53:58,080 Really? 560 00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:01,789 I heard... 561 00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,031 I heard you got it in Sri Lanka. 562 00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:07,031 - You did? - Which is hard to say sometimes. 563 00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,029 I asked Amy. 564 00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:14,960 And you, uh... 565 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:18,511 You background-check all of your potential one-night stands? 566 00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,039 I don't have one-night stands. 567 00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:25,433 - Oh. - I don't. No, I don't, I don't. 568 00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:27,637 I have sexual adventures. 569 00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,400 One-night stands, no. 570 00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:33,438 I always end up with psychos. 571 00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:37,480 Perfect. 572 00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:06,590 How do you take it? 573 00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:09,439 - Black. - Mmm-hmm. 574 00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:13,154 Mmm. 575 00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:23,991 - You work in the city? - Yeah. 576 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,631 Sometimes. But I travel a lot, so... 577 00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:33,352 Your apartment looks like Patrick Bateman's London nightmare. 578 00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:34,960 Thank you. 579 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:38,511 And you look like a cleric I met in Tehran. 580 00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:39,795 Oh, yeah. 581 00:55:41,880 --> 00:55:43,599 I just had to dry my hair. 582 00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:45,520 That one. 583 00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:48,976 Is that who you were shouting at last night? 584 00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:50,256 What do you mean, shouting about? 585 00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:51,873 I think you were having a nightmare. 586 00:55:51,960 --> 00:55:52,996 I wasn't. 587 00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,791 - I don't have nightmares. - Okay. 588 00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:00,480 Look... 589 00:56:03,240 --> 00:56:06,472 I'm a single father who was a really shitty husband, 590 00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:08,950 and when I'm not working hard, I just like to... 591 00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:10,760 - Live hard. - Yeah. 592 00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:16,232 I had a great time with you last night and I would like to see you again. 593 00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:30,593 As the Arab Spring continues to sweep across the Middle East and North Africa, 594 00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:33,673 it is intensifying in Libya, where thousands of Libyans 595 00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,956 took to the streets to voice their discontent 596 00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:38,549 over their leader, Muammar Gaddafi. 597 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,991 According to witnesses, dozens of civilians have been killed 598 00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:46,472 in protests that have erupted in multiple cities across the country. 599 00:56:46,560 --> 00:56:47,914 - Sean. - Yes. 600 00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,959 Rebels are mobilizing across Libya. Gaddafi's still not budging. 601 00:56:51,040 --> 00:56:53,157 - Okay. Did Kate make it in? - I'm checking. 602 00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:57,314 Simon's in, too, and so is Marie, last I heard. 603 00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:58,595 Last you heard? 604 00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:14,669 The officers raped the girls first, even had music playing. 605 00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:27,480 They called me down and they ordered me to rape a girl. 606 00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,594 She didn't move much when I raped her. 607 00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:37,037 She said in a low voice, 608 00:57:37,120 --> 00:57:39,874 "There is Allah. He is watching you." 609 00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:47,311 I said, "Gaddafi is Allah." 610 00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:50,031 He said, "Gaddafi is Allah"? 611 00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,759 Where are you taking us, Abdallah? 612 00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:11,634 To find the other soldiers who raped the girls in Tawergha. 613 00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:15,436 - How many girls? - I don't know. 614 00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:17,159 I know. Abdallah, come on. 615 00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:18,696 I need to know what we're dealing with here. 616 00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:20,632 I can't be sure. Maybe a thousand. Maybe more. 617 00:58:20,720 --> 00:58:21,995 One thousand? 618 00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:24,392 Gaddafi's punishment for the uprising. 619 00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:29,796 Allahu akbar! 620 00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:56,836 I feel that we've failed if we don't face what war does, 621 00:58:57,800 --> 00:59:01,077 if we don't face the human horrors 622 00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:02,833 and tell people what really happens 623 00:59:02,920 --> 00:59:05,515 when all sides try to obscure the truth. 624 00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:06,600 Stay down. 625 00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:10,149 Go on. 626 00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:25,474 - Come on, let's go. - No, wait! 627 00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:34,280 Down, down. Come on, come on. 628 00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:43,599 Please listen to me next time. 629 00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:48,591 Fucking listen to me. Listen to me. 630 00:59:48,680 --> 00:59:52,720 I spoke to the rebel leader. He said the rebels are pushing west. 631 00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:55,216 - They're pincering Gaddafi's forces. - Marie... 632 00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,709 No, we're turning up war crimes, Sean. 633 01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:01,879 You fucking sent Kate in here, too? 634 01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:03,474 There's a lot to cover in Libya. 635 01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:05,656 You're worried I can't deliver you a front-page splash? 636 01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:07,736 I'm not having this conversation with you. Did you get my text? 637 01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:08,760 The next thing I know, 638 01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:11,435 you'll be putting me in the fucking gardening section. 639 01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:12,776 - Don't tempt me. - Marie. 640 01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:14,519 Rémi? What happened? 641 01:00:14,600 --> 01:00:17,035 - RPG attack. - RPG attack? 642 01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,951 - Did you get my text? - Your text? What? 643 01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:17,756 Marie? 644 01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:22,114 Marie? 645 01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:28,990 Marie? 646 01:02:43,440 --> 01:02:44,556 Marie? 647 01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:10,672 Why don't we go back inside, eh? 648 01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:20,116 Paul, it's all gone quiet up here. 649 01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:30,873 It's all gone quiet. 650 01:03:35,120 --> 01:03:36,759 Come on. 651 01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:38,872 Stop fucking around. 652 01:03:59,680 --> 01:04:00,909 Marie? 653 01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:04,760 - There. - Mmm. 654 01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:16,354 You scared the shit out of me. 655 01:04:16,440 --> 01:04:19,353 I would call you a pussy, but pussies are tough as shit. 656 01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:28,154 In East Timor, Norm made me this T-shirt. 657 01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:31,199 It said, "Don't shoot me. I'm a war reporter." 658 01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:34,915 He was always first in, last out. 659 01:04:37,600 --> 01:04:39,239 He was invincible. 660 01:04:41,040 --> 01:04:43,256 There are old journalists and there are bold journalists. 661 01:04:43,280 --> 01:04:45,715 There are no old and bold journalists. 662 01:04:45,960 --> 01:04:47,519 You said that. 663 01:04:49,160 --> 01:04:51,629 He had a red line and he crossed it. 664 01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:53,040 Norm knew what he was doing. 665 01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:56,599 Mmm, yeah, I guess he did. 666 01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:01,193 Can I have a cigarette, please? 667 01:05:02,120 --> 01:05:03,554 Fucking hell. 668 01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:19,994 I gotta get cleaned up. I gotta go. 669 01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:21,120 Where? 670 01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:24,238 Faruq got me face time with an old acquaintance. 671 01:05:24,720 --> 01:05:26,439 - Now? - Yeah. 672 01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,113 Well, in two hours. 673 01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:32,232 Can I ask you a personal question? 674 01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:34,992 There are no personal questions. 675 01:05:37,760 --> 01:05:40,229 What's with the fancy bra? 676 01:05:40,560 --> 01:05:42,313 You're calling this a bra? 677 01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:45,478 This is not a bra. This is La Perla. 678 01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:48,718 I mean, if anyone's gonna pull my corpse from a trench, 679 01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:51,912 I want them to be impressed. 680 01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:54,879 Right. The tough war correspondent. 681 01:06:01,560 --> 01:06:02,914 Jesus Christ. 682 01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:08,638 You okay? 683 01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:35,032 - Mary. - Colonel. 684 01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:43,000 You remember the first time you came to interview me? 685 01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:46,471 I do. You tried to take my blood. 686 01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:48,750 You were very pale. 687 01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:51,674 I was young and naïve, and you scared the shit out of me. 688 01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:04,072 Today's presidents who say I should leave, 689 01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:08,237 I tell them, 690 01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:12,480 "You might finish your time, but you will retire. 691 01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:17,238 "But I will still be leader of the revolution." 692 01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:21,432 What about the Libyan people, persecuted, tortured, murdered? 693 01:07:23,280 --> 01:07:25,511 Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda. 694 01:07:25,640 --> 01:07:28,136 They drug the Libyan youth to make them rise up against me. 695 01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:31,278 So you're prepared to sink your country into civil war. 696 01:07:31,440 --> 01:07:32,794 Thousands will be killed. 697 01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:37,272 The superpowers don't consider you strategically important enough 698 01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:38,919 to care about you. 699 01:07:39,040 --> 01:07:40,360 All you have is oil. 700 01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:42,278 Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda. Not my people. 701 01:07:42,360 --> 01:07:44,875 So you finance bloodshed to be noticed. 702 01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:47,834 You funded the IRA, the Shining Path in Peru, 703 01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:49,479 Sword of Islam in the Philippines. 704 01:07:49,760 --> 01:07:52,434 - All to gain international recognition... - Al-Qaeda, Al-Qaeda. 705 01:07:52,520 --> 01:07:53,920 ...that will never come. 706 01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:56,838 The only people who did believe in you 707 01:07:56,920 --> 01:07:58,718 wound up at the wrong end of your rockets. 708 01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:04,716 Was it really Al-Qaeda who brainwashed Libyans? 709 01:08:04,840 --> 01:08:06,832 Or was it you? 710 01:08:17,840 --> 01:08:20,196 Of all the women in the world, 711 01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:23,475 I like spending time with you most. 712 01:08:25,720 --> 01:08:27,677 More than Condi Rice. 713 01:08:29,680 --> 01:08:33,276 Even though she's a strong woman of African origin. 714 01:09:14,840 --> 01:09:17,275 He called his enemies rats. 715 01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:20,789 He targeted women and children. 716 01:09:22,080 --> 01:09:24,311 Yet it was Colonel Muammar Gaddafi 717 01:09:24,400 --> 01:09:26,232 who was cornered in a sewer pipe. 718 01:09:29,680 --> 01:09:32,718 Having never fought a war until now, 719 01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:36,999 his cruel dictatorship ended in ignominy and death. 720 01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:41,197 A big-game trophy 721 01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:43,953 brought down in the wild. 722 01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:29,594 Marie. 723 01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:06,358 - Zoe. Is she in there? - Yeah. 724 01:13:07,600 --> 01:13:11,116 Hey. Sorry, sorry. It's been bloody murder today. 725 01:13:11,760 --> 01:13:12,830 Shall we go? 726 01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:16,438 I am starving. 727 01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:19,433 - Where do you fancy? - Anywhere. 728 01:13:22,240 --> 01:13:24,391 You've been very quiet recently. 729 01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:26,394 What's that supposed to mean? 730 01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,478 Your last story was in October. 731 01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:31,277 My knees aren't what they used to be. 732 01:13:34,160 --> 01:13:35,799 Have you fallen in love again? 733 01:13:36,320 --> 01:13:39,631 Tony. We're going sailing in Antigua. 734 01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:40,870 That's wonderful. 735 01:13:41,320 --> 01:13:43,471 But you're up there with bloody Martha Gellhorn. 736 01:13:43,560 --> 01:13:44,880 Everyone's holding their breath 737 01:13:44,960 --> 01:13:46,838 for how you're gonna follow up Libya. 738 01:13:48,000 --> 01:13:50,071 Sean, I have nightmares every night. 739 01:13:50,200 --> 01:13:52,795 - I can only imagine. - I'm running, trying to get to this house. 740 01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:55,469 It used to be a nice house, but it's gone now. 741 01:13:55,560 --> 01:13:58,553 All that's left now is mutilated bodies and rubble. 742 01:13:58,680 --> 01:14:01,070 - Marie... - Are you completely gutless? 743 01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:05,638 Are you drunk? 744 01:14:07,640 --> 01:14:09,472 No, I'm not drunk. 745 01:14:16,960 --> 01:14:20,032 How does it feel to be the person pushing us all around the world 746 01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:22,760 for that piece of tin to put on your fucking shelf? 747 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:26,950 - You can't smoke in here. - Fuck off. 748 01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:36,754 You knew I had Libya covered and you still tried to fuck me. 749 01:14:36,880 --> 01:14:38,951 You sent Kate in as insurance, didn't you? 750 01:14:39,040 --> 01:14:41,236 'Cause you didn't trust me to do my fucking job. 751 01:14:41,360 --> 01:14:43,477 What do you want me to say? 752 01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:45,876 That you were wrong and you're sorry. 753 01:14:48,600 --> 01:14:52,116 I was wrong and I'm sorry. Can you put the cigarette out, please? 754 01:14:55,880 --> 01:14:57,394 I'm finished. 755 01:15:11,360 --> 01:15:13,875 Why am I always the fucking bad guy? 756 01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:17,471 I had to cover myself in Libya because you are totally unpredictable. 757 01:15:17,600 --> 01:15:19,637 God knows everybody loves you, Marie, 758 01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:22,400 but you are a pain in the fucking arse. 759 01:15:22,520 --> 01:15:24,512 - David Blundy. - Who? 760 01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:26,319 - David Blundy. - What about him? 761 01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:28,471 He left for The Telegraph before you joined. 762 01:15:28,560 --> 01:15:30,119 - I took his job. - What is your point? 763 01:15:30,240 --> 01:15:32,960 And then he was killed two years later in San Salvador. 764 01:15:33,080 --> 01:15:36,198 João Silva lost both legs at the knee in Kandahar 765 01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:37,919 while working for the New York Times. 766 01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:39,753 I was with him in Afghanistan. 767 01:15:39,960 --> 01:15:42,350 - Safa Abu Seif. - Who did he work for? 768 01:15:42,440 --> 01:15:45,319 She was a 12-year-old Palestinian girl 769 01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:48,514 killed by a stray bullet that pierced her heart. 770 01:15:48,640 --> 01:15:53,112 I watched her parents hold her as she bled out. 771 01:15:53,600 --> 01:15:55,990 She was wearing pearl earrings. 772 01:15:56,120 --> 01:15:58,840 She probably thought she looked pretty that day. 773 01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:01,070 I see it, 774 01:16:02,240 --> 01:16:03,754 so you don't have to. 775 01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:05,360 How about the gardening section, Marie? 776 01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:07,113 Would that make you happy? 777 01:16:07,520 --> 01:16:09,318 One word to Watkins and you're there. 778 01:16:09,400 --> 01:16:10,914 Is that what they all died for? 779 01:16:12,040 --> 01:16:14,680 - I don't know what they died for. - Yes, you do. 780 01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:16,797 You see it so that we don't have to, yes, 781 01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:20,755 but also because you couldn't imagine a world in which you didn't. 782 01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:24,753 No one in their right mind would do what you do, Marie. 783 01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:28,672 But if you lose your conviction, 784 01:16:28,800 --> 01:16:30,792 then what hope do the rest of us have? 785 01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:18,514 Maybe I would have liked a more normal life. 786 01:17:20,520 --> 01:17:22,512 Maybe I just don't know how. 787 01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:28,874 Or maybe this is where I feel most comfortable. 788 01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:35,113 Fucking hell. 789 01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:59,231 Paul, what the fuck are they singing? 790 01:17:59,400 --> 01:18:01,392 I think they're celebrating our arrival. 791 01:18:21,240 --> 01:18:23,550 Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar! 792 01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:57,152 Allahu Akbar! 793 01:19:48,240 --> 01:19:49,993 Jesus Christ, Marie. 794 01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,194 Fuck. Way worse than I thought. 795 01:19:57,800 --> 01:19:59,200 Here. 796 01:20:15,680 --> 01:20:17,592 Wh... Where's Abu Zaida? 797 01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:26,591 Abu Zaida, Marie Colvin, Sunday Times. 798 01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:31,920 One of the FSA fighters told me he'd counted 47 explosions a minute. 799 01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:33,856 Shelling starts at 6:30 every morning. 800 01:20:33,880 --> 01:20:35,234 They start with one location, 801 01:20:35,440 --> 01:20:37,560 they sweep the neighborhood with everything they have, 802 01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:39,519 mortars, artillery, missiles. 803 01:20:39,600 --> 01:20:41,671 - Right. I heard 5,000 troops. - Hell. 804 01:20:41,760 --> 01:20:43,717 4th Armored Division led by Assad's brother. 805 01:20:43,960 --> 01:20:46,429 - How many civilians? - 28,000 trapped. 806 01:20:46,720 --> 01:20:49,394 - Mostly women and children. - Where? 807 01:20:49,760 --> 01:20:51,717 Where are they? Tell me where they are. 808 01:20:51,880 --> 01:20:53,296 It's too dangerous to go out right now. 809 01:20:53,320 --> 01:20:54,976 The main offensive can start at any moment. 810 01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:56,576 Which is why you have to tell me where they are, 811 01:20:56,600 --> 01:20:58,512 so I can go out there before it starts. 812 01:20:59,040 --> 01:21:00,360 For what? 813 01:21:00,480 --> 01:21:03,917 People are seeing us being butchered and they still call us terrorists. 814 01:21:06,720 --> 01:21:08,040 You deserted. 815 01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:13,395 - Deserted who? - You deserted Assad's army. 816 01:21:14,040 --> 01:21:15,394 - Yes. - Why? 817 01:21:18,280 --> 01:21:19,999 You wanted to be free. 818 01:21:22,880 --> 01:21:24,599 Let me tell your story. 819 01:22:13,440 --> 01:22:15,432 - You'll translate for me? - Yes. 820 01:23:09,600 --> 01:23:12,069 I want people to know your story. 821 01:23:41,800 --> 01:23:43,996 Yes, she was under the rubble. 822 01:23:49,720 --> 01:23:51,757 How old was her daughter? 823 01:23:57,360 --> 01:23:59,113 Five years old. 824 01:24:51,280 --> 01:24:52,600 You're connected now. 825 01:24:55,800 --> 01:24:58,076 We have to stay away from the sat phone. 826 01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:04,237 Assad's drones can locate the signal and we become a missile target. 827 01:25:08,120 --> 01:25:10,874 Although who knows if that's even secure. 828 01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:17,836 I don't think it's Israel. 829 01:25:17,920 --> 01:25:21,118 Well, the Israeli embassy was hit by bombers in Georgia and in India. 830 01:25:21,200 --> 01:25:23,669 I was thinking more about the Arab Spring going to shit. 831 01:25:23,760 --> 01:25:25,797 Muslim Brotherhood in Egypt or Syria. 832 01:25:25,880 --> 01:25:28,161 - We've got Marie trying to... - She made it into Homs. 833 01:29:33,520 --> 01:29:35,398 You know, it's okay, the decor. 834 01:29:35,840 --> 01:29:38,116 It's a shame about the fucking banging. 835 01:29:38,240 --> 01:29:40,357 I told you we should have gone to Aleppo. 836 01:29:41,520 --> 01:29:42,936 I should have fucking listened. 837 01:29:42,960 --> 01:29:45,873 Last time I book a fucking vacation on the Internet. 838 01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:50,394 Fuck me. 839 01:30:16,040 --> 01:30:17,474 Holy shit. 840 01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:20,270 - Did she file? - I've got it. It's here. 841 01:30:20,400 --> 01:30:22,517 - It's printing. - Okay, go get it. 842 01:30:31,960 --> 01:30:34,316 Marie's story's a pretty strong rebuttal 843 01:30:34,440 --> 01:30:37,160 to Assad's claims that he's bombing terrorists. 844 01:30:37,880 --> 01:30:39,678 What's the plan now? 845 01:30:43,560 --> 01:30:45,995 She needs to get the hell out of there. 846 01:30:58,240 --> 01:31:01,472 There's an assault coming. We need to go now. Now, now, now! 847 01:31:20,640 --> 01:31:22,632 - Stop. - What are you doing? 848 01:31:23,160 --> 01:31:25,914 I gotta go back. There are 28,000 people there. 849 01:31:26,040 --> 01:31:27,416 - We can't abandon them. - No, no. Listen to me! 850 01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:28,954 You're brilliant and brave, 851 01:31:29,080 --> 01:31:31,276 and, fuck, you've got an amazing nose for a story. 852 01:31:31,400 --> 01:31:33,596 But you don't have a military brain, all right? 853 01:31:33,720 --> 01:31:34,840 - Hey, hey, hey. - Let me go. 854 01:31:34,880 --> 01:31:38,078 We will fucking die if we go back, okay? 855 01:31:38,200 --> 01:31:39,953 - We will fucking die. - I gotta go back. 856 01:31:40,400 --> 01:31:41,516 - You go. - No. 857 01:31:41,680 --> 01:31:43,911 - Save me a seat at the bar. - No. Which bar? 858 01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:45,275 Where? 859 01:31:45,440 --> 01:31:46,760 Marie! 860 01:31:47,280 --> 01:31:48,350 Fuck! 861 01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:50,113 Come on. Come here. 862 01:31:53,840 --> 01:31:55,035 Sean, she's back. 863 01:32:04,640 --> 01:32:06,359 - Can everyone shut up? - Shh. 864 01:32:06,440 --> 01:32:07,840 Quiet. 865 01:32:08,640 --> 01:32:09,640 Hey, what are you doing? 866 01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:12,355 I thought of an item for the gardening section. 867 01:32:12,640 --> 01:32:14,757 I'm about to have a stroke here. Can you be serious? 868 01:32:15,160 --> 01:32:16,879 - I want to broadcast. - All good? 869 01:32:16,960 --> 01:32:18,136 - Yeah, okay. - You don't have to do this. 870 01:32:18,160 --> 01:32:19,833 You've already given us more than we need. 871 01:32:19,960 --> 01:32:22,350 - No. I want to broadcast. - It's not safe. 872 01:32:22,440 --> 01:32:24,376 And then I wanna go back to the hospital. I wanna get more video. 873 01:32:24,400 --> 01:32:27,598 Marie, listen to me. You do not have to do this. 874 01:32:27,720 --> 01:32:29,154 Okay, but I... 875 01:32:29,560 --> 01:32:30,630 Fuck! 876 01:32:30,760 --> 01:32:32,160 Fuck. 877 01:32:36,120 --> 01:32:38,919 - Signal's gone down. - No shit. 878 01:32:40,920 --> 01:32:43,435 - The phone. - Hey. 879 01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:45,256 I already told you if you use the sat phone, 880 01:32:45,280 --> 01:32:47,033 those drones will know where we are. 881 01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:48,736 - They'll blow us out of here. - We don't have time. 882 01:32:48,760 --> 01:32:50,991 - Let me see if I can fix it. - We don't have time! 883 01:32:51,080 --> 01:32:52,958 Wait. Let me see... 884 01:33:18,280 --> 01:33:22,035 Channel 4, BBC, CNN, all want to broadcast. 885 01:33:22,200 --> 01:33:23,429 Okay. 886 01:33:23,800 --> 01:33:26,838 Fine, but then you leave at the first opportunity. Agreed? 887 01:34:01,840 --> 01:34:03,718 Hello? Hello? 888 01:34:03,840 --> 01:34:05,576 We're gonna patch you through to CNN. 889 01:34:05,600 --> 01:34:10,914 Putting you on in five, four, three, two... 890 01:34:11,080 --> 01:34:12,816 ...Marie Colvin of the Sunday Times of London, 891 01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:14,797 who joins us now from Homs. 892 01:34:14,960 --> 01:34:17,395 Why is it important, do you think, to see these images? 893 01:34:17,480 --> 01:34:19,199 Why is it important for you to be there? 894 01:34:19,320 --> 01:34:21,960 Right now you may be one of the only Western journalists in Homs. 895 01:34:22,040 --> 01:34:23,360 Our team has just left. 896 01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:28,874 For an audience for which any conflict is very far away, 897 01:34:28,960 --> 01:34:30,314 this is the reality. 898 01:34:30,440 --> 01:34:35,071 There are 28,000 civilians, men, women and children, 899 01:34:35,200 --> 01:34:37,874 a city of the cold and hungry, 900 01:34:38,680 --> 01:34:41,832 starving, defenseless. 901 01:34:41,960 --> 01:34:45,351 There are no telephones. The electricity has been cut off. 902 01:34:46,080 --> 01:34:50,950 Families are sharing what they have with relatives and neighbors. 903 01:34:53,520 --> 01:34:57,116 I have sat with literally hundreds 904 01:34:57,240 --> 01:34:59,436 of women with infant children 905 01:34:59,560 --> 01:35:04,999 who are trapped in these cold, brutal conditions, 906 01:35:06,480 --> 01:35:08,073 unable to feed their children 907 01:35:08,200 --> 01:35:12,194 anything other than sugar and water for weeks on end. 908 01:35:13,560 --> 01:35:17,998 That little boy was one of two children who died today. 909 01:35:18,080 --> 01:35:20,834 It's what happens every day. 910 01:35:20,960 --> 01:35:25,591 The Syrian regime is claiming that they're not hitting civilians, 911 01:35:25,680 --> 01:35:28,354 that they're just going after terrorist gangs. 912 01:35:29,400 --> 01:35:31,710 But every civilian house has been hit. 913 01:35:31,800 --> 01:35:37,194 The top floor of the building I'm in has been totally destroyed. 914 01:35:38,600 --> 01:35:41,399 There are no military targets here. 915 01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:44,513 It is a complete and utter lie. 916 01:35:45,240 --> 01:35:46,856 Well, thank you for using the world "lie." 917 01:35:46,880 --> 01:35:48,599 I think a lot of people wanna thank you 918 01:35:48,720 --> 01:35:50,757 because it's a word we don't often hear, 919 01:35:50,880 --> 01:35:53,679 it's not often used, but it's the truth in this case. 920 01:35:53,760 --> 01:35:57,037 The Syrian regime, their representatives, have continually lied. 921 01:35:57,120 --> 01:35:58,998 They've lied on this program to us directly. 922 01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:02,997 Marie, I mean, you have covered a lot of conflicts over a long time. 923 01:36:03,080 --> 01:36:04,150 How does this compare? 924 01:36:04,600 --> 01:36:07,513 This is the worst conflict I've ever seen. 925 01:36:08,400 --> 01:36:11,791 It's the worst because it was a peaceful uprising 926 01:36:11,880 --> 01:36:13,872 that was crushed by violence. 927 01:36:14,920 --> 01:36:20,154 President Assad is sitting in his palace in Damascus in panic, the entire 928 01:36:20,240 --> 01:36:24,075 security apparatus his father built crumbling around him, 929 01:36:24,160 --> 01:36:29,474 and he is responding in the only way he's been taught how. 930 01:36:29,560 --> 01:36:32,871 When he was a child, he watched his father 931 01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:37,394 crush opposition by shelling the city of Hama into ruins 932 01:36:37,560 --> 01:36:41,634 and killing 10,000 innocent civilians. 933 01:36:42,120 --> 01:36:45,158 He watched, as we're watching, 934 01:36:45,240 --> 01:36:48,153 a dictator killing with impunity. 935 01:36:48,280 --> 01:36:51,751 And the words on everybody's lips here are, 936 01:36:54,640 --> 01:36:56,791 "Why have we been abandoned?" 937 01:36:58,560 --> 01:36:59,994 "Why?" 938 01:37:02,320 --> 01:37:03,993 I don't know why. 939 01:37:05,000 --> 01:37:10,200 Marie Colvin, um, I know it's impossible to stay safe, but please try. 940 01:37:10,280 --> 01:37:12,112 Thank you for talking to us. 941 01:38:08,400 --> 01:38:10,835 Marie. Marie, we need to get out now. 942 01:38:11,440 --> 01:38:13,040 - We have to go back to the clinic. - No. 943 01:38:13,120 --> 01:38:15,216 - There'll be more casualties. - We got the fucking story. 944 01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:17,436 - You did it. It's enough. - We can get more. 945 01:38:17,960 --> 01:38:19,679 - They're bracketing. - What is that? 946 01:38:19,800 --> 01:38:21,234 They're trying to find their range. 947 01:38:21,320 --> 01:38:22,536 They've found us. 948 01:38:26,240 --> 01:38:27,959 Marie, come on, let's go. 949 01:38:53,400 --> 01:38:54,800 Paul. 950 01:38:57,200 --> 01:38:58,520 Marie. 951 01:41:58,480 --> 01:41:59,994 Very difficult question. 952 01:42:00,080 --> 01:42:03,198 It's like writing, uh, your own obituary. 953 01:42:03,960 --> 01:42:08,034 I suppose to look back at it and say, you know, I cared enough 954 01:42:08,160 --> 01:42:13,030 to go to these places and write, in some way, 955 01:42:13,160 --> 01:42:18,554 something that would make someone else care as much about it 956 01:42:18,680 --> 01:42:20,319 as I did at the time. 957 01:42:20,440 --> 01:42:25,231 Part of it is you're never gonna get to where you're going 958 01:42:25,360 --> 01:42:28,398 if you acknowledge fear. 959 01:42:28,520 --> 01:42:31,274 I think fear comes later, when it's all over.